SIVA PURANA
The ancient book of Siva
Ramesh Menon
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To Sri Ramana Maharishi
Contents
Acknowledgement
A Word
Introduction
The Beginning: Rudra, Sati
Amrita
The Sarabha and the Sudarshana
Three Incarnations
Twelve Jyotirlingas
The Sarabha and the Sudarshana
Uma
Karttikeya and Ganesha
Yuddha Khanda:the cantos of war
Antah:in the end
Acknowledgement
The late Parameshwara Iyer, who translated the entire Siva Purana
into English from the Sanskrit for Motilal Banarsidass, was my teacher for a
time. Except for his painstaking endeavour, this book, which is based upon
his scholarly translation, would have never been written.
A Word
The length and breadth of India is strewn with temples that have a
startling commonality of themes. Increasingly, I do not believe the Puranas,
the books that describe these themes, are merely fictions of men of old.
Rather, they seem to describe a human history more primal than the one of a
few thousand years to which we habitually think of ourselves as belonging.
In the Puranas, we see reflections of a cosmic history, when this earth was
open to the universe.
It is difficult to accept that the greatest glory of ancient India was the
drainage system of Mohenjo-Daro and Harappa. We know, from modern
cosmology, that the universe is much older, vaster and more complex than
we imagined a hundred years ago. We know our own history is less than a
speck against universal horizons of space and time. It is absurd that we pass
any judgement whatever on a universe in which we are such infants: that we
dare say ‘This is so and this not in the cosmos’. Surely, our human history is
an infinitesimal part of the history of the universe, not vice versa; and our
ignorance is far more profound than our knowledge.
The characters in the Purana are ‘cosmic’ in dimension, even the
lesser ones; as is the sweep of time, space and spirit we encounter here. We
can easily dismiss it all as the exaggerated fantasies of nameless writers of
the dim past. Or else, we begin to suspect there is more to learn here than
we dreamt: that human history is fundamentally different from what we
have been taught.
The beings we meet in the Puranas are godlike, grandly demonical
and incomprehensible when we compare them to ourselves. They live for
thousands of years, fly in sky chariots, vimanas fleet as thought, command
great astras: weapons that consume whole cities in a wink.
This book is the Siva Purana condensed, rearranged and retold, I hope
in more contemporary and imaginative style than is generally available in
English. Much of it deals with characters and events that are incredible by
our humdrum perspective. But is it possible that beginningless Siva, of the
eight cosmic bodies, the fire from whose third eye ends the universe,
Brahma, the four-headed Creator and four-armed Vishnu, who sleeps on an
infinite sea, are not imaginary beings, but inconceivable Masters of the
stars?
In the Purana, we find this description of time, which is hardly the
invention of brutish man scrabbling to create the spoke and the
ploughshare:
The basic unit of life is the nimesha, the instant. Fifteen nimeshas
make one kastha, thirty kasthas one kaala, thirty kaalas one muhurta and
thirty muhurtas one day. Thirty days is a maasa, a month, which is one day
of the gods and ancestors; six maasas make an ayana, two ayanas a year.
One human year is a day and a night for the celestials, uttarayana being the
day and dakshinayana the night. Three hundred and sixty-five human years
make a divine one.
Four are the yugas in the land of Bharata: the krita, treta, dwapara
and kali. The pristine krita lasts 4,800 divine years, the less perfect treta
3,600 years, the half-corrupt dwapara 2,400 and the almost entirely evil
kali 1,200.
A chaturyuga, one cycle of four ages, is 12,000 godly years long,
12,000 x 365 human years. 71 chaturyugas make a manvantara, 14
manvantaras a kalpa. A kalpa, of 1000 chaturyugas, 12 million divine
years, is one day of Brahma, the Creator.
8,000 years of Brahma make one Brahma yuga; 1,000 Brahma yugas
make a savana. Each Brahma lives for 3,003 savanas.
A day of Brahma’s has 14 Indras, his life 54,000 Indras.
One day of Vishnu is the lifetime of Brahma.
One day of Siva is the lifetime of Vishnu…
Can it be that our past was more than what we think? Was it, in its
way, inconceivably superior to the present?
By the Puranic calendar, we live today at the outset of a kali yuga.
Thus, Rama lived in the world more than 800,000 years ago and Krishna
5,000, at least: at two ends of the last dwapara yuga. According to the
Purana, it is natural for men of the kali yuga to be puny and short-lived and
for them to forget the Sanatana Dharma and the eternal Gods. For this is the
very nature of the evil age. It is also the sinister ‘Iron Age’ of Greek legend,
when the Gods seldom visit the earth, anymore, or beget sons on the
daughters of men. It is the time when our darkling planet is sealed from the
rest of the universe.
However, my purpose in writing this book was not to rearrange the
readers notion of history, but to present the Spirit of Siva, auspicious,
complex and immortal God, as best as I can, with as much devotion as I
have, from material found in the Siva Purana.
Introduction
The sacred Puranas have come down to us in the great oral tradition
of the rishis, the sages of Bharatavarsha. Once, the peerless Vyasa
composed them from ‘ancient material’: ancient for him. Traditionally, a
Purana deals with five subjects, called panchalakshana: the primary creation
of the universe; secondary creation after periodic destruction; the genesis of
the Gods and rishis; great epochs of time, the kalpas, manvantaras, yugas;
and the history of some royal dynasties of the earth.
More recently, after BC 4000, until AD 1000, roughly, a lot of other
material has grown around the central Purana. These concern rituals for
sacrifices, other customs, festivals, caste customs, specifications for temple
construction, etcetera. There are 18 principal surviving Mahapuranas, great
Puranas. The Siva Purana is one of these. They are collections of
revelations, in the form of stories, or otherwise, usually narrated to some
rishis by a Suta, who heard them from Vyasa, who heard them from Narada,
Brahma or another fabulous raconteur, in time out of mind. They have come
down, invariably, in Sanskrit couplets.
The Siva Purana is considerably longer than the portions of it I have
included in this book. My aim was not to undertake a scholarly translation,
of which there are a few, but to write as readable a version as I could,
without diminishing the spirit and the scope of the original. For example,
large sections of the original deal with intricate rituals and others list all of
Siva’s thousand names, with their meanings. I have only touched upon
these, which hold little narrative appeal for the ordinary reader.
Also, the sequence of tales in the recorded Purana is often different
from mine; but I have retained all the important legends of Siva. In some
sections, I have taken stylistic and fictive liberties: but never changing the
meaning and flavour of the original. No doubt, generations of pauranikas, in
the oral tradition, did the same.
The Puranic tradition is mainly lost to those of us that do not know
Sanskrit and lack the patience to plough through scholarly translations,
many of which tend to dispense with the poetic magic of the originals.
These luminous stories are our race’s very soul. The days when we would
hear them at our grandmothers’ knees are over. We know less of them than
our parents did and our children shall know even less than we do. My book
seeks to restore the Siva Purana to the English-speaking Indian in some
small measure and, hopefully, to preserve it for a time in our consciousness.
It also seeks to introduce the non-Indian reader to another, perhaps rare,
facet of our heritage. I am aware that an English rendering cannot remotely
approach the Sanskrit in depth or resonance: I pray that I have not
trivialised the Purana.
The Beginning: RUDRA, SATI.
ONE
On the Yamuna
Once, the celibate Parasara, immortal rishi on his pilgrimage, arrived
on the banks of the Yamuna. It was a crisp winter morning. The river
sparkled as if a million jewels were strewn across its water. In his hut, the
fisherman sat at his morning meal of last night’s fish and rice, when the
austere figure loomed in his door.
"Take me across the river, I am in a hurry!" said Parasara
ungraciously.
It was not the first time the sage had passed this way and the
fisherman recognised him. He called to his daughter, "Matsyagandhi, take
our Muni Parasara across."
She appeared at the corner of the hut, sixteen and bright as a bit of
winter sun. Breast buds strained like young lotuses against her green
blouse; eyes like saucers on her lean dark face gazed frankly at Parasara.
Without a word, Matsyagandhi led the illustrious one to the wooden boat
tethered to a stake on the riverbank.
As he followed her, the smell of the girl’s body invaded him: the raw
smell of fish with which she was born. That sage, who had felt no twinge of
desire for fawning apsaras in devaloka, was overcome by the earthy whiff
of the fisher-girl; instead of being repulsed, Parasara lost his heart to her.
When she helped him into the boat, he held her hand longer than he
needed. She freed herself quietly and cast off.
However, he would not so easily be denied. As they moved out,
Parasara again reached for her hand on the oar at which she rowed. She
smiled at him, her great eyes twinkling. She stopped rowing and they
drifted in midstream; but she did not withdraw her hand. His hand quivered
on hers.
In a husky voice, she said, "You are a high brahmana descended from
Brahma and I am a nishada’s daughter. Between us this isn’t proper, holy
one."
Then she trembled: suppose he cursed her. At that moment, her father
hailed them faintly from the bank. He stood washing his hands outside the
hut and wanted to know why they had stopped. Parasara released the girl’s
hand. She rowed again while the rishi kept a watch on the fisherman. Soon,
the sage took Matsyagandhi’s hand once more.
She said, "Brahmana, aren’t you repelled by my smell? Muni, don’t
you know the Vedas say one should not have sexual intercourse during the
day? Besides, my father can see us."
When Parasara leaned forward awkwardly to kiss her, she was
reminded sharply of his great age; and both excited and dismayed by it. He
waved a slender arm over his head in an occult mudra. Instantly, they were
shrouded in mist and the fisherman could not see them any more. Then it
began to snow!
It was dark on the boat on the river.
"Is that night enough?"
Little Matsyagandhi cried out in wonder. But being a virgin and
afraid, she said, "You will enjoy me and go your way, Yogin, but I will
become pregnant. Whatever will I tell my father?"
He cried hoarsely, "Give me your love and you will have fame
forever among the devas and the rishis. They will call you Satyavati in
heaven. Look."
Another wizardly mudra from him and she saw her body glow with
new beauty. Her limbs were lustrous, her features finer and now she smelt
of wild jasmine, lotus and other unearthly fragrances. In a moment, they
spread from her for a yojana. Her original, fishy musk had not vanished
either; it became a sublimely erotic scent, making his ardour fiercer!
Still, she hesitated. She restrained his wandering hand, so he cried,
"Say whatever you want and it shall be yours. Quickly, you are driving me
mad!"
After a moment’s reflection, she said, "If no one ever knows this
happened, if my virginity is restored, if the son born of our love is a
magician like you and if I always smell as sweetly as I do now, then take
me, Muni!"
Parasara laughed like rolling thunder. "This is God’s will. All your
conditions will be met and your son shall be the greatest poet the world has
ever known."
He took her in his arms in the boat on the Yamuna, while his
snowstorm held its opaque curtain around them. Impatient for him, now that
her fears were allayed, she rowed to an island in the stream and moored
there. They lay together, unlikeliest lovers, heating the pale sand dry.
After he drank deeply of her youth and she of his age, Parasara rose
away from her to bathe in the Yamuna. With a last kiss on top of her head,
he walked upon the water and out of her life.
In that mystic dimension, she went into labour as soon as she
conceived. Her delivery was miraculous and she felt no pain. Immediately
as he was born, her boy, bright as the sun, handsome as Kamadeva, grew
into a full-grown rishi, with a kamandalu in one hand, a smooth staff in the
other and his tawny hair lit in a halo. The new-born and exceptional hermit
said to his mother, "I must go my way. But if you ever want to see me, think
of me and I will appear before you" and he walked away.
Since he was born on the dwipa in the Yamuna, Satyavati’s son was
called Dwaipayana. Later, he was to divide the holy Veda and to compose
the sacred Puranas from ancient revelations. He was to become renowned
as Veda Vyasa.
It is from Vyasa that we first hear about the Auspicious One, about
Siva.
TWO
In the Naimisa vana
Obeisance to Siva with Uma beside him, his ganas and his sons.
Obeisance to the Lord of Prakriti and Purusha, the cause of creation,
nurture and destruction.
I seek refuge in Siva whose power is unequalled, whose glory spreads
everywhere, who is Un-born!
*
Some rishis from the six noble families begin a yagna in the Naimisa
forest, at Prayaga, confluence of the Ganga and the Yamuna, from where a
subtle path leads to Brahmaloka. The Suta Romaharshana, peerless
raconteur, whose sacred lore can make one’s hair stand on end, hears about
the sacrifice. He is one of Vedavyasa’s five sishyas to whom his guru
imparted the Purana he composed from antique revelations. Romaharshana
is a most erudite pauranika, a master of syllogisms, who can answer the
metaphysical queries of Brihaspati himself. This Suta, who is a seer and a
poet, a mahakavi, arrives in the Naimisa.
Saunaka’s rishis are delighted. They receive him with honour; they
worship him. They settle him into a darbhasana and say, "Omniscient
Romaharshana, ocean of the eldest lore, tell us the holy Siva Purana."
Romaharshana begins in his majestic voice, "I bow to the splendid
Rishi Vyasa, who blessed me with the Purana. Vedavyasa said to me,
‘When a long time had elapsed after the Beginning, when many
kalpas had come and gone and this one’s civilisation was established, a
dispute arose among the rishis of the six clans. One said "This is the
greatest God," and another disagreed. They set off to see Brahma, the
Creator. They went to Mount Meru, to Devaparvata where devas and
asuras, siddhas and charanas, yakshas and gandharvas roam, to Sumeru,
four-armed swastika, mountain at the crux of the world, Ratnasanu, jewel
peak, Hemadri, the golden mountain.
They came to a Brahmavana there, ten yojanas wide and a hundred
long, luminous with lakes and rills. They saw a city brilliant as the midday
sun, its portals and ramparts licking the sky. Golden and silver mansions
lined its thousand streets: each one as big as a palace, every one embedded
with unearthly jewels. At the heart of the secret city, the Lord Brahma lived
in the greatest edifice.
In his ineffable court, the rishis saw the Creator like molten gold,
wearing white silk. He was utterly gentle, his eyes large as lotus petals, his
body draped with celestial garlands. His lustre was everywhere; his
fragrance was like a river flowing kalaharas in spring. Saraswati sat at his
side, the cowries of fate in her hand. The rishis glowed to see the four-faced
Lord. They joined their palms above their heads; they hymned him,
"Obeisance to you, ancient Purusha, source of creation, life and death.
Obeisance, O Brahma, great Atman. Obeisance to you who has the universe
for his body!"
In his oceanic voice, Brahma said, "Welcome, Rishis of splendour.
Tell me why you have all come here together."
The leader of the sages said, "We are taken with darkness, we don’t
know who the greatest God is. You are the creator of the universe, the cause
of all causes; nothing is hidden from you. Tell us, Lord, who is the most
ancient one of all? Who is the greatest Purusha? Who is the purest, most
perfect being?"
Brahma shut all his eyes and was lost briefly in himself. Opening
them again, the Pitama said softly, "Rudra."
Plucking a wheel of light from the air, like a sliver of the sun, he cast
it down into the world. "Where the hub of the wheel breaks offer your
worship to Siva."
The blinding wheel whirled down the mountains. It broke against an
age-smoothed and auspicious crag in a forest: this Naimisa vana! Ever
since, this has been holy ground, sanctified for revelation. Here the first
Purana was given to men,’ said my guru Vyasa."
Thus, the Suta begins, his body swaying to the rhythms of his
plumbless tale.
"Incomparable Suta, tell us how Siva is worshipped," says Saunaka,
chief among those sages of the forest, thirsty for the occult Purana.
"Siva is worshipped both as murti and linga," says Romaharshana
gravely.
Saunaka says, "All the other Gods are worshipped just as idols. Why
is only Siva worshipped as both image and phallus?"
Suta says, "Siva alone is nishkaala, nameless and formless, as well as
sakaala, embodied. In his formlessness, he is worshipped as the linga. Long
ago, in the first kalpa, Siva revealed his nishkaala form as a linga and since
then is he worshipped so as the eternal Brahman. Listen.
Once, blue Vishnu, thousand-headed, thousand-armed, with his
sankha, chakra and gada, lay asleep with Mahalakshmi on Anantasesha
upon the naara, the primordial sea. The universe lay dissolved. As he slept,
a lotus with an endless golden stalk and a blue corolla thrust itself out from
his navel. Brahma, grandsire of the worlds, was born within this umbilical
lotus, from Vishnu’s golden womb. Brahma roamed that lotus for a hundred
years but could not climb out of it. He began to climb down the infinite
stalk, but he did not reach the place from where the flower grew. Then a
disembodied voice said to him, "Tapasya is your way."
Brahma sat in meditation inside the lotus for twelve of his
interminable years; one day, he found himself at his father Mahavishnu’s
side. Narayana lay asleep but he shone like kaala as he breathed, like
chasmal Time. Striking the sleeping Blue God with his hand, Brahma said,
"Who are you? You lie there haughtily even when you see me. Don’t you
know who I am?"
Vishnu was furious. However, controlling himself, he said calmly,
"Welcome, my son. Tell me where you have come from and why you are so
agitated. Sit here and tell me," said Vishnu, patting his serpent bed.
"I have come as swiftly as time! I am the Creator. How dare you call
me ‘my son’ as a guru does his sishya? I am the Pitama, yours as well. I
create, protect and destroy the universe."
Vishnu replied languidly, "You, my son, were born from me. Brahma,
I am your father. The lotus in which you were born sprouted from my navel.
But no matter, my own maaya deludes you."
At which, Brahma struck him again and a terrific fight erupted. They
first fought like common men, with fists and rough punches. Then Vishnu
mounted his eagle and Brahma his white swan and they fought with astras,
cosmic weapons. The devas gathered in the sky in their silvery chariots to
watch the battle. Vishnu hurled the Maheswarastra at Brahma, who
unleashed the unfathomable Paasupatastra. These missiles spumed into the
sky and, blazing like ten thousand suns, locked on high.
As the devas watched in horror, flames from the astras began to
consume the three realms. Suddenly, between the two maddened Gods, a
column sprang up through the ground: a column from nowhere, without top
or base, a column of light and fire into which the apocalyptic astras were
absorbed like two sparks. It was a linga! With thousands of garlands of
flames, flames like galaxies spewing in every direction: an incomparable,
incomprehensible linga. Awe-struck, Vishnu and Brahma fell quiet.
Brahma breathed, "What is it?"
Mahavishnu whispered, "It is beyond me. You find its head, while I
seek its root."
Turning into a golden boar, he dived down through the ground of that
first battlefield to seek the root of the mysterious linga of fire. Brahma
became a swan and flew up at the speed of time, quicker than light, to seek
the top of that manifestation. For longer than we can conceive, the boar
dived and the swan flashed up; but, above or below, there was no end to the
blazing phallus. Exhausted and frightened, Vishnu came back to the
battlefield. Brahma flew on up.
When Siva saw them distraught in their arrogance, he laughed and
dislodged, the ketaki flowers on his head fell down that infinite column.
Down wafted those flowers, turning about one another, falling countless
divine years, like a blessing, with neither fragrance nor brightness dimmed.
They fell over Brahma, the flashing feathered ascender, in petal rain.
Perplexed, Brahma the swan said, "Lord of flowers, from whose head
do you fall down this column? Why do you fall, good flowers?"
The flowers said, "Friend, we have been falling forever and we do not
remember where we began. How will you find the column’s pinnacle?"
Tired and annoyed as he was, Brahma had a thought. He bowed to the
ketakis and said humbly, "Friends, a small favor for me: tell Vishnu I saw
the top of the linga and that you bear witness to it." In dire straits, falsehood
is recommended by even the oldest lore.
They found Mahavishnu in distress and Brahma smiled. Like a
eunuch confessing his inability, Vishnu said ruefully, "I could not find the
root of the linga."
Brahma replied smugly, "I found the column’s head. These ketakis are
my witness."
Hari bowed to Brahma; he worshipped him with all the sixteen
homages. When he lay in the dust to worship Brahma’s feet, a tremendous
AUM resounded in that place, a thunderclap that would shatter the
universe. Siva stepped out of the linga, taller than the phallus of fire, a wild,
matt-haired Yogin bright as a billion suns. He stood before the terrified
Gods, with bow and trident, wearing tiger-skin, a shining serpent the sacred
thread around his body. He seemed to swallow the heavens with his million
mouths, the AUM still dying in his blue throat like the battery of thunder
that heralds the final deluge in which the stars drown. From that Vision’s
brow, from his third eye, sprang the dreadful Bhairava.
Bhairava knelt at Siva’s feet, "Command me, almighty Lord!"
Siva said, "Here is Brahma, the first God of creation. Worship him
with your sword."
With a roar, Bhairava seized the tuft on Brahma’s fifth head, the one
that lied to Vishnu and raised his curved blade. Brahma howled; he
sweated, he trembled and fell whimpering at Bhairava’s feet. Bhairava’s
arm was drawn back to take off the lying head. Then Vishnu knelt at Siva’s
feet. "Lord! You gave him five heads. Pardon him in your infinite mercy,
this is his first offence."
Siva blessed Vishnu, "Hari, you were truthful though you also wanted
to be the Lord of all things. From now, you will have as much worship as I
do. But this liar shall not be worshipped any more, or have a temple of his
own in the world."
Bhairava released Brahma and the chastened God prostrated before
Siva, "Lord, I am humbled. Now bless me."
Siva said musingly, "The universe is ruined without the fear of a king.
Rule the universe from now, Brahma and be the lord of sacrifices."
That day, Brahma and Vishnu first worshipped Siva. Ever after, the
day of the Ardra nakshatra in the month of Margasirsa is when Mahadeva is
worshipped, as both linga and murti. The bhakta who fasts day and night on
holy Sivaratri, who worships the Lord and deceives no one, he shall have
the blessings of a year of ordinary worship. Siva made the blazing linga,
without root or tip, diminutive and quiescent. He installed it upon a yoni
pedestal, which is Uma!’
Said Vyasa,"
Says the Suta Romaharshana.
Never again did Siva wear the ketaki on his head.
THREE
Gunanidhi
Wealth accrues from virtue and from wealth, enjoyment. Vairagya,
detachment, is enjoyment’s fruit. I bow to Sambhu, father of the universe,
Sivaa its mother and Ganadhisa their son, before I recount this.
*
Once in a certain kalpa, Saunaka, eldest among the rishis of the
Naimisa vana, says to Suta Romaharshana, "Maheswara is Aguna; he has
no attributes. Sinless Suta, tell us how he became Saguna; tell about Siva
and Sati, your Purana is nectar to us."
Suta says,
"My master Vyasa said to me,
‘In the city of Kampilya, there was a dikshita, a priest, called
Yajnadatta. He was a Vedanta scholar, famous and respected by the king.
He invested his son Gunanidhi, a handsome boy bright like the moon, with
the sacred thread and taught him the eight lores. However, the boy had a
secret vice: he was a gambler.
His vice corroded him and soon Gunanidhi despised the sandhya
vandana and even blasphemed against the Vedas. He shunned all things
religious and brahmanical and godless heretics were his nearest friends. He
took money from his indulgent mother and spent his time gambling. The
mother was afraid she would break her husband’s heart if she told him the
truth about their only child. Yajnadatta was a busy man. When he came
home tired and asked after his son, who always avoided him, his wife
would say, "He was studying all day and I had to coax him to go out for a
stroll with his friends. He is too conscientious."
In her gentle way, she often told her son, "If your father ever learns
about your gambling he will beat you within an inch of your life and me
too. I beg you, mend your ways."
The boy did not mend. His father performed his kesa karma when he
was sixteen and got him married. Gunanidhi still did not reform. Now he
stole from his parents to pay his gambling debts. Once he stole a ring set
with diamonds from his father to pay his losses to a professional gambler.
The dikshita saw the ring on the gamblers finger, stopped the fellow in the
street and demanded, "Where did you get that ring?"
At first, the man would not answer him; but when Yajnadatta called
him a thief, the gambler retorted, "Your son is the thief. He is the worst
gambler in this town, but he must play every day and lose."
Yajnadatta reeled. He bowed his head and went home. He asked his
wife, "Where is the ring you took from my finger when you massaged me
before my bath yesterday?"
Used to covering for Gunanidhi, she said from inside the house, "I am
in the puja room. We had unexpected guests yesterday, remember? I can’t
think where I put your ring. But I will find it, as I do everything else."
"Like you did the golden vase with emeralds? The ivory trinket
casket? The bell-metal jar? The silver statuette? Woman, whenever I asked
after my son you said ‘He just went out for a stroll after studying all day.’
No, it is futile being angry with you. I will not eat until I marry another
wife."
The same evening, Yajnadatta married another dikshita’s daughter.
Gunanidhi heard this and fled the town. He wandered long and far. Pangs of
hunger tormented him. As the sun set, the young wastrel sat wearily at the
foot of a spreading tree. Though he did not know it, it was Sivaratri that
day.
At dusk, a party of bhaktas came to the temple that stood near
Gunanidhi’s tree. They came laden with sweets to offer the stone linga
within. Gunanidhi crouched behind the tree waiting for the worship to be
over and the devotees to leave, so he could creep inside and steal their
offerings to appease his ravening hunger. As he sat dozing now and again,
the bhaktas inside sang Siva’s thousand names; they worshipped him with
ecstatic dances. It was past midnight when they finished their devotions;
even then, they did not leave. To Gunanidhi’s chagrin, they lay down to
sleep on the wide stone steps.
Gunanidhi waited. When he saw they were all asleep, he crept out
from behind his tree and stole into the temple. All was still in there and the
lamp burned low, throwing flickering shadows on to stone walls. Gunanidhi
could not see the food he wanted to steal. Cursing softly, he tore a strip
from his loincloth and added it to the wick in the lamp. At once, the inside
of that shrine was brightly lit up. Grabbing the offerings left by the
worshippers, he came out.
But Gunanidhi’s luck had run out and he stepped squarely on one of
the sleepers. The man woke with a cry and caught the thief in the night by
his ankle. The others awoke. Incensed when they saw what he had stolen,
those bhaktas beat Gunanidhi to death. Not a morsel of the offerings for
Siva passed the thiefs lips.
When he died, Yama’s awful soldiers arrived. They bound Gunanidhi
hand and foot to take him to the dark city of the Lord of Death. In a flash of
light, a knot of Sivaganas appeared there as well: trident-wielding, brilliant,
bell tinkling amulets on their arms, their hair wild jata.
"Yamadutas," said the Sivaganas, "leave this righteous brahmana, his
sins have been made ashes."
The Yamadutas said, "Apart from all his sins against his parents and
dharma, look what he did this holy night: he desecrated the offerings for
Siva! If this wretch has any shred of virtue to his name, let us hear of it."
The Sivaganas said, "The Lord says that before he died he heard the
Kotirudra sung. Moreover, he fasted all this Sivaratri day. Most of all, like
the truest bhakta, as if his soul commanded and the food was a pretext, on
this sacred night Gunanidhi made the dim lamp burn brightly; then no
shadow fell on the linga anymore. Yamadutas, ancient, inscrutable and of
many lives unknown are the reasons of Siva."
Yama’s horde had to give way. The Sivaganas took Gunanidhi to
Sivaloka where, by the Lord’s grace, he shone like the purest of the pure.
Gunanidhi was reborn as Dama, the son of Arindama, king of
Kalinga. In his youth, his father died and Dama ascended the throne. He
was the greatest Sivabhakta on earth of his time. The only form of worship
in his kingdom was the lighting of lamps. Death was the punishment for a
dimly lit temple and Kalinga was always aglow with bright lamps for Siva.
When he saw how effectual the lamps were, Dama went to Kasi, now
to illumine his mind. He planted a linga before him and worshipped it with
an awesome tapasya. Like a rising sun, Siva appeared before Dama, with
Parvati beside him. Dazzled by the Lord, Dama shut his eyes.
Siva said, "Dama, choose any boon."
Dama said, "Give my eyes the power to be able to look at you without
blinking, for no boon is greater."
Smiling, Siva touched Dama’s head with his palm. Dama opened his
eyes and saw Uma first. He squinted at her wickedly, his face twisting in a
vicious snarl from Gunanidhi’s worst days.
"Who is this beautiful woman," he rasped, "so near my Lord? What
tapasya did she perform more perfect than mine? How lucky she is. How
beautiful she is. Devi, you make my penance shine!"
He squinted and squinted, apparently in grotesque envy. He circled
round her, mumbling the same words, sometimes aloud, sometimes under
his breath. His left eye burst in his face. He squinted on with the right,
"Devi, you make my tapasya shine!"
The annoyed Parvati said to Siva, "Who is this muni that squints
enviously at me and mutters ‘You make my tapasya shine!’"
Siva laughed. "He is your son, Uma! It’s just his way. He is not
envious or angry, only praising you as he knows how."
Smiling, he blessed Dama again, "You shall be the master of the
mountain city Alaka, lord of yakshas and guhyakas, king of the asvamukha
kinnaras. You shall be the guardian of the nine treasures. Gunanidhi, this is
your mother Uma; take her blessing."
Gunanidhi lay at Parvati’s feet. Seeing now that he was only devoted,
she raised him up and blessed him. "May Siva’s boons to you bear rich
fruit! Since your left eye burst, we will call you Ekapinga; and Kubera of
the twisted body since you stared at me. You will be devoted to Siva forever
and he will come to stay near you: the Lord himself will be your friend."
By Uma’s blessing to Kubera, master of treasures, Siva incarnated
himself as Rudra on the solitary mountain of the earth. He came to Kailasa
to be Gunanidhi’s neighbour; white Kailasa and the secret city of Alaka,
where Kubera rules, are next to each other.
He who reads or hears this story attentively,’ said Vyasa, ‘will enjoy
every worldly pleasure and have moksha hereafter.’"
Says the gifted Suta in the Naimisa vana.
FOUR
Sandhya
AUM. Just as Siva is always locked with Parvati, the linga clings to
its yoni, forever.
Mahavishnu said to Viswakarman, the divine craftsman, "Create
auspicious Sivalingas and give them to all the devas!"
So Indra had a linga of ruby, Kubera had one of gold; Dharma had
one of bronze, Varuna one of lapis lazuli. Vishnu was given a linga of
sapphire, Brahma had a golden one; the Vasus had silver lingas, the Asvins
earthen and brazen ones. Mahalakshmi had a crystal linga, the Adityas
twelve copper ones; Soma the Moon took a linga of pearl, Agni one of
diamond, Maaya had one of fragrant sandalwood and Anantasesha got one
of coral. The Goddesses had lingas of butter, the yogins of ash; Saraswati
worshipped a linga of ratna and Bana one of mercury.
*
In the solemn clearing at the heart of the sacred forest, the Suta says
to Saunaka’s sages,
"Vyasa said to me,
‘Once Narada asked Brahma, "God with the lotus face, Father, I am
never sated hearing the lore of Siva from you. Tell me more about Rudra,
tell me about him and Sati."
Brahma said, "Siva himself told this to Vishnu once and it was
Narayana that told it to me. Listen closely, hearing this ancient tale fulfils
all desires.
Originally, when Siva was separate from Shakti, he was pure
consciousness. He was without qualities, without form, beyond being and
unbeing. When he was united with Shakti, he had attributes, O Brahmana.
He had a form and divine features; he was with Uma forever.
Vishnu was born from his left side and I, Brahma, from his right.
Rudra was born from his heart. I was the Creator, Vishnu was the Sustainer
and Rudra was the Destroyer.
It was after worshipping Sadasiva that I, Pitama of the worlds, began
creation. I created the devas of light, the asuras of darkness, human beings
who are of both light and dark and their guardians the prajapatis, Daksha
and the rest. I was delighted, Narada, I thought I was the loftiest God.
When I had created Marichi, Atri, Pulaha, Pulastya, Angiras, Kratu,
Vasishta, you Narada, Daksha and Bhrigu, my noble sons, a woman was
born from my mind. She was the first woman, stunning Sandhya. Not in the
human world or in the devas’ realms, not in the under worlds or any of the
three times is there a woman so perfect. When I saw her, my heart was
seized by unthinkable thoughts and my sons as well. When she appeared,
we rose to our feet, overcome.
For the first time, desire’s unfamiliar pang tormented our minds. We
saw another being born from me in the sky and oh he was beautiful! His
skin was golden, his nose was perfect, blue wavelets were his hair. His
eyebrows were heavy; his face shone like the moon, his chest was as broad
as a door. He was as great as Indra’s Airavata and he wore a diaphanous
blue robe. His hands, eyes, face and legs were ruddy, his waist was slender
and his teeth were like pearls. He had the heady scent of the ichor of an
elephant in rut; his eyes were two petals of a blooming lotus and his neck
was like Vishnu’s sankha. He rode the Makara fish, his breath was a
fragrant breeze; he carried a sugarcane bow and a quiver with five flowery
arrows. His gaze roved over us and he smiled, dazzling.
Bowing to me with that haughty smile on his lips, he said, "Brahma,
what honourable karma do you have for me? What shall I be called and
who will be my wife?"
I steadied myself before speaking to that enchanter; I was already his
victim. I said, "No one in the three worlds will turn aside your flower
arrows, not men, not the devas; not Vishnu, Siva or I will defy your sweet
dictates. Be the God of love and your karma to increase creation. As for
your names, let my sons, the Brahmarishis, name you and say who will be
your wife."
I sweated with shame at the feelings he evoked in me. You rishis said,
"At your very birth, you seduced our hearts. We will call you Manmatha:
roiler of minds. Since you can assume any form you like, you shall be
Kama. You ensnare with delight, so you will be Madana; because you are so
haughty you shall be Darpaka and Daksha’s daughter will be your wife."
No sooner had they spoken than Kama, finest of archers, vanished
from our sight. Invisible now, he strung his bow and drew an arrow from
his quiver. Lithely, he assumed the posture of the bowman: alidha. He bent
his bow in a flowery circle. Mad breezes billowed there and he pierced us
all in a moment with his soft, ineluctable shafts. Oh, his enchantment seized
our souls and now we stared with naked lust at Sandhya, their sister, my
daughter. For the first time in creation, there was such desire.
Kama’s subtle sorcery pierced her, too. She rippled with temptation,
with sidelong, seductive glances at us; the forty-nine animal instincts were
born hotly from my dharmic body. Sandhya walked around me, her father,
in pradakshina. I hated to stare at her as I did in front of my sons. I knew
the seething lust was plain in my eyes. As she walked around me, a face
appeared from my neck to my right, pale cheeks quivering, another behind
me, another at my left, all to gaze helplessly at her. Blushing, she flew into
the air to avoid my burning regard. At once, a fifth head grew above me,
which I hid in my jata.
I could not contain myself any longer. I said to my sons, "You must
assume the task of creation with Kama’s help, for all my punya is about to
be lost."
They went obediently from there, rapt in their own fantasies of her; in
rut, they poured forth all kinds of worlds and beings. I lifted up my
beautiful daughter, prostrate before me now and in tears. For the first time
in creation, I, Brahma, coupled recklessly with her within the pavilion of
the golden lotus.
One son of mine was not smitten, or at least not entirely: Dharma, the
protector of virtue. He saw his fathers lust and his brothers’; but he himself
felt more sorrow than desire. In fear, he invoked Siva.
Dharma prayed, "Siva free from the three gunas, O Turiya, the fourth
Being. You who are beyond Prakriti, save me from this sin."
Siva materialised there and saw me with Sandhya. He began to laugh
softly. Trembling with both shame and arousal, I extricated myself from my
daughters arms. He arched a fine brow and said, "With your daughter,
Brahma?"
I, grandsire of worlds, was speechless. Still, my body and my soul
burned for her: for the life of me, I would only join with her again at once,
even while Siva gazed at us. I shook with lust and my seed sprang from me
in an uncontrollable ejaculation. The ancestors called the Bhrisadas were
born, sixty-four thousand of them from my retas.
Daksha and the others had returned in secret, to watch my primal
fornication. Seeing Siva there in glory, they came shamefaced from hiding.
Now they could not contain themselves. From Daksha’s seed, spilt helpless
on to the ground, Rati was born naked. Her body was as golden as
Kamadeva’s. Her hips were flaring and perfect and we saw the place
between her thighs embellished with dark, piquant hair. Bewitched in his
turn, the hunter snared, Kama came crooning to her. He took her hand and
began to kiss her a thousand times.
Marichi and some other sons of mine struggled resolutely and held
their virtue back with yoga. Kratu, Vasishta, Pulastya and Angiras were
overcome by what they had seen and ejaculated onto holy ground. The
manes called the Kavyahas, who are the receivers of oblations, sprang up
from their seed.
Thus, Sandhya became the mother of the pitrs, the manes. His soft,
mocking laughter still ringing in our minds, Siva vanished. My desire faded
as suddenly as it had gripped me; in a rage, I cursed Kama, "One day, you
will shoot your arrows at Siva himself and he will consume you with fire
from his eye! Then your arrogance will perish and you with it."
He grew stiff with fear and he whimpered, "Father, why do you curse
me so savagely? You yourself said ‘Vishnu, Siva, I, all of us shall be targets
for your arrows’. I only did what you ordained. Is it just that you curse me
for it?"
I said to him, "You made me commit incest with my daughter! Yet,
what you say is true. So when Siva takes a wife to him forever, he will
restore your body, which he shall first make ashes."
Shame searing my heart, I staggered from that place to perform a
tapasya such as the stars had not seen, to expiate my original sin," said
Brahma wistfully, reminiscing of the oldest, grandest days, the first of
creation.
Narada scratched his head thoughtfully for a moment. Then he asked,
"And what became of Rati? I do not remember clearly, Father, it was so
long ago."
Brahma said,
"Daksha said, ‘Kama, this daughter of mine already loves you. Take
her to be your wife, she has been born just for you.’
Rati could charm the world. Her eyebrow was more arched than
Kama’s sugarcane bow. Her glances at him were more deadly than his petal
arrows. When Kama went near, her breath made him forget the fragrance of
the first malaya breeze. He saw her face was a full moon. Her breasts were
lotus buds, their black nipples the bees hovering over the golden flowers.
She wore a slim necklace with stones that were the eyelets of a peacock’s
tail; his gaze dwelt there, his eyes turning red as plums. Her crimson hands
had nails like kimsuka flowers, her arms and wrists were as fine as lotus
stalks. Her hair was blue like his; her navel was a deep eddy. When he
looked below to where the dark soft locks nestled like river moss, Kama
was lost.
Kama took his ecstatic delusion Rati to himself as the yogin does his
gyana. My curse was forgotten and Daksha, the father-in-law, was the most
pleased. Kama and Rati were like a sunset cloud shot with brilliant
lightning, even like Lakshmi and Hari!"
Said Brahma to Narada, who adored these tales of old and never tired
of them though he had heard them many times from that perfect raconteur.’
Said Vedavyasa to me," says Suta to Saunaka’s rishis in the Naimisa
vana.
FIVE
Brahma plans revenge
The linga is of two kinds, the outward and the inner; the outer is
sthula, gross and the inner sukshma, subtle. The subtle linga in the hearts of
yogins is the purest
blissful, auspicious, immanent and undying!
*
Pressed by the eager rishis of the Naimisa, Suta Romaharshana tells
them,
"Narada asked Brahma Pitama, ‘What happened after Kama married
Rati?’
His great eyes glowing in remembrance, Brahma said, ‘I decided I
must take revenge on Siva. His laughter echoed in my mind, searing me. I
thought, "He scoffed at me only because he is such a Yogi. If he were to fall
in love himself, take a wife, he would laugh out of the other side of his
face."
All my tapasya failed to assuage the fire in my heart. I came back to
my children. I felt hopeful when I saw the beautiful Kama and Rati. I said
to Kama, "Remember, Manmatha, only when Siva falls in love will you
have redemption from my curse. You must follow him everywhere and cast
your enchantment over the Ascetic."
He replied, "My arrows are my lesser weapons. To delude Siva we
must first have a woman with whom he will fall in love."
When Daksha and I considered this, we wondered which woman
could capture that passionless heart. Dejected, I sighed.
Spring was born from that sigh and I scarcely knew how. He came
decked in a riot of flowers and scents. His complexion was a red lotus’, he
had long black ringlets of hair and his face was like a full moon at dusk. He
was dark, nearly maroon, sensuously fine-featured. The trees burst into
bloom, koyals sang and clear lakes were suddenly heavy with lotuses. I felt
a new surge of hope, surely this magical being could make my endeavour
succeed! A malaya breeze blew coolly around us and I said to Kama, "This
one will be the inducer to permanent love, marriage. I name him Vasantha.
Let him be your companion and help you beguile Siva."
With a colourful and romantic train, they went off to Kailasa, where
Siva lived, bewitching every creature on their way into abandon. The earth
bloomed in a spring of love. Yet, though they followed him everywhere,
from Kailasa to Meru to Naagakesara, bringing divine desire with them,
Siva was not moved from his dhyana: not even to anger. Men succumbed to
the charms of Kama and his friends; rishis of grave celibacy gave in to
temptation. Devas, asuras, kinnaras, yakshas and gandharvas, all the
immortal mountain folk were in mad, rutting love. But not Siva, or his
ganas.
Kama came back to me vanquished. "Brahma, this One is fearful to
even look at! Who can seduce him? When he decides to emerge from
samadhi who will dare stand before his blazing eyes? I cannot beguile Siva.
My arrows fell around him like garlands of ash; not one pierced the armour
of his dhyana."
I despaired, Narada; but I knew what I must do. Swallowing my
pride, I went to Vishnu, the sleeper on the waters of infinity, which are all
the mandalas. Wearing refulgent yellow, smiling at me, not without
mockery, blue Narayana said, "Brahma of the fathomless intellect, why
have you thought of me today, Father of the worlds? What misery has
overtaken you?"
I said, choking, "Your power is the highest; the universe is in its
thrall, Kesava. By your maaya, I embarked upon my destiny!"
I told him about Sandhya and Kama; and of Siva’s laughter, which lay
like a molten serpent in my memory. I told him about my plan to seduce
Siva into love and of how Kama, Rati, mistress of the sixty-four fine arts of
desire and Vasantha, together, had failed to move him. Vishnu’s smile grew
wider and he said indulgently, "Brahma, whom do you think you are trying
to seduce? This is Siva, the Un-born. There is only one Goddess in creation
that can help you. If Durga takes a body of flesh and blood, then perhaps
Rudra will take a wife."
Leaning closer, he whispered, "Tell Daksha to go to the Kshirasagara,
the sea of milk and perform a tapasya to the Devi. All will be granted."
Hope sprang alive again in my heart: here was the perfect solution.
Had Kama not said his arrows were only his lesser weapons and we must
first have the woman to captivate the Yogin? I bowed to Mahavishnu and
left Vaikunta.
I began an unequalled worship of Durga, Devi of vidya and avidya,
knowledge and ignorance, mother of the three great Gods: Durga, grossest
of the gross, who is yet so subtle she has no form. She appeared in
coruscating light before me, indescribable Chandika! Her black skin shone
like kohl; she was eight-armed and blessed me with one of her hands. She
rode a lion; pearls glowed in her dishevelled hair. She was wildest of the
wild, gentlest of the gentle; the crescent moon was upon her brow, she had
three eyes. Muni, I bent in two to worship her, who was as bright as ten
suns. I lay on my face at her feet.
"I bow to you who came as Lakshmi, the garland around Vishnu’s
throat! You hold the earth within yourself. You are kutasta, avyakta and
ananta; you are eternal kaala in whom the worlds abide. You are the cause
of the three gunas and are beyond them; you create, protect and devour the
universe. Obeisance, O great female seed of all things, who are knowledge
and knower. I bow to you, Mother!"
Kaali said benevolently, "Brahma, what you want must be difficult to
have that you worshipped me with such a penance. Tell me what it is. I will
give you anything."
I looked into her shining face and said as bravely as I could, "Siva the
Yogin lives upon Kailasa as Rudra. The Lord of goblins lives alone and
ascetic, O Shakti. Not Vishnu or I, not Lakshmi or Kama, no one but you
can seduce him to love. Be born as a woman, Devi and become his wife."
The Goddess seemed startled. She said mischievously, "Oh, this is
extraordinary! He is the creator of the universe, the reciter of the Veda, a
God of divine gyana: and this is what he asks. Yet, having given my word, I
must grant you any boon you want."
I said to Mahakaali, "Mother, my son Daksha sits in tapasya in your
name on the shores of the Kshirasagara. I beg you, be born as his daughter
to fascinate Rudra."
The Mother said, "So be it" and vanished.
Daksha’s tapasya lasted three thousand years; imbibing only air, he
worshipped her. At the end of that time, she manifested before him: Kaalika
on her lion: dark, beautiful and eight-armed, holding a blue lotus and a
curved sword.
Daksha said, "Primordial Durga, wielder of illusion over the universe,
bless me!"
She smiled at him, "Daksha, I am pleased with your worship. Ask me
for any boon you want."
"Be born as my daughter, Devi and become Rudra’s wife."
The Goddess shone like the sun before Daksha. She was as tall as the
sky on her ferocious mount and he trembled before her. She raised a
crimson hand in benediction, "So be it, Prajapati."
A shadow flitted across her face for an instant, as if a pang of
darkness touched her cosmic mind. Then she was gone. Daksha returned to
the mandala that was his asrama and began his task of creation. He created
myriad beings from his mind; but when he saw they did not grow, he came
distraught to me.
"Father, these children of my mind are inert."
I said to my son, "Virana, lord of the earthly tribes, has a daughter
called Virini. Take her for your wife and people the world by copulation."
Daksha begot the five thousand Haryasvas on his wife Virini. These
had separate bodies but scarcely separate identities or lives: they were all so
alike. Daksha told them to go west and perform tapasya, so the children of
creation could emerge from their inertness and flourish. The Haryasvas
came to the holy lake called the Narayana, where the Sindhu meets the
ocean. As soon as they touched those sacred waters, they were cleansed of
the impurity with which they were born. Fettered by their fathers
command, they began a tapasya to enliven the children of nature.
But, Narada, intuiting Vishnu’s subtle scheme behind the Haryasvas’
tapasya, you came to your brothers sons and said, "Nephews, how can you
even think of becoming creators without first seeing the ends of the
universe?"
What you said stirred them! They worshipped you and then set off on
a quest from which they never returned, the quest to find the ends of the
universe. Daksha mourned his sons; often he muttered, "A multitude of
sons brings only disaster."
Time healed him; and again, upon his wife Virini, called Asikni,
daughter of Panchajana, lord of the five original tribes of the earth, with
great coition Daksha Prajapati begot another thousand sons to fructify
creation, sons named Sabalasvas. They, too, came to the sacred lake
Narayana and were purified. They also began a fervent tapasya to become
fruitful creators. Again, Narada, you came to them and subverted their
minds by reminding them of the unknown ends of the universe. They were
also seduced; and went off on the eternal journey, never to return.
Daksha learnt who was responsible for what happened to his sons and
fate brought you to him just then. Your brother cursed you, "Shameless
corrupter of children’s minds, be an eternal wanderer like my sons! Narada,
I curse you to be homeless for what you have done. May your heart and
your feet never have peace unless you are on the move."
You received the curse with a smile; indeed, what else could you do?
Meanwhile, I grew impatient. I saw Daksha was not going about creation in
a sensible manner or with any order: we were no nearer fulfilling my plan
to seduce Siva. I cajoled him, I blessed him and now Daksha begot sixty
daughters upon his wife. Ten of them he gave in marriage to Dharma,
thirteen to Kashyapa and twenty-seven to Soma the Moon. He gave two
daughters each to Bhrigu, Angiras and Krisava. The rest he gave to
Tarkshya. The children born from those first marriages peopled the worlds.
Some say Sivaa was the eldest of Daksha’s daughters and some that
she was the youngest. Some say she was born in the middle and all three are
true for different kalpas. When Virini shone forth during her pregnancy like
the Devi herself, Daksha knew Kaali had kept her word to him. He was
ecstatic; he performed the pumsavana rites that are usually done only for
the birth of a son. The devas visited Daksha and Virini; the asuras came to
pay homage.
In the tenth month of Virini’s pregnancy, Sivaa suddenly appeared
before her, scintillating. The quarters had grown profoundly tranquil; there
was a fine shower of rain and flowers from the heavens. The devas had
gathered in the sky with sublime music and dance. Yagna fires burned
strong and serene that day. The moon, the stars and the planets were all
perfectly auspicious.
Daksha joined his palms in homage to fabulous Kaali. He said,
"Obeisance, Mother of all things. I bow to you who told Brahma to create
the worlds, Vishnu to sustain them and Rudra to destroy them. You are the
Mother of the Trimurti. O Kaali of vidya and avidya, of rajasika, sattvika
and tamasika forms, Bhavani, Jaganmaya, O Durga, I worship you!"
"Daksha, your wish is granted," said she and she was an ordinary
infant wailing at her mothers side: but oh, she was lovely, a blemishless
baby. Seeing her unearthly face, Daksha and Asikni’s joy was complete.
Vishnu and I went there to bless the holy child. We found her feeding
hungrily at her mothers breast. How luminous she was, she the essence of
the three worlds!’ said Brahma, overcome at the memory,’
My Guru Vyasa said to me."
Suta also pauses in his narration to the rishis.
SIX
Siva and Sati
He had sat in tapasya for thousands of interminable, cosmic years;
yet, his mind grew unsteady with compassion for the world. His eyes
fluttered half open and tears fell from them as if at a vow broken. From
those precious drops the first rudraksha plants sprouted.
Siva has said to the Goddess, the rudraksha is the holiest bead in this
world. Wearing rudraksha, Siva’s tears, destroys the most heinous sins.
*
Suta says,
"My guru Vyasa said to me, ‘Narada urged his father Brahma to
continue with the Purana, after the birth of Sati.
Brahma resumed, "The goodness of that child, who was Parashakti
incarnate, grew like the moon on its way to fullness. Even as a small girl,
she drew pictures of Rudra, of uncanny likeness, though she had never seen
him. Her songs of childhood were of Siva; the melodies and lyrics came to
her, inspired and incomparable.
Almost before we knew it, she reached puberty. Do you remember
Narada, you and I went to visit her in her fathers house? How entirely
exquisite she was. I can still see her in my mind, as if it was just this
morning. She took no convincing, did she, of what we wanted of her? She
knew she was born to be Siva’s bride. Daksha had been delighted at the
thought; he had always encouraged her to draw her pictures of Rudra, to
sing of him. Now, when he saw her a young woman, perfect-faced, perfect-
bodied, he thought, ‘How will I give her to anyone, even Siva?’
Perhaps, that was the germ of his sin; seeing Sati, who could have
blamed him? Though what he did later was unforgivable.
You and I said to her, ‘Sati, with tapasya you can make him yours,
who has never taken a woman.’
Sati worshipped Rudra in her home. In Asvina, she prayed to him
with an unflickering mind, on the first, sixth and eleventh days of the dark
half of the Margasirsa moon. She was awake all night on the seventh day of
the bright half of Pausa and worshipped him at dawn with cooked rice and
krishara. On the riverbank, her clothes soaked through, she worshipped him
on the paurnima night in Magha. On the amavasya day of the dark half of
Phalguna, she stayed up all night again and on the chaturdasi day of
Chaitra, offering palasa and damana flowers. She fasted a month in Jyeshta,
in Ashada she invoked him with brihati flowers, wearing only a black cloth.
In Sravana, she prayed to him with sacred threads. She drank no water, save
on the fourteenth day in Bhadra. Every day and soon every moment, she
spent in devotion to him. Nothing else made her happy and he was
established in her passionate heart.
After these rituals, Sati began her bhakti in earnest: she thought of
nothing but him. So single-minded was her dhyana, the devas of light came
to watch her; Hari and I came to watch her. We marvelled at her immaculate
tapasya! Then we went to austere, magnificent Kailasa, Vishnu with
Lakshmi, I with Saraswati and all the devas in entourage. We said to him,
"Obeisance Mahesa, O Purusha beyond Prakriti! Obeisance, Parabrahman:
your realm unknown to the sages and gods. Obeisance, three-eyed, always
radiant, pervasive Lord. Obeisance, Lord of yogins, all merciful Siva!’
Siva gave us an ambiguous look, Muni and my heart gave a lurch.
Surely, he divined our intention as clearly as a father does his child’s. He
said in his slow, deep way, "Vishnu, Brahma, O Devas, I am delighted by
your stotra. Tell me, what brings you to Kailasa?"
Always the quickest of us, Vishnu inclined his head at me. So of
course, in Siva’s awesome presence, I became our spokesman. "Ocean of
mercy," I began, avoiding his gaze for I was afraid, "we have come to
petition you. O Vrishabhadhvaja, though Vishnu, you and I are One in truth,
we are three and separate in the universe of forms. Vishnu has Lakshmi for
his wife and I, Saraswati. We beg you to also marry: if not for your own
pleasure, at least for the sake of creation," said I, trembling.
He was not a bit put out. "Vishnu and Brahma, the sight of you both
quickens my joy, O masters of worlds! But of what use is a wife to me? I
have bliss in my yoga: to me marriage can only be bondage. Yet, since you
have come to petition me, how can I refuse?"
He was so sure of himself. "But tell me who I can marry, Brahma.
Which woman do you know who can bear my golden seed in her body?" He
paused, then said thoughtfully, "She must be a yogini when I am a yogin, an
ardent wife when I am a grihasta. When I am absorbed in my Atman, she
will be damned if she distracts me.
And a final condition, O best of Gods: if she ever doubts me for even
a moment, I will abandon her. Find me such a wife and, if for nothing else,
to please you both I will marry her.’
He laughed. He was certain we could never find or even create the
woman he described. By our secrecy and her maaya, he did not yet know
about the Devi’s incarnation. It was true, which other woman could bear his
terrific seed within her womb. His blazing, golden hiranyaretas!
I smiled and Mahavishnu also. Now he had committed himself, I said
to Siva, "We know the woman for you."
He arched a long brow, but I met his gaze levelly; at that moment, he
knew of the Devi’s birth. There was not a flicker from Rudra, no ripple on
the sea of calm that was his face. Encouraged, I went on eagerly, if now a
little ashamed of my petty scheming against this noblest God. I did not
realise all this was his doing, beginning with Sandhya, my daughter in the
lotus. Siva saw deeper and farther in time than I ever did.
"She is Daksha’s child, my grand-daughter. She is called Sati and she
is Durga born into the world just for you," I said triumphantly. "She already
worships you with a fierce tapasya. Take her for your wife, Siva, let the
three worlds rejoice."
Vishnu put in, "Do so, my Lord. The universe will be ennobled when
you marry Sati."
Siva said quietly, "If my conditions are met, so be it."
Then he looked at me piercingly for a moment, deep into my eyes, my
soul, where I hardly knew myself but felt him gaze. I broke into a fine
sweat as an ominous foreboding stirred within me, a dark thing. Even in
that moment of victory, I remembered that the reason why this had come
about was hardly pure. I thrust the thought away as inauspicious and Siva
murmured, "All will be well at last."
Vishnu, the others and I came away happy.
During the month of Asvina, Sati observed her fast as usual on the
eighth day of the bright half. The next night, Siva appeared before her. He
came in light. He was supremely handsome, fair, five-faced, three-eyed; the
crescent moon was in his topknot, his neck was blue where he had once
quaffed poison. He carried the trisula and wore an emerald serpent as an
amulet of protection. His body shone with an ascetic’s sacred dust: a
cosmos of infinitesimal stars. The Ganga sparkled in his jata; he was
lustrous as a hundred Kamas. His staggering beauty pierced Sati through;
he had assumed a most ravishing form for this devotee. She bent her head
shyly and knelt at his feet.
Gently and forever, he touched her head with his palm. His grace
entered her like fire of galaxies. Siva said tenderly, "Dakshayani, I am
pleased with your tapasya. Ask me for anything you want."
He wanted, Narada, to hear her speak. Having seen her face and her
form, he already imagined her voice. She was so overcome, she was
speechless; she stared mutely at the ground.
"Choose your vara, girl," he urged her again.
She managed to whisper, "As you are pleased to give me: either the
boon I want or the husband I desire."
He laughed, delighted now at what we had committed him to, that
Sati stood blushing and so lovely before him. He said, "You be my wife."
She raised her great eyes up to his and smiled into his heart like the
beginning of a new creation. They stood for a long while, locked in that
gaze, lost in sringara. He shone like the finest crystal and she like glossy
kohl. She was as lambent as the moon on a dark night, or the Chitra
nakshatra. She lowered her eyes: if she stared any longer, she would never
tear herself away.
She joined her palms to him, "Siva, take me to be your wife in my
fathers house."
In a daze, Siva replied, "So be it."
Trembling with joy, Sati went home to her mother. Siva went back to
his asrama and tried to return to his dhyana; but his life had changed. He
tried to invoke the Sabdabrahman, the Pranava, AUM, in his heart, but
Sati’s voice whispered there instead. He saw her watching him with such
love he thought she had come to his ice cave and his eyes flew open.
Shaking his head when he saw she was not there, he summoned me with a
thought.
With Saraswati, I went to him, pining on his mountain. He was like
any other man in love. He did his best to hide his feelings. They shone
through his every artifice like the sun through morning mist. Awkward as I
had never seen him, he said, "I have been worshipped by Daksha’s daughter
Sati. She observed the sacred Nanda rites and, having given Hari and you
my word, I was bound to honour her worship. She said to me, ‘Be my vara,
Siva,’ and I replied, ‘Sati, be my wife.’"
Was that entirely the truth he spoke, Narada? He who cursed me to be
forever without worship in the world because I told one small lie. I did not
care anymore: he was no longer calm and I was pleased. Did he remember
how he had mocked me when he found me in Sandhya’s arms; did he recall
how cruelly he had laughed? He was the mockable one now, great Siva, the
laughable one the Mahayogin lovestruck and in such a hurry to send me
off to his prospective father-in-law, to finalise his wedding!
While I smiled to myself in satisfaction, he said, "Brahma, you must
ask Daksha to give me his daughter."
He drew me aside, away from the others. Shedding every pretence of
detachment, he said hoarsely, "As quickly as you can, Brahma, I cannot
bear being apart from her!"
That was such a delicious moment. All the planning, the waiting, the
penance, was worth that moment. Then, compassion for great Maheswara
moved me: didn’t I know how he felt? I said, "I will go to Daksha at once.
He will offer you his daughter himself."
Meanwhile, Sati had come home to her parents. Seeing her, Virini
knew what had happened. She clasped Sati to her and mother and daughter
wept for excitement. To be fair to him, Daksha also was happy when he
heard the news and he announced a celebration to mark the day.
He began to wonder how to take the next step. Siva had gone back to
his mountain. Would he come again? What course was proper in the
circumstances, which was expedient? Should he send a messenger to the
Yogin? No. If Siva spurned an offer of Sati’s hand, the humiliation would
be unbearable. Who could believe the Ascetic’s legendary disdain of
women had vanished overnight? Yet, Rudra had promised Sati he would be
her husband.
"Shall I worship Siva myself?" wondered Daksha Prajapati, his mind
a whirl. Even as he longed for a mediator, I appeared before him, coming
straight from Siva.
He was shrewd enough to guess this was no routine visit by a father
to his son; also, the triumph on my face must have been plain. After
welcoming Saraswati and me with due homage and making us comfortable,
as a son should, Daksha asked, "Pitama, is there any special reason why you
are here?"
I laughed aloud, so exhilarated was I. I grasped his hand and cried,
"Without being pierced by Kama’s arrows, Siva is smitten with your Sati!
Excited as any young lover, he no longer meditates on the Atman but upon
your daughters face. He imagines her coming to him and asks his ganas, ‘Is
she here?’ When they answer ‘No’, he sits grave for a while, then asks
again, ‘Is she here?’ Love has vanquished great Siva! I have just seen him
and he worships Sati today exactly as she worshipped him."
Clapping my hands, I laughed again. I did not know that, sooner than
I thought, I would pay for the unseemly merriment. Not quite sharing my
elation, Daksha waited in silence. He knew I would tell him how to
proceed.
When I controlled myself, I said, "I will tell Narada to bring Siva
here. When he comes, offer Sati to him without delay."
Leaving Daksha bemused, I flew back to Siva waiting anxiously for
me. "What happened, Brahma? Eldest of devas, did Daksha refuse to give
her to me? You must convince him that she and I are meant to be together.
You must tell him as his father to change his mind."
So he babbled for a while, without letting me get in a word. He was in
such a state: wringing his hands and mine from time to time. Finally, raising
my voice before him as I had never dared or had reason to before, I
managed to gain his attention. "Daksha did not refuse what you asked."
"What do you mean?" he cried, not believing his fortune.
"What I say, my Lord. Daksha said, ‘Now that he asks for her, my
daughter shall go to him. Why else did she worship him? It is my wish,
also, that she becomes his wife. Let him come to me at the time of an
auspicious conjunction of the stars and I will give her to him.’ So Daksha
said to me, Siva," said I, hiding a smile.
He actually whimpered in delight, Narada! He beamed like a new-
born star, the mighty Yogin and I scoffed at him silently; though I could not
help rejoice with him, as well, so infectious was his joy. Inscrutable fate
recorded my scorn.
Siva said, "With you and Narada and all your other sons, I will go to
Daksha’s house with my ganas. Summon the rishis, Pitama of the universe.
The stars already spin into their houses of exaltation."
With a thought, I summoned my children, you among them, Narada.
They arrived in glory: the manes Marichi, Atri, Pulaha, Pulastya, Kratu,
Angiras, Vasishta and Bhrigu. Then, called by Siva’s wish and most
glorious of all, with their limitless army, came Mahavishnu and
Mahalakshmi, flying on golden Garuda. It was the thirteenth day of Chaitra,
the bright half of that month. The moon was in the Uttara Phalguni
nakshatra. It was the Sun’s day, when Siva and his train set out for Daksha’s
abode.
The devas celebrated on the way and, most of all, the Lord’s ganas
did. Siva rode on his bull, Nandiswara, at the head of a motley and brilliant
wedding party like the world had never seen.
If you remember, Daksha received us with ceremony. He came out
himself to escort Siva, Vishnu and me, the devas and rishis into his home.
He worshipped us all and gave Siva pride of place to sit. Then he came and
knelt before me.
"Father, perform the marriage rites as prescribed in the Veda."
From wounded pride, I had once begun what was culminating this
day. Joyfully, I began to perform the sacred rituals. The stars and the planets
were in exceptional harmony, as if they were sensitive to the love of Siva
and Sati. Daksha gave his daughter to Mahadeva; but in our eagerness, we
did not worship the heavenly ones, the planets and the constellations, as we
should have. In his impatience, even Siva was happy to have the
ceremonies over. Being the priest, I should have been more meticulous.
Guilty for the secret scorn I had enjoyed at his expense, I wanted to please
Siva now by hurrying through the solemn rites of marriage.
Almost at once misfortune struck me; but that was nothing compared
with what followed. When I think of it now, it was all a trial and Siva came
through it with the most dignity, though he was the most severely tried. I
have also wondered how much Vishnu knew, but did not tell.
At that wedding, Narayana said, inscrutably, "Siva, look at the four of
us! You are fair and Sati dark as twilight; I am blue and Lakshmi white.
Auspicious One, Lord of all the living, promise me you will kill the man,
whoever he is, that looks at your Sati with lust."
Siva agreed, "I shall!"
I performed all the kriyas prescribed in the grihyasutras. I asked the
bride and groom to circle the sacred fire. As they walked round the pit
where the fire crackled, fate punished me.
They circled slowly, for this is the ordained way. Siva walked in front,
saying, "To thee they did carry Surya round with the bridal procession at
first. May you return Agni to them and children."
I saw Sati’s dark foot, bow-like arch, arrow-straight toes and curved
nails, protruding past the hem of her garment; suddenly I was paralysed
with lust. I stood there, the priest for the occasion, feeding the fire, chanting
holy mantras, overcome. Helplessly, my eyes roved over her body. I kept
my face turned down, but a shameless fever in my loins coupled lewdly
with me beside the altar. I stood crooked and awkwardly, to hide my arisen
manhood.
I had to see her face; but she walked behind Siva with her head bent
in modesty. I threw damp twigs onto the fire. Clouds of black smoke
spewed up and engulfed us. Coughing, Siva covered his face with his hands
for a moment. In a trice, I lifted the uncomprehending Sati’s veil and gazed
at her with a moan. At that moment, a climax of ineffable power wracked
me. I staggered back, holding my seed within me as best I could with
dhyana. Four drops dripped from my penis and fell on the ground.
At first, if he saw me lift his bride’s veil, Siva might have assumed I
was helping her adjust it. Now he saw my guilty emission. He sprang
forward with a roar and seized my throat. A trisula from nowhere blazed in
his hand, raised to behead me.
"Wretch! On my wedding day, as we circled the holy fire."
I was too stunned to speak, it had all happened so swiftly. I only
whimpered and prepared to die. Marichi, you and the others began to shout
and quick-wittedly to hymn wrathful Siva. Fortunately, Daksha had the
courage to run forward and seize the hand with the trisula.
Siva said, "Daksha, you heard what Vishnu asked and I granted: that
if any man looked lustfully at Sati, I would kill him. I cannot break my oath
to Vishnu. And look here!"
Before that august, divine congregation, he pointed out the moist
place on the ground where my seed had fallen. How can I describe the
terror and shame of that moment? Some gasped at my sin; others, especially
the women, tittered savagely, clicking their tongues. Then, just in time,
Vishnu was at Siva’s side, restraining him.
"Siva, he is your bhakta, don’t kill him. For my sake, do not kill him.
If you do, who will carry on creation? Moreover, Lord, it was Brahma that
prayed for Sati to be born as Daksha’s daughter."
Terrible Rudra was adamant. Eyes blazing, he cried, "Don’t stop me,
Hari, I must kill this four-faced dog. I will assume the task of creation
myself, or create another Creator!"
He raised the smoking trident again and I shut my eyes. I heard
Vishnu say, so calmly, "Siva, one cannot kill oneself. We three are one and
it is absurd to think of killing yourself."
The bridegroom demanded, "This wretch and I one? How Vishnu? He
stands brazen out there, quite distinct from me."
"Brahma is not apart from you, nor you from him. I am not separate
from you or you from me. Siva, you are the primeval Being, the supreme
Brahman and everything is part of you," declared Mahavishnu in a clear
voice, so the assembly of rishis and devas heard him. I felt Siva grow calm.
His grip on my throat relaxed; he dropped me on the floor in a heap.
Suddenly he smiled and his face radiated the sea-like calm of old. I sighed
in relief and thanked Vishnu with all my heart: none but the Blue Saviour
could have stopped Siva from killing me that day.
Terror vanished from there like magic. Siva stood kindly again, you
would scarcely believe this was the same God of a moment ago. He gave
me his hand to pick myself up from the floor. I fell on my face at his feet. I
cried, "Paramasiva, no one but you would have spared my life after what I
did. How can your ever forgive me?"
He smiled. "Brahma, touch your head with your hand."
The moment I did, I became the bull on which he rode. I bent my
head. "Forgive me, forgive me! If I must die to atone, so be it."
Siva pronounced, "As this bull, you will do penance to seek my
forgiveness. The world will know you as ‘the head of Rudra’. Spilling seed
is the way of humans, so you will also be born as a man and wander the
earth. Wherever you go, people will ask, ‘What is on Brahma’s head?’ You
will reply, ‘Siva’. Adulterers will be forgiven their sin if they hear your
story.
As people in the world recount your tale, your own sin shall be worn
away, bit by bit and gradually you will become pure again. Brahma, ridicule
is the atonement for you."
Everyone there laughed at me and their derision entered my ears like
fire. Siva pronounced, "The four drops of your seed that fell on the earth
shall be the stormclouds of the end of the ages, the clouds of the
dissolution. Behold the Samvartaka, the Avarta, the Pushkara and the
Drona!"
A clap of thunder and, roaring, four black clouds rose out of the
ground. My seed had made the smoke from the damp twigs fruitful.
Crackling dreadfully, those clouds hung overhead as Doom: his newest and
most terrible servants, incredible mushrooms blotting out the sun. They
erupted into jagged displays of blinding, many-hued lightning, or brief,
lashing showers, as Siva waved his elegant hands at them like some
unimaginable wizard. Then, at his dismissive wave, they flew out of the sky
quick as thoughts. They vanished before we knew it, those lost children of
my loins.
They that noticed saw how entirely calm young Sati was, while the
Apocalypse hung above us and even the devas quailed.
I was quiet again. I accepted Siva’s judgement gratefully: I realised
how easily I could have died instead. We concluded the ceremony as if
nothing untoward had happened. The devas rained flowers on the
newlyweds. The gandharvas and kinnaras broke into resonant songs.
Beautiful Rambha and her apsaras danced in sublime celebration. The other
matter a thing of the past, Siva folded his hands to me and said, "Eldest of
Gods, what would you have of me as dakshina for the wedding priest? Ask
for anything."
I said, "Siva, stay here forever in this altar to remove the sins of men.
I will build an asrama here and sit in tapasya. If a man visits this shrine on
the thirteenth day of the bright half of Chaitra, when the day is the Sun’s
and the nakshatra Uttara Phalguni, let his every sin be quelled and all his
ailments disappear."
Siva said, "So be it. For the sake of the people, Sati and I will remain
here forever."
With his bride, he stepped into the heart of that altar and lo, a holy
image appeared for the ages to worship. Then, because the subtle stars
urged him, Siva hastily took Daksha’s blessing for himself and his wife,
Vishnu’s blessing and mine. Setting Sati before him on Nandin, he set out
for his Himalayan home of ice and silence.
I wonder if Daksha’s resentment began there; he seemed put out by
the inordinate haste. Then, he did not see how long and painful the way
ahead was. As Siva embraced Vishnu in farewell, I thought I saw them
exchange a smile of conspiracy, with a knowing look in my direction. It
flashed through my mind that they had planned my humiliation together.
But I had richly deserved it, my son," said Brahma of the marriage of Siva
and Sati in the manvantara of Svayambhuva Manu,’
"My master said to me," says Suta to the enraptured rishis of the
forest.
SEVEN
On Kailasa
‘Rud’ means misery and ‘dravayati’ means to root out. Rudra is the
destroyer of our misery. Rudra’s body is fiery and terrible. Shakti is of the
moon. Nectarine, her body is the font of calm.
*
‘Brahma said,
"They arrived at his dwelling, a labyrinth of caves and an enchanted
garden on the loftiest mountain. Siva dismissed his ganas and Nandiswara
so he could be alone with Sati. He said to them, ‘You will come to me only
when I call you.’
They vanished from there. He was a novice at love, the great God
Maheswara. Though inflamed by her presence, he began his courtship
shyly. So far, she had been bashful, not even looking into his face along the
journey, except when she could not help herself for the beauty of him. Now,
as soon as he came and perched himself at her side, she took the passionate
lead at love. She took his white, ash-smeared hand and brought it to her
breast, dark as night.
Siva drew a sharp breath at the first touch of her velvet skin, her
nipple alive against his palm. She cried out softly and Rudra bent to kiss
her. First her hand, then fluttering tiny kisses all the way up her bare arm,
he came to her neck and kissed her there; she trembled in her storm of love.
Her red mouth found his lips and they remained like that for an eternity,
oblivious.
Daylight faded outside the cavern. Gasping, they broke away from
each other. Rising in the vast mountain silence, he led her out into the dusk
to watch the sun set iridescent over fabled peaks.
As they stood enraptured, he wove sylvan flowers into a wild garland
for her and laid it around her slender neck. He began to whisper into her
shell ear, sweet nothings brushing delicate ridges. She shut her eyes and
leaned against him, lost. Her fragrant breath heaved like the universe.
As the sun sank lower, he whispered, ‘What is my name, do you
know my name?’
She had yet to say a word to him. Not opening her eyes, she smiled
and shook her head slightly. He insisted, ‘Say my name.’
Still without opening her eyes, she caressed his face with one hand,
standing there as darkness stole over them. Her other hand she sent down
like fire over his body, down madly to the root of him, his sacred maleness,
her small, black, red-nailed hand. Siva shook with her fever. The stars,
which now pinpricked the twilight sky, quivered.
The sun had set. He carried her back in, light as a large lotus. When
she opened her eyes again, she found she was alone in the cavernous
chamber. Sculpted stalactites hung, breathtaking, from the lofty ceiling. The
warm cave was strewn with a riot of garlands; soft lamps cast shadows on
rock walls. She saw a mirror in a corner and, fearful lest she had spoilt
herself for him, crossed to it to study her face. She smiled in the glass:
never had she seen herself so radiantly beautiful. Even he, she allowed
herself, would be pleased with her.
Suddenly, someone covered her eyes. She gave a little scream, but his
touch was familiar. He stood behind her and his hands were on her face, her
arms and her body: inhibition gone, the male in him in charge now. She
melted in the laval desire licking her spine, waking the coiled serpent there;
it fled up that stem to the thousand-petalled bloom unfurling in her head.
His hands were everywhere, stroking her into a flame. Abruptly he stopped.
Her breath came breathlessly and, opening her eyes, she saw his great chest
also heaved.
She took his hand and stroked it to calm him: so they could begin all
over again. She said her first words to him now, ‘Siva, shall we wait a
while?’
There was no reply, only his gaze. The silence in this place was
deeper than any she had known. She was frightened; fear gave edge to her
desire.
‘Siva hold me, I’m afraid!’
‘You said my name,’ he smiled.
His hands began to undo the straps that fastened her robe. His breath
caught in his throat when her breasts were naked in the lamplight. The
garment he had peeled from her fell from his hands. He sat her upon a
couch of down. Her wedding necklace sparkled on her dark chest; she felt
his kisses travel down her throat. She felt his hands slide down her body,
those great and fine hands all over her, making her delirious.
He drank from her. She rippled in waves: out from the singing,
rapturous point of her breast, down past her violet navel to the knot of her
below, washing down to the soles of her red petal feet and up in a tide again
to her head, exploding there in bursts of legend’s bright foam. She was
sobbing now, Narada, seeking him blindly with her fingers.
The sweet nectar of her was unbearably heady. He pulled away again,
gently folding back her hand. With musk, he made marks like bees on her
breasts. Laughing, he said of a mole on her, "This kaalika is a tiny you, as
black, as irresistible!"
Beside himself, he drew away, but her hand still sought him
recklessly. He cupped it in his own, stopped it, whispering hoarsely, ‘Wait.’
And she, ‘I cannot, my Siva!’
The Goddess in her would not be denied this experience of
incarnation: the loving for which they had taken human form. He let her
have her way with him in the worshipful dark."
Brahma paused, as if trying to fathom what happened in the
Himalayan cavern.
Narada cried, "Don’t stop, Pitama."
Shutting his eyes to better recall that sacred lovemaking, Brahma
went on, "Now she called his thousand names, the Kotirudra with which she
had once worshipped him. Her fingers were in his matted jata, holding him
down to her without shame. Everywhere her hands flew over him, birds
freed from a cage. She was no more her own mistress than he was master of
himself. Another thing held them in its frenzied clutch, a love older than the
sky or stars.
At last, he rose from where he knelt. With a hundred kisses, he
pushed her gently onto her back; neither of them could wait anymore. Like
a flower opening, she raised her legs and draped them over his shoulders,
while she smiled sweetly at him though a haze filmed her eyes. She took his
linga, radiant as a deity, in her hands. She breathed, ‘My blood is for you,
Siva, mark yourself with it.’
At that moment, Siva was lost in her ocean, in the tide that surged
deeper than he knew. With a cry, he thrust into his beloved and the blood of
her maidenhood greeted him like aradhana. Her scream uncurled the
nebulae and Siva was installed in the temple of Sati’s divine body.
The universe breathed anew, as if born again, as he began to crest her
waves and her wild cries pierced everything." said Brahma, peerless
raconteur, to Narada muni,’
Matsyagandhi’s great poet son, Vedavyasa, told me once, long ago,"
Says the Suta to the rishis.
EIGHT
She doubts him
The basic unit of life is the nimesha, the duration of a blink. Fifteen
nimeshas make one kastha, thirty kasthas one kaala, thirty kaalas one
muhurta; thirty muhurtas make one day. Thirty days is a maasa, a month,
one day of the gods and the ancestors. Six maasas make one ayana; two
ayanas, solstices, make one year. One human year is one day and night for
the devas, uttarayana being the day and dakshinayana the night. Three
hundred and sixty human years make a divine one.
Four are the yugas in the land of Bharata: krita, treta, dwapara and
kali. The krita is four thousand celestial years long and four hundred years
more is its sandhyamsa, its dawn and twilight cusps. The treta yuga is three
thousand godly years long and three hundred more its sandhyamsa. The
dwapara yuga is two thousand years long and two hundred years its dawn
and dusk. Finally, the kali yuga lasts for a thousand celestial years and a
hundred more its cusps.
A chaturyuga, a cycle of four ages, lasts for eleven thousand years of
the devas. Seventy-one chaturyugas make a manvantara; fourteen
manvantaras, a kalpa. Thousands of manvantaras have already been, hard
to estimate in proper order. A kalpa of a thousand chaturyugas, twelve
million divine years, is one day of Brahma. Eight thousand Brahma years
are one Brahma yuga. A thousand Brahma yugas make one Brahma
savana. Brahma’s life is three thousand and three savanas long.
A day of Brahma’s life contains fourteen Indras, their lives and
deaths; his whole life five hundred and forty thousand Indras.
A day of Mahavishnu’s is Brahma’s lifetime. A day of Rudra is as long
as Vishnu’s life. Siva’s day is as long as Rudra’s life. A day of Sadasiva is as
long as the life of Siva. A day of Sakshatsiva spans Sadasiva’s life. This
Parameswara, this primal God, controls Mahakaala, Time, from which
everything originates and by which all things are destroyed, Kaala, caught
in whose mouth the universe turns like a wheel. Kaala belongs to Siva who
is known as Kaalatman, the Soul of Time.
Kaala is inscrutable; only Siva is beyond Prakriti, Purusha and
Kaala.
*
‘Brahma said,
"Narada, the lovemaking of Sivaa and Siva, who never spent himself,
lasted twenty-five divine years. For most of this time, he was inside her: the
jewel was in the lotus! Yet, on occasion, he went off to gather lilies with
slender stalks that glimmered with jewels like dewdrops, to drape over her
nakedness. Among the mountain gardens they made love and in fine
grottoes. She would not allow him to be apart from her for long, while they
voyaged through mysterious realms of darkness and light in the crystal ship
of their love.
Kama and Vasantha came there and everything around them bloomed
out of season; a perennial, magic springtime came to Kailasa. Moons
dipped in twilight; palasa blossoms like Kama’s arrows at the feet of the
trees. Like Kama’s banners were the golden naagakesara trees in flower.
Wafted on the malaya breeze, the scent of the clove on its vine was spice to
love in that place. Mango and sali blossoms glowed like flames. Festive
with lotuses, mountain lakes shone still and clear: like the minds of rishis
where the reflection of the atman is immaculate.
Such were the days of their loving, what can be said of the nights?
Every one with a full moon risen hypnotic into the sky, Sati’s black skin
glistening in the supernal light. Sometimes under her beloved, sometimes
above him, moment by moment she grew into a profound mistress of love
and satisfied him in his soul. She entered his body with loving, Muni; she
drank of him and was never quenched. He too drank the nectar from her
face; and drank on.
Then, once, out on a sheer precipice where they lay as one watching
the stars appear, she said to him, ‘Siva, look how the clouds scarred me
with hailstones as I lay oblivious in your arms. The swans have flown to the
Manasa; high on the mountain, crows and chakoras are building nests to
shelter from the coming season. My love, spring is over; even here, time
flits by. Trees uprooted by the wind seem to dance in the sky. Gashes of
lightning wear the faces of the Badavamukha and I fear the gathering
stormclouds.
Siva, make a home for us on Kailasa, upon the higher Himalayas, or
in Kasi down in the world.’
Siva stroked her satin side and she, distracted, fondled him absently in
her lotus hand. He saw that, like any woman, she was bent on the home of
which she dreamt. The crescent moon in his hair shone a beam down on
them. He said softly, ‘Of Kailasa, Sumeru or Jambu, choose any mountain.
No raincloud, not Avartaka or Pushkara, ever rose to their summits. We will
live on the one you choose.
Siddha women will be your sakhis and the naaga girls, the serpent
lords’ daughters and the turanga mukhis. Seeing you they will forget their
own beauty and come to be near you. Mena, the mountain’s wife, will be as
a mother to you.
Sati, will you go to the Himalaya, where it is spring forever, where
the ancient trees are kalpa vrikshas, where the rishis of peace live, where
even beasts of prey are calmed? The home of devas, resplendent with
ramparts of gold, silver and crystal, with lakes in which lotuses grow, stalks
encrusted with jewels, where the sarasa and the chakravaka roost? Or will
you go to Meru, where the apsaras Rambha, Sachi and Menaka shall have
their beauty paled by you? Or will you stay on lofty Kailasa, near Kubera’s
secret city? You only have to tell me, my love.’
Looking into his face, Sati said, ‘On Himalaya.’
Neither of them, adrift on the sea of their love, realised fate’s long
hand had touched her so she chose that mountain.
Siva and Sati went to a pinnacle of the Himalaya and were welcomed
by the holy and ravishing siddha women. That peak had as many colours as
the rainbow, with unearthly lakes and undreamed-of dark lotuses. The place
glowed as if it was always dawn here. Crystal, rainless clouds hung in the
lucid sky. Asvamukhas, apsaras, guhyakas, vidyadharas and kinnaras
roamed free here: immortal folk as various and wonderful as the birds, the
golden deer, the trees and flowers. For a thousand perfect, intoxicated years,
Siva and Sati lived there, lost in each other. Until the day came, the
unimaginable day, when Sati woke at dawn beside her lord and said to him,
‘Siva, I am sated with lovemaking, tell me about the atman today.’
Painstakingly, he discoursed for a whole day on that profoundest
guru, the soul. As the sun set, they were ragged for each other again and fell
together as if it was their first night once more. There was no more asking
after the atman from her, for a long time, but only the renewed passion: as if
with that break of a day, they had begun again at virginity. But how long
would fate leave joy like theirs untried?
One day, Sati said to Siva, ‘We have lived long enough in this place.
Let us roam the world below, I have not seen it at all.’
Siva called Nandiswara to carry them down the mountain. Just then,
something dark and furtive stirred in the depths of his mind; he could not
put his finger on what it was. Down came Siva and Sati, onto the plains of
Bharatavarsha. They roamed the ocean-girt world, illumining every place
they visited with their grace.
Once they came to the numinous Dandaka vana. Marvelling at the
richness they saw as they went along, Siva pointed out many old secrets of
the vana to her; and she often noticed tiny, precious lives in the
undergrowth and branches that escaped him. Then, they came upon Rama
and Lakshmana, panic-stricken in the heart of that forest: Ravana had
abducted Sita. Repeatedly, Rama cried out his love’s name. His hands were
clenched; his face was a mask of despair. Mangala shone a baleful light into
his fortunes. Lakshmana was so distraught tears coursed down his noble
face. He never spoke: he felt bitterly guilty that he had left Sita alone when
his brother had told him not to leave her side for a moment.
Siva materialised before Rama in that glade of sorrow. He bowed to
Dasaratha’s son.
‘Jaya vijayi bhava!’ said Siva to Rama, blessing him.
Sati stayed invisible, watching and amazed by what her husband did.
Rama bowed low to Siva and the brothers resumed their quest. Sati asked,
‘Who are the two archers, Rudra? How did you bow to the blue and older
one? Siva, how did you bow to a mortal?’
Siva smiled, he caressed her cheek. ‘That was Rama and his brother
Lakshmana. Ravana, the rakshasa, has carried Rama’s Sita away to his
island Lanka. Rama is the Sleeper on the Waters, Narayana incarnate. So I
bowed to him, Sati.’
For a moment, Sati’s face clouded with doubt: mortals were strange to
her and she did not believe Siva. The dark thing in his heart clutched at
Rudra again. Without pause to think, he said to his wife, ‘Look, Rama has
come full circle in anguish. If you doubt what I said, go and test him for
yourself.’
Siva could have bitten his tongue the instant those words were out. He
could not recall them. Sati accepted what seemed a playful challenge. What
did she know about Siva’s oath to Vishnu and Brahma, ‘If she doubts me for
even a moment I will abandon her.
Sati assumed Sita’s form and face, exactly and approached Rama. She
flung her arms around him and wept as if she had been lost in the jungle.
Rama did not see his wife there at all. He bowed low to the Goddess, ‘Devi,
where has Siva gone? Why, Mother Shakti, have you taken Sita’s form? Do
you mock my grief?’
Ashamed, Sati was herself again. She blessed Rama and went back to
Siva.
Rudra asked her, ‘Are you satisfied?’
Sati bent her head and said nothing. Yet, if only for a moment, she
had doubted him. She had plunged after her doubt and now destiny must
take its course. Siva said nothing of his rash vow to Vishnu; instead, he
pacified his love, she was so disconsolate. She pined for a while; she
seemed almost to be dying of guilt. It took all his tenderness to restore her
spirits. Even when they made love in the vana that night she shook with
sobs," Brahma said to Narada, his son.’
My guru Vyasa told me," says the knowing Suta.
NINE
Daksha’s pique
Once, king Bhagiratha performed an ineffable prayatna to rescue his
ancestors’ souls from patala, where they had languished for an age. His
father and grandfather had died in the same effort before him. So great
were the sins of their ancestors, Sagara’s wild sons, that only the waters of
the Ganga, river of heaven, could purify the ashes to which Kapila muni
had reduced them and grant them a place in swarga. For ten thousand
years, Bhagiratha sat unflinching on the icy mountain. One day, when the
power of his tapasya had grown irresistible, the Goddess Ganga manifested
herself before him.
"Bhagiratha, tell me the boon you want."
Bhagiratha told her what he wanted. Ganga said, "Who will bear my
descent if I fall into the world? I would plunge through the crust of the
earth and down into rasatala. Besides, if I flow on bhumi, men will wash
their sins in me and where would I purify myself?"
Bhagiratha answered, "Maharishis, seers of the Brahman, will
dissolve the sins by bathing in you. And Rudra will bear your fall."
Down the pathway of the devas, Milky Way teeming with galaxies,
rushed Ganga, past the moon. She fell squarely on Kailasa like the end of
the ages, when the sky implodes on the earth. Siva caught the river in his
jata and contained her easily. For ten thousand years, she was lost in his
locks for her arrogance.
Bhagiratha performed another tapasya, for ten thousand years more:
so heinous were his ancestors’ crimes; at last, Siva released the river of
three streams into the world, along a single hair of his head. Bhagiratha
took one stream and went down to patala, where his uncles lay as ashes.
The touch of her holy water renewed them; they were saved.
The first name given to Ganga on earth was Alakananda. When she
falls down to Haridwara, she becomes Vishnupada. When a person bathes
at Haridwara, a difficult place for even the devas to come to, he is purified
of the sins of a million births. For this is one of the holiest tirthas in the
world.
Siva says he once bathed at Haridwara and at once, he had
Mahavishnu’s blue form!
*
‘Brahma said to Narada, eager for him to continue his Purana,
"A great yagna was held at Prayaga once. The siddhas were all there,
the divine rishis, the devas of light and the prajapatis. I went there too, with
the agamas and nigamas, my train splendid around me. The enlightened
asuras were present and Siva arrived with Sati and his ganas. We naturally
offered him the seat of honour, Mahadeva greatest of Gods and the rishis
explained the intricacies of the yagna to him.
Then, Daksha came to Prayaga. He had grown peculiarly arrogant
after Sati married Siva. It was perhaps at root only grief at losing his
daughter and a little pique that she had married someone greater than him.
Daksha arrived with his wife Asikni and was formally welcomed. It was a
solemn occasion and correctness in all things was in order. The rishis and
all the others paid Daksha elaborate homage.
Siva did not rise or bow when his father-in-law entered the
yagnashala and neither did Sati: here she was the Devi and Siva’s wife, not
just Daksha’s daughter. Moreover, they would have brought sin on him if
they, his superiors, paid him obeisance in that assembly.
Daksha was furious. He strode up to Siva and cried, ‘The suras and
asuras, the mightiest in the universe, these rishis, the wisest in creation, bow
to me. How is it that this man surrounded by bhutas and pretas does not
even get up? Is the smasanavasi so full of lust that he forgets the holy
conventions of the yagna? I curse you in this august sabha of brahmanas
and devas. You shall not get your share of the havis, Ugly One, Siva of no
pedigree. I, Daksha, expel you from the yagna!’
The rest of us were thunderstruck. Not I, who had noticed my son’s
pride growing for some time, expected such insanity from him. But Bhrigu
and some others supported Daksha; they mocked Siva.
Rolling his eyes, Nandiswara closed on Daksha, ‘Witless Prajapati,
how can you expel my Lord from the yagna? He is the yagna; his blessing
makes the sacrifice fruitful. How can you, worm, dare curse the Sire of the
universe?’
Daksha was beside himself. ‘I curse Siva’s upstart ganas: you are all
expelled from the ritual! You will be abandoned by everyone that follows
the Vedic path. You shall be heretics, outcasts from convention and society.
You will be winebibbers, debauches, with filthy dreadlocks. Ashes and
bones shall be your ornaments!’
Bhrigu and the others applauded. Nandin flashed at them, ‘Daksha
you fool, your vanity deludes you. You, Bhrigu and the rest will be
punished. You may prate about the Vedas, but you are ignorant of their
inner truths. Dogs, you will be beggars in the world and sit over the yagnas
of sudras. Lust, rage and greed will master you. The lustre will fall from
your faces, Brahmanas and the bestial darkness in your hearts will replace
it. Daksha, for your sin here, one day you will wear the face of a rutting
animal!’
There was an outcry at this, but Siva remained calm. He saw clearly
beyond the wrath of the moment, into Time’s deeper designs. He pacified
Nandin, saying nobody could curse the atman. Daksha stormed out of that
yagna with malice in his angry heart.
Some time elapsed, but the imagined insult rankled in the proud
prajapati; and finally destiny overtook us all, softly. When Sati had almost
forgotten the yagna at Prayaga, Daksha decided to hold a yagna of his own
at Kanakahala, Gangadvara on the banks of the holy river. To share in that
sacrifice came Agastya, Kashyapa, Atri, Vamadeva, Bhrigu, Dadichi,
Vyasa, Bharadvaja, Gautama, Paila, Parasara, Garga, Bhargava, Kakubha,
Sumantu, Trika, Kanka, Vaisampayana and many others, all sublime ones.
They came to Daksha’s yagna with their families. The devas and asuras
were there and the lokapalas, the guardians of the quarters of rising fortune.
I went to my son’s yagna from Satyaloka, with the embodied Vedas. Duly
invited like the rest, Vishnu came. But Daksha did not call either Siva or
Sati to his sacrifice.
With his thought, Viswakarman created splendid mansions for the
guests and we settled into them. Vishnu and the maruts sat over the yagna; I
was the Vedic guru. The guardians of the directions were the dwarapalakas
and at the altar the Devi Yagna herself, Sacrifice personified, reigned in all
her beauty. Agni revealed himself in his diverse, flaming guises to receive
Daksha’s fine offerings. There were eighty-six thousand ritviks at the yagna
at Kanakahala, sixty-four thousand udgatirs and you went there, Narada and
the other munis, as adhvaryus and hotris. The saptarishis, Marichi, Atri,
Angiras, Pulastya, Pulaha, Kratu and Vasishta, intoned the saaman hymns in
sonorous voices. The gandharvas were there, the vidyadharas, siddhas,
adityas, all the nagas with their people, the brahmanical and the celestial
rishis, the kings of the world with their armies and the eight vasus: Dhara,
Dhruva, Soma, Apa, Anila, Anala, Pratyusa and Prabhasa. How radiant
Daksha and his wife were in that august assembly.
When the svastyanana was performed and the sacred thread tied
around Daksha’s wrist and Asikni’s, Dadichi stood up, his face like thunder.
He said angrily, ‘Lord Rudra is worshipped by every being from Brahma
down to the pisachas. Why is great Sankara not present here? Why is Sati
not here? Go and fetch them, Daksha, or let Brahma and Vishnu. Otherwise,
your yagna shall be damned.’
Daksha retorted, ‘Mahavishnu, cause of all the Gods, is here. Brahma,
the Pitama, is here and so are the devas and the rishis. Whoever is worthy of
being here, has been invited and is present. Siva is not Sankara; he is far
from benign. He is only the wretched Rudra, a killer full of tamas. He is
naked and deformed, a kapalin, a skull-carrier. He has neither father nor
mother and he is a lord only of ghouls and goblins. He is mannerless and
vain and I rue the day my father persuaded me to give Sati to Siva. He is
unworthy and I have not chosen to call him here.’
All the others agreed, Muni: they chanted, ‘This is true.’
Dadichi stormed, ‘Those that revile Mahadeva will lose the three
Vedas when they are born in the kali yuga. Fools, all your tapasya will
desert you then and you will go straight to hell. As for you Daksha: your
doom is closer than you think. I say to you, you will meet it at this very
yagna.’
Dadichi stalked out from that sacrifice.
Meanwhile, a day ago, under the canopy of the fountain house on
fragrant Mount Gandhamadana, Sati saw her sister Rohini with her husband
Soma the Moon and a colourful train. Sati asked her sakhi Vijaya, ‘Where
are Rohini and Soma going in such a hurry without calling on us?’
Vijaya went to Soma and said, ‘My mistress Sati wants to know
where you are going in such haste without seeing her."
Soma said, ‘We are on our way to Daksha’s yagna. Are Siva and Sati
not going?’
Vijaya came back to her mistress with the news. Sati ran to Siva’s
cave where he sat among his ganas. He took her hand and set her on his lap.
‘What is the matter, my love?’ he asked.
Sati’s eyes were full of tears. She bit her lip and said desperately to
him, ‘Daksha is my father; Virini is my mother. Why have we not been
invited to their yagna, to which all the devas and rishis are going?’
Siva stroked her face, without replying. She cried, ‘Siva, come with
me to the yagna. I am their daughter, so they did not think they needed to
invite me as they would an outsider. Come, my Lord, let us go to
Gangadvara.’
Siva said, ‘Daksha is your father, but you must realise he thinks of me
as his enemy. He has not invited us to his yagna because he does not want
us. Relatives’ taunts are sharper than arrows. I will not go to this sacrifice.’
But fate laid a hand on Sati. She said, ‘Oh my Siva, how will
Daksha’s sacrifice succeed without your presence? Yet, how do the devas
and the brahmarishis attend it? If you allow me, I will go to my fathers
yagna and see for myself.’
Siva’s heart skipped a beat: did she doubt him again? It was difficult
to say Narada. Rudra said, ‘Go to your fathers yagna, if you want. Take
your sakhis with you in the pushpaka vimana, go with Nandin and my
ganas.’
She set out with her companions, in the ship of the sky. That vimana
was wrought from molten gold, embedded with jewels mined deep in the
heavens and canopied with pearls from the ocean, each the size of a man’s
head. Flowers festooned the craft, which flew as quick as thought; coral
steps led into the shining disk, windowed all around for breathtaking views
when it was aloft. At the vimana’s helm, a flagstaff flew the emblem of the
bull. Inside, was a gemset throne for Sati; Rudra virgins fanned her with
diamond-hafted chamaras.
Sumalini held a pearl-stringed parasol over Sati; Subhavati sat before
her with a dice board. Suyasa carried her mirror, another sakhi her betel-
box, another bouquets, another the talking parrot she loved, another the
jewel-box. She shone among them like the full moon in August among the
stars.
Sati wept when Siva embraced her before she left. She thought her
heart misgave her only because it was the first time she was leaving him
even for a day. All too quickly, when he had kissed her fragrant mouth in
farewell, the conch sounded and a hundred bugles, the war drum and a
thousand hands clapped together to mark the hour of departure. The chief of
the ganas mounted Nandiswara and went ahead of Sati. The pushpaka
vimana trembled for a moment, like a flower stirring in a breeze. Soft as a
whisper, it lifted into the air. Sati flew through the sky swiftly as a wish and
arrived in Gangadvara in the world below, at her father Daksha’s yagna."
TEN
Daksha’s yagna
Once, Hari said to Brahma, "Splendid Guru, come down from your
lotus, I cannot support you anymore."
Brahma came down the infinite stalk; he merged with the chakra-
bearer and fell into the sleep of Vishnu. Thousand-headed and thousand-
eyed, Brahma slept, at one with Narayana upon the primordial sea of bliss,
immersed in the Brahman without beginning or end. The next morning of
eternity he resumed his yoga; four-faced again, he poured forth Creation.
Having emanated the waters, fire and air, sky, wind and earth, rivers,
oceans, mountains and budded trees, instants, moments, minutes, hours,
days and nights, fortnights, months, years and yugas, he made, from dark
tamas, the asuras from his anus. Then he cast off his body; it became the
night. From sattva he made the devas, from his face, then cast aside that
body as well and it became the day. With yet another sattvika body, he
created the pitrs. When he abandoned that body, twilight was. From a body
of rajas came human beings, passion born, passionate; and from the
sacrifice of this body came the dawn. From another body, of rajas and
tamas both, the rakshasas were spawned, the nagas, the gandharvas, the
kinnaras, the vidyadharas and the others that are half-divine.
At the beginning of Creation, Brahma emitted Sananda, Sanaka,
Sanatkumara and Sanatana. But they were yogins, free from delusion,
abiding in supreme indifference. For the first time, Brahma was filled with
anger and tears of rage sprang in his eyes. When they fell on the ground,
the bhutas and pretas were born. He was so distraught, hating himself, that
he began to leave his body. Rudra was born from his dying breath and leapt
out of Brahma’s mouth, shining like a thousand suns, blazing like the fire at
the end of the yugas. He came howling horribly and all creation trembled.
"Stop your roaring!" cried Brahma. "You will be known as Rudra for
it."
The Pitama gave him seven other names: Bhava, Sarva, Isana,
Pasupati, Bhima, Ugra and Mahadeva. He gave Rudra eight forms also:
Sun, Water, Earth, Fire, Wind, Space, the consecrated Brahmana and the
Moon.
The blue and red God Rudra drank the immortal nectar known as
AUM and he entered the passionless and blissful Brahman. At Brahma’s
instance, he created three-eyed Rudras exactly like himself in every way.
They were all joyful, fearless, with tangled jata and blue throats; they
wielded trisulas and rode bulls. All of them were free from ageing and
death. When Brahma saw those hosts he grew perturbed and said to Rudra,
"You must not create such awful beings free from death. Create others that
are mortal."
Rudra replied, "Such awful creation is not for me, O Brahma: that I
leave to you! These Rudras shall henceforward be my ganas."
Rudra was never again a Creator.
*
‘Brahma said,
"Sati arrived at her father Daksha’s yagna, which shone for yojanas
with the presence of devas, apsaras and celestial beings of every kind. Her
mother Virini and her sisters welcomed her with strained joy. Daksha was
livid that she had come. He did not greet her; he did not even look at her.
He signalled angrily to his wife and his other daughters, so they also drew
away from Sati.
Now Sati saw her fathers mood clearly. She saw the great shares of
the yagna given to Vishnu, to me and the others; and none for Siva. She
went up to Daksha. She addressed her father in a ringing voice, ‘Why do
you slight me, your eldest daughter? Why do you slight my husband, who is
the Lord of the universe? This insult to Siva will ruin you and yours.’
Daksha said, ‘My younger daughters are more worthy than you are.
Their husbands deserve my respect, they are not like your Kapalin,’ and he
laughed savagely.
Sati turned away from him and gazing fiercely round that yagnashala,
cried, ‘How did Vishnu and Brahma, the devas and rishis agree to attend a
yagna to which Rudra was not called? Vishnu, you sing of him as being
saguna and nirguna; Brahma, he made you four-faced; Indra, have you
forgotten how he made ashes of your thunderbolt? Atri, Vasishta, what have
you done by coming to this sinful sacrifice?’
We squirmed to hear her, but what could we say? Even now, Daksha
did not hold his tongue.
‘Why did you come here, woman? Don’t speak to me of your
husband. Siva is inauspicious. He is not wellborn or noble. The naked,
skull-carrying upstart is a king of bhutas and pramathas. This yagna is to
repent for my sin of giving you to him.’
Then, more softly, ‘But you are our daughter. If you like, you can stay
here and as my child I will give you your share of the havis.’
Sati said in deadly calm, ‘He who speaks thus of Siva, the dust from
whose feet the devas wear on their heads, will go to hell: and those that
listen unprotesting to him. My Lord was right when he said you were his
enemy. Father, I am defiled by your arrogance. I should not have come here.
I should have stayed with my husband, because now I can never go back to
him. I am still your daughter; I am of your race, your flesh and blood,
though I would not be. Evil Prajapati, how I hate myself that I am your
child.
Her eyes blazed with rage and sorrow in equal measure. ‘Look, I cast
off this body born from your loins as if it were a corpse. When I am born to
a father I can love, I shall be Siva’s wife again.’
Sati grew awesomely still. She sipped holy water, she covered herself,
head and face, with her garment and, thinking of Siva, entered a yogic
trance. She balanced the winds, pana and apana. She lifted the third wind,
udana, from her umbilical chakra up through her heart, up through her
throat and fixed it between her eyebrows. In a flash, a fire from within
consumed her body and it fell apart as ashes.
I knew it was time to make an exit. I vanished back to Satyaloka. I
was shaking; I dared not think what Rudra would do when he heard what
had happened. At the yagnashala, they were rooted in shock when Sati
immolated herself. The devas, the rishis, even the darkest asuras were
horrified. What she did was so sudden, Narada, so irretrievable.
Earth and sky resounded with the cries of Sati’s ganas! Then, wonder
of wonders, instead of attacking anyone, they began to kill themselves,
hacking off their own limbs in grief, until they fell dead beside their
mistress. But those that were not quite so overcome began to make
threatening noises. They clashed their weapons together and cried, ‘Death
to Daksha!’
At which, Daksha’s friend Bhrigu poured occult libations onto the
dakshina fire, reciting the yajur mantra to quell the desecrators of the yagna.
Demons of flame, ten thousand blazing ribhus, issued in a horde from the
pit. Fire was their body, fire their weapon; and screaming horribly, they fell
on the Sivaganas, while the guests at the sacrifice shrank back in terror.
That battle was quick and one-sided. The ribhus burned the ganas like
blades of dry grass and the few that escaped with their lives fled back to
Kailasa.
Even as the devas stood and watched the bloodshed, tacitly
acquiescing on Daksha’s part, a voice of thunder spoke in the sky above
them.
‘Daksha, look what you have done. Couldn’t you listen to Dadichi’s
warning? Let your yagna be ruined and your face burnt up by your sin. Vain
Prajapati, this day shall be your last. And anyone that helps you: they too
shall burn like moths!’
The devas and rishis stood stunned, the bravest of them quaked to
hear that voice. But it was too late to relent; their lot was cast with Daksha.
Mortified, you, Narada, went with the ganas to Kailasa and they
babbled incoherently to Siva about what transpired at Daksha’s yagna. He
raised a hand to silence them. Then he turned to you, Muni.
‘What happened, Narada, where is Sati?’
Though you were never a coward, your knees turned to water and you
trembled. Somehow, not looking into his great face, while his eyes never
left yours, stammering, you told him about the tragedy. By the time you
finished, you sobbed like a child. If Siva was sorry, he did not show it by
crying. He grew quieter and quieter; his stillness was a thing of untold
menace. At last, raising his face to the sky, Rudra howled like a beast of the
wild that had lost its mate. It seemed the sun might fall out of the sky with
that sound. His body shook in paroxysms, as shock struck him through. He
fell down; he rolled in the dust. Then sorrow turned to wrath.
With a terrible yell, Siva sprang to his feet. He tore a long tuft of hair
from his head. His grief was a grotesque dance that contorted his limbs in
manic snatches of rhythm, while his bloodshot eyeballs rolled in their
sockets, reminding you uncomfortably of the third eye, which so far,
mercifully, remained shut. In the throes of that wild dance, he struck the
mountain top with the jata. Even the ganas shut their ears at the report. The
tuft split in two, Narada, the earth cracked open in two places; or was it the
sky, the very stuff of reality?
From the first cleft, sprang Virabhadra, towering over the mountain,
with a thousand faces, a thousand arms and two thousand staring eyes. He
stood before Siva. You had never seen the likes of that Rudra. He held a
thousand weapons aloft, clubs, swords, maces, arrows, the bow Saringa,
axes, a chakra, a vajra and a conch. He was an army by himself. He blazed
like the fire at the end of time. His hair shone like the sun; his mouth was a
chasm, with enormous, curved fangs. His belly was as big as the earth. His
lips were thick as planets, hanging down. His tongue was a streak of dark
lightning, darting this way and that. The crescent moon decked his jata,
adorned with garlands from the heads of the great Gods. He wore a tiger-
skin dripping fresh blood. He was resplendent in golden shoulderlets and
anklets; he shone with a million precious jewels spangled across his body.
His measureless chest bore ten thousand priceless necklaces. He was white
as the moon, the lotus stalk or the chowrie. He was a mountain draped in
pearls from ocean deeps. Countless flames licked around him like his skin,
smeared from his head to his feet with ashes.
From the other half of Siva’s jata, sprang horrible Bhadrakali. Her
skin was black and thick; her face was hideous. She wore a necklace of
human heads, not all of them dead. She dripped snakes from her body and
her fangs dripped blood. She held a curved scimitar, her black mouth gaped
wide; her tongue lolled red and she came howling so even Virabhadra
backed away from her at first. She nuzzled the top of his head, as though he
was her favourite child. Both visions of terror bowed low to Siva, who still
stood shaking with wrath.
Virabhadra, who was only just born, said in a voice fathomless as the
oceanic sky, ‘Rudra, the sun, the moon and the fire your eyes, shall I drain
the seas for you? Shall I smash the mountains into dust? Shall I ash the
universe, or devour the devas? Lord, my right side throbs: with your
blessing, today I can conquer the galaxies. Almighty Siva, command me.’
Siva blessed Virabhadra in a truly awesome voice, ‘Jaya vijayi bhava!
Daksha performs a yagna at Gangadvara. Go and raze that sacrifice. Kill the
sacrificer. If there is any deva, gandharva or yaksha there, burn him. If
Vishnu or Brahma, Indra or Yama stands against you, kill them. Go now.
Come back to me only when you have destroyed.’
Siva’s breath was fire. Thousands of Rudras more were born from
that breath, flaming ganas, to be Virabhadra and Mahakaali’s soldiers.
Mounted on a bull among a guard of lions, Virabhadra marched at the head
of that dreadful force. In the ranks, marched bhutas, pramathas, guhyakas,
kusmandas, parpatas, chatakas, brahmarakshasas, bhairavas and
kshetrapalas. With Mahakaali, went the nine Durgas: Kaali, Katyayani,
Isani, Chamunda, Mundamardini, Bhadrakaali, Bhadra, Tvarita, Vaishnavi
and the goblins, too.
Durga’s yoginis went with that legion, sixty-four and terrible.
Bhasitprabha was there, holding a pearl-handled parasol above Virabhadra
and snow-white chowries in his hand. Bhanukampa blew a conch the colour
of foam; Shankukarana marched with Virabhadra. Kekaraksha was there,
Vikrita, Visaka, Pariyatraka, Saravanakaka, Vikratanana, Jvalakesa,
Dhiman, Dudrabha, Kapalisa, Kotikunda, Vistambha, Sannada and Pippala,
Avesana and Chandrapana, Mahavesa and Kundi, Pavataka and a hundred
others, each with their thousands of ganas. Majestically, that army swept
towards Gangadvara. When Virabhadra set out to kill Daksha, the kalpa
vriksha showered unearthly flowers on him out of Amravati.
After Bhrigu’s fire-demons routed Siva’s ganas, the ceremonies and
celebrations at Daksha’s yagna were underway again. As soon as
Virabhadra set out from Kailasa, all the guests, the devas and the rest, felt a
tremor of fear. Evil omens thronged the sacrifice. Daksha’s left arm, that
thigh and eye, throbbed sharply.
An earthquake shook sacred Gangadvara. As in a dream, Daksha saw
a mysterious and malignant cluster of stars at noon. The sun was blotched
with black patches; a dark ring glowed balefully around the star. The
quarters were squalid and gloomy, strange comets fell out of the dim
heavens. Vultures circled low over the yagna, darkening the sacrificial
platform; jackals howled at the perimeters of the conclave of rishis and
devas. Like a pale scorpion, the evil nakshatra Netraka fell from the sky,
into which it should never have risen at this time. Meteors fell steaming;
gusts of air blew swarms of moths and locusts into that tranquil place;
Daksha’s wonderful yagnashala bent and creaked in those ill winds.
Convulsions gripped Daksha and the devas. They vomited blood and
pieces of raw flesh. Their spirits trembled like lamps about to be put out.
They panicked as if they had been struck with weapons. Tears coursed
down Daksha’s face, his eyes were like the dying lotuses of summer. To
those eyes, the devas appeared to drip blood from all their limbs. The four
quarters grew dark as night though it was midday and all around glowed a
sinister aura of doom. Even Vishnu was touched by the moment’s fear.
In that fear the devas cried, ‘We are cursed!’
They fell on the ground like trees growing beside a river in spate.
Terrified, Daksha ran to Vishnu, who alone seemed mainly unaffected by
the elemental omens.
‘What are these evil portents, Lord? You must protect me. Guardian
of everything, don’t let my yagna be ruined!’
Vishnu said, ‘This terror is because Siva has not been worshipped
here. Your daughter killed herself in that sorrow. You have sinned, Daksha,
it will be hard to save you.’
Daksha sat on the ground and bent his head low. His face turned
deathly pale. Then they heard the distant roar of the advent, by earth and air,
of Virabhadra and his army. Quaking in every limb Daksha fell at
Mahavishnu’s feet. ‘Only you can save me now!’
Vishnu said dully, ‘We cannot stop Virabhadra even with worship. Be
consoled, Daksha, I too will pay for being here. I will also burn.’
Virabhadra was at the gate. Led by haughty Indra, the devas were
ready to fight. Indra laughed at Vishnu’s fear. Then, from the air,
Virabhadra saw the sattra with the devas’ colourful flags flapping above it.
He saw the freshly cut grass laid in neat, straight piles on the earth. He saw
the thousands of golden sacrificial vessels. He saw the yagna fire kindled,
burning high and bright. Virabhadra saw a thousand apsaras dancing; he
heard sweet music dripping from gandharvas’ flutes; he heard the soft,
ceaseless chanting of Vedic mantras. Above him darkening the sky, around
him in black tides, his Rudraganas swarmed. Virabhadra stamped his foot,
rocking the earth. He roared so the devas nearest him shrank from the
sound. Even the wind lurched in fear when Virabhadra roared.
Now the moment of reckoning was here, Daksha stood queerly
unafraid at the altar and faced Virabhadra calmly.
Daksha said, ‘Who are you and what do you want?’
Virabhadra still rumbled like a thundercloud, but a ghostly smile
curved his lips. He fixed Daksha with a glare. Bhadra growled, ‘We are the
followers of Sarva of endless splendour. We have come for our share of the
yagna.’
Daksha said, ‘The mantras are our authorities. No mantras prescribe
your share in the yagna.’
Before he finished, the mantras cried, ‘Devas, your minds are taken
with tamas. You do not deserve the first share in the yagna: let it be Siva’s.’
None of the devas paid any heed and the mantras fled into the sky.
Virabhadra said to the devas, ‘You are so arrogant with power you do not
accept even the authority of the mantras. Vain Devas, I will drive out your
hubris. I will drive out your arrogance with your lives!’
With a flash of fire from his eye, Virabhadra burnt up the vedi, the
altar. The gana lords, big as hills, uprooted the posts of the sattra and flung
them away like wisps of straw. They seized the hotr priest, the prashtotr
priest and the sacrificial horse and cast them into the Ganga. They smashed
the golden vessels of the sacrifice and waded into the foodstuffs piled high
for the guests, gorging themselves and throwing the rest on to sanctified
ground.
Those pramathas were macabre beyond believing. They laughed; they
ran about like children, they prattled nonsense. They leapfrogged over one
another and turned cartwheels. When they had desecrated the sacrifice and
stuffed themselves to bursting with food and drink, some leapt high into the
air, swearing to bring the sun down. Others yelled they would catch the
clouds and others that they would capture the wind.
Seeing all this, most of the devas fled towards their heaven without
pausing to give fight. Only Indra and the lokapalas stood firm, with any
stomach for battle. Virabhadra was furious when he saw the devas in flight,
unengaged, uninjured. He roared again. He spewed flames from his mouth,
colours from his tremendous body as white light, when split, does the
spectrum. A wild elephant charging, he chased the fleeing devas, his trisula
aloft. Shrieking in delight, Bhadrakaali pierced the devas in the sky with a
thousand flaming spears.
Swifter than time, Virabhadra kicked Surya and his horse on the head.
He struck Varuna with a sword; he smote Yama and Nirriti with an iron
club. He hewed at Vayu with an axe. The gods in flight encountered
Virabhadra as they would a cosmic army. He sang tunelessly and made
other bizarre noises of joy as he fell on the devas of light.
‘Indra, O Agni,’ sang Virabhadra. ‘Come Surya, Soma, Kubera,
Varuna, Vayu, Nirriti, Yama, Sesa: O clever ones, come to me! You came
here for worship. Come to me, I will give you avadana.’ Avadana, of
course, meant both worship and dismembering.
He clipped off the tip of Saraswati’s nose with his nails that he turned
into glittering scissors and Aditi’s, too. He lopped off Vibhavasu’s arm and
his tongue with a dagger. He plucked the nipple off Svaha’s breast, he
gouged out Bhaga’s eyes; he knocked out Pusana’s teeth from his mouth
and he ground Soma into the ground like a glow-worm under his heel.
Bhrigu was smashed down and Manibhadra the gana pulled out his
moustaches. Svadha, Dakshina, the mantras and tantras and all the women
in that gathering, daughters, wives, daughters-in-law, were molested. Some
were held down, screaming and raped by the odd-bodied bhutas and vetalas
with monstrous phalluses.
Quickly, that yagnashala was devastated. The silver domes were
smashed, the rishis killed, the devas who had not died put to flight. The
yagna himself assumed the form of a golden deer and fled into the sky with
Virabhadra in pursuit. The twang of Virabhadra’s bow rent the heavens and
he beheaded the stag in the air.
At last, Vishnu came to face Virabhadra. Virabhadra’s face grew dark
when he saw the Blue One. He knit his brows and stood growling like a
lion. He taunted Narayana, ‘Hari, how did you become the guardian of this
Siva-less yagna? Didn’t you see what Sati did for her Lord’s honour? Did
Dadichi not leave? Yet, you stayed to protect Daksha’s sacrifice. You, too,
are greedy for worship, long-arms and I will give you avadana.’
Mounted on Garuda, the Sudarshana humming at his finger, Vishnu
faced Virabhadra in the sky. Bhadra rode a dazzling chariot given him by
Siva, stocked with all kinds of weapons. He was bright as ten suns.
Heartened by Vishnu sallying forth, the devas turned and came back to
fight. Bhanukampa sounded Virabhadra’s conch, which glowed like
moonlight. The devas quailed at the blast; they prepared to flee again. At
once, in reply, Vishnu blew a deafening note on the Panchajanya, rallying
them. He froze the gana army for a moment on its murderous, rapacious
spree: Virabhadra’s forces stopped their ears with bloody palms.
The two armies fell roaring at each other. Indra faced Nandin. The
king of the devas struck Siva’s gana in the chest with his Vajra and Nandin
pierced Indra with his trisula. They laughed in exhilaration at the equal
contest, intoxicated with war. Asmana and Agni battled with spear and
trident. Mahaloka locked with Yama, Munda with Varuna, Bhringi with
Vayu.
Then, Bhadrakaali was among them like a conflagration. She came
wearing wild elephants for earrings and she let flow the devas’ blood in
rivers. Thirstily, she quaffed that gore in the air and on the earth and the
yagna grounds shone scarlet.
The quarters teemed with yakshas and vidyadharas, green nagas and
wise siddhas, who braved the tumultuous battle to watch the duel between
Vishnu and Virabhadra. As a cloud may the earth with livid rain, Narayana
covered the gana army with arrows from the Saringa. The ganas screamed;
they fell back in waves from the ferocious Blue Kesava. Now Virabhadra
flew into the fray. He struck Vishnu with an arrow like a serpent, blazing
like the sun. Mahavishnu fell in a faint, for the power of dharma was
against him now and the enemy irresistible because his cause was just.
When Vishnu fell, a dark and eerie lustre arose everywhere, like the shadow
of the Apocalypse!
In a moment, he awoke with a roar that shook the quarters. His eyes
crimson, he raised the inexorable Sudarshana and cast it at the chortling
lord of the ganas. But Khestrapala leapt up and caught the incendiary
chakra in his mouth! Vishnu took Kshetrapala by the throat and forced out
the wheel of flames. He strung his bow with an arrow that had his name
emblazoned on it in letters of fire, a weapon that had never been resisted.
When he shot that arrow at Virabhadra, the Rudra cut it in slivers with his
own wizardly shaft. He broke the Saringa in Hari’s hand with a silver volley
and he singed Garuda’s wings with two more astras.
With yoga and wrath, Mahavishnu now spilled a hundred Haris from
his body, all with sankha, chakra and gada. Virabhadra made them ashes
with fire from his eye. Vishnu raised the Sudarshana again; crying out an
occult mantra, the Rudragana lifted his hand above his head and Vishnu’s
arm was numbed. Like serpent venom, the numbness spread through all his
limbs. He gasped for breath, he trembled with rage and impotence: but he
stood paralysed, as if he had turned to stone. Indra and the other devas
rushed to Vishnu’s side. With a mad laugh, Virabhadra froze Indra’s hand
with the Vajra; he froze all the others with just a look.
A thousand-armed, every hand aiming weapons in different
directions, Virabhadra was like Brahma emitting the creatures. He covered
the quarters with his arrows. The devas fell like flies on that battlefield,
arms hewn off, faces pierced, eyes exploded. Roaring insanely and still
laughing like the thunder at yuganta, the Mahagana now sought Daksha
who had hidden among the ruins of the altar.
Whimpering, his clothes soiled in terror, Daksha was dragged by his
cheeks from hiding. Virabhadra raised his sword and hewed at Daksha’s
neck. By the power of the prajapati’s yoga, his head could not be severed.
With his bare hands, then, Virabhadra tore my son’s head from his neck and
kicked it like a ball to Mahakaali. For some time, to the screams of those
who watched, the pair kicked Daksha’s head back and forth between them.
Until, satisfied with his revenge, Bhadra kicked the ruined head into the
yagna fire.
As soon as this was done, Narada, Siva appeared in the sky above.
His hair the galaxies, his eyes the sun and the moon, Siva was calm again,
smiling down on Virabhadra and the frozen devas. He freed the devas from
Bhadra’s spell and they fell on their faces before Mahadeva, the God of
Gods.
Vishnu said feelingly, ‘Obeisance, O Hidden Secret of all lore! We
have been punished for the sin of coming to Daksha’s yagna. Forgive us,
Siva, for the due has been paid in full: with dishonour and with death. Now
be merciful.’
I, too, appeared in that place sodden with devas’ blood and Siva
laughed. I folded my palms to that boundless Deity. I said humbly, ‘Rudra,
destroyer of misery, forgive us.’
The devas that had survived the battle chimed in with some contrite
worship. Gone was every vestige of pride, only shock remained with Indra
and his kind.
‘What had to be has been,’ Siva said quietly. ‘Besides, you are all my
children.’
He made a mystic mudra of life-giving with his high hands and all the
dead devas and rishis rose as if from a deep slumber: their limbs restored by
his grace, their wounds healed. They prostrated before Siva, who chided
Virabhadra kneeling before him, ‘You have been too harsh to the rishis and
the devas. Where is Daksha whose yagna this was?’
Virabhadra brought Daksha’s headless body and flung it in the dust at
Siva’s feet.
‘Where is his head?’ asked Siva mildly.
‘I threw it into the fire, Lord,’ answered Bhadra anxiously, as if
expecting to be reprimanded.
Siva said, ‘Let Daksha be revived. Let him have the head of a goat.’
A sacrificial goat was beheaded and Daksha was revived with its head
joined to his neck. Hands folded, he stood before Siva, ‘Greatest of Gods!
Forgive me, wretched sinner that I am, deluded by vanity: forgive me a
thousand times for not remembering who you are. You are the Lord even of
Vishnu. Siva, you are the first Creator and the Pervador. I wounded you
with evil words. Ocean of mercy, may I pay for each one with a life of
penance.’
Placing his hand on Daksha’s goat head, Siva said gently, ‘Fear no
more, Daksha, complete your yagna.’
That yagna was completed and Siva had pride of place as the
foremost Deity. He presided over the fateful sacrifice and the main offering
was made to him.
Only when Rudra returned to Kailasa, did he show any grief for Sati.
He called his main ganas to him, Nandin and a few others and told them
about his short and blessed time with her. Tears ran down Siva’s face and he
sobbed bitterly, ‘The only lasting bliss is in the atman. This would never
have happened if I had not allowed Brahma and Vishnu to distract me from
my tapasya. My friends, I vow it shall never happen again.’"
Said Brahma,’
Said Vyasa, great poet of the Purana."
AMRITA
ELEVEN
The Goddess once asked Siva, "Lord, how are your bhaktas liberated
in the kali yuga, when the world is enveloped in sin, when the people have
turned away from Vedic rites, when danger is always imminent, when the
land is perverted by alien cultures and customs, when the sacred order of
guru and sishya has disappeared?"
Siva said, "When ancient rituals are not available to them, the five-
syllabled mantra purifies the people of the kali yuga. AUM Namah Sivayah
protects those of the evil age that turn to me: though they are sinners,
perverted in mind and body, in thought, word and deed! Devi, it is my
sacred promise to the world that through my mantra the fallen shall rise
and be free from their sins.
Uma, those who subsist on air and water, emaciate themselves with
austerities, do not reach me. But those that worship me with the simple
mantra of five syllables do!
It is by the wonder of the five-syllabled mantra that the worlds, the
Vedas, the rishis, the dharma, the universe and the devas exist. AUM
Namah Sivayah is the seed of all the living. It is you, the Goddess, my
beloved, that mantra. It is the Goddess whose skin is molten gold, your
breasts perfect, the moon your crown, your hands like tender lotuses,
forming the mudras of granting boons and giving protection, wearing
jewels from heaven, sitting in the white lotus, tresses shimmering wavy and
blue: the Devi of yellow, black, gray, gold and vermilion!
The mantra is adorned with naada and bindu: naada like the crescent
moon, bindu the flame of the lamp. This mantra is the mulavidya, the sacred
root. It is my own heart.
AUM Namah Sivayah is the raft on which my bhaktas cross the
ocean of samsara," said Siva.
*
Once, a gazelle-eyed vidyadhari of the forest gave the rishi Durvasa,
believed by some to be an incarnation of Siva, an unearthly garland of
santanaka flowers that she got from Vishnu. Riding Airavata, Indra met
Durvasa wearing the garland round his neck. Out of affection and to bless
Indra to be sovereign of the three worlds forever, Durvasa threw that maala
up to the king of the devas. Haughty Indra caught the garland and draped it
around his elephant’s neck. The flowery thing buzzed with intoxicated
black bees. In terror, Airavata plucked it off with his trunk and, before the
shocked Durvasa, the white elephant dashed the precious garland on the
ground and trampled on Vishnu’s gift.
Durvasa cried in wrath, "Arrogant Indra, even if that garland were
just a gift from me, you should not treat it like this. It was a gift from Hari,
a blessing and look what your beast has done to it. I curse you and the three
worlds you rule, to lose your wealth. I curse the immortal denizens of your
realms to old age and death!"
In a trice, Indra was on the ground and at the rishi’s feet. He begged
for mercy, but Durvasa thundered, "I am not compassionate!" and the curse
remained.
Came the next war between the devas and the asuras. When struck by
asura arrows, the devas fell dead and did not revive, as they always had
before. Varuna and Indra conferred, but found no remedy for the curse.
They flew to Brahma, who advised them to visit Vishnu. Narayana
appeared before them as a towering mass of light, impossible to look at.
Then, for the first time ever, he stepped out from that pure and formless
refulgence: four-armed with sankha and chakra, blue and tremendous.
Vishnu said, "Devas, churn the Kshirasagara, until it gives up the
amrita. Let the asuras be your allies in the endeavour, at least until the
nectar of immortality rises to the surface. Agree to any condition they want
and I promise you none of them will drink the amrita. Befriend them as the
serpent does the mouse: to fetch it out of its hole!"
The devas went to Bali, the demon king enthroned in splendour after
his recent conquest of swarga, bhumi and patala. The false devas bowed
low. Indra said, "Bali, monarch of three worlds, your sovereignty is
incomplete without the twin blessings that lie submerged under the
Kshirasagara: the amrita and the most precious treasures in creation.
Neither the devas by themselves, nor the asuras alone, can hope to churn the
plumbless sea so both treasures and ambrosia are swirled to the surface. But
together, we can surely accomplish this thing."
Just as the daitya’s eyes began to gleam with interest, a disembodied
voice spoke into that psychological moment. "Your labour shall be fruitful
if you use Mount Mandara as your churning-rod and Vasuki as your rope."
Into the milk-white foam of that measureless sea, the devas and
asuras cast emetic herbs to make the nectar rise from the ocean’s bed.
Crying out and singing in great voices, with matchless sinews they uprooted
golden Mandara and began to carry it to the sea of foam. The burden proved
more than they could bear. Less than halfway to the ocean, they had to set
the mountain down suddenly. A thousand devas and asuras were crushed
and the survivors set up a loud wailing. Vishnu came down from the sky
and, with just a finger, lifted Mandara. With a glance, he revived the dead
asuras and devas. He hoisted the mountainous churning-rod onto Garuda’s
back and, climbing onto his eagle, flew to the Kshirasagara.
Bali and Indra went to Vasuki, the king of serpents in deep patala.
They offered him a share of the amrita in return for being their churning
rope. Tempted by the nectar of immortality, Vasuki came to the
Kshirasagara and he was wound about Mandara. The devas seized Vasuki’s
throat to begin the churning, but Bali’s demons would not have it.
"We routed these weakling devas on the battlefield, we are the lords
of the universe. We were Brahma’s firstborn sons. We will not hold the
snake’s tail!"
Vishnu smiled warningly at Indra, who at once begged Bali’s pardon
and took his devas round to the serpent’s tail. They churned slowly at first,
awkwardly: none of them had done this before. However, soon enough a
rhythm was established and the churning grew expert and rapid. But the
golden mountain began to sink into the sea and, try as they would, they
could not churn swiftly enough to keep it afloat.
Vishnu became the primal Kuurma, strangest beast and he dived
under Mandara and supported in on his stupendous shell so it stayed afloat.
Singing for joy, they churned again with new equilibrium and greater speed,
swirling the sea around like a milkmaid making cheese. Mahavishnu the
Tortoise, big as a continent, laughed softly: the armies of darkness and light
tickled his back with their frantic churning.
Now the mountain wobbled precariously, swaying this way and that,
so the churning was not as effective as it could be. Vishnu came again to
that shore of enterprise, thousand-armed and tall as the sky, blue as
thunderheads and he placed a vast hand on the mountain’s peak to steady it
as the elementals churned. The mountain held straight. The churning grew
faster and faster as, shouting exhortation to each other, challenging one
another, the two sides heaved the serpent king’s awesome length back and
forth. Golden Mandara spun like a top, now one way and then the other,
with a whirring that deafened the churners.
At being hauled so violently, Vasuki began to vomit fire, smoke and
venom over Pauloma, Kaleya, Bali, Ilvala and the other asuras at the head
of the demon churners. He burned their gaudy clothes and garlands; he
scalded their fine ornaments. Indeed, he would have consumed them with
his flaming breath but Vishnu extinguished his exhalations with a fragrant
thundershower from one of his thousand hands. At the Blue One’s bidding,
the sea of foam swelled with breezes, which blew the smoke away from the
snake’s hundred mouths.
They churned again. For ten thousand leagues around the golden
mountain, the water stood stiff as froth, halfway to the summit of Mandara.
Yet, no amrita was churned up. Unknown to deva and asura, Mahavishnu’s
own destiny lay below the white waves. So now, he took Vasuki’s tail-tip in
one immense hand and helped the asuras with another: he bent to churn the
Kshirasagara himself. The churning was like prodigious lightning as Vishnu
poured his infinite strength into it, also holding the mountain steady from
above and below.
Unsettled from the deeps, teeming shoals of fish swam to the surface:
dolphin and shark, swordfish and tuna, sea serpent and sea horse, sea
elephant and alligator, whale and giant squid, colourful as another world.
They swam up in terror, for the original venom, the halahala, stirred from
its long slumber under the sandy ocean floor. It rose to the surface,
smoking, staining the pale waves dark. The kaalakuta, bane of time, swirled
straight up into the air: threatening to put out the sun in the sky, to burn up
creation in a day!
Then deva, asura and rishi flew to Siva, with Vishnu himself at their
head, he the one that first cried, "Only Siva can save us from the halahala."
"God of Gods," they begged him, high on Kailasa, "only you can
deliver us from the kaalakuta. You are Brahma, Vishnu and Maheswara, O
Master of the universe, Source of the Vedas, O Pranava!"
In their dire need, all this was not just to worship him, but to placate
Bhavani at his side. She was pleased at her husband having to quell the
virulent kaalakuta. Siva glanced at her from the corner of his eye.
Vishnu said, "O Creator with agni your mouth, the earth your feet,
time your motion, the cardinal points your ears, O Soul of all the devas, the
sky your navel, Vayu your breath, Surya your eyes, Soma your mind, the
swargas your imagination, the first ocean your semen, the first sea your
belly, the mountains your bones, dharma your heart, the advent of evil your
shadow!"
Therefore, of course, it seemed that no poison, even the terrible
halahala, could affect such a One. Parvati still shifted uneasily beside her
husband and looked askance at the petitioners.
Siva said, "It pleases Hari to help the devas and the asuras to churn
the sagara. What pleases Hari pleases me."
Laying his hand on her arm, restraining Uma from any protest, Siva
rose tall from Kailasa. Cupping his lotus-white hands, he drained the
steaming poison from sky and sea. He quaffed it in a gulp, smiling. That
poison burned even him; it burnt his throat blue. From then on, he wore it as
an ornament on his neck and he was called Nilakanta since.
A few drops of the poison, which dribbled from his lips, were shared
between the serpents, scorpions, spiders, lizards and the insects of the earth,
to be their venom.
The devas, the asuras and Vishnu returned to their churning and now
the sea yielded its treasures. First, from the churned waters came Surabhi:
Kamadhenu dappled and lustrous, the first cow, of wishes. The devas stood
staring at her and the asuras unwinkingly.
Varuni, the goddess of wine, rose from the foam, so lovely, her eyes
rolling drunkenly. Next rose the lambent parijata tree and, in a moment,
swept the worlds with its fragrance, capturing the hearts of the devastris.
Then came Ucchaisravas, horse of light. From the spray of the amrita, rising
slow and majestic from the deeps, from the very drops of flying nectar,
arose the apsaras of matchless beauty, bright as fire, their skins translucent,
bewitching all with their sidelong glances. To shine on them and the earth,
came the Moon; and Sura, wine embodied and the bow Saringa, the hunting
conch Panchajanya, foam-made and the scintillating ruby, the Kaustubha.
Last of all, brilliant blue and long-armed like Vishnu, his eyes the hue of a
red lotus, youthful, richly adorned, clad in fulvid yellow, rose Dhanvantari
the physician: in his hands was a crystal chalice brimming with the amrita.
But everything that came so far was put in the shade when perfect Sri,
Lakshmi, rose from the Kshirasagara: exquisite, naked and vibrant! A
luminous lotus in her hand, she stood before them, all stunned by her; she
lit up the quarters. She was utterly auspicious, she who is worshipped as the
source of fortune, grace and affluence. The devas were smitten; Indra
offered her his throne; the asuras were beside themselves. The rishis were
lost: they hymned her loudly, babbling the inspired Srisukta. There was
music in the air.
Led by Ganga, the holy rivers came, embodied, bringing their waters
in golden pitchers for her bath. Airavata-sired elephants poured those sacral
waters over her out of pale trunks, while Bhumidevi appeared, bringing
ineffable Lakshmi the five precious ablutionaries. Vasantha brought her
fruit and flowers of the vernal months of chaitra and visakha. The
gandharvas arrived and sang in inspiration, while the apsaras danced as they
were born to, this first time ever just for her, to the pulsating rhythms of
mridanga, panava, murga, anaka and gomukha. The Vedas were chanted,
while Lakshmi bathed, laughing softly with the joy of it all, the rapture of
being. The amrita was forgotten when Mahalakshmi was born.
When she had finished bathing, Varuna brought two pieces of silken
yellow raiment for her as an offering. He gave her the original vaijayanti
garland, made from unfading blue ocean lotuses. Viswakarman brought
ornaments for her flawless body, now anointed with sandal and saffron. She
rose out of her bath, clad in Varuna’s silks, sparkling with divine jewellery
and the garland of wild lotuses in her hand. Now she looked around her for
a sanctuary for herself, a home. She saw Vishnu, waiting with a quizzical
smile on his face. Unhesitatingly, she walked up to him and draped the
vaijayanti around his neck, resting her face, herself, against his chest. He
put an arm around her, taking her to him forever. The heavens rained
flowers down on them.
The rishis took Kamadhenu, the asuras took Sura and the humans
took Dhanvantari. Vishnu took Lakshmi, the Saringa, the Panchajanya and
the Kaustubha, which he wore round his neck on a golden chain. Surya took
the horse Ucchaisravas, Indra the parijata tree and Siva took the Moon and
wore it in his jata as a crescent ornament. Varuna took Varuni for himself;
the amrita-born apsaras were shared by deva and asura alike, hereafter,
depending on which race ruled the worlds.
When Lakshmi walked up to Vishnu and draped the vaijayanti around
him, the asuras woke rudely from their daydream of keeping the Goddess
for themselves. Bali snatched the chalice of amrita out of Dhanvantari’s
hands. Inevitably, the demons began to fight among themselves: who
should have how much of the nectar, who should drink it first and who last?
They snatched the chalice, one from the other and the devas joined the fray.
Suddenly, a woman, such as they had not dreamt of, appeared among them.
Not even Sri could match her beauty; but while Lakshmi was a vision of
purity, this dusky one came among the asura warriors with undisguised
lasciviousness.
In contrast to the fair Lakshmi, the seductress was as blue as the lotus
of the forest. Her skin was satin; her breasts were heavy, straining against
each other in the bursting ebullience of youth. Her waist was a reed, her
behind ample; her jet-black hair was profuse and adorned with white
mallika flowers. Her nose, her bones, her cheeks, her ears, were all
absolutely delicate; her neck, her bare arms were dreams. Her navel showed
deep as a well above a golden girdle draped sensuously over hips that flared
maddeningly. For all her loveliness, her eyes were like frightened birds,
darting this way and that. The asuras gaped at her, the devas stood
spellbound: both stared, hearts on fire.
At last, Bali cried hoarsely, "Vision of perfection, whose daughter are
you? Surely, you are no man’s child. You are not tainted by the touch of
deva or asura, gandharva or siddha, or you could not be so immaculate.
Peerless one, share this amrita even-handedly among us."
He handed the chalice of nectar to Mohini; for so she was, an
enchantress. She laughed at him as she reached out to take the precious
thing from Bali’s hands, which trembled just to brush against hers. In her
breathy torment of a voice, she said, "Sons of Kashyapa, how do you come
near a wanton woman like me? Haven’t you heard the friendship of loose
women is just for the moment?"
Grinning vacantly, Bali still thrust the amrita at her. Throwing back
her head, she laughed huskily. With such a coquettish smile, she said, "Only
if you accept whatever I do, whether it seems right or wrong, will I divide
the amrita among you."
"So be it!" cried the asuras in one voice. She sent them to bathe, to
purify themselves before she gave out the nectar. When they returned, she
made them sit in an incense-fragrant hall, which appeared there
miraculously. She sat them on mats of kusa grass, whose blades pointed to
the auspicious east. When they were all silent in the hall lit by soft butter
lamps, she came among them, enchanting them with her gait slowed by the
weight of her hips. Her glances were shy, yet so brazen and the nectar was
in her hands.
In that lustful quiet, her anklets sang like a forest of birds. She made
them sit, devas and asuras, across the hall from each other. As she showed
the asuras to their places, as if by accident the silken cloth fell away from
her naked breasts. She took it up again, but none too quickly. With a velvet
giggle, full of promises, she whispered, "Let the niggardly devas drink first,
I will save the most for the end."
She winked at them, promising not only the amrita. Then, hips
swaying, she crossed to the devas; smiling over her shoulder at the demons,
she began to pour out all the nectar just for the gods of light. She took her
time. Though they grew restive, the asuras dare not cross her: they waited,
all of them except Rahu. With maaya, he assumed the form and raiment of a
deva; he stole across to the other side of the hall and into the line of nectar
drinkers, between the Sun and the Moon. Mohini served Rahu and Surya
and Soma cried that he was not what he seemed. But Rahu had drunk the
nectar and, becoming himself in a flash, Vishnu, for he was Mohini, struck
off Rahu’s head with the Sudarshana chakra before the amrita went down
his throat.
chakra-borne, Rahu’s head flew immortal into the sky, while his body
fell dead on the ground. Vishnu granted planethood to Rahu. Each day of
the new and full moon, Rahu tries to swallow both Surya and Soma Deva,
between whom he sat to drink the amrita.
The devas had drunk all the nectar and, smiling triumphantly, Vishnu
was himself again. Realising they had been tricked, roaring, the asuras
attacked the devas. Vishnu drove them back with his chakra and down into
patala, killing many; while the devas were now immortal and rose to fight
again even if they were hewn down. In terror, the asuras fled to the under-
worlds.
Some say that when Siva hears how Vishnu tricked the asuras, he
comes with Uma to Narayana’s garden in Vaikunta. He says to the Blue
God, "Hari, I have seen all your Avataras, but not this one of the woman
Mohini."
Vishnu laughs. "I wanted to excite the asuras, to deceive them. Siva,
what would you do seeing the Mohini, who was seduction personified?"
Siva insists and Vishnu vanishes before their eyes in that garden. Siva
and Parvati wait there for a while, but there is no sign of either Vishnu or
Mohini. They are about to leave, when they see her under some flowering
trees, amidst red foliage, playing with a ball: Mohini, enchantress. With
each step she takes, she appears to break in two at her waist, so slender is it;
and her breasts so full, throbbing with youth, while a string of great pearls
lies over them like small moons. Her eyes swimmingly follow the lively
ball.
Those who tell this tale say that, seeing Mohini, Siva loses control of
himself. When the blue ball bounces away from her, she stands fidgeting
with her dishevelled braids and her silken garment that fell away before the
asuras. As in a dream, leaving Uma and his ganas, Siva goes to retrieve her
ball for Mohini. A thing of enchantment itself, the ball bounces and rolls a
long way and chasing it, Mohini and Siva are soon at some remove from the
others, who stand dumbfounded.
When Siva picks up the ball for her, a hot gust of wind blows the
diaphanous garment away; her girdle slips away from her waist to around
her ankles. The scent of her naked body pierces him like an astra and Siva
seizes the seductress and tries to ravish her even as Parvati stands watching!
Mohini vanishes out of his embrace. She reappears behind another
tree, laughing in her tinkling way. Hopelessly aroused now, under her spell,
Siva runs to her. Behind the tree, he pierces her with a thrust of fire; then
moves in lightning flashes while she screams: the great Lord Siva, groaning
like any lost man.
She weaves out of his embrace and runs from him, long hair
streaming behind her ravishing nakedness. Like the wind, she runs from
him. Rudra chases her witlessly, his seed spilling in copious spurts. Over
the mountains she flies, him hot on her heels, across rivers and their soft
banks: he ejaculating in geysers in the heat of the chase. Until, all his seed
is spilt onto the earth and he stops his frenzied careen. Mohini changes back
into Vishnu and confronts Hara. Siva begins to roar with laughter: they hug
each other and dissolve in mirth.
There are also those who say that Mohini does not run far from Siva;
but he catches her and from their loving and from Vishnu’s thigh, Ayappan
the tiger-rider is born: the bachelor God of Sabarimala, Hari-Hara putra.
Another story tells of how, at first, the apsaras are shared by deva and
asura alike. But when Lakshmi attaches herself to Vishnu, Bali’s demons
forcibly take all the nymphs for themselves and wrest the amrita from
Dhanvantari’s grasp. Certain of having imminent immortality, the demons
swear, "If we are vanquished by the devas we will never touch these
women."
When Mohini tricks them and the devas drink all the amrita, the
demons bay for blood; they attack Vishnu and the gods of light. After the
asuras are routed and flee down into the patalas, Vishnu becomes intensely
sensible of the exquisite, haughty nymphs. He dallies with those nectar
maidens: very willing to make love with the Blue God, to hone the genius
with which they are born.
He loves them all, goes the legend and begets myriad sons on them,
every one a blue kshatriya and, like him, a master of knowledge and war.
Vishnu is lost. He descends into the under-worlds with his seraglio of
apsaras.
Brahma comes to Kailasa and begs Siva, "Pervador of the stars,
Narayana is lost in the lust of the apsaras and no longer protects the worlds.
His sons run riot through the universe, only you can save us."
They say Siva becomes a mighty bull and, bellowing so the sky
quakes, confronts the sons of Vishnu. Arrogant by their birth, those warriors
are furious that this mere animal dares challenge them. With fierce yells,
they rush at the bull. They rain arrows on him, they strike him with sword,
spear and mace; but he is proof against their every ferocity. Rudra the bull
turns on the apsaras’ sons. He kicks them with awesome hooves; he rends
their divine bodies with his horns and kills the lot.
Hearing the uproar of this battle, Vishnu rises from his patala of
lubricity and attacks the bull with arrows of light and time. He covers the
Vrishabha with a storm of shafts that fall tamely off the animal’s hide. The
beast charges Hari and strikes him to the ground. It gores his chest open,
spilling his blood onto the earth like rain: only then, Mahavishnu
remembers himself. Hands folded, he says to Siva, "Ocean of mercy,
forgive me! I did not know it was you."
Smiling a little, Siva says, "You were not yourself for a while,
Saviour of the galaxies."
Meanwhile, Vishnu has already advised the other celestials that in the
under-worlds live the innumerable apsaras, who have been born for the
enjoyment of all and that they are mistresses of pleasure like no other
women. The devas plunge down as a man to the patalas to seek untold
satisfaction in the arms of the nymphs. After bringing Mahavishnu back to
his senses and Lakshmi’s bed, Siva warns them with a curse, "Except a
quiescent rishi or a danava born of my body, any man that enters the
apsaras’ realms, will find his death."
So, following Vishnu back into heaven stream all the forlorn
vidyadharas, apsarases, yakshas, rakshasas, kinnaras, gandharvas, pichasas,
guhyakas, siddhas and bhutas. And all is well again in the worlds, say those
who relate the story of Siva the bull.
THREE INCARNATIONS
TWELVE
The devout harlot
Once, Vishnu and Brahma stood humbled before the linga of fire
manifested between them, linga without beginning or end. When they flew
down as the Boar and up as the Swan and failed to find the linga’s root or
head, they returned and stood wondering, ‘What might this be?’ For the
first time, they heard the holy noise AUM!
Vishnu, purest of the pure, saw the Sabdabrahman materialise. He
saw the syllable A first, to the south of the linga, a blazing sun. Then he saw
the U, dazzling like fire, to the north; in the midst of the linga he saw the M,
like the moon; at last, he saw the Naada at the brow of that linga. Beyond
it, he beheld the Bindu, the Singularity and beyond that, the supreme
Brahman, the deepest refuge, with the lustre of pure crystal, the being
beyond the fourth: the Turiya, one, void, without beginning, middle or end.
It was the truth, the bliss and the nectar!
Yet, neither Brahma nor Vishnu could comprehend Pranava divided in
four; so, Pranava became the Veda. The A became the Rigveda, the U the
Yajurveda, the M the Saamaveda and the Naada at the end became the
Atharvaveda. Brahma came from the Rig, with the qualities of rajas, Vishnu
from the Yajur, which was sattvic and Rudra from the Saama, tamasic. The
Atharvaveda was beyond the gunas.
Brahma emerged from the right side of Mahesa, Vishnu from the left
and Nilarudra from his heart. In the beginning, intoning AUM, Sadasiva
created the universe. Siva is Pranava and Pranava is Siva.
*
A human birth is rare even for the devas and asuras. If one does not
strive for moksha after being born a human being, one rues it long when
one is dead.
Once, in Nandigrama, there lived a courtesan called Mahananda. She
was a great beauty and a Sivabhakta. Mahananda was a most talented
woman, charming and gracious, brilliant, adept at singing and even more at
voluptuous love. Queens and kings were delighted by her; fortune smiled
on her and she was counted among the wealthy of the town. With devotion
and joy, Mahananda worshipped Siva. She wore ashes and rudraksha and
chanted the Lord’s thousand names. She danced like a dream for him, none
else, though the people thronged to watch her.
Mahananda kept a monkey and a cock. She hung rudraksha on them;
she taught them to dance while she sang, keeping time by clapping her
hands. With its red rudraksha earrings, the monkey danced like a gifted
child and the bright cock with the sacred beads tied around its comb. Those
who watched were swept by unworldly delight, while Mahananda filled the
house with her clear laughter, verging on ecstasy. For the song and the
dance were always for Siva.
Her loving too, at which she was so uninhibited and generous, was for
him, in bhakti: to please his creatures, men, to give them as much delight as
she could. Mahananda would do anything a man wanted and so willingly
and exquisitely that no man ever boasted of the pleasure he had with her; as
men frequently do when they have had no pleasure at all. Love with
Mahananda was a precious experience. Everywhere, even into the realms of
the gods, spread the fame of Mahananda the devout harlot.
One day, a stranger made his appearance in Nandigrama: a merchant
and obviously a bhakta. The tripundra marked his brow, rudraksha was
round his neck, his body was ash-smeared, his hair matted in jata and
around his wrist was a priceless, gemset bracelet. Mahananda welcomed the
traveller as if they were blood relatives by their common bhakti. She
brought him in to her home, ensconced him in her best chair and fed him
like a king, though he was a stranger.
Mahananda had a weakness for jewellery and she could never resist
the temptation of frequently adding to her rich collection. Her eyes grew
round when she saw the bracelet the merchant wore. Mahananda was a
connoisseur; she knew a great piece of jewellery when she saw one.
Shyly, but unable to help herself, she said, "Sir, your bracelet is
worthy of being the ornament on an apsara’s wrist."
The merchant replied suavely, "It can be yours, gentle lady. But what
price will you pay for it?"
He was rewarded by Mahananda’s gayest laughter. She cried, "Sir, we
are not chaste women in our family, but whores. If I take the bracelet from
you, I will be your wife for three days and nights."
The merchant cried, "With the Sun and the Moon as witnesses, say
‘Satyam’ thrice and touch my heart with your hand. Then be my wife for
three days and nights and I will give you the bracelet."
Mahananda said, "Satyam, Satyam, Satyam! I will be your wife in
body and soul for three days and nights."
The merchant took the bracelet from his wrist and tied it round her
slender one. Thus, he married her and kissed her passionately. Then he gave
her a brilliant, jewel-studded linga and said, "This is the dearest possession
I own. Keep it carefully for me until I leave."
Reverently as any wife would, she took the linga and locked it away
in a niche in the dance hall in her courtyard. She went back to him and they
spent a torrid night of love. Never before had Mahananda known a man of
such tenderness and virility as this rough and elegant merchant. She
wondered if their ‘wedding’ had anything to do with the night’s magic, this
rapture. No one had ever made love to her as this vaishya did.
At midnight, they fell asleep in each others arms and she dreamt of
being his wife forever. That night, Mahananda whose mothers had been
courtesans for generations, every trick they knew, had cried out again and
again in her fierce lovers arms, with no trace of pretence. Why, he had
done what no other man could boast of: he had got her drunk, while he
drank twice as much she did and not a slur from him.
In the small hours, a fire broke out in the courtyard. Fuelled by an
uncanny wind, it blazed through the dance hall, burning it down. Woken by
a nightmare, Mahananda sat up in a sweat of fear. She smelt smoke; she
shook the merchant awake. They ran out together to see the monkey and the
cockerel aflame, shrieking, running round the yard like a twin omen. As
they watched, the two creatures blazed briefly and fell. Among the
smouldering embers of the dance hall, the merchant and his harlot wife for
three days found the holy linga. The freak fire had destroyed it,
extinguished its jewels.
The merchant cried, "There lies my soul, dead. I cannot live anymore.
Tell your servants to make a pyre for me, I must burn myself tonight. Don’t
try to restrain me; not Brahma, Vishnu or Indra can."
After his lovemaking, she knew the tenacity of his spirit: he surely
meant to kill himself. Quietly, she ordered her servants to heap the pyre.
Thrice, the grim merchant walked around it, chanting Siva’s name; then he
walked into the flames, as calmly as if he was wading into a river to bathe.
Quickly, he was ash.
Mahananda grew terribly disconsolate. She said, "He died because of
me and I was his wife when he perished. Though all too briefly, I loved
him. Now I am his widow and I will follow him into death. My truth lies
there and there is liberation only in truth."
Her mother and her sisters cried, "You have gone mad! We are
whores, we do not marry or become wives."
Mahananda was adamant. She willed all her considerable wealth and
property to her family and to charity. She too called fervently to Siva and
circling the fire that had claimed the body of her husband for three days, she
walked into its flames. Siva stepped out of that fire before it could touch
her. He was three-eyed, the crescent moon scintillated on his head; he was
bright as a hundred suns and he took her hand. She was stunned: the Lord
had the merchant’s face! She was confused and terrified by his irradiant
presence.
He said tenderly, "I came to test you, lovely woman. I was the
merchant. I burned the dance hall and the crystal linga; I walked into the
fire. Mahananda, your virtue is immaculate, your faith perfect. I will give
you whatever you want, pleasures the devas cannot dream of, anything."
When she found her voice, Mahananda the pure harlot said to
Vaisyanatha, the merchant Siva, "Lord, all I want is to touch your lotus feet.
My family here and my servants, are your bhaktas. Siva, take us to your
world, free us forever of the terror of rebirth."
For love of his devout whore, Siva took them all to moksha in
Sivaloka. He revived the monkey and the cockerel and liberated them as
well.
THIRTEEN
King Bhadrayu of old
The sannyasin rose during the Brahma muhurta, the hour before
dawn; it was still dark in the world. He meditated on Siva within his head:
the guru in the thousand-petalled lotus, the master like transparent crystal,
hands raised in the twin mudras of protection and boon, the perfectly
beautiful guru. The sannyasin bowed, his palms folded to Siva; he
worshipped him with fragrant flowers of his imagination.
"Lord, let whatever I do from sunrise until sunset and from sunset to
sunrise, be worship of you."
He controlled his breath, brought every sense under his will and
meditated on the six mystical chakras in his body, from the muladhara to
the brahmarandhra. He thought deeply on the Nirguna Sadasiva, the
Brahman whose body with the splendour of a billion suns is Satchitananda:
existence, knowledge and bliss.
He thought, "I am He!"
He covered his head and nose with a square of cloth; he laid some
grass on the ground and emptied his bowels. Holding his penis in his left
hand, he rose and went to the pool where he washed himself. Intoning
Pranava in his mind, he faced north and cleaned his teeth with a neem twig.
He bathed, scrubbing himself with clay. Joining his hands in a
sankhamudra, shell-like, he poured water over his head twelve times,
saying AUM. He wiped himself dry and tied a clean loincloth round his
waist. Chanting the Sadyadi mantra and the Agniriti, he smeared holy ashes
over himself. Touching his navel, elbows, shoulders and back, he washed
both his hands and performed achamana twice, rinsed his mouth.
He scooped up some water in his right hand: covering that hand with
the left one, he intoned Pranava twelve times. He sprinkled the water thrice
on his head and drank three sips of it, meditating on Omkara, on Siva who
lives in the heart of the sun, God of all glory, eight-armed, four-faced, half
of him female. A hundred and eight times, the sage offered the Gayatri japa,
tarpana twelve times and, after another achamana, he controlled his breath
in pranayama twice.
Then, he went to the mantapa of worship and entered right foot first.
The sun had not yet risen.
*
In ancient times, Siva blessed the devout king Bhadrayu. The Lord
came to him in a dream as a bull and then on, Bhadrayu conquered all his
enemies easily and extended his sway far. He married the chaste and pious
Kirtimalini. Once, as spring came over the land, Bhadrayu and his wife
went into the forest to sport: in that vana, Siva sported with them.
Bhadrayu was proud that he was a protector of his people, their refuge
at all times; he often boasted of this. Suddenly, in a clearing in the forest, a
brahmana and his wife came running headlong through the trees, screaming
for help: they were being chased by a tiger that was a demon, he was Yama
incarnate. Bhadrayu seized his bow and cried there was nothing to fear.
With a shattering roar, the tiger bounded into the clearing, pounced on the
brahmana’s wife and carried her off. She screamed, "Save me, O King!"
Bhadrayu shot a quiver of devastras at the beast, but they fell off his
striped hide like bits of straw. He was a mayic tiger, made of illusion by
Siva! Such a bewailing the widower brahmana set up. Tears streaming
down his face, he turned accusingly on Bhadrayu.
"What avail are your weapons now? What use is your legendary
strength, your great bow, your sword, or your devastras? A kshatriya’s first
dharma is to protect his people with his very life. Your family’s honour is
lost, Bhadrayu. It is better you drink poison or walk into a fire than live a
life without dharma."
The brahmana’s every word pierced Bhadrayu’s noble heart, a
flaming truth. The king fell at the brahmana’s feet, he cried, "My manliness
is lost, my ancestors’ virtue has perished. My fame is ashes; I have
committed an awful sin today. Brahmana, I am a base, weak kshatriya; have
mercy on me. You can have whatever you want from me. This kingdom is
for you; I am your slave. My wealth, everything that is mine shall be yours.
Do not grieve!"
The brahmana said, "What will a blind man do with a mirror? What
will a fool do with a book? What will I do with wealth when I have lost my
wife? If you truly mean what you say, there is only one possession of yours
for which I have any use, just one that can repair my loss. Give me your
queen!"
Bhadrayu cried out as an animal struck by an arrow. "My kingdom is
yours, my horses, my elephants, my army, my riches, even my life. But I
cannot give you my queen. Brahmana, dreadful is the sin of sleeping with
another man’s wife."
The brahmana scoffed at this. "Let it be the murder of a brahmana, let
it be perpetual wantonness and wine: I wash these sins away easily with
tapasya. What then is the sin of enjoying anothers wife? No, Kshatriya, if
you don’t want me to curse you, give me your queen."
Bhadrayu knew dharma demanded he gave his queen to the widower.
He thought, "I will give my Kirtimalini to the brahmana and walk into a
fire. Then my honour will survive and I will escape sin."
With a ritual of holy water, he gifted a tearful Kirtimalini to the
brahmana. Then he bathed. He prayed to the Gods. Fixing his heart on Siva,
he walked thrice in pradakshina around the fire he had kindled. Bhadrayu
was about to step into those flames when the brahmana took his hand.
Siva stood revealed before the king! His brahmana’s guise
abandoned, the Lord stood there: five-faced, three-eyed, the Pinaka in his
hand, glinting by the light of the moon on his jata. He was brilliant as a star,
white as a lotus. He wore Gajasura’s elephant-hide, his hair was wet with
the Ganga’s waters and he had living green serpents for necklaces. He stood
smiling indulgently, with the exquisite Sivaa beside him.
The heavens marked Bhadrayu’s bhakti with a shower of unearthly
petals. The king himself stood stunned, his skin crawling, his head bowed
before the Vision, tears coursing down his face. Siva and Parvati blessed
Bhadrayu, they told him to ask for any boon.
In a quivering voice, Bhadrayu said, "Lord, my greatest boon is that I
see you before me, amidst this samsara. But if you would grant me another
boon, Siva, let my father and my mother, Kirtimalini and I, my friend the
vaishya Padmakara and his son Sanaya, all live near you forever."
Kirtimalini asked Sivaa, "Devi, let my father Chandrangada and my
mother Simantini live near you too."
For ten thousand years, with Siva’s blessing, the ancient king
Bhadrayu ruled, peacefully and wisely. Then, he left his kingdom to his son
and went to eternal bliss with his Kirtimalini, at the Lord’s feet.
He who reads or tells the tale of Siva’s incarnation as Dvijeswara, the
brahmana, never swerves from dharma and he surely attains moksha one
day.
FOURTEEN
Arjuna’s boon
When the sannyasin entered the mantapa, he tested the ground by
smelling it, he inspected its color by lamplight; he also tasted the earth. He
had erected a canopy above. Now he scrubbed the floor of that mantapa,
until it was smooth as a mirror. Carefully he drew a square, with each side
two aratnis long. Inside the square, he drew others, the width of a palm leaf,
so there were thirteen squares in each column, every way, a hundred and
sixty-nine in all. The leaf he used to measure the small squares he placed
within the large one and he sat down facing west.
Beginning with the east, on short sticks he tied a red and yellow
thread, which he wound all round the large square. The small square at the
heart of the large one was the corolla of the mystic lotus. The eight squares
immediately around it were the petals. He painted those petals perfectly
white; the corolla he painted yellow and drew a flame red circle inside it.
Beginning with Indra’s petal on the right, he coloured all the petals
alternately black and red.
He inscribed the yantra for Pranava within the pericarp and drew the
yonic pedestal beneath. He drew Srikantha above it, Amaresa above this,
with Mahakaala in the middle. On top, he drew the staff
the danda
and
beyond that, Iswara. The Pitha he painted blue, Srikantha yellow, Amaresa
red and Mahakaala in resonant black. He coloured the staff gray and smoky
and Iswara white. After he drew the yantra, the AUM, he encompassed the
red Amaresa in sadya.
He painted the four corner squares white. With red mineral chalk, he
inscribed the first four letters of the alphabet, a aa i and ii, and they were
the four doors. The two squares next to each of these, he painted yellow.
Within the yellow square at the southeast, he drew a red lotus of eight
petals, with a yellow corolla. In the midst of this lotus, he inscribed the
letter ha, with the bindu. In the south western square also he drew the lotus
and inscribed the third suspirant within with the sixth vowel and the
fourteenth, AU and M, decorated with the Naadabindu.
The leaves of the lotus he carefully painted red, the background was
black. With six bindus, he drew a hexagram in black in the east. He drew
triangles in different colours and a crescent moon in the west, in yellow. He
entered the four bijas in their proper places. When the mystic diagram in
yellow, red, black, blue and white was complete, the sannyasin restrained
his mind and worshipped the rising sun.
*
Like any rishi, Arjuna stood on one foot in the heart of the Dvaita
vana, with one eye fixed on the sun, chanting the five-syllabled Siva
mantra, Namah Sivayah. So impeccable was his tapasya the devas
themselves went to Siva and begged him to grant Arjuna what he wanted.
This was a weapon to use against the Kauravas, the evil Duryodhana and
his brothers. Most of all, Arjuna needed an astra to kill Jayadratha, whose
father had a boon that his son could be killed only with the greatest of all
astras. Siva assured the devas he meant to help Arjuna, since his cause was
just.
Suddenly, sent by Duryodhana who had truck with such demons, the
asura Muka stormed into that jungle as an immense wild boar. Like a
tornado came Mukasura, uprooting old trees with his tusks. Just then, Siva
himself appeared there as a Kirata, a hunter and his ganas as Bhilla tribals.
The boar saw Arjuna and charged him. At the same instant, Arjuna
and the Kirata loosed arrows at the beast. The hunters arrow pierced the
great pig’s rear, came out through its snout and burrowed down into the
earth. From the other side, Arjuna’s arrow flashed in at the snout, came out
through the boars back and lay bloody on the ground. Muka fell dead and
resumed his natural, monstrous form.
The Kirata sent one of his tribesmen to fetch his arrow. Arjuna also
arrived beside the dead demon to retrieve his missile. Arjuna picked up his
shaft before Siva’s gana. The Bhilla said, "Rishi, give back my arrow."
Arjuna had not seen the Kirata shoot at the boar and retorted, "I shot
the daitya. Can’t you see the arrow has my name engraved on it? Do you
think you will get it from me just for the asking?"
The gana laughed. "You are no sage, but a liar. The arrow is my
masters. He saved your life and you steal from him? Your tapasya will be
ruined if you steal.
My master waits with our hunters. He can bless you or kill you, as he
pleases. If you are so keen to have an arrow, Rishi, come and meet him. He
has many arrows like this one and some better."
Arjuna said, "You are true to your nature, forester and to your low
birth. I am a kshatriya while you are a thief. Your master is also just a
hunter. How can he hope to fight me? If you beg me for this arrow, I may
give it to you. Otherwise, let your master come and beg to fight me."
His face darkening, the tribal said, "You are no sage, but a fool that
courts his death! Give me the arrow and go peacefully with your life."
Arjuna snarled, "Bhilla, a fight between a lion and a jackal is always
unequal. Go and send your master to me. I hope he is less of a jackal than
you are."
The Bhilla went back to his master and told him what had happened.
Laughing, the Kirata came towards Arjuna with his army of hunters.
Calmly, Arjuna stood his ground. The wild man shouted from some way
off, "Your brothers are in distress, your wife is grief-stricken: why do you
court death? How will you recover your kingdom if you die? Give my
arrow back to me and go in peace."
Arjuna lost his temper altogether. He roared back at this forester who
knew too much, "The lion never fears the jackal pack. Come and fight!"
The tribe of hunters attacked Arjuna. He shot them down swiftly,
splitting their bows with a tremendous volley of light-like arrows. Grinning
stain toothed, the black, ash-smeared Kirata came to face the Pandava
warrior. A scathing duel broke out and Arjuna was amazed by the wild
man’s prowess. Then, in an eyeflash, the Kirata shot Arjuna’s bow out of
his hands; he shot his armour off his body, leaving him naked. Arjuna ran at
him, dived low and, seizing the hunters feet, hefted him high and whirled
him, queerly unresisting, above his head. The puzzled Arjuna looked up and
saw Siva above him.
Arjuna laughed: ecstatically, like a child. He prostrated himself before
Siva. He cried, "You deceived me, Lord. Oh, curse me that I fought you!"
Siva raised him up tenderly, "You have worshipped me, my fine
bhakta, as you know best, with arrows and fists. I am glad! Ask for any
boon, it shall be yours."
Overwhelmed, tears streaming down his face, Arjuna said,
"Devadeva, obeisance! Obeisance, Kailasapati, Sadasiva, Sadyojata,
Nilakanta. Obeisance, Kapalin, with the garland of bones. I bow to you,
camphor-bodied Pinakin, Vyalin, O Nirguna, Saguna Siva. Lord, I am your
slave and you are my master."
Siva said, "Choose your boon, my son, your time is short."
Arjuna said, "It is a worldly siddhi for which I did tapasya: to save
my family from our enemies."
Knowing what was in his heart, Siva gave Arjuna the Paasupatastra:
profound and inexorable weapon. He said, "This is my own astra. Win back
your kingdom with my power."
Siva and his ganas vanished and Arjuna returned to his family, with
the weapon of their destiny in his quiver. How excited they were when he
told them what had happened. How many times they made him repeat his
tale, savouring it like amrita, especially the part when the Lord stood
revealed before their brother.
TWELVE JYOTIRLINGAS
FIFTEEN
Hatesa
The sannyasin spread a tiger-skin to the south of the mystic diagram.
He chanted the Astra mantra, sprinkling pure water over the striped hide.
AUM Sivayah Namah! He chanted and sat on the tiger-skin, facing north.
He filled the conch shell with sacral water and gently set down it on the
yantra. He said Pranava seven times, while offering flowers around the
shell. With his right hand, he made the dhenu mudra and the sankha mudra.
He sprinkled the pavitra jala everywhere.
He said the Surya mantra and called the names of the rishis. He
worshipped Kaalagnirudra, Adhara Shakti, Ananta, Prithvi, Ratnadvipa,
the devas of knowledge, detachment and supremacy. Beginning with the
eastern quarter, he adored the Gods of Evil, the lower lid of maaya and the
upper lid of vidya, sattva, rajas and tamas. Slowly, he raised the Shakti
through the path of the Sun, through the pingala nadi. He made it emerge
with a handful of flowers. For Siva, red as vermilion, who is Ardhanaari,
who bears the mace Khatvanga, the sannyasin uttered Pranava first, AUM,
then Hraam, Hriim and Sah.
He worshipped the Sun and the six organs in the petals of the mystic
lotus. Aditya, Bhaskara, Bhanu and Ravi he worshipped, Akra, Brahma,
Vishnu and Rudra. He worshipped the Moon, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter,
Venus, Saturn and Rahu, the seven oceans, the seven Gangas, the
maharishis, the devas, the gandharvas, the nagas, apsaras, yakshas, the
Vedas. He set the arghya vessel with holy water in it before him and blessed
it with flowers and perfumes; he raised it to the point between his eyebrows.
He hymned Surya, "Obeisance to you, vermilion-hued, O diamond-adorned.
Be pleased to accept this arghya, my offering."
He worshipped Siva; he worshipped Durga and Kshetrapala. He
recited the Apsarapantu, to keep asuras away: "Apsarapantu Bhutani
Sarvatodisham. Sarvesam Virodhan Samarabhe. Apsarapantu. Apahata
Asura Rakshamsi Vedipadah. AUM Astrayah Phat!"
Thrice he clapped his hands; thrice he kicked his feet to clear his way.
He controlled his breath, he recited the Hamsa mantra silently; through the
Brahma nadi he brought the living consciousness into his heart. Slowly, he
raised the chita from the muladhaara, up his spine, to the cerebral cortex.
His body was drenched in the sublime, ambrosiac current flowing from the
lunar zone of the chita. Within the lotus of the thousand petals, within the
twelve, his body thrilled to the taintless ecstasy of the sattvic current; it was
a profound thing now. Knowing Tat Tvam Asi, the ultimate union, he
brought the atman down gently into the lotus of his heart. He thrust the
atman into the Atman, through the current of nectar; piously, he made the
vital breath stable. Thinking of Siva, he dedicated himself in quietude.
The sage of Pranava was Brahma, the meter was Gayatri and the
Deity was the great Atman: Sadasiva who is the I, the Self. A was the seed,
U was the Shakti and M the Kaalika. Pranava was the way of moksha.
*
The three worlds, of the devas, the asuras and human beings, are
pervaded by Siva in the form of sacred phalluses; these are innumerable.
Indeed, the Universe has the form of a linga! Everything that exists is in
Siva’s image; yet, the main Jyotirlingas on earth are twelve: where Siva
himself incarnated at one time or other, then remained as a holy linga to
bless the world.
Just hearing about these lingas of grace rids a man of his sins. They
are Somanatha, Mallikarjuna, Mahakaala, Parameswara, Kedara,
BhimaSankara, Visvesa, Tryambaka, Vaidyanatha, Nagesa, Ramesa and
Ghusmesa. Those who repeat these names daily achieve their every desire;
and those who chant them with no trace of desire are released forever from
birth and rebirth.
When eaten, the prasada offered to these Jyotirlingas makes ashes of
the sins of a thousand births. The mere sight of a Jyotirlinga can cause
moksha; but these lingas were not always upon the earth.
Once, long ago, his bhaktas the rishis worshipped Siva incessantly
within the daruvana, the cedar forest. Their devotions were so intense, that
Siva decided to visit them. One day, leaving their women behind, the
learned brahmanas went deep into the vana to gather dry twigs and
branches for their sacrificial fire. Siva chose that hour to visit their
settlement. He came in a misshapen form, his twisted and brilliant body red
and blue: naked he went, ash clad. Siva came holding his penis in his hand;
he drew its foreskin back and forth. He waved his organ about, grinding his
hips in a surreal dance, crooning to himself all the while, it seemed in
irreparable sorrow.
The rishis’ wives were overcome, first with fear, then quickly with a
frenetic excitement that they could not understand or contain. In a throng,
they accosted that weird person. Their soft hands moved in fever over his
crooked body, mad to touch him. They stroked his hand; in awe and delight,
they fondled his marvellous phallus. Soon they were rivals, each one trying
to be nearest him, out of their wits with love for the wild stranger. He never
said a word, but continued the rhythmic gyrations of his pelvis: mystic and
unfathomable lewdness.
The rishis returned and found their wives with the vulgar stranger.
They cried, "Who is this? What is this?"
Siva only swayed his hips bizarrely and fondled himself; he spoke no
word. In fear of their husbands, the women shrank away from him. The
eldest rishi cried, "Disgusting wretch, defiler of the Vedas, may your
phallus fall off!"
At the curse, Siva’s tumid linga dropped out of his hand and fell to the
earth. Blazing cosmic fire, it plunged through the ground. That linga began
to burn everything in its path. It burnt the earth, it burnt heaven; plunging
into the under-worlds, it burnt the patalas. High and low, it blazed; nowhere
did the terrible phallus rest and soon no calm place remained in creation.
The rishis were panic-stricken; the devas had no peace. They flew to
Brahma and told him what had happened.
Brahma said, "Brahmanas, what a foolish thing you have done. As
long as Siva’s linga ranges the worlds there will be no peace anywhere."
The rishis and the devas cried, "How can we make the blazing thing
still?"
Brahma pondered a moment; then he said gravely, "Worship Uma:
only she can make Siva’s organ quiet. Place a jar of water from a holy tirtha
on an eight-petalled yantra, with sprouts of barley and durva grass. Cast a
spell on the jar with mantras from the Veda. Drench the wild linga with the
water from the sacred jar, chanting the Satarudriya as you do."
When this was done, the devas and rishis saw the mighty linga
materialise before them beside the Goddess’ yantra. It was quiet for the
time, but throbbed as if it would take flight again any moment. They lifted
the linga onto the pedestal that was the mountain girl’s yoni, her sacred
vulva and vagina. Along with an auspicious arrow, they installed it there.
Again, they chanted Vedic hymns; they worshipped Siva with offerings of
food, perfumes, sandal, flowers and incense, with music and prostrations.
They chanted svastyanana mantras; the rishis cried, "Jaya! Jaya! O Siva, be
still and protect the worlds."
Siva grew quiescent within Parvati, who ecstatically assumed the
form of the cosmic yoni. He came incandescent before those rishis and said,
"Only the mountain daughter can bear my linga within her body. Now there
shall be peace and fruitfulness: let the worlds prosper."
That first phallus, the original linga that fell out of Siva’s hand, is
renowned across the three worlds as Hataksema, Hatesa or Siva-Siva.
Where the Hatesa is worshipped, there is joy in this life and moksha
hereafter.
SIXTEEN
Somalinga
The sannyasin sat to the right of the mystic yantra; he worshipped it
with AUM. He meditated on the Guru, saying, "AUM Gum Gurubhyah
Namah!"
He worshipped Ganapati with incense and flowers, seating him on
the lotus to the southwest of the diagram. He invoked Ganesa. He saw him
red and mammoth-bodied, with the perfect elephant’s face, holding a noose,
a goad and giving boons. He offered him naivedya: plantains, coconuts,
mangoes and sweet jaggery balls.
In the northwest, he conceived Skanda’s form. He chanted the
Skandagayatri and thought deeply on Kumara: like a sun, peacock-
mounted, four-armed, magnificent, with a spear and a cockerel, crowned
and his hands raised in the mudras of granting protection and boons. He
worshipped him with incense and mantras.
He worshipped Nandin, chief of the harem, in the right wing of the
eastern doors: Nandin with the lustre of the golden hill, wearing luminous
ornaments, the crescent moon his crown, gentle, three-eyed, four-armed,
wielding a trident, with a hind, an axe and a golden staff. To the north, he
worshipped Suyasa, the Maruts’ daughter, Nandiswara’s consort.
He sprinkled the yantra with water from the conch shell. On the
ground, he saw holy Adhara Shakti, blue as a dark lotus. Before her, with
five unfurled hoods licking the sky, he saw Vasuki. Above this, he conceived
the throne of dignity with the lion’s four feet, virtue, knowledge, detachment
and prosperity, coloured white, yellow, red and dark blue. He conceived
adharma and the evils, from east to north. He conceived the eight siddhis in
the petals, the Shaktis in the filaments, vairagya in the corolla, the nine
Shaktis in the seeds, Siva’s dharma in the bulb of the root, the Saivic gyana
in the stem and the zones of Agni, Surya and Soma above the crown. Above
this, he saw the throne of the Deity, resplendent with the Lord
Pravyomavakasa. Travelling upwards in spirit from the Adhara Shakti to
the throne of Siva, the ascetic chanted AUM Sivayah Namah. He invoked
the Lord, standing with a handful of flowers.
He meditated on the Lord in Omkara: pure as crystal, pervasive,
incomprehensible even to Brahma, Vishnu, Indra and Rudra, essence of the
Vedas, without beginning, middle, or end: Mahaushadhi, panacea for every
sickness. He meditated with obeisance upon Siva, Sakaala and Nishkaala,
of time and timeless. He conceived him, transparent-bodied, cool,
crystalline, with a moon crown and thick jata, his eastern face bright as the
rising sun, with three lotus eyes, his western face blue as a cloud, terrible
with fangs and out-thrust throbbing lips, with three round and red eyes. The
northern face is red as coral, blue-haired, with three long, graceful eyes.
The southern face has the lambency of the full moon: tender, three-eyed,
smiling. The fifth face is the gentlest of all and the most softly radiant, with
three eyes shining out fondly.
In his right hands, Siva holds the trident, the axe Khatvanga, the
thunderbolt, a sword and blinding fire. In his left hands, he has the bow
Pinaka, an arrow, a bell, a noose and a goad. The Nivritti kala is up to his
knees, the Pratishta kala up to his navel, the Vidya kala up to his neck, the
Shanta kala to his brow and the Shantyatita kala is beyond that. Thus, with
his body of five kalas, the transcendent arts, he pervades the five paths. He
has Isana for his crown, the primal lord Purusha. He has Aghora for his
heart, Vamadeva his genitals, Sadyojata his form. He is the same as the
Omkara, the five- and six-syllabled sacred mantras, the six mountains and
the jatis.
Now, the sannyasin conceived of the Goddess, Siva’s consort, as
Manomani, on the Lord’s left side. He chanted Pranava and then the
mantra Gaurimimaaya; he prostrated himself in front of the Devi. She had
the sheen of a lotus in bloom, huge eyes set wide apart, dark and curly hair,
blue, round and high breasts, plump buttocks, smooth and protuberant and
she was clad in fine yellow silk. On her forehead was a tilaka and many-
coloured flowers were in her braided hair. Her face was bent in
bashfulness; a golden, thousand-petalled lotus was in her hand: symbol of
the soul.
He said, "Bhave Bhave Natibhave!" offering padya; "Vaamaya
Namah!" offering water for achamana; "Jyeshtaya Namah!" offering a
fresh cloth; "Shreshtaya Namah!" offering the sacred thread; "Rudrayah
Namah!" offering water again; "Kaalayah Namah!" offering perfumes to
Siva and Parvati. He then began the avarana puja.
*
Daksha gave his twenty-seven daughters, Aswini and the others, in
marriage to Soma the Moon. How radiant they were when they had one
another. How bright the Nakshatras were now, how much more brilliant was
the Moon: as the jewel set in gold is more resplendent; as the gold in which
the jewel is set is more golden.
But of his twenty-seven wives, Soma loved none as he did Rohini.
The others complained to their father that they were neglected. Daksha
came to the Moon and said, "How can you make such a difference between
one of your wives and the rest? You must stop this, or you will find hell for
yourself."
Soma fell at his father-in-law’s feet and begged forgiveness. He swore
that never again would he make the slightest difference between his wives;
satisfied, Daksha returned home. How does someone fated to court disaster
suddenly befriend fortune? How does even the Moon change his destiny?
Nature had her way: Soma still made love only to Rohini and neglected her
sisters. Again, Daksha’s other daughters complained to their father and
again the prajapati came to the Moon.
Daksha begged Soma to be reasonable. Again, tearfully, the Moon fell
at Daksha’s feet; again, he swore to treat all his wives equally. Daksha
decided to give him another chance to mend his ways. Before the month
was over, his twenty-six unhappy daughters sent a messenger to their father,
saying their lives were still intolerable, Rohini’s was the only bed in which
the Moon slept.
In a towering rage, Daksha cursed Soma, "Waste with consumption!"
At once, Soma contracted the dread disease. He began to lose his
lustre and fade in all his digits. The devas, the rishis, the asuras of night:
everyone was miserable. Life itself, especially the life of the heart wasted
away. Love wasted with the Moon; its enchantment waned. Soma’s
condition was quickly so wretched that it was painful even to look at him.
Indra and the devas, Vasishta and the maharishis came to Brahma. With
many a sigh between them, full of pity for Soma, they told him what had
happened. Brahma snorted at their compassion.
Seeming quite pleased to hear about the Moon’s misery, the Creator
said to the devas and rishis, "Your pity is misplaced: you have forgotten
what Soma is like. Let me refresh your memories how he first came among
us and what he did."
Once, the majestic rishi Atri performed an unprecedented tapasya. He
stood stiff and straight as a staff, his arms raised above his head. For three
thousand years of the devas, he stood in the tapasya known as Atikatora, the
Most Difficult. As he stood unwinking, his semen held inside him for all
those years, his body turned into Soma rasa.
The Soma welling in Atri flowed out in waves through his eyes,
illumining the ten directions. The effluence impregnated the ten golden
Goddesses of the directions. None of them could bear that virile life alone:
so they bore it together and it shone from them like the cool-rayed moon
shining down on the worlds. Those Goddesses could not bear the brilliant
embryo for long and they let it fall on to the sacred earth as moonlight.
When Brahma saw illustrious Soma falling softly, he gave him his
own chariot, fashioned by the devas and drawn by a thousand horses: so he
could ride through the sky and give succour to the world.
Wherever Soma’s power fell upon the earth, green things, plants and
trees, bushes and flowering creepers sprang up. With them, he nurtured the
four kinds of creatures. When he performed a fervent tapasya for a thousand
lotus counts of years, Brahma gave Soma sovereignty over the seeds, the
plants, the brahmanas and the waters. He became a king of kings and
nourished the worlds; his glory was ineffable.
Then, he held a royal coronation for himself. Hiranyagarbha was the
udgatr, Brahma was the brahmana priest and Hari was the guest. Led by
Sanatkumara, all the original brahmanas were present. Soma gave those
brahmanas the three worlds as dakshina. Nine Goddesses attended on him:
Sini and Kuhu, the days of the new moon; Vapus, beauty; Pushti,
prosperity; Prabha, splendour; Vasu, wealth; Kirti, fame; Dhriti, resolution;
and Lakshmi, great fortune herself. After that fabulous crowning, Soma
became vain.
He abducted guru Brihaspati’s lovely wife Tara and sided with the
asuras against the devas. Out of affection for Angiras, Rudra joined the fray
and attacked Sukra, who had attacked Angiras on Soma’s behalf, when
Brihaspati came to beg Tara back. It was because of Soma’s reckless pride
that the first, the original, Great War, Taraka maya, was fought between the
devas and the daityas; and it destroyed the world.
Brahma said, "That is what Soma did, if you have forgotten. I made
peace between Siva and Sukra; I returned Tara to Brihaspati. But Tara was
pregnant and, seeing her, the guru cried in anguish, ‘You shall not give birth
to that child.’
Tara retorted, ‘I will have this child no matter what.’
In that ancient sabha, you devas, aghast, asked Tara to say if the child
in her womb belonged to Soma or Brihaspati. Tara would not tell. When her
son was born, he began to attack the devas like a terrible enemy. Only then,
she confessed to me that Soma was the father of her child. How pleased
Soma was, how proud! He set the mercurial boy up in the sky and called
him Budha, not caring a whit for Brihaspati’s feelings."
Brahma sighed, as over a favoured child gone astray. "One cannot
count all Soma’s intransigence. Now Daksha has cursed him and I suppose,
for the earth’s sake, we must find a cure for his consumption."
He paused ruminatively, then said, "Let the Moon go to the shrine at
Prabhasa with the devas. Let him worship Siva there with the mrityunjaya
homa. Only Siva can cure him."
After they mollified Daksha, the devas took Soma to Prabhasa. They
invoked the holy waters of the Saraswati and the other rivers and they
worshipped a parthiva linga, an earthen phallus. Having shown him his
way, the devas returned to their heaven. Soma chanted the mrityunjaya
mantra a hundred million times and one day Siva stood before him.
"I am pleased with you, Soma, choose your boon."
Soma prostrated before the blinding Vision; he remembered the old
war over Tara that he had fought against Siva. Humbled now, he said in a
low voice, "If you are pleased with me, Sankara, there is nothing I cannot
have. Pardon all my sins, Lord, remain benevolent to me always. O Siva, let
my body not waste from Daksha’s curse."
Siva found a fine solution: "Soma, let your digit wane steadily, day by
day, during one fortnight. And let it wax during the next."
When they heard, the devas and the rishis flocked to that place and
fell on their faces in delight before Siva. They pleaded with him,
"Mahadeva, remain here forever with Uma."
Soma sang Siva’s praises as Nirguna and Saguna and, laughing
indulgently, Siva stayed there as Someswara, Lord of the Moon. The devas
created a sacred pool there to worship Siva and Brahma, as well, who sent
Soma to Prabhasa in the first place. It is renowned in swarga, bhumi and
patala as the pool of the Moon.
A man who sees the Somalinga at Somanatha has his sins taken from
him. He who bathes in the velvet waters of the Moon’s pool is cured of
consumption, even leprosy, even as Soma Deva was.
SEVENTEEN
Mahakaala
He worshipped the Lords Ganesa and Karttikeya where he did before.
He worshipped Ananta within the eastern petal, Sukshma in the south,
Sivottama in the west, Ekanetra in the north, Ekarudra in the northeast, the
Trimurti in the southeast, Srikantha in the southwest and Sikhandisa in the
northwest.
He worshipped the Emperors: Vrishesana in the middle of the eastern
door, Nandin to the south of it and Mahakaala to the north, Bhringisa to the
west of the southern door, Vinayaka to the east of that with wild fragrances,
Vrishabha in the northwest and Guha in the southern square. To the east of
the northern door, he prayed to Bhava, Sarva, Isana, Rudra, Pasupati,
Ugra, Bhima and Mahadeva. This was the third avartana.
In the east, above the corolla of the lotus, he invoked Siva with the
mantra, "Yo Vedadau Svarah!" and worshipped Siva in the eastern,
Visvesa in the southern, Paramesana in the northern and Sarvesa in the
western petals of the lotus. He called to Rudra invoking him with "A Vo
Rajanam”, with flowers, perfumes and incense. He worshipped Siva in the
east, prayed to Hara in the south, Mrida in the north and Bhava in the petal
in the western quarter. He called, "Pra Tad Vishnu!" and worshipped Hari
in the north, Vasudeva in the east, Aniruddha in the south, Samkarshana in
the north and Pradyumna in the west. Saying, "Hiranyagarbha
Samvartata!" he worshipped Brahma in the western lotus. He invoked
Hiranyagarbha in the east, Viraja in the south, Pushkara in the north and
Kaala in the west.
Then the fifth avartana: in the topmost row of squares, the Lokapalas
were worshipped, beginning with the last and in the way of pradakshina.
With the ten bijas, he worshipped the Lokapalas. He worshipped Brahma
and Vishnu. He worshipped the trident in the northeast, the thunderbolt in
the east, the axe in the southeast, the arrow in the south, the sword in the
southwest, the noose in the west, the goad in the northwest and the bow in
the north. He worshipped all these as standing with palms joined reverently,
their faces wreathed in brilliant smiles, looking up devotedly at Siva and
Uma.
The sannyasin performed the sashtanga namaskara. He
circumambulated the mystic lotus; he made an offering of flowers.
*
The Jyotirlinga Mallikarjuna is where Siva and Sivaa remained upon
the Krauncha Mountain next to the Manasa Sarovara, to be near their
estranged son Kumara. At the end of each fortnight, they visit him: Siva on
amavasya and Parvati on the day of paurnima.
The third Jyotirlinga is Mahakaala, the sight of which burns up a
man’s sins and can even bestow moksha: for Siva surely dwells in it.
There was a brahmana, a Vedic scholar called Vedapriya, in the
beautiful city of Avanti. Vedapriya was devoted to the Lord. He kept the fire
of sacrifice lit in his home and worshipped Siva austerely and lovingly. The
brahmana had four sons as pious as himself: Devapriya, Priyamedhas,
Sukrita and Dharmavahin; by their combined bhakti, the city of Avanti was
awash with grace.
Some leagues away, on the Ratnamala hills, lived Dusana, the asura.
Dusana had a boon of invincibility from Brahma, but he loathed the Vedas,
worship and all things sacred. Between his tireless conquests and unfailing
desecration, Dusana heard of the glory of Avanti and came to the blessed
city with an army of daityas.
Mad Dusana called four of his savagest demons and said, "I have
vanquished the devas and the most powerful kings of the earth. Yet, this
puny family of brahmanas defies me. Go and tell them Dusana says they
must give up either the worship of Siva or their lives."
Led by those four asura commanders, like the fires of the Dissolution,
Dusana’s army laid siege to peaceful Avanti. Not when the demon forces
stormed its streets, did the brahmana family stir from its quiet devotions.
The asuras slaughtered the men of that city; they raped its women. The
people came in panic to Vedapriya, crying, "If you don’t stop your worship
we will all perish today."
Vedapriya said, "We have no army to protect us anyway, only Siva.
He will watch over us."
The brahmana and his sons sat on before the earthen linga they
worshipped with Siva’s thousand names. Dusana rode up; he saw them
defying him. He screamed, "Bind them, drag them, kill them!"
Vedapriya and his sons were so absorbed they did not hear the
demon’s cry. Howling, Dusana rushed into the sanctum. He raised his
sword to hew off Vedapriya’s head, when the ground beside the parthiva
linga caved in with an echoing report, to reveal a chasm. From that
crevasse, Mahakaala stood forth: tall as the stars, more terrible than
imagination, blood dripping from his fangs, growling low and louder than
thunder. "I am Time and Death come to finish you!"
As the sun dispels darkness, with just a humkara, long hum from his
hideous lips, Mahakaala made ashes of Dusana and his army. Vedapriya and
his sons stood, with their heads bowed before the awesome Vision. The old
brahmana said, "Siva, stay forever in this place to protect your bhaktas."
Mahakaala dwindled in blessing: he sank back not into the chasm but
the earthen linga, where he remains. They say the yonic pedestal of earth
for this linga’s support extends for three yojanas in every direction and if a
man sees this icon, evil does not approach him even in his dreams.
When, generations later, the Sivabhakta Chandrasena became king of
Avanti, now called Ujjain, the great chief of ganas, Manibhadra, gave him
the precious Chintamani, bright as the Kaustubha. The jewel was a
philosophers stone and turned copper, brass, tin, even common rocks, into
gold. Chandrasena wore it round his neck and nothing would induce him to
part with it, not for a day, for a moment. The covetous kings of the earth did
their utmost to have that stone from him: in vain.
Those kings conspired, brought a combined army to the gates of
Ujjain and laid siege to it. When Chandrasena saw the vast army at his
gates, he went to Mahakaaleswara within his city, to worship Siva who was
his only refuge now. Without sleep or food, Chandrasena worshipped Hara
in the parthiva linga of old.
A widowed cowherdess, her five-year-old boy with enormous black
eyes on her hip, wandered into Mahakaaleswara from her gypsy camp on
the outskirts of Avanti. The woman stood watching the king at his prayer.
She stood for an hour, then bowed to the God of the linga and returned to
her camp.
Back in the settlement, her son found a smooth long pebble and
installing it as his own Siva linga, began to imitate Chandrasena’s worship.
Stones and twigs were his jewels and incense, a little mound of earth was
his lamp; leaves and flowers became sacred cloths and bits of grass the rice
grains for his ritual. The child danced for Siva and prostrated himself,
repeatedly, as he had seen the king do.
His mother called out to him from her hut, to come to eat. The boy
was so absorbed he did not hear her. After calling a few times and receiving
no response, she strode angrily over to what she thought was his
nonsensical game. She found her little one entranced before his pebble
linga. Even when she called his name from a few feet away, he did not
answer. With a cry, she dragged him up and began to beat him. Still, his
eyes remained shut; when she let him down again, he walked straight back
to the linga, as in a dream. Losing control, his mother kicked away the
pebble, the small stones and leaves of worship and stamped back to her hut.
The child fell on the ground and sobbed; he fainted in a paroxysm of
grief at losing his temple. When he awoke, he found himself on the floor of
a magnificent shrine, which that gypsy camp had become. The doorway
was solid gold; huge blue diamonds encrusted a bright dais within; jewelled
columns of unearthly craftsmanship supported the gold-domed ceiling and
the floors were paved with slabs of transparent crystal. At the heart of the
temple was a great and wonderful linga of rock, glowing with unearthly
gems.
The boy saw the gypsies’ humble kutilas had become fine mansions.
He toddled into his mothers suddenly resplendent home and found her
asleep: now she was an apsara-like beauty. She lay on a silver bed, wearing
divine clothes and ornaments. Excitedly, he shook her awake and told her
about Siva’s blessing. She gazed at the transformation around her, doubting
that she had woken at all.
The cowherdess sent word of the miracle to the pious Chandrasena at
his worship. The king came running to the place and he knew Siva had
blessed Avanti again. In the midst of a siege by envious enemies, Ujjain
marked the night with frenzied celebrations, which seemed to last an
eyeflash and forever.
Camped outside the city gates, the besieging kings heard about the
miracle. They called an anxious conference and, chastened by the tale of the
boy Siva blessed, decided that attacking Chandrasena would be foolhardy.
They sent a messenger to the king, hoping he would forge an alliance with
them. He responded graciously and welcomed them into his city. He took
them to the gopa boy’s golden shrine.
Those kings made that boy chief of all cowherds throughout their
lands; as they sat praying in his temple, dazzling Hanuman appeared in their
midst! Blessing them and the city of Mahakaaleswara, the Vanara God
prophesied, "In the eight generation of the family of this boy of wonder,
Vishnu himself shall be born as Krishna: dark saviour of the world. Let this
child Srikara’s name be a legend in the world and he will find moksha at the
end of his life."
Those who hear the story of Mahakaala, Chandrasena and Srikara
truly become bhaktas of Siva, ocean of mercy.
EIGHTEEN
Parameswara, Kedareswara, Bhimeswara
In a tide of creation, Brahma poured forth his creatures; but they
were barren and did not multiply. Brahma was distraught. A heavenly voice
spoke to him, "Make a creation born from coupling."
There were no women in creation yet, only sons: how could there be
copulation? Brahma knew he needed Siva’s help. The Lotus-born One
performed a tapasya to Siva, who is always conjoined with Shakti.
Assuming the wish-yielding form of Isana, Siva appeared before Brahma as
an Ardhanaariswara: half God and half Goddess, the Cosmic Androgyne.
Palms joined, Brahma hymned that apparition. In his magnificent
voice, both male and female, as rumbling clouds, Sambhu the
Ardhanaariswara said, "Brahma, I grant your wish."
In a thunderclap and for the first time ever, Siva and Shakti stood
apart before Brahma, two distinct beings: one male, the other female.
Brahma lay on his face before great Shakti. He said to her, "In the
Beginning, your Lord emitted me and commanded me create. From my
mind, I made the creatures; but they do not flourish, nor reproduce. So I
have to create them over and over. I want to make a creation that multiplies
by coition. The race of women is not yet born and I have no power to begin
it myself. I beg you, Devi, origin of all Shaktis, give me the supreme Shakti
that is the mother of every other.
Glory to you, Sivaa. Grant me the power create the race of women.
And one more boon, O Mother of the world, hallowed because you are its
source: when Siva is born on earth as Rudra, you be born as Daksha’s
daughter!"
From between her brows, the Goddess extruded a single Shakti,
whose lustre was like her own. When Hara saw that splendorous being, he
said to her, smiling, "You are pleased with Brahma’s tapasya, Devi, grant
him his desire."
With just a nod, the awesome Goddess agreed to be born as Daksha’s
daughter. Having given Brahma the power to create the race of women,
Sivaa re-entered Siva’s body and the Ardhanaariswara vanished. From that
time, the female sex became part of creation, which then on perpetuated
itself by copulation between male and female.
*
Once, peripatetic Narada muni worshipped the Gokarna linga and
then came to Vindhya, the august mountain. The mountain honoured him;
and when they sat together, Vindhya said smugly to the maharishi, "Narada,
I am so content: everything abides in me, nothing is missing."
Narada sighed sympathetically, but made no other reply. Vindhya
asked sharply, "Why do you sigh, Rishi?"
Narada said slowly, "It is true everything abides in you, Vindhya, but
Meru is loftier. He is counted among the devas, but not you."
Vindhya had no answer to this and knowing he had sown a deep seed,
Narada said it was time for him to be on his endless way again. Long after
the rishi left, his words rankled in the mountain’s heart; until he could bear
it no more and decided to worship Siva. Before an earthen idol, Vindhya sat
in a fine tapasya for six months and Siva came before him, glorious.
Siva said, "Ask me for a boon, Vindhya."
Vindhya replied, "Siva, give me an intellect lofty enough to achieve
whatever I want."
Siva was dismayed; he knew the arrogant mountain would abuse his
blessing. Yet, having asked Vindhya to name his boon, he could not break
his word. He said, "The boon is yours, do as you please with it."
Siva was about to vanish, when a host of devas and munis appeared
there, Narada among them. They implored the Lord, "Stay in this place,
Siva, for the weal of us all."
Caught unprepared, Vindhya echoed their sentiment. Siva stays there,
as the Jyotirlinga Parameswara; and that mountain dare not exceed himself
with the Lord so near him.
Listen to the greatness of the Jyotirlinga Kedareswara.
Nara and Narayana, the twin incarnations of Vishnu, performed a
tapasya in Bharata Khanda, in Badarikasrama. Once Siva came to them and
said, "Any boon you want shall be yours, O my spiritual sons."
Thinking of the welfare of the worlds, they said, "Remain here, Siva,
to bless the earth."
Siva stayed in Kedara on Himavan as a Jyotirlinga. As Kedareswara,
he is worshipped alongside Nara and Narayana in Badarikasrama. Though
he is lord of the universe, Siva is particularly the Lord of Bharatavarsha!
Bhaktas of Kedareswara who die on their pilgrimage are never reborn; so,
also, those fortunate enough to reach that shrine and drink the sacred water
there.
Hear the greatness of Jyotirlinga Bhimeswara, hearing which a man
obtains whatever he wants.
Rama killed Kumbhakarna. The savage Rakshasa Bhima, who was
Kumbhakarna and the rakshasi Karkati’s son, lived with his mother on the
Sahya Mountain, source of the Kaveri, the Krishna and the Nirvindhya.
When Bhimarakshasa was still a boy, one day he asked Karkati, "Who is
my father? Why do you live alone? Tell me the truth, mother, I want to
know everything."
The rakshasi said wistfully, "My husband was Viradha whom Rama
killed. I was childless and lived with my parents, Krikata and Pushkasi and
they were burnt alive by Agastya’s sishya. However, Viradha was not your
father. Once, Ravana of Lanka’ brother, Kumbhakarna, came to this forest.
He saw me alone and forced himself on me there. He left me after taking
his pleasure and went back to Lanka. Rama killed him, also. Bhima, you are
Kumbhakarna’s son. Oh, though he was cruel, I will never forget how
magnificent that Rakshasa was!"
Bhima thought, "It was Vishnu, as Rama, that killed my father. I will
have revenge on him. I will make my mother the happiest rakshasi in the
world."
Bhimarakshasa performed a tapasya in Brahma’s name. He stood on
one foot, staring unwinkingly at the sun; until a fiery light blazed up from
his head and, scorched by it, the devas fled to Brahma. Indra cried, "Pitama,
the Rakshasa’s tapasya sears the worlds. Grant his boon before he consumes
us with his fire."
Four-faced and splendid, Brahma appeared before Bhima. "I am
delighted with your tapasya. Name the boon you want."
Bhima bowed low to the lotus-seated God, "Brahma, give me
unequalled strength."
Brahma said, "I do," and vanished.
The Rakshasa ran back to his home in the forest. He hugged his
mother in joy and told her about Brahma’s boon. Then, Bhima the fatherless
rakshasa went forth to subdue the earth. First, he went to Kamarupa to make
war on king Sudakshina, who was a Sivabhakta. With his incomparable
strength, Bhima easily vanquished Sudakshina. He bound the king and his
queen in fetters, humiliated them and shut them in a tiny subterranean cell.
In his cramped prison, Sudakshina accepted his incarceration as a
Godsent time for prayer. He moulded a parthiva Siva linga and worshipped
it, invoking the holy waters of the Ganga with mystic asanas and mudras.
The kshatriya and his wife offered themselves to Siva, incessantly chanting
the six-syllabled Siva mantra, AUM Namah Sivayah.
Meanwhile, Bhima continued his conquest of the quarters. He
gathered an army of rakshasas and he did subdue the corners of the earth.
He desecrated every holy ritual throughout his domain: as all demons do, he
abhorred any kind of worship.
When Vishnu, Indra or any deva tried to stop Bhima from defiling a
holy place, the invincible Rakshasa routed them in battle. With no worship
left in it, darkness mantled the world. Finally, on the banks of the Mahakosi,
the devas and the rishis made an earthen linga and worshipped Siva.
Siva came to them, "Vishnu, Indra, Devas, Mahamunis, what would
you have of me?"
The devas and the rishis said, "The death of Bhimarakshasa."
Siva said, "So be it," and vanished.
There was, of course, still worship in the lightless world. In
Kamarupa, in the little dungeon below ground, Sudakshina and his wife
Dakshina prayed fervently to Siva before the simple phallic icon that
Sudakshina had made on the rough floor. Finally, someone whispered in
Bhima’s ear, "Sudakshina is casting spells on you."
Bhima seized a sword and rushed down to the cell. He saw the
parthiva linga there and howled, "What is that? Evil Kshatriya, what spell
do you cast on me? Tell me the truth and I will spare your life."
Sudakshina said honestly, "I am worshipping Siva."
Bhima laughed. "Siva! Why, my uncle Ravana kept Siva as his
servant. If I see any part of this Siva of yours, I will lay hands on him and
he will suffer. Get rid of the rubbish on the floor."
Sudakshina said quietly, "I will never forsake Siva and he will always
protect me."
The Rakshasa roared with laughter. "That drunkard, that beggar, that
yogin! What does he know of protection? Is it because he protects you that
you are here in my prison?"
But Sudakshina would not raze the linga. With a growl, Bhima hurled
his sword at the earthen phallus and Siva stood forth from it. An earth-
shaking battle broke out between the Rakshasa with Brahma’s boon and
Rudra and between Siva’s ganas and Bhimasura’s fell legions. The heavens
trembled; it seemed the mountains may fall into the sea and the ocean into
the sky: so ferocious was that war that spread like fire over the earth.
Narada arrived there, hands folded to Siva.
"Lord, why use a sword to split a blade of grass? Rudra, the worlds
quake in fear."
Siva began a long humkara. In moments, that sound reduced all
Bhima’s rakshasas to ashes. The ashes of that Demon himself could not
even be found. The fire of Siva’s fury flashed from hill to forest and on;
wind-borne, the rakshasas’ ashes flew with it. Those ashes are magical:
sorcerers use them to change their forms and faces; evil spirits are kept
away with those demons’ ashes.
When darkness lifted from the earth, the devas and rishis implored
Siva, "Stay on here, Lord."
Siva stays in Kamarupa, in the faithful Sudakshina’s kingdom as the
Jyotirlinga BhimaSankara, the peerless protector.
NINETEEN
Avimukteswara
Once, mysteriously, the three worlds began to quake as if caught in a
cosmic storm. The devas panicked; they flew to Vishnu in Vaikunta and
asked him why everything trembled. Hari said, "Let us go to Siva. He will
know why the worlds are shaking."
Led by Vishnu and Indra, the devas set out for Mount Mandara. When
they arrived, they were enveloped in an impenetrable darkness, a night of
the spirit. The mountain seemed deserted. They saw neither Siva nor
Parvati, not even Nandin. When Narayana saw the devas’ eyes clouded
with maaya’s blindness, he said, "Don’t you see Siva standing before you?
Why don’t you worship him?"
The devas cried, "We do not see Uma’s Lord. We are blinded and we
do not know by whom or why."
Vishnu said, "Devas, you sinned against Siva. You killed his wife
Mridani’s child and he has taken your discrimination and vision from you.
You do not see him though he stands right before you. Go and purify
yourselves with the taptakrichra. Expiate your sin by bathing and fasting
where Siva dwells and you will see him again."
The devas took that vow. Chanting the Satarudriya, Siva’s hundred
names, they fasted, subsisting on just water, milk, ghee and air for three
days each and then they bathed with a hundred and fifty jars of milk, on the
holy mountain in the freezing cold. Their stain of sin was washed away.
They said to Vasudeva, "Vishnu, tell us where to find Sambhu.
Jagannatha, we want to bathe him with milk."
Vishnu opened his breast and the devas gasped when they saw, lying
on the lotus of his heart, Siva’s living linga!
They bathed that linga with milk; they smeared it with fragrant yellow
sandal and made offerings of bilva leaves and lotuses. Calling out Siva’s
thousand and eight names, the Kotirudra, they wondered how Hari and
Iswara could be one, since they were born separately from Sattva and
Tamas.
As they were musing thus, Hari suddenly stood revealed before them,
in his awesome Viswarupa, lofty as the sky, brilliant as suns. He was both
Protector and Destroyer: he was Hari-Hara. Three-eyed he was, wearing
earrings of lotuses and serpents and a topknot of jata. His banner bore both
the eagle and the bull; his body was covered by both yellow silk and
antelope hide. He carried chakra and pinaka, trisula and ajagava, a skull
and a bell, a plough and a bow; and he shook the sky with a blast on his
conch, the panchajanya.
The devas fell on their faces to worship that Vision.
*
Listen to the greatness of Visveswara.
That which was First, an entity of knowledge and bliss, desired
another, a second. That second, born from the tree of nirvana, was
possessed of attributes: it was called Siva. Siva split itself in two, male and
female, Siva and Shakti. Thus, the unseen and primal chita and ananda
created Purusha and Prakriti. When they saw their ineffable parents, Prakriti
and Purusha were tormented by doubt. A voice spoke from the formless
Atman, saying, "You shall perform tapasya for the sake of perfect creation."
Prakriti and Purusha said, "Siva, where shall we sit in tapasya?"
Siva created an exquisite city in the firmament near the Purusha.
Here, Vishnu sat in dhyana for a long, long time. From his tapasya, pristine
waters began to flow. These currents pervaded Sunya, the void; nothing else
was to be seen. Seeing the waters, Vishnu thought, "What is this miracle?"
At that instant, a mysterious jewel fell before him from the Lord
Siva’s ear: holy Manikarnika. Swelling, transmuting, Manikarnika became
five krosas long and wide; it floated on the waters of the beginning and Siva
supported it on his trisula. Vishnu slept there: blue Narayana with his
consort Prakriti. A lotus sprouted from his navel and Brahma was born in it.
Within a golden egg, Brahma created the fourteen dimensions, all the
mandalas.
Siva thought, "How will the beings born from the golden egg attain
me? They are bound by karma."
He released Manikarnika, Kasi of panchakrosa: from his trisula into
the mortal world.
"Kasi will be the bestower of liberation in the world. It will be the
destroyer of sins, the illuminator of moksha. This shall be the place of my
uttermost mystery, greater than any knowledge."
Kasi is so named because it roots out karma from even the greatest
sinner. Siva himself installed the pristine Jyotirlinga at Kasi, the
unfathomable Avimukta: Visveswara, Lord of the universe.
Of the four mokshas: Salokya, in the same heaven with him;
Samipya, nearness to him; Sarupya, assimilation into him; and Sayujya,
utter absorption into Brahman: the last can only be attained in Kasi. Even
the devas want to die in Kasi: for anyone who dies here, whether pure or a
sinner, is surely liberated. It does not matter if they are bhaktas or not, if
they are human, animal, bird or insect, tree or plant. Those that die in Kasi
are reborn in Sivaloka, bull-mounted, with the crescent moon on their heads
and infinite peace in their hearts.
A man dying in Kasi should crush his own feet to be certain he finds
his end in Varanasi. For this is the city of Siva’s grace: Siva who is the Lord
of Kailasa, tamasic without, sattvic within, who is known as Kaalagni, fire
of time.
Karma once done is never wasted in a crore of kalpas and one must
enjoy or suffer the fruit of every deed. Evil karma gets one to hell, karma
that is only good, to heaven. Mixed karma results in a human birth and the
birth is good or evil according to the proportion of the mixture.
Of three kinds is karma: Sanchita, stored; Kriyamana, of this birth;
and Prarabdha, which has already begun to yield fruit. Only in Kasi, Siva’s
city, can all three kinds of karma be made ashes. But Kasi is difficult of
access.
Avimukta is supreme wisdom. Avimukta is Reality. Avimukta is
matchless wellbeing. When the Ganga, which flows through swarga, bhumi
and patala, flows through Avimukta in particular, she destroys the sins of a
hundred lives for those that bathe in her. Avimukta is between the
eyebrows, in the knot of the navel, in the heart, in the head, in the sun and
also in Varanasi, city between the Varana and the Asi, where Siva’s grace
and Narayana’s are found together, regardless of bhakti or its lack. Listen.
Once Siva stood forth, red and blue, from the primal linga of fire
between warring Brahma and Mahavishnu. He stood forth as Nilalohita, the
blue-blooded One, three-eyed, with a trident of light and a sword of flames
in his hands, a serpent and the crescent moon his ornaments. Some say that,
deluded by his own vanity, Brahma said arrogantly to that Apparition,
"Rudra, I know you: you once sprang from my breath and you howled. Fear
nothing, my naked and tamasic child."
At which, Siva created terrible Bhairava from himself, Kaalaraja with
the body of flames. Bhairava roared like the end of time. With his
fingernails, he plucked off Brahma’s fifth head with the coarse and lying
mouth. Like cold fire, the skull fell into Bhairava’s left hand and stuck fast
there. In terror, Vishnu began to worship Siva with the Satarudriya japa and
wailing in shock from time to time, Brahma also chanted those names
feverishly. Mollified, Siva granted them his protection. He said to Bhairava,
"You shall honour Vishnu. As penance for your sin of plucking off
Brahma’s head, you will roam the worlds, begging alms. Brahma’s skull
will be your begging bowl: Kapalin you shall be."
Siva created a virgin of flames, Brahmahatya with a burning body and
terrible claws and fangs, his sin embodied: to pursue Bhairava. He cried to
Brahmahatya, "You will torment the Kapalin until he reaches the holy city
of Kasi."
Relentlessly, Brahmahatya chased Bhairava. Bhairava assumed a
twisted body, still radiant and pure. Crowned with a mass of jata,
surrounded by proud, shining pramathas, he ranged the worlds. When
women saw him, they were smitten. The best born of them, the most
elegant and lovely women followed him in shameless fascination, singing
and dancing in abandon. When he smiled at them, they swooned in rapture.
Cursed and pursued tirelessly by the flaming Brahmahatya, Bhairava
fled to every sacred tirtha to seek expiation for his sin. He had no rest. The
hellish virgin never left chasing him, plunging claw and fang into him
whenever she could and the skull stuck in his palm burned him with icy
fire, searing him to his marrow, his soul. He flew in vain to all the tirthas of
the devas and the asuras and at last he arrived at Vaikunta, Vishnu’s city.
Visvaksena, the mighty dwarapalaka, barred Bhairava’s way.
Bhairava sent a gana called Kaalavega to kill him. Red-eyed Visvaksena
slew Kaalavega and cast the Sudarshana chakra at Bhairava himself.
Bhairava ashed it with a hum and impaled Visvaksena on his trident.
Carrying the gatekeepers body in his arms, dark Bhairava stalked into
Vishnu’s court, surrounded by vrishabhas and pramathas and pursued by the
Brahmahatya.
When he saw Bhairava tormented, Hari split open his own head and
let a river of blood as alms to fill his begging bowl. But that bowl, the skull
of Brahma Paramesthin, could not be filled in a thousand cosmic years.
Bhairava, whose last refuge was Vishnu, howled long and awfully, pointing
to the Brahmahatya following him like a burning shadow. In his voice of
ages, Vishnu commanded the fierce virgin, "Release the Shulin from the
skull of Brahma!"
She would not. Vishnu said to Bhairava, "You must go to Kasi to
Visveswara."
Blessing Vasudeva, Bhairava fled to Varanasi like the wind in
anguish, with Visvaksena’s corpse in his arms and the punishing virgin livid
on his heels. The instant Bhairava set foot in that city, with a final howl the
Brahmahatya plunged down into the patalas and Brahma’s molten skull fell
away from Bhairava’s hand at the feet of the Sivaganas. Dancing for joy
with Visvaksena’s corpse, Kaalabhairava, fire of time, restored Vishnu’s
dwarapalaka to life.
Since then, Bhairava stands there at Kapalamochana in Kasi and he
devours the sins of his devotees, in the place that quelled his own sin of
plucking off the Pitama’s head.
TWENTY
Tryambakeswara
Siva said, "To know the meaning of Pranava is to know me. Pranava
is the seed of all lore. It is small like the banyan seed, but bears within itself
a mighty, eternal tree. It is the original mantra and the essence of the Vedas.
I am Siva, who pervades everything; yet, I dwell only in the mantra of one
syllable. In the beginning, I create the universe by saying AUM. Siva is
Pranava and Pranava is Siva. Pranava is the vital breath of all living
beings, from Brahma down.
The A of Pranava is water in the south, the U is the air of the north
and the M is the fire in the middle. The maatra beyond cannot be described.
It is the vanishing point, only the enlightened know it."
*
Hear about the Jyotirlinga Tryambakeswara.
The rishi Gautama had his asrama upon the Tryambaka mountain,
where the Godavari has her source. Once, by a curse of the devas, a drought
of a hundred years fell on that place. Not a tender shoot pushed green life
above the earth. Rishis and common folk alike deserted the Tryambaka;
birds and beasts abandoned it. Holding his breath for six months, Gautama
prayed to Varuna, lord of waters, to end that drought.
Rippling supernal light, Varuna came to him, "Name your boon, O
holy one."
Gautama said, "Let there be rain in this thirsty place."
But Varuna replied, "Gautama, I cannot send rain against the devas’
will. Ask me for any other boon and it shall be yours."
Gautama said, "Lord, you are the master of all water. You must give
us some to drink."
Varuna showed Gautama an auspicious place in which to dig a trough,
of a depth of a hand. As soon as the rishi had done this, the declivity filled
with sweet, crystalline water. Varuna said, "Great Muni, this trough will
never run dry and any sacrifice offered here, or tapasya pursued here, will
be immortal. This spring shall be known after you, O compassionate sage."
Varuna vanished. Gautama sowed seeds around that everlasting
spring. In wondrous plenitude, barley, fruit trees and flowering plants
sprung up in that place, sprouting at once, growing in an instant. The trough
swelled slowly into a pool of fertility. Rishis arrived in the blessed grove;
birds and beasts flocked back. Once destroyed by the drought, the vana
grew back lush and thick around Varuna’s pool. Happily, man and beast
lived there for many years.
One day, Gautama’s disciples came to the pool to fetch water for their
guru’s worship. The other rishis’ wives prevented them, saying rudely,
"Stand back while we draw! You can fill your pitchers after we have gone."
Gautama’s disciples went and told their guru’s wife, Ahalya, what had
happened. Ahalya arrived at the sacred pool. The women dared not confront
her, though the truth was they resented Gautama’s pre-eminence.
They allowed Gautama’s sishyas to draw water, but the rishis’ wives
returned from the pool with evil stirring their hearts. They complained to
their husbands that Ahalya had been high-handed and rude. The envious
rishis were easy prey to their wives’ lies. They worshipped Ganapathy to
redress the ‘wrong’ done to them. Ganesa appeared, marble white, elephant-
headed and asked what boon they wanted.
The rishis said, "Let Gautama be turned out from this place."
Ganapathy said, "Gautama’s tapasya was a blessing to all of you.
Nemesis will visit you if you harm him."
The rishis were adamant, "Lord, you must grant our boon."
Ganesa said mildly, "Then let fate take her course," and disappeared.
Ganapathy came as an emaciated cow to Gautama’s barley fields.
Staggering over the plants, the spindly animal began to feed greedily in that
field, trampling what it did not eat. When he saw the cow, Gautama tried to
chase it away with a clutch of long grass. No sooner did he touch the animal
with the grasses, than it fell dead at his feet.
The rishis and their wives rushed into the asrama and began to shout,
"Gautama is a cow slaughterer!"
Madness upon them, the brahmanas’ wives even threatened to kill
Ahalya. The brahmanas cried, "Gautama, sinner, the face of a killer should
not be seen. As long as you stay in this asrama the devas and the pitrs will
never accept our offerings. Go from here, take your criminal sishyas with
you."
They stoned Gautama and Ahalya. Tears streaming down his gentle
face, Gautama cried to his tormentors, "Munis, I will leave at once, for Siva
is angry with me."
His spirit in anguish, Gautama made his new asrama a krosa away
from the old one, with the brahmanas’ permission. They said, "As long as
the curse of slaughter is upon you, you may offer no worship to the gods or
the manes, nor perform any Vedic ritual."
By now believing himself that he had sinned, humble Gautama lived
without worship of any kind for fifteen days. He could not bear it. He came
to the edge of the old settlement around Varuna’s pool and called meekly to
the brahmanas. They would not come near him: he was untouchable and
they warned him to stand at a distance. He begged them, "Holy ones, take
pity on me. I will do anything to purify myself and be able to worship
again."
The brahmanas said, "There must be proper expiation for such a
heinous sin. You must walk round the earth thrice, announcing your crime,
then come back here and keep a fast for a month. Or go round this
Brahmagiri Mountain a hundred and one times. Or else, walk around the
mountain eleven times in pradakshina, then fetch water from the Ganga and
purify yourself. Then make a crore of Siva lingas and bathe again in the
Ganga."
Innocent Gautama cried happily, "Rishis, thank you for showing a
sinner the way. I will go round the mountain and make parthiva Siva lingas
to worship."
So he did, joyfully, with the virtuous Ahalya and their disciples
serving them. One day, as Gautama sat worshipping him before an earthen
linga, Siva appeared before the humble rishi, with a thousand ganas.
Gautama wept in rapture, he begged Sankara, "Lord, make me sinless
again."
Siva laughed. "Gautama, you are already sinless, the evil brahmanas
deceived you."
Siva revealed everything to the muni: how the jealous hermits
connived to evict him from the asrama, how Ganapathy was obliged to help
them. Siva said softly, "For those brahmanas there will be no atonement,
only death."
Gautama protested! "Lord, except for what they did I would never
have seen you like this."
How pleased Siva was. "Oh, you are a blessed muni. Ask me for
anything, holy Gautama."
Bowing his head, Gautama said, "Lord, whatever five powerful men
decide comes to pass in this world; so we are always in danger. If you are
pleased, let the Ganga be given to me for my safety."
No sooner did he speak, than crystal waters stood before him in the
shape of a beautiful goddess. Gautama bowed to her, "Devi, you have
sanctified the world. Now bless me also since I am likely to fall into hell."
Siva said to Ganga, "Devi, bless this saint. In his name, stay in this
place until the kali yuga begins and Vivacity’s son is the twenty-eighth
Manu."
Ganga said shyly to Siva, "Lord, you stay with me here."
Ever since, Siva dwells in the earthen linga that Gautama worshipped.
When the Ganga flowed there from the branches of an udumbara tree,
Gautama and his disciples bathed in her and that place was called
Gangadvara. The other brahmanas, who had deceived Gautama, arrived for
their ablutions. The holy river vanished.
Gautama said, "Ganga, even if these men are blind with arrogance, by
the virtue in this sacred place, you must grant them a vision of yourself."
Ganga replied, "These are the most evil men, ungrateful and
treacherous. They are unworthy of such a vision."
"Mother, the Lord has said, ‘I am sanctified in this world by the one
who helps those that harm him.’"
"Noblest Rishi, be it as you want. But first, let these sinners perform
the same penance they forced upon you in mockery."
By Gautama’s mercy, the brahmanas were purified of their sin in the
Ganga; their eyes opened, they came to his feet in genuine repentance. The
Ganga, which flows there from the trough named Kusavarta, is called the
Gautami and the linga in which Siva remains is known as Tryambakeswara,
the destroyer of great sins.
Whenever Brihaspati, Jupiter, is in the constellation of Simha, the
Lion, once in twelve years, Hari and the devas, the holy tirthas embodied,
Kasi and the others, the blessed lakes, Pushkara and the rest and the sacred
rivers, come to Gangadvara to bathe and to worship Siva as the Jyotirlinga
on the banks of the Gautami. While they stay here, their powers wane in
their original abodes and wax again only after that year is past.
TWENTY-ONE
Vaidyanatha
The nineteenth kalpa was called Svetalohita. In it, Siva first
incarnated himself as Sadyojata. When Brahma saw him, with a tuft on his
head, he knew he was Iswara and worshipped him with folded hands. As he
meditated on that Being, who was Brahman incarnate, four white and
heroic sons were born to Brahma: Sunanda, Nandana, Viswananda and
Upanandana. Brahma’s sons made a pradakshina around Sadyojata and he
lovingly gave Brahma perfect wisdom and the power to create.
In the twentieth kalpa, known as the Rakta, Brahma was red and
brilliant, when he meditated on the Brahman for grace. Suddenly, a son
stood before him, wearing crimson garments, rubies and scarlet garlands;
his eyes were red as blood. Brahma knew him as Vamadeva and he was
Siva. Brahma’s sons of mind born from Vamadeva’s power were Viraja,
Vivaha, Visoka and Viswabhavana. A delighted Parameswara gave Brahma
the power of creation and perfect wisdom.
In the twenty-first kalpa, Pithavasas, Brahma wore yellow; when he
prayed for sons, a resplendent and fulvid being was born to him. When
Brahma worshipped him with the Siva Gayatri Japa, which is the great
Devi, ochre-clad sons were born from his sides, teachers of the yogic path.
A thousand years after the kalpa of these ochre masters, all was
Ekarnava again: an ocean of dissolution. Brahma grieved again for
genesis. Walking towards him over those primal waters, he saw a black
figure who yet shone like a sun with his own splendor. He wore black; he
had a radiant black crown and a black sacred thread around his jet body.
Brahma worshipped that Soul of dreadful exploits as Aghora. The Creator
thought deeply on Aghora as Brahman and from his sides sprang four sons,
dark as Aghora himself, as brilliant: called Krishna, Krishnasikha,
Krishnasya and Krishnakanthadhrika. For the sake of Brahma’s creation,
they began the miraculous yoga called Ghora, the Terrible.
In the kalpa Viswarupa, Saraswati, Vagiswari mother of the word,
manifested herself: universe-bodied. Luminous Isana came to Brahma,
formed and formless and blessed him with four radiant sons: Jatin, Mundin,
Sikhandin and Ardhamunda.
These were Siva’s five forms in the five kalpas, Sadyojata, Purusha,
Aghora, Vamadeva and Isana, each known by their color. From them, we
might conjecture, the different races of men originated.
*
Ravana, the brilliant and arrogant lord of Lanka and the rakshasas,
worshipped Siva on Mount Kailasa with fierce devotion. For long years, his
tapasya raged, but Siva did not come to him. Ravana dug a pit in a tapovana
on the southern slopes of Himavan and kindled five fires in it. He installed a
Siva linga before him and, standing in the flames, he worshipped Rudra.
Still Siva did not come to him. Ravana cut off his heads, one by one and fed
them to the fire. When he cut off nine of his ten heads, Sankara appeared
before the Rakshasa. Siva restored his severed heads to Ravana and asked
him gently what boon he wanted.
Ravana said, "Lord, I want to take this linga to Lanka. Bless me with
unequalled strength and your protection."
Siva said, "Take the linga, Rakshasa. But remember it will remain
wherever you set it down first."
Siva vanished and Ravana began the long journey back to Lanka. On
the way, the Rakshasa, that master of tapasya, felt an irresistible call of
nature. He gave the Siva linga to a cowherd he met and asked the man to
hold it for him while he relieved himself nearby. Ravana did not come back
for half an hour and the cowherd could not bear the weight of the linga any
more: the strange linga of the essence of diamonds that grew so heavy in his
arms. He set it down on the earth and at once, the phallic image took
immovable root.
That Jyotirlinga Vaidyanatha is a legend through the worlds. It
bestows earthly pleasures of every kind and moksha thereafter.
Ravana still had the immense strength Siva had blessed him with and
he came home jubilant to Lanka. When they heard about Siva’s boon to
him, the devas grew anxious: they did not know what exactly the Lord had
given the Demon. Through the ages, Narada muni pretends to be a friend of
all the greatest rakshasas and asuras. By skyways of light, along which the
wise travel as swiftly as thought, the devas sent Narada to Ravana’s city.
Wide-eyed and curious, Narada demanded to hear all about his
tremendous prayatna, at which Siva himself had appeared before Ravana.
With cunning flattery, gasping at appropriate junctures, the wandering rishi
elicited every detail of his tapasya from the Rakshasa and of Siva’s boon, as
well. Ravana was so excited about the blessing he was very willing to dwell
on each particular: the feeding of his nine heads to the five fires, the
splendor of Siva’s manifestation.
Ravana finally told Narada the awful truth, that Siva had given him
limitless strength. The Rakshasa added, "Now, dear friend, I will conquer
the three worlds."
Wily Narada embraced Ravana. He said, "Of course, you know you
must be careful with Siva’s boons. He is so absorbed in dhyana, you can
never be sure he will remember what he has promised you. Besides, you
have lost the Jyotirlinga, your link to him. Since I am so fond of you, I will
tell you the one sure way by which you can refresh his memory without
another tapasya. You must lift up Kailasa on which Siva sits and gently set
it down again. Then he will remember his boon to you and know you are
grateful."
Stupid with power, deluded by fate, Ravana set out straightaway for
the mountain. He drew Kailasa from the earth by its roots and held it aloft.
Everything around Siva at his dhyana turned awry. Angrily the Lord cried,
"Who dares shake my mountain?"
Laughing, Sivaa told him, "Gratitude from your devotee the rakshasa.
Ravana is showing you how strong he is now."
Losing his temper for a moment, Siva cursed the Demon, "Arrogant
Rakshasa, a destroyer of your vanity will soon be born."
Narada smiled when he heard this. Ravana, who did not hear Siva’s
curse, went happily back to Lanka, certain he had reminded Rudra of his
bhakti.
TWENTY-TWO
Naageswara
Obeisance to Hiranyagarbha, the eternal Purusha, Self-born Lord
from whom all kalpas and all beings emanate! Hiranyagarbha created only
the waters first. He instilled virility into them. The waters were called
Naara, they belonged to Nara; since they were his abode, he was called
Naarayana.
When Hiranyagarbha blessed them, a golden egg floated on those
waters. After a year, Hiranyagarbha clove the egg in two: he made heaven
and earth. He created fourteen worlds from the halves of the egg and, from
between, he made cosmic space, akasa. He created the earth floating on the
waters and the ten quarters in the firmament. Then he created mind, speech,
love, anger and sexual delight. Hiranyagarbha made the Saptarishi, the
seven sages, from his thought and the seven great families descended from
them. He made the lightning, the thunderclouds, the red clouds and the
rainbow.
He made the devas of light from his mouth, the manes from his breast
and the asuras of darkness from his loins. All kinds of creatures then flowed
from him, as Apava generated aquatic life. When they were not fruitful, he
cleaved himself and made man and woman.
*
Listen to the story of the excellent linga Nageswara.
The great vana of the Rakshasa Daruka fringed the western shores,
stretching sixteen dense yojanas in every direction. Parvati herself had
given care of this jungle to the Rakshasa’s wife Darukaa. Whenever the
Demoness wandered into it with her husband, the forest responded with
green exuberance. But the power they enjoyed by Uma’s blessing was
heady and being what they were, demons, Daruka and Darukaa terrorised
the other jungle dwellers.
Rishi Aurva, the son of Urva and Bhrigu’s grandson, lived in that
jungle. The foresters came to him and said, "Maharishi, when they see you,
with Siva’s grace shining from you like a sun, the rakshasas flee. Save us,
Aurva, you are our only sanctuary."
Many of their kinsfolk had been tortured or killed by Daruka, his
mate and their demons and Aurva pronounced, "If they cause you any more
grief, they will suffer terribly. I curse them that if they torment the people of
the earth their very race will perish."
Aurva worshipped the devas to protect his jungle folk. The ones of
light heard his prayer; they flew down to that vana to battle Daruka’s
rakshasas. At first, the demons fought back strongly. When they saw their
people being killed in battle, while the devas were immortal, they grew
afraid and huddled together to confer. Darukaa told her rakshasas, "Parvati
once said to me ‘There is an island in the ocean, just off the shore.
Whenever you want, you can go there.’"
In fear of the shining devas, the rakshasas took to the air, like winged
mountains of old and flew to that island. There they built a great and
horrible city for themselves. By Uma’s blessing to Darukaa, in no time
another Daruka vana, as dense as the other, grew around the city. The
rakshasas never returned to the mainland. Now they turned their
depredations on seafaring folk, sailors and fishermen.
The island rakshasas’ piracy was savage and relentless. Darukaa
herself often waded out into the ocean, just waist-deep for her when she
grew to her full, stupendous height. She would loom suddenly over
merchant ships, capsize them and sport viciously with the drowning sailors,
pushing them under the waves and laughing at their screams.
Once, the demons captured a flotilla of ships, whose captain was a
vaishya called Supriya. Supriya and his merchants were brought in chains
to the rakshasas’ grim city. They were imprisoned in grisly dungeons
strewn with half-eaten corpses. Supriya was a Sivabhakta. He wore bhasma
and rudraksha and he would never eat or sleep without first worshipping
Mahadeva.
In that rat- and snake-infested dungeon, he made an earthen linga of
the Lord. He taught his fellow merchants the six-syllabled mantra, AUM
Namah Sivayah and the way of worshipping Sankara, while they awaited
an awful death at their monstrous captors’ hands. A portion of the food
tossed to them through grates set in the ceiling they offered to Siva. These
scraps vanished as soon as they were offered. They knew Rudra accepted
their worship; they knew the Lord was with them in their travail.
Sometimes, the rakshasas peered through the grates and laughed
uproariously at their captives’ ceaseless worship. But one day, walking
alone in a dark corridor of that labyrinthine city, a soldier of Daruka’s saw
Siva before him, splendid and awesome, cobras coiled round him. With a
wail, the demon fled to his master and reported what he had seen.
Daruka flew down to the dungeons in frenzy and cried to Supriya,
"Vaishya, who do you worship here in the darkness? Tell me truly and you
will not die."
Supriya said, "I do not know."
Daruka screeched, "Kill him for his secret!"
The rakshasas seized Supriya and drew their swords. The merchant
cried, "Siva, save me!"
In a flash of light, Siva erupted out of a rock crevice, nitid before the
cowering demons. He ashed them with a breath. In a miraculous instant, the
dungeons were transformed into a shining temple and the Lord’s grace was
upon his bhaktas. Siva said in anger, "Let there never be tamasic creation
anymore!"
For Supriya’s suffering, he made ashes of every male rakshasa on that
island. Darukaa prayed fervently to Parvati, who had blessed her for a
tapasya performed long ago. The Goddess appeared before her. Darukaa
said, "Uma, Mother, save my race!"
Bound by the Rakshasi’s bhakti, Parvati said, "I will."
Parvati confronted her Lord.
"Siva, let your curse be fruitful at the end of the yuga; until then, let
there be tamasic creation as well. Darukaa is my own Shakti; honour my
boon to her. Let these rakshasis be fertile of themselves and bear sons."
So it came to pass. The parthiva linga, which Supriya and his
followers worshipped, is called Nageswara. At the end of the kali yuga, or
when the krita yuga dawns, Mahasena’s son Virasena, the king of Nishada
and a peerless Sivabhakta, makes a fishlike and submarine canoe, coated
with tin, brass and copper. Siva creates a yogamaya, a mantle of invisibility
for that kshatriya. With his men, Virasena sails to the Rakshasi Darukaa’s
island. On a moonless night, entering the same crevice from which Siva
sprang, Virasena receives the Paasupatastra from the Lord: with it, he
obliterates Darukaa’s race. Thus, the immaculate age begins: the halcyon
krita yuga.
In the Daruka vana on that island, Parvati is called Nageswari.
Blessed are those that hear the tale of Supriya, the merchant of the sea and
the Jyotirlinga Nageswara. Their sins are washed away and they attain
moksha after knowing every worldly joy.
TWENTY-THREE
Rameswara, Ghusmeswara
Of all the continents, this one is the land of sacred rites. From here,
heaven and salvation are attained. Truly, the man who does not strive for
moksha, despite being born human in the land of Bharatavarsha, betrays
his very soul. It is the land of pleasure, too.
In the guise of passing days and nights, pieces of life fall away and
death is always at hand. The sacred twin-syllabled name, Siva, is the way to
nirvana. As the lotus is not stained by water, those that worship Siva are not
stained by sin.
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Hear about the glory of the Jyotirlinga Rameswara.
Vishnu was born on earth as Rama. Ravana of Lanka abducted
Rama’s wife Sita. In quest of her, Rama came to Kishkinda, where he made
an ally of the vanara Sugriva, of the race of monkeys. Sugriva’s brother Vali
had taken his throne and his wife. Rama killed Vali and restored Sugriva as
king of the jungle. From Kishkinda, led by Vayu’s son Hanuman, Sugriva’s
vanaras went forth to comb the world for Sita. Hanuman discovered her in
an asokavana in Lanka, where she was Ravana’s prisoner. Sita gave him a
jewelled ring to take back to Rama, so he would know Hanuman had found
her.
With a wild army of vanaras, Rama and his brother Lakshmana came
to the shore of the southern ocean of salt. They stood forlorn on a pale
beach, uncertain how they would cross the wide and plumbless water. They
stood thinking unhappily of the might of Ravana and his rakshasas, of
Ravana’s son Indrajit, who had vanquished Indra in battle. Rama’s throat
was parched and he said to Lakshmana, "My brother, I am thirsty."
No sooner were the words out of his lips than a score of vanaras
sprang away to fetch the best water they could find. The Blue One laughed
gently when ten of the bright folk brought back pure, sweet water for him in
leaves and in cupped palms. He took a little from the long hands of each
one and was about to drink. Then he thought, "I have not worshipped Siva,
the saviour."
Rama made a parthiva linga on that shore and worshipped it, offering
the holy water. His heart filling with faith, Rama prayed, "Bhaavatarana,
who take men across the ocean of samsara, this ocean before me is so deep
and the rakshasa across it so powerful. More, he is your bhakta: invincible,
conqueror of the three worlds. Siva, an army of monkeys is a fickle
instrument with which to fight a war. Only your grace and partiality can
save me. I have been your bhakta since before time began. Help me now."
Rama worshipped Siva with flowers and mantras, songs and more
water, until Rudra stood forth from the earthen linga, bright as a star. Rama
petitioned him, "Lord, let my army of vanaras cross safely over this ocean
to Lanka, where Ravana believes he is unassailable. Siva, let me vanquish
the arrogant rakshasa in battle."
Siva said, "Rama, so it is written."
Rama of absolute faith said, "Mahadeva, stay in this place to help
bhaktas of the future across the sea of samsara, as you have helped me cross
this sea of water today."
Siva blessed Rameswara to be a Jyotirlinga: he remained in that
parthiva linga with which Sri Rama worshipped him. By Siva’s blessing,
Rama, Lakshmana and the vanaras crossed the sea into Lanka. They
brought death to Ravana and rescued the precious Sita.
The linga at Rameswara destroys the sins of bhaktas; it shows them
the way across the turbulent sea of samsara.
Listen to the story of the Jyotirlinga Ghusmesa.
A fine brahmana, a knower of Brahman, a descendant of Bharadvaja,
Sudharma lived with his wife Sudeha near the Devagiri Mountain. Though
they were wealthy, generous and devoted, Sudharma and Sudeha had no
children. This did not perturb Sudharma; he knew how to count his
blessings and that fate always keeps earthly happiness imperfect so that
men remember God. Sudeha felt pangs of inadequacy and guilt. She was
certain that she was the barren one. The wise Sudharma would gently
reproach his wife when she dwelt upon their childlessness. He said to her,
"Sudeha, it is a selfish world. As time passes, there is no father or mother,
no son or lover, but only God."
But once Sudeha visited a neighbour and a quarrel broke out between
them over some pettiness. The other woman screamed at Sudeha, "At least I
have a son to inherit what we own. How will a barren wretch like you die
peacefully, when the king will take all you have? That’s why you are so
vicious."
That evening, Sudeha was inconsolable. She cried hysterically that
they must do something, anything at all, but she must have a son. He could
not pacify her and Sudharma offered two flowers to Siva, at his sacrificial
fire, marking one that would give them a son. He held the flowers out to
Sudeha, told her to choose and she picked the wrong one. Sudharma said,
"Even Siva isn’t willing for us to have a son. Why not be content with
everything with which he has blessed us? There must be an excellent reason
for our not having children."
She wept again and then, as a storm gagged, grew ominously quiet. A
slightly mad smile tugged at her mouth. She said, "If Siva does not will it,
let me not have a son. But you will take another woman for your wife and
have a son by her. You must have an heir."
Sudharma cried, "Don’t tempt fate, woman!" and walked out.
The next day, Sudeha brought her younger sister Ghusma to their
home and said, "Take her, you must."
Sudharma warned her, "If she has a child you will be jealous of her.
Look at you: as it is, you have no control over yourself."
Sudeha laughed, "She is my sister, I will not be jealous of her."
She fell at his feet and insisted tearfully that he marry Ghusma, or
else she, Sudeha, would kill herself. Sudharma married his wife’s younger
sister. Sudeha was so pleased she served Ghusma as if she herself was a
servant in the house and Ghusma the mistress. At every opportunity, she
sent Ghusma to Sudharma alone.
Ghusma had a different character altogether and learnt how to
worship Siva from her husband. She fashioned fine lingas from clay,
sanctified them with mantras and cast them into the nearby lake. She had
time on her hands because Sudeha would not allow her to do any
housework. When she made her hundred-thousandth linga, Ghusma
conceived and gave birth to a fine son.
Now, when Sudeha saw how fondly her husband took her sisters son
in his arms, her heart blazed up in green fire.
All the family celebrated the long awaited birth and Sudeha was in
hell with envy. For a long time, she controlled herself and pretended she too
was overjoyed with the child; and not Sudharma or his son made any
difference between the sisters. Indeed, both father and son were partial to
the elder wife. It was Sudeha the boy called Mother and his reposed and
ineffusive mother he called Aunt. But Sudeha’s mind seethed and slowly
her hatred turned her into a malevolent creature.
When his boy grew up, Sudharma got him married and the daughter-
in-law came to live with them. Sudeha could no longer contain herself. One
day, when her husband told her how happy she must be with her son and
daughter-in-law in the house, she screamed, "Not my son and daughter-in-
law, only yours!"
For the first time, the poor man realised that everything in his home
was not as he had naively imagined. For years, Sudeha had secretly
nurtured her malice and it had festered within her. That night, she decided
the only way she could douse the fire in her heart was with her sisters tears.
Her daughter-in-law had her period and was sleeping in another room. At
midnight, the monster within took control: she stole into her nephew’s room
and murdered him in his sleep. In a savage ritual, she dismembered him
with a kitchen knife while, after long, dry years, her body was wracked by
fiendish excitement and she panted and slavered like a bitch on heat.
Sudeha threw the severed limbs into the lake, where her sister Ghusma still
cast her parthiva lingas every day.
In the morning, the daughter-in-law found some pieces of his flesh in
her husband’s bed and splashes of blood everywhere. She ran screaming to
Sudeha: who to her was her mother-in-law and Ghusma just her husband’s
aunt. After the release of the night’s horrible ritual, Sudeha was radiant at
her puja. She beat her breast in pretended grief; she wept inconsolably.
When Ghusma was told the horrific news, she did not stir. Only when she
had finished her worship, did she come to look at that awful room. Tears in
her eyes, Ghusma said with dignity, "Siva who gives life takes it also. Only
the Lord knows the reasons why everything happens as it does."
As she did each day, the composed Ghusma took her earthen lingas to
the lake to immerse them. Her hands trembling with the grief her heart felt,
she cast the lingas into the water, one by one. Suddenly she saw her son
emerge from the lake and stand luminous before her. The serene Ghusma
welcomed her child back among the living. Then, in a mass of glory, Siva
appeared before them. In an echoing voice, he promised, "Sudeha is a
murderess and I will impale her on my trisula."
Prostrating before him, Ghusma begged, "Spare my sister, Lord.
Sadasiva, just the sight of you will wash away her sin."
Siva blessed the faithful Ghusma, "Saintly woman, you are a mistress
of your heart as few maharishis are. Ask me for anything you want."
The wise, compassionate and far-sighted Ghusma said softly to
Mahadeva, "Stay here, Lord, to protect the world."
Siva said, "Ghusma, best among my bhaktas, I bless your family for a
hundred generations. May all your sons be wealthy and devoted. This lake
shall always be a home of my lingas and I will remain here in your name
for all time."
Before the eyes of Ghusma and her son resurrected by his grace, Siva
dwindled into an unmoving Jyotirlinga. He has dwelt there since; he still
stands on the bank of the sacred Sivalaya lake. By Siva’s grace and
Ghusma’s prayers, Sudeha’s mind was freed from envy and hatred.
Tearfully, in joy, as one exorcised of a devil, she embraced her husband and
her sister, her son and daughter-in-law. Now, becoming as composed as
Ghusma, for long years she performed a relentless penance at the lake,
before the Ghusmesa linga. Until, Siva took her sin from her.
Such are Siva’s twelve Jyotirlingas of mystical light on earth. He
dwells in them for the world’s protection. The Purana says that hearing
about these sacred lingas purifies a man of his sins, confers every worldly
pleasure on him and moksha thereafter.
The Sarabha and the Sudarshana
TWENTY-FOUR
Countless are the incarnations of Sadasiva in time, across the
universe: as many as there are stars in the sky, grains of sand on earth, or
raindrops that fall through all the kalpas. More.
Once, Brahma’s son Sanatkumara cursed Vishnu’s dwarapalakas, Jaya
and Vijaya. They would not allow some divine rishis, who came as bright
children, into the presence of the Blue God. Sanatkumara cursed them to
three demonical births on earth. They were first born as Diti and
Kashyapa’s sons, Hiranyakashyapu and Hiranyaksha.
When Brahma implored him, Vishnu incarnated himself as Varaha the
Boar to lift the earth out of the sea of dissolution and he liberated
Hiranyaksha, goring him to death. When Hiranyakashyapu heard that
Vishnu had slain his brother, dear as breath to him, the Asura worshipped
Brahma for ten thousand years for a boon.
"Let no one that you have created kill me: not man, beast or immortal.
Let my death not come by day or night, from above or below. Let me not
die indoors or outside, not on the ground or in the sky, or by any weapon."
Brahma granted him all this and Hiranyakashyapu was convinced he
had immortality. For ninety-six thousand years, that lord of the daityas
tyrannised the worlds. Indra and the devas could not kill him because of
Brahma’s boon and at last they prayed to Vishnu to save them from the
Asura.
Prahlada, greatest among Vishnubhaktas, was born as
Hiranyakashyapu’s son. The Demon threatened the boy’s life because he
worshipped the God that he, the father, abhorred. Vishnu emerged from a
pillar in Hiranyakashyapu’s court: he was a terrible being, neither man nor
beast. Roaring, he seized the Demon, carried him to the threshold of his
palace, not indoors or out. Taking him onto his fearsome lap, not on the
ground or in the sky, the Narasimha killed him, tearing his heart out with
his talons, when it was not day or night, but twilight.
So ferocious was Vishnu’s Avatara, that not even slaughtering
Hiranyakashyapu’s awesome legions, by claw, fang and fire from its jaws,
could calm its implacable heart. That incarnation blazed in every direction,
burning even the sky. The devas were terrified; if the beast’s rage did not
subside, it would consume the universe.
They sent Prahlada to the Narasimha. At once, picking the boy up in
his arms, the Manticore embraced him and licked his face with love.
Seizing their chance, the devas scurried away to Siva. "Mahadeva, only you
can save us from the Narasimha!"
Siva sent Virabhadra to the Narasimha. When the Awful One set
Prahlada down gently and turned snarling on him, Virabhadra said, "Vishnu,
as Matsya, Kuurma and Varaha you protected the universe. Why do you
want to destroy it now? Give up this terrible form of yours, Narayana, be
yourself again."
But mysterious are the Avataras. Baring his fangs, the Narasimha
roared at Virabhadra, "I am Kaala, destroyer of worlds; the universe is only
part of my own nature. Little lord of ganas, I am the death of Death and I
will consume the stars!"
Virabhadra laughed in the Narasimha’s face. "Have you no more
incarnations to incarnate, O Vishnu, that you beg to make this your last?
You roar so loudly because you have killed one puny demon. My lord
Siva who manifests himself between heaven and earth, between Indra and
Agni, between Yama and Varuna, in the light of the moon and the heart of
darkness, who, if you are Kaala, is Kaalakaala bids me say to you that if
you do not subdue yourself, Bhairava will be upon you again."
But the Narasimha roared so the constellations trembled. He grew
before Virabhadra’s eyes: huger than creation, wilder than death, blazing
cosmic fire. In a flash, Virabhadra vanished from that place and suddenly
Siva’s light shone there, on earth and sky, enveloping everything, awesome,
beyond compare. Not of the sun or the moon was that light; it was dark and
bright at once, unprecedented. Siva himself stood forth from that light as
the deformed Rudra and as the Sarabha: a terrific golden bird whose wing-
span was eternity, a thousand adamantine claws flashing, fanged and four-
legged, scimitar-beaked, black-necked, three-eyed, hissing an unbearable
humkara. Beside that Apparition, the Narasimha seemed like a glow-worm
next to the sun.
Burning with mystery, the Sarabha bound the Narasimha in the coils
of his tail. Effortlessly, he seized him in his talons and flew into the sky.
There, the Sarabha made a swift end of the Beast born to kill
Hiranyakashyapu. Back to his old form again, blue and four-armed,
humbled, returned to his good sense, Vishnu cried, "O Hara, curber of Hari!
You are the ultimate saviour. Only you could have quelled the Narasimha, it
was beyond me then to master myself."
Mahavishnu bowed low to Mahadeva. Siva tore its hide from the
Narasimha and wore it on his body from that day. The head of the
Manticore became the foremost bead on his necklace of skulls.
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Listen to how Vishnu acquired the Sudarshana chakra.
Long ago, the Asura Sridaman overran creation. By a rare boon, he
had the power of Sri Lakshmi to command. With the fortune of the worlds
in his grasp, Sridaman and his daityas marched on Vaikunta: that Demon
meant to pluck the Srivatsa from Vishnu’s chest!
Hari flew to Kailasa. Standing on a single toe of his foot, he
worshipped Siva for a millennium. He worshipped Hara with holy flowers
from the Manasa lake: a lotus for every one of the thousand names of Siva
he chanted each day. Siva stealthily stole one lotus, to test how sincere this
worship was, to see if Vishnu would notice the missing flower. Vishnu
noticed at once. In a night, he combed swarga, bhumi and patala for the
flower; but he did not find it. The next morning, when he chanted the last of
the thousand names, Sarvasattvaalambana, Vishnu calmly plucked out one
of his eyes and offered it to Siva in place of the missing lotus. Siva
appeared before him in light and gave him the very wheel of time for his
weapon: the profound Sudarshana chakra.
That chakra was made from Siva’s feet; it shines with the splendor of
ten thousand suns. Like the year, it has twelve spokes, six naves and two
yokes. Alive in the spokes, are the distant devas: Agni, Soma, Mitra,
Varuna, Indra, Indragni, the viswadevas, the prajapatis, Hanuman,
Dhanvantari, Tapas and Tapasya, the months and the zodiac. In its swiftness
are wind, water, fire, earth, air and sky. At the spokes’ edges are the clouds
of the dissolution, lightning, the planets and stars, beyond which sit the
seers and the Balakhilyas. The glory of Sadasiva is in the Sudarshana!
Legend has it that, when he received the tremendous chakra, Hari’s
heart still quailed to think of Sridaman. He said to Bhava, "Lord, how can I
be sure the Sudarshana will be irresistible in every exigency?"
Siva replied, "Cast the chakra at me."
Vishnu cast the Sudarshana at Paramasiva and the whirling wheel cut
Mahadeva in three. Yet, he stood there smiling! With a cry, Vishnu fell at
Siva’s feet. Siva said serenely, "Arise, Mahabaho: only my manifested body
is truncated, my Being is beyond every weapon. These three parts of me
will be forever among men as Hiranyaksha, Suvarnaksha and Virupaksha.
Do not grieve; I told you to cast the chakra at me. Go and quell your
enemies with it."
Armed with the Sudarshana chakra, Vishnu blazed forth from Kailasa
and no evil could stand against him anymore. Sridaman, who humiliated the
devas, who stole the fortune of the worlds, stood roaring before Hari.
Vishnu said, "Daitya, your life is at an end."
Quick as a thought, the Sudarshana cut the Asura’s head from his sin-
swollen body. Both tumbled down the Himalaya in a crimson avalanche.
Hymning Siva, Narayana returned to the eternal waters: which are his
abode and his rest.
UMA
TWENTY-FIVE
The Mountain and his wife
It broke my heart when Sati did what she did at her fathers sacrifice.
Giving Daksha a goat’s head, was small consolation for me. I remember
those days of aloneness, those savage days of separation; I remember them
like a nightmare. I made myself a necklace of her delicate bones, which
were all there was left of her when the yogic fire she summoned upon her
petal body had done its work and homeless, I ranged the world.
But then, deep in my heart I had always known that, for all its
ecstasies, our marriage was a cursed one from the start; and the fault was
mine. I was too enamoured of the atman, too obsessed with the life of the
spirit. So that when Brahma, Hari and the others first came asking me to
marry, I thoughtlessly enumerated the perfections I expected in my bride. I
swore I would abandon her, if she doubted me for even a moment. I had not
met Sati then; I did not dream that anyone like her could exist in the flesh. I
had not yet known love. Of course, Brahma was determined to have
revenge on me for taunting him when I found him in his daughters arms;
but I always wondered why Vishnu did not warn me that I would pay for
my conceit. How I paid.
I cannot recall how many years or aeons the lonely torment lasted. I
remember how the icy ravines would echo my anguished howls back at me.
The pain of those days was not ordinary. It was as if I paid in full and
forever, for being who I am. I was mad then; my body was on fire with
losing her. The agony in my bones was as if they broke and mended and
broke again, each moment. Nowhere does there exist a purer hell than those
first days or years or centuries after she died. It was exceptional, my
anguish: none but I could have borne it. And accompanying it, the mind’s
venomous taunting, "It would never have happened had you gone with her!"
I remember I fell into the Yamuna and that wavy lock of the earth’s
hair was burned black by my grief. The river has flowed dark ever since. I
wailed to Sati, I sang to her, I roared my bereavement at the stars. When I
slept, I saw her in my dreams and cried, "Cruel woman, stay with me. Ah,
don’t forsake me, Sati. Don’t be angry, I will come with you to your fathers
yagna. Look at me, I worship you every moment. You said to me once ‘I
cannot live without you’, but you lied. Look how I burn: hold me or I will
die!"
I would wake screaming as she faded from my sleep. Like a mad
man, I went to the asramas of the rishis of the cedar forest. The rishis’
wives became crazed when I danced naked before them, all except
Arundhati and Anasuya. The sages cursed my phallus to fall off: my linga,
which I held in my hand to tell their wives of my despair and I crooned in
grief, inflaming them. The worlds quaked at my falling linga, which split
the earth, pierced the patalas and rent the cosmic egg. Now Vishnu, Brahma
and the devas went pleading to her: to return to me, or I would destroy the
universe in my madness. Then, with the linga ritually installed and her
promise to return given, my body was whole again.
Time is a healer without equal. I realised that not all my tears, not my
chanting her name ceaselessly and dementedly would bring her back before
it was time. Soon enough, I sought my old refuge again, my timeless
sanctuary: the sweet forgetfulness hidden in the heart’s deep: the
Satchitananda, the bliss of Brahman. It was a familiar country. But at first,
the return was not easy, like coming home to an old lover who had always
waited for you though you had been unfaithful to her. However, I soon sank
back into the sea of peace; I plunged myself deep into myself.
Initially, my distraught mind would not be still and her face haunted
my every thought as a peerless fury. I saw her in life and death. I saw not
merely her face; I saw her body with its velvet folds, each a vale of
Brahman to me. I saw her breasts, night-black nipples taut; I heard her
whispered and screamed ecstasies. Ah, why was I punished so cruelly?
Then, I took firm hold of myself. I shut her out from my mind as
irrevocably as she had shut herself from my life by dying. Slowly, peace
came back to me, absorption. After some months, I could allow myself to
think of her: but as a dream and almost painlessly. Yet, sometimes her last
words, which my ganas carried home to me, would float like scarlet clouds
across the horizon of my dhyana: "I will return to you when I am born to
parents who respect me."
In time, my dhyana was immaculate again and I knew nothing save
eternity then. That condition was not susceptible to sorrow, even at the
memory of Sati. Once more, I was aware of everything and nothing; and if
part of me ached for her still upon some small world of time, I was unaware
of it. I lost myself, as I never had before there was Sati. Fleetingly, I thought
this was why she came into my life, to make my tapasya purer when she
left. What else could I think?
Once, when we were so happy together, so much in love, we lived
upon the Himalaya. I remember there was a woman there: Mena, the wife
of Himachala, lord of mountains. Mena loved Sati like her own child. She
would set her in her lap and comb out her tresses that hung to her ankles,
singing softly to her, calling her daughter in her resonant mountain tongue. I
watched them often, from hiding and I wondered if they were not in fact
mother and daughter. So comfortable did they seem with each other, as if
they belonged together in that bond into which they had not been born.
Almost every day, Mena would send us all kinds of delicacies she had
cooked herself, often with the wistful message ‘for my child’. She always
kept her distance from me; and not from any resentment for what I was, of
that I was sure. Perhaps it was a sense of propriety; or was it awe? But I
was too much in love to bother to know Mena closely. She would always
wish me if I came upon Sati and her, talking and laughing together, the
‘mother often telling her ‘daughter ancient tales. She would rise hastily
and, after wishing me, hurry away, promising to meet Sati the next day. Sati
called her Amma. Mena wanted her to and, out of her hearing, I think I did
too, once and we laughed over that slip of my tongue. Since when did Siva
have a mother or father?
Sati had told me about Mena’s birth, that she was Daksha’s
granddaughter. Daksha gave sixty of his daughters in marriage to the rishis,
to Kashyapa and the others and they were the original mothers of creation.
Svadha he gave to the pitrs, the manes. Svadha bore three daughters: Mena
the eldest, Dhanya in the middle and Kalavati the youngest. None of them
was born from her womb; they were children of thought and pure. Once,
they went to Swetadipa, the white island that is part of Hari’s realm, to visit
Mahavishnu. They stayed there for a time, at his knowing invitation.
It was while they were on Swetadipa, dazzled by Narayana’s
nearness, that Brahma’s son Sanaka and some other siddhas came to visit
the Blue God. Everyone in Vishnu’s sabha stood up when the holy ones
made their entrance. But Svadha’s daughters, whispering together in
wonder at being in the miraculous place, did not rise. They did not know
they should. A silence fell on that court and Sanaka cursed the three, "You
are the pitrs’ daughters, but you are shallow and haughty. I curse you to
leave heaven and be born as women of the earth!"
The girls were in tears; they fell at Sanaka’s feet. They begged him,
"Siddha, we meant no disrespect, we were dazzled at being near Vishnu. We
beg you, bless us as well so we may return to swarga, or we are doomed
forever."
Vishnu, who knows everything, glanced at Sanaka and put a thought
in the sage’s mind, so he wondered at his own anger of a moment ago. Now
Sanaka blessed the three young women. "You will all be saved by your
daughters on earth, for they shall be the Devi’s incarnations. Mena, your
child will be Siva’s wife. You, Dhanya, shall mother Sita who will marry
Rama. And Kalavati will have Radha for her daughter and she will be
Krishna’s secret love."
There was something I did not know. When Sati ashed herself at
Daksha’s yagna, with her last breath she wished to be born as Mena’s
daughter: so she would never again have to hear from me, even in jest, that
she was Dakshayani, Daksha’s child.
Mena married Himachala, most auspicious and lordly mountain, an
amsa of Vishnu himself and my bhakta. For years, they were childless,
engrossed though they were in each other and in love. One day, Vishnu
came to Himachala’s court with the other devas. Himachala welcomed them
in joy. "Today all my tapasya has borne fruit! Tell me why you have come,
Lord."
Vishnu blessed Himavan and said, "Siva’s love Sati killed herself at
Daksha’s yagna. Before she died, she swore to return to Rudra, born from
parents of whom she could be proud. I believe your wife and you were fond
of Sati." He added meaningfully, "Even like your own daughter?"
Himachala could hardly believe his fortune. Overcome, he prostrated
at Narayana’s lotus feet. In transport, he mumbled over and over again, "So
be it, so be it."
While I sank deeper into myself, knowing timelessness again after my
heartbreak, the devas went back to worship the Mother of the universe who
knows all things, Durga who is before any other was. They sang her praises
without restraint, "O Sivaa, cause of everything, Mahat- and Avyakta-
formed, tranquil, holy, subtle Gayatri! O Source of the Vedas, Savitri,
Saraswati and Lakshmi. O Maaya, Nidra, Devi of sinners, Devi of peace, O
unknowable Mahakaali."
She came before them, mounted on her tiger. She was black, four-
armed, wielding awesome weapons, her hair loose and unkempt, brilliant
with a thousand priceless jewels worn carelessly, blinding as a sun. They
lay on their faces before her. She said in her soft way, "Tell me, Vishnu,
Brahma, O Devas, how can I help you?"
White-haired Brahma said humbly, for he had come to her once
before, "Mother, not the Vedas or we, the Gods, know you entirely, O
Durga, whose compassion cannot be conceived. The most sacred books
speak in awe of you, saying only what you are not. O Kaali, who were Sati,
who was once Siva’s wife, be his wife again!"
Durga said calmly, "We cannot be apart much longer. Already,
Himachala and Mena worship me to be born as their daughter. Deep in his
heart, Siva also remembers my promise to return."
She vanished from their presence and they went back to their worlds
in joy. Himavan and Mena worshipped Siva for twenty-seven years, so they
might have a child. Mena worshipped Durga, devoutly, as an idol of clay on
the banks of the holy Ganga in Aushadhiprastha, Himavan’s capital. There
were days when she fasted, taking only water; on others, air was her only
sustenance. At the end of those years of penance and charity, Sivaa stood
illustrious and unutterably lovely before Mena.
"Mena, choose your boon."
"Mother of great illusion, Mother who are the violence told of in the
Atharvaveda, O eternal Prakriti who bring even Brahman under your spell,
Mahamaaye bless me!"
Sivaa said again gently, "Ask and it shall be yours, Mena."
Taking a deep breath, Mena said, "Devi, bless me with children. Let
me have a hundred sons, long lived and brave. And then, O Durga, you be
born as my daughter to marry Rudra."
Parashakti said, "So be it," and was gone.
Mena clapped her hands and cried, "Jaya!"
She ran to her husband to give him the momentous news. When he
saw her, he knew without her telling him that at last the boon was theirs.
Mainaka was the first child born to Himavan and Mena. He, too, in
time, became a lord of mountains. When Indra sheared the wings of all
mountains and made them flightless, only Mainaka escaped the Deva king’s
Vajra, because Varuna hid him under his waves. Ninety-nine other sons
were born to Himachala and his wife, before the Goddess subtly entered
Himavan’s mind and he blazed in sudden glory. She entered his blood and,
mystically, his seed.
That night he loved Mena as he had never loved her before and her
cries echoed across his embodied ridges in silver moonlight. At midnight,
Mena conceived the Devi and the mountain’s wife shone as if the moon was
in her womb.
Mena became so weak during the first two months of her pregnancy
she could not move from her bed. Her body could not bear the weight of
even clothes or ornaments. Her face was as pale as a lodhra flower: Mena
was like a moonless and overcast night when not a star can be seen. Her
morning sickness lasted into the dusk. Who else could have borne such a
child? It was like carrying the universe in her womb for nine months.
Her husband was full of desire for his wife. After the first two months
of her pregnancy and before the seventh, she allowed him softly into her
swelling body and their loving was a slow flame during those endless white
nights. It was as if she who nestled in Mena’s body kindled her parents’
souls.
When those first months were over, when Mena had grown
comfortable with her pregnancy, she was like a tender creeper thrusting out
new leaves and flowers every day. She was radiant! Himavan called her his
earth with treasure buried in her; his sami twig with fire latent in it. He
nursed his pregnant wife as if he was her mother; and at nights, unfailingly,
they lay together in sweet rapture and were closer than they had ever been
in their long love.
Soon, came the day when She would be born. Vishnu, Brahma and
the devas came to Aushadhiprastha to bless Mena, whose cup brimmed
dizzily over. She, the mother, was speechless; she could only weep for joy.
The Gods blessed her and went back to their heavens. The day Mena’s
divine child was born, the sky was as clear as the wind. The stars and
planets were quiet, the earth and her oceans were perfectly auspicious;
fragrant breezes blew everywhere, harbingers of the most sacred tidings.
The devas of light stood in the sky and beat tabors and drums. The
gandharvas, vidyadharas and apsaras sang and danced in the subtle zone
between heaven and earth.
Just before midnight, when the constellation Margasirsa conjoined
with the moon, on that ninth day of the month of Madhu, Mena lay in
labour, Himavan at her side. Like Ganga from the sphere of the moon, the
Devi flowed out from Mena’s body as a vision. She stood before her parents
to be, in pristine majesty, in the familiar form of Sati; she blessed them.
Only then, with a last rending push from Mena’s loins, she was born
in blood as a human child dark as a blue lotus and wailing like any mortal
infant; though mortal she was not. Like Lakshmi from the ocean of milk,
came Uma from her mothers womb! It rained then, fragrantly. Fires in
every hearth and yagna burned deep and calm; a luminous shower of petals
fell upon the earth from above, blessing it. As I sat in dhyana, a thrill of
augury coursed through my body, when Parvati, the mountain’s daughter,
was born.
TWENTY-SIX
The grove of dhyana
That dark child shone like a piece of the moon: I have spied on her
past with my mystic mind. Himavan’s city was festive at the birth of the
Devi. Knowing who she was, her father named her Kaali; like the moon in
autumn, like the Ganga during the rains, she grew in his palace. Though
they had a hundred splendid sons, Kaali’s parents would always rather be
with their incomparable daughter. She was so loved by every member of
that mountain family, that, though she was great Durga incarnate, they
called her Parvati, mountain daughter.
When she was not yet six, the brilliant little girl, her skin black as
kohl, her eyes blue as lotus petals, wanted to go off by herself to the river-
bank: not to play with sand or dolls, but to sit in tapasya.
"U Ma! Oh no!" cried her mother Mena.
"Uma!" cried Parvati in disappointment. After that, they called her
Uma, as well.
Uma had a short and unusual education. Himavan engaged a learned
rishi as her tutor. But she already knew more than her guru did; because,
even as the swans fly back to the Ganga in autumn, so, naturally, her
ancient gyana returned to her. She was the very vision of her fathers eye;
he always wanted her in his fond gaze. He went to hide behind the river
reeds, the lord of mountains, to spy on his daughter playing with her sakhis.
Once Narada arrived in Aushadipura. Himavan welcomed the
wanderer and made him comfortable. He called Parvati and made her seek
the maharishi’s blessing. He said, "Divine Narada, read my daughters
palm. Foretell her future and say whose wife she will be."
Narada took the child’s palm and studied it, with many a smile
lighting his face and at last a frown flitting across it.
"Day by day, she will grow in beauty and grace like the moon
waxing. She will bring her parents glory and her husband delight, whoever
he may be. She will be great, she will be chaste and fetch joy wherever she
goes.
I see every possible line of fortune in your child’s hand, yet there is
one line that is unlike all the rest. I cannot tell if it is a flaw or not, but it is
exceptional. Himachala, this girl’s husband will be a naked yogin, clad in
only the wind and without any qualities. He will be free from lust and
temptation, indifferent to wealth and honour. His clothes and manner will
be inauspicious, even vulgar, to belie his heart and he will not have a
mother or a father." Narada seemed to savour that extraordinary prediction.
There was a shocked silence from Himavan and Mena, but little
Parvati glowed to hear what the rishi said: she knew it was Siva that Narada
described. When she played by the river, she already made wet lingas of
sand and she drew pictures of me from her imagination, all uncannily
lifelike.
Himavan cried, "Muni, what is the way out of this misfortune?
Whatever will I do? Is it true, what you say?"
Narada said with a smile, "Mountain, the lines in the palm are the
lines of Brahma, they cannot lie. Now listen to something that will please
you. There is indeed a groom for your bewitching daughter, who exactly fits
the lines in her hand. Himavan, he is Siva who lives in the world as Rudra.
He is beyond good and evil; in him, the apparent defect is a sublime
punya. He is not just a man, O Mountain, but God: you cannot judge his
nakedness, his parentlessness, or his wildness even, as one does a man. Set
aside your dismay and worship Siva. Parvati was born for him: he will have
none but your daughter, nor she anyone but him. Surely, you have not
forgotten what went before her birth, as if your life began only on that day.
Himalaya, long before she was your daughter, Uma was part of Siva’s
body."
Himavan said, "Muni, the kinnaras who know him and sometimes
visit my ranges, say Siva abhors attachment. They say he has absorbed
himself in the Brahman to forget Sati. He swore when he married her that
he would never marry any other woman. How will my Uma marry this
Siva?"
Narada said to him, "Your Parvati was once Daksha’s daughter Sati."
And the rishi told of that tragic life, while young Uma’s eyes shone.
Narada said, "As for the Brahman: though he will not admit it even to
himself, Siva waits for Parvati. The Brahman is always with him; he yearns
for his woman. He wants to forget her only because he cannot bear the
thought that he will never find her again."
Himavan indulgently picked up Parvati and set her on his throne.
Narada said, "Himachala, one day she will have her rightful place again at
Siva’s side, a higher place than your throne."
Narada went his way. A few days later, in their bedchamber, Mena,
who loved Parvati more than her life, said to her husband, "Did you
understand what Narada said? I did not. I think we should find a handsome
bridegroom from a good family for our child."
Himachala saw tears in his wife’s eyes. She fell sobbing at his feet,
for fear of what Narada said. Himavan raised her up and drew her to him.
"Mena, instead of flailing against destiny, tell your daughter to worship Siva
so he will marry her. You heard the muni say that an apparent defect in a
person of majesty is no cause of misery as it is in an ordinary man. All that
seems inauspicious is not so in Siva."
Mollified, Mena went to Uma to ask her to worship Siva. When
Parvati’s mother saw her delicate daughter asleep in her bed, she could not
bring herself to say what she had come for.
Uma opened her eyes and said with a smile, "Mother, at this hour you
must have come to ask me to do tapasya. I had a dream and a holy rishi
came to me and told me to worship Siva."
Himavan came into that room. When Mena told him about their
daughters dream, he said, "Dozing off just now, I also had a dream. Siva
himself came here as a splendid rishi and Uma went to serve him. We must
wait and see what happens."
I first heard of Parvati when she was eight years old. I was still in
deep dhyana and I did not believe what I heard: that Sati, who should never
have left me, was born again as Himachala’s child. It was too soon, too
easy. Who could have wrought this miracle when I had combed the three
worlds for her spirit and not found my love anywhere? For five years, I
ignored what I heard. Even if she had returned, as more and more of the
mountain folk were saying, kinnaras, vidyadharas and gandharvas, even
some of my own ganas who saw her, I was far from certain that I wanted to
see her myself. I had just begun to climb out of the hell of her leaving me.
What if she killed herself again? No! The next time there would be no
escaping the abyss.
Yet, Sati with a young girl’s face would drift into my meditation, a
Sati even darker and more beautiful than I remembered. If this was the face
of Himavan’s daughter, she was my Sati all right. I pitied myself still. I did
not have a true perception of the past, the excellent reasons at the heart of
the tragedy that had overtaken me. I only felt she had betrayed me,
thoughtlessly, out of pique. I did not take the dying promise of such a
person seriously and one to whom I had once given myself so irrevocably. I
dared not believe that she truly meant to return.
I took the easiest course open to me and possibly the most sensible
one for the time being. I convinced myself that love, profound as it was, had
been no more than a trial by fire, an obstacle devised to strengthen my
tapasya when I lost Sati. I decided I was being shown how evanescent even
the greatest love is. Only the Brahman was true: I would never again
deviate from my dhyana.
Still, I could not but think of Himachala’s little girl about whom I
heard so much. And I waited. If she had indeed returned, as she had sworn
to, this time it would be for ever. I waited impatiently. One day, I could not
bear it any more: I had to know if it was truly she. I could not trust anyone
else to decide; I had to see for myself. Just one look would do. Just to know,
mind you, no more, even if it was she. I would have nothing to do with her;
what does a yogin want with women? I had made a mistake once and I was
not about to repeat it.
So I told myself when I set out for Gangavartana with some of my
less rambunctious ganas. This was the quietest ridge of the Himalaya to
meditate upon and very near Himachala’s city, Aushadhiprastha.
I did not announce myself to Himavan. He would hear of my arrival
soon enough, for the mountain grapevine is lively. I set myself down,
curbing my hopes as if they did not exist and began my dhyana. Nandin,
Bhringi and some others meditated at my side. Some ganas served us and
others were our sentinels. Not half a day went by, when Himavan came to
see me and I could tell he came in some excitement.
"Mahadeva, abode of worlds, obeisance! O Lord, who have come
here because my fortune is ascending, today my life has borne fruit.
Command me, Rudra, my heart belongs to you."
And more in this vein. I had not yet looked, though I wondered
keenly if he had brought his daughter with him. Slowly, as if emerging from
deep samadhi, I fluttered my eyes open. I saw he was a great and kindly
being, exactly as I remembered. With a smile, I said, "I have come in secret
to your ridges, Mountain. I have come for tapasya. Noble Himavan, refuge
of rishis and devas, asuras and gandharvas, O Himachala sanctified by the
Ganga: the one service you can do me is to see I am not disturbed at my
dhyana."
How could I say to him that I had come to see if his daughter was my
Sati? The august mountain said to me, "Lord of the universe, not the devas
with their most austere worship attain a vision of you; and you have come
here unbidden. There is no one in the three worlds as fortunate as I am.
Siva, sit in tapasya undisturbed by any of the mountain folk, for I, Himavan,
am your slave."
Though his language was almost obsequious, Himachala’s tone was
genuinely affectionate and I thought here was a change from Daksha. He
came back the next day, bringing fruit and flowers for us all. Before he
reached me, my ganas came and whispered, ‘She is with him, she is with
him!’ As carelessly as I could, I said ‘Who?’ and they did not laugh only
out of their habitual reverence for me. I shut my eyes firmly at Himachala’s
approach and my mind was in tumult. I heard bare feet and the basket of
fruit and flowers being set down. Then, his voice a trifle unsteady, I fancied,
Himavan said, "Lord, I have brought my daughter Uma and two of her
sakhis. They want to serve you."
I did not look up at once and, with an effort, kept my face from
twitching. But it had to be done eventually and as if coming out of ineffable
dhyana, I opened my eyes languidly. I saw her in the first flush of young
womanhood, dark as night, her eyes long as lotus petals, her face bright and
mysterious as the moon near fullness, her neck fine, her young breasts like
lotus buds, her arms slim and rounded like lily stalks, her waist so unreally
slender, her feet perfect, a cascade of curls crowning her body, for which
there is no metaphor. I wanted to cry out that she was my Sati. No one
could doubt it: my Sati, yet more perfect than she had been, if I dared think
such a thought, but it was true.
I snapped my eyes shut. She pierced me through; my body trembled
when I looked at her. I set my mouth in a line, as Himavan said, "Siva, if
your permit me, I will visit you every morning at this hour and I will bring
my daughter Parvati with me. She can serve you through the day and return
at night to her mother."
Without opening my eyes again, though only I knew how much I
longed to, I said coldly, "Yes, Himachala, you may come every morning to
see me. But you will leave your daughter at home."
Her gasp did not escape me. His voice definitely tremulous, her father
asked, "Lord, why should the girl not come with me?"
Hoping my voice was not a traitor like his, I said impatiently,
"Mountain, I am a yogin. A young woman like your daughter should not be
near me. Women are seasons of illusion; worldliness comes from them.
They are the very roots of attachment. They are the destroyers of tapasya
and I have no use for them."
I wondered if I was ranting and whether he noticed it: especially how
I kept my eyes shut, not daring to open them lest seeing her face I lose all
control. I spoke firmly, though I knew I hurt his feelings. I could not have
her near me; I had almost been lost with one glimpse. He dare not argue,
but now she piped up clear as a flute, "O Siva, even you perform tapasya as
a yogin only because you possess the vitality for it. My lord, that energy is
Prakriti. Woman is Prakriti: the cause of creation, nurture and destruction.
Without Prakriti how will the great Lord of the linga exist and be
worshipped?"
I had to laugh. I said, "I destroy my Prakriti with tapasya, I am
without Prakriti."
She laughed then and oh, I thrilled to that warm, tinkling sound. She
said, "Yogin, if you are truly without Prakriti how is it you sit upon this
mountain in tapasya? You have been swallowed entire by Prakriti, that you
no longer know your own condition. Siva, if you are really beyond Prakriti,
why should you fear my being near you?"
In some alarm, Himavan began to make anxious noises to his
daughter to stop. I held my hand up at him, to let her speak; after all, she
only spoke the truth. I opened my eyes once more. Seeing her, my ascetic
resolve vanished like mist at sunrise. I drank thirstily of her loveliness. I
sighed, tolerantly, in my best long-suffering manner: though the truth, of
course, was that I would have her near me every day, every moment.
Pretending to give in wearily, I said, "Parvati, if you insist you may
serve me. I am the Brahman and you can do nothing to perturb my spirit. I
allow you to come and go from this place as you please; no one shall hinder
you."
Blessing my good fortune, how swiftly it moved, I shut my eyes
again. They went back to their city: she promising to return the next day,
her father happier than her. I spent an uneasy night. Sati haunted my
dhyana, her dead face coalescing with young Parvati’s. Were they one
person? They felt as if they must be. Was this another cruel joke being
played to enchant me and in a few years she would leave me desolate
again? Was this a trial of my resolve to remain alone? If it was, I suspected
I had already failed the test. For by dawn, I had to admit that seeing her was
as vital to me as my tapasya, as crucial as the Parabrahman.
As the sun rose, a vision of terror rose before me, a vision of myself
as I had been after Sati died: homeless and demented. No! I would not let
that happen again. With a cry, I yoked myself and meditated fiercely on the
atman. I sank so deep into myself that, by the time she arrived, I was
unaware of my body or its surroundings. Yet, for the first time after Sati’s
death, I had decided to stay in one place for more than a day.
I would not fall prey again to that most terrible of sins, love. I locked
myself away. But she came every day to serve me, while I sat unmoving,
unbreathing: adrift on the sea of the atman.
She washed my feet and drank that water. She wiped my insensate
body with a cloth she heated over a wood fire. Each day, she worshipped
me with sixteen separate and intricate offerings, before she went back to her
fathers palace late in the evening. Some days, she brought kusa grasses,
lotuses and dry twigs for the fire. On others, she and her sakhis got onto
their knees and scrubbed the floor of my asrama. On yet other days, she just
sat and gazed at my face, as if in wonder that I existed.
She was bewitching, but I had no eyes for her. The time had not yet
come when we would be together again. But it was nearer than I knew, as I
journeyed in the domain of the spirit. The devas were faced with a crisis
that only my marrying Parvati could solve and they decided to take a hand
in our fate.
TWENTY-SEVEN
‘Only if Siva has a son’
Brahma’s son Marichi sired Kashyapa, who took thirteen of Daksha’s
daughters to be his wives. Kashyapa’s eldest wife, Diti, bore the golden
Asuras, Hiranyaksha and Hiranyakashyapu, who terrorised the worlds, until
Vishnu, as Varaha and Narasimha, slew them and there was peace in
creation once more. Diti was inconsolable and she prayed fervently for
more children. After an age of worship, she became pregnant again with a
mighty child who could kill her sister Aditi’s son Indra, the Deva king.
When Indra heard of it, he spirited himself into her womb and attacked the
foetus with his thunderbolt. By the power of Diti’s tapasya, the embryo did
not die; it was cut in seven. Diti bore seven sons instead of one and they
were the Maruts. Indra took them into the heavens and made them Vayu the
Wind’s companions.
Again, Diti resorted to her husband with worship and she bore an
adamantine son called Vajranga. He was born full-grown and as powerful as
the greatest deva. At Diti’s instance, Vajranga abducted Indra and held him
captive. Brahma and Kashyapa interceded for the Deva king and Vajranga
released Indra.
Vajranga, who was an innocent, said humbly to Brahma, "Pitama,
teach me the essential dharma by which I can achieve happiness. I
kidnapped Indra only because my mother told me to: it brought me no joy."
Brahma smiled and created Vajrangi to be Vajranga’s wife. The
Creator said to the Demon, "Only sattvik feelings can make you joyful. Be
happy with your wife."
Vajranga, lord of the asuras, was the most peaceful of Diti’s children.
Not so his wife. She always said to him, "Give me a son who will conquer
the worlds and bring misery to Vishnu."
The pure-hearted Vajranga was distraught. Much as he loathed to, it
was his dharma to give his wife what she wanted. He worshipped Brahma,
his guru. The Lotus-born One appeared before him in light. Vajranga said,
"Lord, bless me with a son who will be as his mother wants. But for my
sake, let him also be a tapasvin."
Brahma said, "So be it."
Vajrangi conceived and for years her pregnancy lasted, while her
mysterious child grew slow and strong within her. At last, one night, when
thunder crashed, bolts of lightning and comets fell together out of the sky,
when meteors flew up into heaven from an earth that shook with giant
tremors and the rough wind swept land and sea in hurricanes, uprooted the
greatest trees and blew them along like straw puppets; on a night when
gales billowed blind with dust, when the sun’s haloes were dim with Rahu’s
ominous shadow, when mountain crevasses resounded with terrifying
explosions, when macabre vixens howled and vomited fire in the villages of
men, when dogs bayed and their bitches sang dismally, when beasts of the
jungle wandered lost and shivering into human habitations, when birds of
day wheeled in maddened flocks, darkening the night sky, when cows
sprayed blood through their teats in fear and clouds rained faeces down on
the world; on a night when in temples and in homes the idols of the Gods
appeared to weep and fly up into the air in despair and foreboding, when the
planets in the heavens seemed to collide in their orbits: on such a night, in
agony, Vajrangi delivered a son with enormous limbs and strength, who
dazzled the darkling quarters with his sinister brilliance: as if to declare that
they belonged to him from now!
Kashyapa Prajapati named his grandson, that demon child, Taraka.
How quickly Vajrangi’s son grew, his frame like the Himalaya, his intellect
loftier. One day, when he was no longer a child nor yet a man, he went to
his mother and said, "I will do tapasya now, if you allow me."
Vajrangi blessed her son and he went off deep into the Madhuvana,
Taraka who was already a master of astras and maaya. Even as Vishnu once
did, he stood on a single toe of his foot to propitiate Brahma, who was his
fathers Deity before him, the Pitama who was his own great-grandfather.
For a hundred years, Taraka stood unmoving, gazing at the sun, his arms
raised heavenwards; for a hundred more, he stood on his hands and
worshipped the Creator. For another hundred years, he hung by his feet
from a tree above the sacrificial fire, breathing only its smoke. The Asura
Taraka’s penance lasted a thousand years, until even those who merely
heard of it trembled. Then, a mass of light poured from his head and blazed
through the sky like an untamed river of the sun.
When that splendour lit up devaloka, Indra cried, "Whose tapasya is
this, so awesome that he will usurp my throne, that he will consume the
very stars?"
Panic-stricken, when they discovered who the tapasvin was and
whom he worshipped, all the maharishis and devas came flying to Brahma.
"If you don’t give Tarakasura whatever he wants, his tapasya will incinerate
the heavens."
Brahma appeared, smiling radiantly, before the lord of asuras. Never
before had he been worshipped with a penance like Taraka’s. Brahma said,
"There is nothing you cannot have, Taraka."
Hands folded, Taraka replied, "If you are truly pleased, Pitama, grant
me two boons."
He waited for Brahma to agree and when the Creator nodded his
heads, Taraka named his boons. "Let no one in all this universe of yours be
my equal in strength. And let me die only at the hands of a son of Siva, who
brings an army against me."
Brahma was obliged to give him what he asked. Bowing to the
Pitama, Tarakasura went home to Sonitapura, golden capital of the daityas.
Spurred on by his ambitious mother, Taraka embarked on his conquest of
the worlds. So strong was he by Brahma’s boon that no enemy could stand
before him: not the devas, not the lokapalas. Quickly, Tarakasura was
sovereign of the three worlds, boundlessly benevolent to his own kind, but
making the devas’ lives a nightmare.
To buy some security for themselves, the devas offered up all their
wealth to him. Without his asking, Indra gave him Airavata, Kubera
surrendered the nine treasures, the rishis gave sacred Kamadhenu. Varuna
gave Taraka horses of foam, swifter than light and Surya brought him the
peerless Ucchaisravas. Everything of value in the universe quickly
belonged to that great Demon. He expected no less, for his penance had
been without precedent. Tarakasura expelled the devas from devaloka,
called himself the new Indra and installed his asuras to do the work of the
gods. He ruled heaven immaculately: the sun shone mildly for fear of him
and the moon never set to please him.
The devas were in miserable exile, powerless and terrified. Though he
could not take their lives, he took everything else from them; so their
immortality was worthless, a torment and they longed for death.
In despair, they came to Brahma, their father.
"Lord of Creation, Taraka has enslaved the worlds with your boon.
He has taken all that was once ours and banished us from our homes.
Wherever we are, wherever we flee to, Taraka and his demons come
hunting us. Agni, Yama, Varuna, Nivritti, Vayu and all the guardians, every
lord of light serves Taraka. They serve him like the commonest slaves.
The Asura keeps our wives and the apsaras in his harem. No yagna is
fruitful on any world; no muni sits in tapasya anymore. Taraka has
perverted the nature of time. Every stratagem with which we tried to kill
him has failed; even Vishnu’s Sudarshana chakra fell around his neck like a
garland of wildflowers. You blessed him and now he tyrannises us. Pitama,
help us, our lives are intolerable."
Brahma sighed. "Because of my boon to him, not Hari, Rudra or I can
kill Taraka. Finally his own sins will destroy the Demon, but only when
Siva has a son. Daksha’s daughter has been reborn as Himavan’s child and
Rudra will marry only her. By the power of his dhyana, the Yogin’s seed
flows up to his head, only Parvati can make it flow down into her body.
Only she can bear that hiranyaretas in her womb: Siva’s blazing golden
seed!
Even now, she attends him in Gangavartana, but he resists her. You
should persuade him to make her his wife."
Brahma went to devaloka and said to his bhakta Taraka, "Asura, I did
not bless you so you could turn the devas out of their heavens. You can rule
the worlds well enough from the earth. Return to Sonitapura."
Taraka came back to the earth and the devas went home, in relief,
each to his original place. But the Demon was still their master and they
received nothing else of value back from him save their empty palaces.
Indra sat alone in the Sudharma; his once splendid crystal hall was wan and
empty. He called Kamadeva to him. Kama came with Rati and Vasantha.
His spirit undimmed by the harsh years of Taraka’s rule, since the universe
was his to madden with desire still, Kama stood handsome and haughty
before his dejected king. He joined his hands in mock reverence and, a
smile curving his lips, said, "How may I serve you, my lord?"
"Unequalled Kama, my Vajra may fail, as it has against Taraka, but
you, my friend, are a master of the universe still. With your flower arrows
and your sugarcane bow with its string of honey-bees, with Rati and
Vasantha beside you and the Moon your friend, you can entice Brahma or
Vishnu." Indra paused to lower his voice, "But, Kama, can you enchant Siva
into love?"
Kama smiled. He said to his doubting king, "Where your Vajra was
blunted, my soft shafts shall pierce. I will swerve Siva from his dhyana and
make him fall in love with Uma."
Smiling and bowing before their disconsolate master, the three
seducers to love vanished from his forlorn court.
TWENTY-EIGHT
Parvati’s tapasya
How does a yogin immersed in the atman know that spring in
dangerous color has come clandestinely to his hermitage in the mountains?
I was lost to the world, so I did not smell the flowers that burst into bloom
on the mango and asoka trees around me. While the mountain folk for
leagues around, kinnaras, gandharvas and vidyadharas, were all in rut from
the potent season arrived so suddenly, water lilies humming with giddy
bees, koyals cooing madly to each other, the moonlight conniving with
these to make love irresistible, the scented breeze blowing yearnings of
separated lovers and nothing else, through the long nights, even the stones
of the earth quickened, I sat inured to that untimely and frantic spring.
I had no warning of Kama’s arrival. The mango blossom arrow was
ready in his hand. Kama, thief of hearts, enchanting the world on his way,
hid himself in some bushes near my grove of absorption. At first, he saw no
lacuna in my dhyana through which he could pierce me with his flowery
barb. He waited. At dawn, Uma came to the tapovana, with Vasantha,
Spring, bewitched by her, trailing her like her shadow!
Kama trembled to see her beauty. At her approach, my meditation
grew shallow by instinct; my breathing grew more frequent, more human.
She plucked the unnatural spring’s wildflowers, wove them into her hair
and came and stood before me. I became aware of her scent and with it the
scents of the strange season and, puzzled, began to open my eyes. At the
ambiguous moment, the Love God, hidden in the shrubbery with Rati, shot
me through the heart with his subtle shaft. He stayed there, concealed, to
see if he had found his mark.
At first, I felt nothing; nothing was new. Parvati made her offering of
fruit and flowers to me. Her eyes averted, but straying to me time and again,
she began to wipe my body with a cloth warmed over the fire. Suddenly, I
felt a surge in my loins like a bolt of lightning, a shock of desire I had not
known since Sati died. I was overwhelmed. She saw what I felt, clearly in
my lap. She gave a moan, the true import of which she hardly realised
herself.
I began to babble! "Is this your face or the moon fallen to the earth?
Your lips are sweeter than the bimba; the koyal has stolen your voice. Ah, is
this your waist or an altar for me to sacrifice myself?"
If I felt like this just looking at her, what would it be to touch her?
Before I could stop myself I reached out and pulled her down into my lap,
thrust my hand into her clothes and fondled a perfect, virgin breast. But
when I tried to kiss her, she drew away from me and in horror, I saw what I
was doing. I leapt up and away from her. I roared, "Who dares disturb my
tapasya?"
From the corner of my eye, I saw Kama aim another flowery arrow at
me. I glared open the eye in my forehead, the third one. A fire leapt from it,
burning up Kama’s puny missile in flight. Curling and hissing, that fire
climbed into the sky. It blazed briefly everywhere and then, like a dreadful
misfortune, fell down to the earth again. In a wink, Kama was a mound of
ashes.
Uma gave a strangled cry and fled; with a scream, Rati fell senseless
in the bushes. When the fire had found its mark and beautiful Kama became
ashes, the eye in my brow blinked shut again. With a growl, I stalked out of
the accursed grove.
The devas, who had watched all this from the safety of their heights,
flew down to Rati’s side and revived her. She kicked her legs and pulled her
hair; she beat her breast and shrieked. She was ugly, demented by grief.
"Kama, Kama my life, why did you come here? I told you Siva was
dangerous. How long did your enchantment last over that terrible heart? A
moment! And you are dead. What will I do? O wretched Devas, you sent
my love to his death."
She screamed until Indra gathered Kama’s ashes in an urn and said
sternly to her, "It is Brahma’s curse being fulfilled. Keep these ashes
carefully: Siva himself will return your husband to you alive. The time of
the curse’s end has almost come."
After an age, though I could not have said why, I now went back to
Kailasa and the devas came there.
"O Sankara, Kama came to you because we sent him. He came
though he knew he was in mortal peril. Rati is inconsolable and, Siva, what
will the worlds do without Kama? Love will die."
I said heavily, "You should have come to me yourselves about Taraka.
I would have helped you. You chose to use deceit. What has been done
cannot be retrieved; but during Krishna’s life on earth, Kama will be born
as the Blue God and Rukmini’s son and he shall be called Pradyumna. Rati
will also be born then: in the house of the asura Sambara. And in that life,
Rati and Kama will find each other again."
Having promised to return his life to Kama, I grew quiet. The fire
from my brow still consumed earth and sky. It was made of the flames of
the dissolution and after it ashed Kama, it devoured everything it found.
Brahma confronted that fire, raging through his creation. He mastered it and
made it burn gently, though now it would burn forever. He gave that
quenchless agni the form of a candescent mare and led her to the ocean.
Varuna came ashore, where Brahma stood with the beast of flames and he
folded his lucent hands to the Pitama.
"Lord of worlds, command me."
Brahma said, "This is the fire of Siva’s anger, made of the flames of
the end of all things. I have tamed it, but it must feed until time stops. Lord
of rivers, only you can contain this fire until the time of the end."
The Ocean led the flaming animal away below his waves. There in
the deeps, feeding on submarine currents, that dreadful agni blazes, red and
gold, until the day Brahma returns to loose it again upon creation, at the
hour of the Apocalypse.
When the fire sprang from my eye there was thunder, as if the sky had
been riven. On his mountain throne, Himavan heard it and trembled. Just
then, Parvati came running to him in panic: frightened and sobbing. She had
seen me walk away from Gangavartana. Himalaya took his daughter onto
his lap and called Mena to console her. Uma was inconsolable. Over and
over, she cried, "Oh, I am doomed. I curse my beauty; it is in vain. I am
doomed, doomed, doomed."
She thought of the days she served me in the sacred grove and called
my name ceaselessly. She did not know that she was being tested. I wonder
if I knew properly myself what was afoot; I remember thinking that I had
escaped disaster by the breadth of a wish. I shuddered to remember the
moments when I lost control of myself. Uma suffered terribly, she thought
she might never see me again.
Then, timely as always, Narada arrived in Himavan’s city. Going
straight to Parvati, he said, "Uma, there is only one way for you: worship
Siva with a tapasya."
Hope sparked in her desolate spirit. She cried, "Omniscient Rishi,
kindly Narada, give me a mantra with which to worship him."
And Narada first taught her the mantra of five syllables. Uma sent her
sakhis, Jaya and Vijaya, to her father. They said to the mountain, "Lord,
Parvati wants to make her body, her beauty and her family fruitful. Allow
her to go to the tapovana."
Himachala said, "If her mother agrees, I am content."
Jaya and Vijaya went to Mena, "Parvati wants to do a penance in the
forest to win Siva for her husband. Her father agrees, but bids her seek your
consent."
Mena said nothing, but she did not seem pleased. The next morning,
Parvati came to her mother. "Mother, I am going to the tapovana to worship
Siva. Give me your blessing."
Stifling a sob, Mena said, "Oh Parvati, you are so unhappy! Do
tapasya if you must, my child, but do it here at home. All the Murtis are
here, all the temples. What did you gain when you left home the last time?
It is unheard of: a young girl going to sit in tapasya."
Uma would not relent. At last, though she wept, Mena had to give in
to her daughter. The moment her mother gave her consent, Parvati’s face lit
up; she set out with a few companions for the grove of penance. She no
longer wore a princess’ finery, but tree-bark, deerskin and a girdle of munja
grass. She came to Gangavartana. When she saw the deserted ridge, she bit
her lip and cried softly, "Oh, Siva."
Controlling herself quickly and more determined than ever, she began
her tapasya. She swept the ground as she used to; she built her own altar in
that place. Around the shrine, she planted sacred trees, shrubs and flowering
plants and made a proper asrama of it. Then, what a tapasya she began.
In summer, she built a fire around herself and sat at its heart. In the
monsoon, she sat exposed to lashing torrents of rain and hail. In winter, she
dug a ditch and filled it with freezing water, which often turned to ice. In
this she sat, chanting Namah Sivayah under her breath without a moment’s
break, day and night, ignoring snowfall and blizzard. She focused her mind
on me, so I felt every moment of her worship, in thrall. She ate only fruit
the first year of her tapasya, only leaves during the second and finally she
ate nothing at all: she sustained herself just on my mantra.
When she stopped eating, the devas, who watched her worship fondly
and in hope, called her Aparna, the unequalled one. Uma stood on one leg
for three thousand years, motionless, with her face turned to the sky. Her
hair grew wild and matted. The thought came to her one day, "Isn’t Siva
aware of my tapasya? Why doesn’t he come to me?"
Her time had not come. On she stood, chanting Namah Sivayah,
Namah Sivayah, until the devas and the rishis marvelled at this fiercest of
all penances. It was even greater than Tarakasura’s. The celestials came to
stand near her. They said, "No tapasya has ever been as like this one and
none shall ever be."
Her consummate dhyana continued, while its grace subverted nature
around her. Deer and lion came to her asrama and lay side by side,
witnesses to her tidal peace, sharing in its swell. The trees and shrubs she
once planted grew into a tangled vana around her. Whatever the season,
those trees were never bare, or her plants without flowers. They called that
place of Uma’s matchless worship Sringitirtha and later, Gauri Shikahara.
Himachala came to the tapovana with Mena and Uma’s brothers.
Shocked when he saw her, her father cried, "Don’t torture yourself
anymore, no one is worth this. Precious child, you cannot catch the moon in
the sky. How will he who burnt the God of love to ashes, ever come in love
to you?"
Mena wept when she saw the state in which her daughter was. Her
brothers were dismayed: Uma’s inhuman tapasya seemed to be in vain.
With a wan smile, which broke their hearts, she said quietly to them, "I will
fetch him to me in this very place from where he went. I will bring him
back with my bhakti."
Then she said no more, but shut her eyes again and by the tiny
movements of her lips and her throat, they knew she called her love again
endlessly, Namah Sivayah, Namah Sivayah. Grief-stricken and helpless,
Himachala, Mena and the others went back to their city, so empty now that
Parvati, who was its soul, was away. Though they may not have known it
clearly, their every moment was a prayer for their daughter.
After her parents’ visit, Uma’s tapasya became even more fervid. It
brought a mystic heat to the worlds, it scorched everyone: the prajapatis, the
guhyakas, the asuras, yakshas, kinnaras, charanas, siddhas, sadhyas, the
nagas and the vidyadharas. Parvati’s tapasya paled the splendor of their
divine bodies. The devas fled to golden Mount Sumeru, to Brahma.
"Pitama, what strange fire is this that cannot be seen? It scathes all the
universe."
Brahma took them to Vishnu, who lay on the Serpent upon infinite
waters, to find a cure for Parvati’s searing penance. Blue Vishnu said, "Let
us go to Siva, I think it is time."
The devas demurred. "We dare not go near him, look what he did to
Kama."
Laughing, Hari said I would not harm them. They went first to
Parvati’s asrama. They saw her body exuding in waves the refulgence that
heated creation. They bowed to her as she sat unmoving; they prostrated
themselves and then they came to Kailasa.
The devas would not come near me. Vishnu and Brahma, who
remembered the last time they had come on a similar mission, would not
either. Narada was the only one not afraid and they sent him into the cave
where I sat among my ganas. The others stood outside at what they thought
was a safe remove.
"Obeisance to Siva, obeisance to Kamaghna! Obeisance to the skin-
clad Lord, obeisance to three-eyed Mahadeva. Obeisance to Ghora the
terrible, who else can make an end to our misery?" said Narada, smiling at
Nandin at the door.
Nandin came smiling in to me. "Lord Vishnu and Brahma, all the
devas and siddhas are here to see you. But they are not sure if you will see
them and wait outside."
I motioned to him to show them in. They came into the cave, shining.
I embraced them all and I could feel their relief at finding me affable, after
what had happened to Kama.
Hari said, "Siva, only a son of yours can kill Taraka. Himachala’s
daughter Parvati was born to be your wife and her tapasya to you fires the
three worlds. Save us, Sankara: from Taraka’s tyranny and Uma’s tapasya!"
Keeping my face grave, I said, "It was from Brahma’s ancient curse
that Kama was made ashes. If I take Uma for my wife, Kama will live
again. Though he shall be formless until Krishna is born into the world, his
spirit will make creation lustful once more and ruin the tapasya of the
worlds. I have cleared all your paths to moksha by burning Kamadeva. I am
a yogin; you should not ask me to marry Parvati. Men bound with shackles
of iron can free themselves, but where is the escape from the bonds of
women?"
I shut my eyes on them and gently, on a slow breeze of the spirit, I
drifted into the tracklessness of the atman. In one voice, they cried to me,
"Sambhu, only you can save us! Siva, don’t desert us in our crisis."
I thought they had begged enough and waited long enough; truth to
tell, so had I. I was desperate for Parvati: I yearned for her more than she
did for me. I longed for her nearness, her love as deep as the ocean of
Brahman. As if I was doing them a great service and making the
profoundest sacrifice, I said wearily to the Gods, "Very well, I will consider
what you have said. But first, we must test Parvati’s bhakti sternly. All of
you know what happened the last time I married at your insistence."
TWENTY-NINE
The Jatila and the Sunartaka
Even I, who am always a yogin, marvelled at her tapasya. It was so
passionate, immaculate, that I was distracted from my own dhyana. How
can any God ignore such worship? And now, though our time had come, I
must, as Vishnu observed, proceed cautiously. I thought of the Saptarishi
and Marichi, Atri, Angiras, Pulastya, Pulaha, Kratu and Vasishta stood
beaming before me that I had summoned them. "Lord of Gods, Ocean of
mercy, we are blessed that you thought of us. Command us, we are your
slaves."
I laughed, I fear, as I often do at their earnestness. More kindly, I said,
"O perfectly wise ones, my benefactors all! Parvati sits in tapasya at Gauri
Shikahara to make me her husband. Go and test her resolve, use all your
considerable wit."
They went to where Uma stood motionless, her dhyana streaming
from her like flares from a sun. When they came near, she welcomed them
serenely. Vasishta said, "Parvati, for what is your tapasya?"
Uma smiled bashfully and replied, "Rishis, you will laugh if I tell
you."
They insisted. "You must tell us."
She said, "At Narada’s bidding, I am chanting Siva’s name so he will
become my husband."
The rishis laughed raucously. Kratu said, "Your tapasya is at Narada’s
bidding? Don’t you know he is a prankster? Haven’t you heard how he
became an eternal wanderer? Daksha cursed Narada when he sent his
brothers sons to discover the ends of the universe. An enterprise not unlike
your own! I can understand a tapasya to win anyone else for a husband. But
Siva! The yogin has no feelings. He is filthy, shameless and naked, of no
pedigree, ugly and surrounded by ghouls and goblins. What a dreadful
bridegroom he would make a beautiful child like you. Ah, Parvati, Narada
has cheated you."
Atri chimed in, "Even if Siva were to marry you, don’t you know
what happened to Sati? He abandoned her in a few months, sent her back to
her father. He is a solitary. He is after moksha, what will he do with you?"
For good measure, Vasishta added, "Vishnu is the husband for you.
How handsome he is and such a lover. Narayana will make you happy."
They all said, "Don’t be obstinate, Uma, we will get you married to
Hari."
Parvati laughed softly and said with dignity, "By your light and
wisdom, Munis, you speak truly. But remember I am a mountain’s daughter
and my obstinacy is congenital. Undoubtedly, Vishnu is wonderful: but he
is not for me. Not if the sun rose in the west, not if Mount Meru moved
from his place, not if Agni grew cold as ice, or the lotus bloomed out of a
rock, will I change my mind. Brahmarishis, if Siva does not marry me I will
remain a virgin."
The rishis came back to me and said Uma was the purest of the pure
and if I did not believe them, I should test her devotion for myself. So I
must; I went to her for the first time since she began her tapasya. But I did
not go as myself. For a last examination of her intentions, I went to her
asrama in the guise of a Jatila. I assumed an old brahmana’s form, bright,
with a round shining face, jata and leaning on a staff and carrying an
umbrella as old and worn as my disguise, I went to Uma.
She was before me at last and I swore I would not let her away again.
When she saw the splendid brahmachari, she came out to meet him with
every ceremony. She felt a special affection for this saint, she could not tell
why. When she had made the Jatila comfortable in her asrama, she said,
"Who are you, Master, who light up my tapovana?"
Knitting my brows, as if she was the strangest thing I had ever seen, I
said in the Jatila’s voice, "I am just an old brahmana who roams the world
trying to help anyone I can. But who are you, perfect young woman? Who
is your father, which is your family? Isn’t it perverse for an obviously
blessed young woman like you to be a tapasvin at your time of life? Has
your husband left you?"
Then, after a brief pause to drink in her beauty, "But you are not an
ordinary young woman. Tell me, who are you? Lakshmi! No? Saraswati,
then?"
She laughed and then told me all about herself: she felt she must,
though she did not know why. "I am not Lakshmi or Saraswati, Jatila. I am
Himachala’s daughter Parvati. I was once Daksha’s daughter Sati and I was
someone’s wife. But when my father mocked my husband, I killed myself
to be born of a nobler blood. In this life, too, my love came to me. Then, by
my misfortune, he blazed Kama to ashes with fire from his eye and went
away. I came to the holy river to worship him and bring him back."
She stopped and bit her lip. The smile faded from her face and there
was such sorrow in its place. Then, she smiled bravely again. "But my
tapasya has failed, Jatila. He is not pleased with me. When you arrived, I
was about to make myself ashes in the yagna fire. Now that you are here
you can watch me and tell the world my story. I will be born a million times
and for a million lives woo him with worship: if that is what it takes to win
him!"
The Jatila lunged forward to stop her, but she had walked into the fire
and it raged over her head. With a hiss, the flames died around her. The
Jatila laughed, "You are an extraordinary young woman! Your tapasya is
powerful enough to extinguish a fire, but your desire remains unfulfilled.
Who do you pray for to be your husband? In whose name do you forsake
unearthly beauty like yours and deprave your young life where it does not
belong? Your penance is such that you could have any of the devas, even
Vishnu I should think. Tell me, tell me: for I am a bestower of boons. I
make the strangest wishes come true."
Despairing for her mistress, her sakhi Vijaya said, "She wants Siva
for her husband."
The Jatila jumped as if a scorpion had stung him; he howled in
surprise. He wagged his finger at Vijaya and began to laugh, "Ah, you joke
with an old man."
Parvati broke in, "There is no joke, Jatila, what she says is true."
He stared at her for a long moment; then, with a sigh, he rose, shaking
his head sadly. The Jatila said, "I must leave."
Parvati cried, "You must help me, Muni!"
He said grimly, "Having heard what your tapasya is for, I have no use
for your further friendship. I must be on my way."
He began to walk away, but in desperation and she could not have
said why, Uma fell at his feet. "Kindly Rishi, help me, you are my last
hope!"
The Jatila sighed again and raised her up. "Very well. Since you stop
me with bhakti, I will stay. Since you ask me so humbly, I will speak. I
know Siva better than anyone does. He is not a normal man. He has a bull
on his banner and that bull is all he has. What is more, he does not care that
he is so. You smear your tender body with sandal paste; he coats his with
ashes from the burning ghat. You wear fine silks; he wears an elephant’s
hide when he does wear anything. You adorn yourself with gold and jewels;
he drapes himself with serpents. He has no education, no guru, why, he has
no origin, or parents that anyone knows of.
He has ten arms, Parvati and hideous bhutas and pretas are his only
friends apart from the bull. He eats anything, including meat of any kind.
He has three eyes and venom in his throat. You wear a necklace of pearls,
he wears one of skulls..."
As he went on, the Jatila’s tirade grew more spiteful. Suddenly, as if
his words had pierced her like the barbs of battle, Parvati stopped her ears
with her hands and him with an angry cry. "Wretch! Why did I honour you?
You are worthy of killing. You dare speak like this of Siva, the origin of the
universe. Siva who gave the Vedas to Vishnu as prana at the beginning of
the kalpa, Siva who is the father of Prakriti, Siva in whom everything is
auspicious, Siva the changeless, Siva from whose body the devas collect the
fallen ashes to wear on their heads, Siva whose mere name confers moksha,
Siva the formless and of endless forms! Don’t you know, you fool, that
speaking ill of Siva will ruin all the punya you have?"
The Jatila opened his mouth to speak, but Parvati screamed, "Vijaya,
stop the brahmana or he will say more! Let no one talk to the fool. Come,
let us leave: to stay here will be to court death."
She turned away, but I caught the sleeve of her garment. Vijaya and
the others gasped, because I was the Jatila no more, but myself again. Uma
still had her face turned from me. She cried, "Let me go!"
I said, "Where will you go without me?"
Hearing the change in my voice, she turned. Such an unforgettable
smile broke on her wan face. Gazing into her eyes, I said, "I will not let you
go now. I am your slave by your tapasya, by your beauty. Every moment
with you is as deep as a yuga. Tell me what you want, you can have
anything from me. Parvati, come with me to Kailasa, let us have no more
pretence between us. Ask for your vara!"
She smiled and said, "You be my Vara."
I took her hand. I wanted her, at once, as I had never wanted anything.
But she said, "Siva, you and I were husband and wife once before. But my
father Daksha did not worship the planets at our wedding and there was a
tragic defect in our marriage. Let no flaw ruin our love now. Go to my
father Himalaya and beg me for your wife. Siva, let this be for ever."
I knew she was right, this time everything must be perfect. And it was
little enough to ask after the merciless way in which I had tried her. I went
back to Kailasa to tell Nandin and the others what had happened. I went
with my heart singing: there was no one in creation as happy as I was.
After her years of tapasya, Uma came home and what a welcome she
had from her parents and her brothers. With a huge entourage, the whole
city turned out, Himavan and Mena went to the gates of Aushadipura to
receive their daughter. Earth and sky echoed with Mainaka and the others
shouting ‘Jaya!’ as they danced in the streets. The sacred water-pot stood in
the main highway, adorned with aguru, sandal, musk, incense and branches
of fruit trees. On elephants came the high priests, with dancing girls
weaving graceful rhythms around them; all the mountain people came,
carrying a million lamps of their joy. The brahmanas chanted Vedic
mantras, conches boomed through that city and music like an ocean swelled
from vinas, nadaswarams and every other instrument. The roll of drums was
endless thunder.
When she saw her daughter, Mena ran to her with a cry and clasped
her in her arms, kissing her repeatedly. She stroked her hair and hugged her
as if to press Uma back into her body so she would never leave again. She
gave her up only when Himavan took her from her mothers arms and
embraced her himself, sobbing like a great child. They set Parvati in a
shining chariot and drove her in triumph through Aushadipura. The heralds
cried, "You are the saviour of your family: Uma of the incredible deed!"
They showered her with petals and not all of them were from flowers
of the earth. The devas had congregated above in their vimanas, Uma was
their hope and saviour too. The ones of light rained down unworldly
blooms, they sang Parvati’s praises when she came home. Their songs
echoed in heaven and apsaras danced on fleecy cloud platforms. Uma’s
sisters-in-law gave her the ritual bath after her triumphant tapasya, washing
away the dirt of years. Himavan declared a celebration and he went to the
Ganga to purify himself for the ceremony.
Such a feast Himalaya held in his capital when his daughter Kaali
came home. I missed her so much that I decided to attend the extravaganza.
Why waste any more time, I thought, when the task on hand was
auspicious? Being a dancer myself, I went singing and dancing to the
mountain’s court, while he was still at the river. I held a blowing horn in my
left hand and a dumaru in my right. I wore a bright crimson sash round my
waist and a leather wallet at my back.
Not knowing me and light-headed for joy, Mena cried, "Sunartaka,
come dance for us!"
My dumaru burst into life. I sang for them, I took their breath away
with my dancing: they had never seen such nritya! All Aushadipura
gathered round me, entranced, Mena as well. They were quiet when I
danced my little tandava, as if they had seen it before, but could not tell
where. I danced the Beginning, I danced the End and I danced the dance
between; because, of course, I am Nataraja, always a dancer. But they did
not know me; none except Parvati, who fell senseless. She saw the Dance
beyond my dancing. She alone saw the dancer as he truly was and ancient
ecstasy overwhelmed Uma.
Mena brought a golden urn full of the rarest jewels to offer the
Sunartaka of genius. I danced on. She said, "Don’t you see the alms I’ve
brought for you, Sunartaka? Or don’t you know their value?"
I stopped dancing. I said, "These baubles are not the alms I came for.
My dance, lady, is not cheap."
Mena laughed tolerantly. She said before the crowd, "I am happy
today, because my daughter has come back to me. Sunartaka, tell me what
you want as alms and it shall be yours."
My dumaru chattered a starry rhythm. I sang again, I danced again. I
sang to the mountain’s wife, "Lady, it is your daughter I want as alms."
Silence fell, louder than the noises of the crowd, louder than my
dumaru and my song. Mena’s face grew dark, she cried, "Throw him out at
once!"
As they hustled me towards the city gates, Himavan returned from his
bath in the Ganga. Mena was beside herself at the Sunartaka’s impertinence.
She told her husband what had happened: how Parvati had fainted and been
carried to her chambers, how the knavish dancer had asked for Uma as his
alms. Himalaya favoured me with a formidable glare. He thundered,
"Throw the upstart out!"
But suddenly, the dancer was too hot for the mountain’s guards to
hold: his body burned their hands. Now, Himachala and his wife saw before
them not the gyrating Sunartaka, but the cosmic forms of Brahma, five-
faced and red, intoning the original Veda; and Mahavishnu, four-armed and
blue; and Surya, eye of the universe. They saw Rudra and, at his side
already, their daughter Uma! Then, they saw me formless, Nirguna and then
again just the dancer, begging for their daughter as alms. As great bhakti
swept over the mountain couple, the Sunartaka vanished, without their
guards having to throw him out of the gates of Aushadipura. Only the
resonant chatter of the dumaru still echoed in their minds.
Himachala and Mena cried together, "It was Siva!"
Bhakti grew in them like a storm. The devas said, "If Himalaya gives
his daughter to Siva with such devotion, he will have moksha and disappear
from the land of Bharata. The earth will not be ratnagarbha anymore, for the
rarest, most precious jewels in the world are formed only in Himavan."
The devas went to Brihaspati, their guru. "Master, you must see that
Himavan gives his daughter to Siva with some reservation. Or he will attain
Sivaloka and the earth will be without treasures."
Brihaspati was furious at the suggestion. He shut his ears with his
palms and cried, "Of all the created, you devas are the most selfish. If I
disparage Siva to Himavan I will find hell for myself." Then, since he was
their guru, he said, "Go to Brahma, he might help you."
Brahma said to them, "I will not risk my life. But why don’t you go to
Siva and ask him to help you? After all, to slander oneself is not sinful but
praiseworthy."
They came to Kailasa, all Indra’s folk of light. "Siva, Ocean of mercy,
Saviour of your devotees! Rudra, destroyer of misery, if Himavan gives
Parvati to you with such devotion, he will leave the world by your grace.
And the earth will be without her most precious jewels."
I had to smile at their forthright self-seeking. I said, "How shall I help
you?"
Hands folded and shrewd enough to see I was so pleased that he was
in no danger, Indra said, "Lord, no one will disparage you to the mountain.
We beg you to do it yourself."
How could I refuse? I blessed them a little doubtfully and then sought
out Himalaya, who was in his court with Mena and Uma. Helping the devas
with their curious problem would take me near Parvati again, which is
where I yearned to be since I had vanished from her fathers gates. I went
again Aushadipura, whose air was crisp and its cedars fragrant. Now I went
as a brahmana, with a staff and a parasol, wearing fine silk, a shining white
tilaka on my forehead, a string of crystal beads in my hands and a
shaligrama stone hung from my neck. I went chanting, ‘Narayana,
Narayana, Narayana.’
Himavan rose to welcome me. He made the customary offering of
madhuparka: honey, butter and sugar, curd and water. Uma saw through the
brahmana at once; she smiled and was quiet. She thought I had come to ask
for her hand, or she was just glad to see me. Himalaya said, "Tell us who
you are, great Muni."
I said, "I am a Vishnubhakta and a scholar. I am itinerant and my
work is of a matchmaker."
Mena’s eyes shone with interest, as any mothers might at the
mention of that vocation. I continued grandly, "I go where I will, I go
everywhere. With my guru’s blessing, I am omniscient. I am a simple man,
O Mountain and I help the needy: that is why I have come to your court."
Himavan’s brow wrinkled. I could almost hear his thought: ‘Perhaps I
can send this brahmana to Siva as my messenger.’
Now, staring straight at Uma, who looked shyly down at the floor, the
brahmana said, "I heard you mean to give your tender, lotus-like daughter to
Siva and I came here in amazement. How can you even think of such a
match? Siva has no friends, he is deformed, he has no qualities, he lives in a
cemetery, he looks like a snake charmer, he is naked half the time: a yogin,
no householder he! Haven’t you heard what he did with his first wife? He is
homeless; no one knows his age. Have you seen his filthy jata and the
snakes around his neck and his ghosts and goblins? How can you think of
this flower of a child with that heretic who mocks the Vedic path? How can
you dream of giving this jewel of a young woman to Siva who cannot boast
of a single relative? Himalaya, people will laugh at you. If you don’t
believe what I say ask any of your own relatives, except your daughter who
I fear is touched in the head."
For a moment, the brahmana stood glaring defiantly at the court of the
mountain. Then, as if there could be no retort to the truths he had told, he
turned on his heel and walked out. Mena ran crying from the sabha.
Himalaya followed her into their apartment, where his wife wept in
shuddering sobs.
"I will not give my daughter to Siva!" she howled. "I will die first, or
I will tie her to me with a rope and go into the deepest jungle. I will drown
myself."
She pulled her hair, snapped her necklace and shrieked. She lay
wailing on the floor. The brahmana’s work had been well done. Poor
Himavan stood wringing his hands and the delight of the devas in heaven
was boundless.
But what about me? After the Vishnubhakta’s tirade, the mountain
and his Mena would certainly not agree to let Uma marry me. I needed
respectable help to restore my prospects. I invoked my friends, the
Saptarishi, again and they stood goggling before me that I had summoned
them twice in such a short time.
"Sadasiva, a vision of you is sight to the blind, speech to the dumb, a
child to the barren. Standing before you today, all our tapasya is fruitful. We
are your slaves, Sankara: command us and we will serve you gratefully."
I saw they were nervous, lest I ask them to do something dangerous
for me. I said, "Greatest among rishis! I want Parvati for my wife, but for
the devas’ sake, I prejudiced her parents’ minds against myself. You seven
must go to Aushadipura and remedy this."
Prostrating, saying how honoured they were to be of service, they
flew off to the mountain’s city, where they had not been before. I hoped
they outranked the Vishnubhakta sufficiently to change Mena’s mind.
By the aerial paths, skyways of light, the Saptarishi came to
Aushadipura. They saw the streets paved with jewels and great slabs of rock
from the sun and the moon and gemstones from the navagraha. They
marvelled that the lakes and gardens of that city were finer than those in
Indra’s Amravati were. They wondered that the men of this place were
nobler than devas and their women like apsaras among the glowing trees
that grew here. They said to each other, "No wonder they say that men are
eager to attain devaloka only as long as they do not see Aushadipura on
earth."
"If indeed this place is on earth."
When Himachala saw the shining seven fly down the heavenly
airway, he ran out to welcome them. The Saptarishi descended on
Himachala’s capital in style sufficient to awe the people: they stepped
straight out of the sky. The mountain fell at their feet; they raised him up
and embraced him. After the rituals of welcome, the sages were shown to
exalted places in Himalaya’s court.
The august mountain said, "I am blessed that you have come here,
Maharishis. Perfect ones, tell your servant what task you have for me."
Vasishta said gravely, "Mountain, Siva is the father of the universe
and your daughter Uma is its mother. When you give Sivaa to Siva, you
will become the most venerable person in creation. Do not delay."
His voice quavering, Himachala said, "I have long cherished this
desire myself, Rishis, nothing has been dearer to my heart. But less than a
week ago, a saintly Vishnubhakta came to my court and spoke damagingly
of Siva. Since then, my wife is like a woman who has lost her mind. I fear
nothing will induce her to give our Kaali to Siva. Mena has shut herself in
the krodhagraha, the chamber of anger and remains there without bathing or
eating."
He paused then and looked guiltily down at the floor. Impelled by the
Saptarishi’s piercing gazes, he confessed sadly, "Amsas of Vishnu, I too am
loath to give my Parvati to a mendicant."
Silence fell. Then, the rishis who had wisely thought of bringing
Vasishta’s peerless wife, Arundhati, with them, sent her to speak to Mena.
In the chamber of sorrow, Mena lay coiled in grief. Parvati sat consoling
her, stricken herself, but faithful and brave. Arundhati placed a hand on
Mena’s brow. She said, "Mena, arise. The Saptarishi have come to your
house, as have I, Arundhati."
Surprised, Mena rose and bowed to the muni’s wife, who was as
radiant in that dim chamber as Lakshmi. Arundhati said, "Mena, you do not
know the devas begged Siva to have a son to kill Tarakasura. Brahma and
Vishnu implored him, but he said that only if his Sati returned would he
marry again. You also worshipped the Devi asking her to be born as your
daughter to become Siva’s wife. Then Uma sat in her tapasya like the
worlds have never seen and Siva came to her and gave her his word that he
would be her husband. Mena, why do you want to forsake destiny now?"
Mena trembled. She said, "Siva is a lone man. He has no wealth, he is
not royal, only a sannyasi. How can I give my Parvati to such a one?"
Arundhati put an arm around her. Vasishta’s gracious wife said, "How
can Siva be poor, when Kubera is his servant? Yet, how can Siva, who is the
beginning, the middle and the end of all things, be merely a king, or judged
as one? Mena, this is not an ordinary man, that you can judge him by the
standards of the world. It is of Sadasiva, who dwells in all of us, of God
Almighty, that we speak."
Just hearing these words, by the other woman’s tone, or because the
time had come and the stars in heaven softened her from that moment,
Mena’s doubts melted like darkness at dawn. She came out from the
chamber of anger with Arundhati and a radiant Uma.
But in Himalaya’s hall, the mountain was not convinced that he
should have Siva for his son-in-law. Then, Vasishta told the tale of Aranya
in that court, Aranya who would not give his daughter Padma to Pippalada,
who was once an avatara of Rudra.
THIRTY
Preparations for a wedding
Vasishta said, "Once, in another dim kalpa, the Asura Vritra
repeatedly routed Indra and the devas in battle. As always, they went to
Brahma for consolation and advice.
Brahma said to them, ‘Tvashtar created this Vritra to test you devas
and the Demon has Siva’s blessing. Once, Dadichi performed a tapasya and
Siva blessed him with bones of adamant. If you ask Dadichi for his bones,
he will not refuse and if you make yourselves weapons from those bones,
you will vanquish Vritrasura.’
The devas went to Dadichi’s asrama where the rishi lived with his
wife Survacha. When he saw them coming, Dadichi sent Survacha into the
dwelling, because he already knew and did not want her to hear, what they
had come for. He made the celestials welcome and, bowing low, Indra said
piteously, "We cannot defeat Tvashtars Demon. Brahma says Vritra can
only be killed with weapons made from your bones. Help us, Dadichi, or
we perish."
Dadichi gave up his body for the devas. He ashed himself with Siva’s
name on his lips and, absolved of all his karma, attained Brahmaloka. Indra
called Surabhi, the divine cow, to lick up the marrow from the rishi’s bones.
Then, from Dadichi’s adamantine backbone, Viswakarman fashioned a
thunderbolt called the Vajra, a bow and quiver of arrows for Indra and the
inexorable astra Brahmasiras. The bones of Dadichi shone like Siva himself
and Indra lopped off Vritra’s head with his Vajra of a thousand jagged
joints.
When Survacha came out of her home, she found her husband’s
smoking remains. She cursed the devas, who by then had left the asrama,
"Selfish and manipulative Devas, I curse you to become beasts one day!"
She built a pyre for herself with dry branches from the forest; she
wanted to be with her husband. As she was about enter the flames, a
disembodied voice spoke to her. "Survacha, you are with child and Rudra
himself will be born from your womb. Brahma’s law is that a pregnant
woman shall not commit sati."
Survacha cut her belly open with a sharp stone and saw a baby inside
who lit up the world with his lustre. Survacha bowed to her son, she said,
"O Siva, stay under this pipal tree and let me go to my Dadichi in heaven."
She yoked the yogic fire upon herself and escaped the mortal coil.
Vishnu and Brahma came to that tree, which was the resplendent infant’s
father now. The gandharvas and slant-eyed kinnaras, the devas and apsaras
came there, with prayer, song and dance. Brahma named the child
Pippalada: the son of the pipal tree. The holy child sat in tapasya for a
lifetime at the foot of the ancient tree.
The great king Aranya, a Sivabhakta, ruled the seven continents. O
Himalaya, O Mena, he too had a hundred sons and just one daughter called
Padma, who was an amsa of Durga; and he loved her more dearly than his
sons. The girl grew into an exquisite young woman and Aranya sent word
through his vast lands to find a suitable bridegroom for his daughter.
Pippalada, the tapasvin, who lived in the vana with his foster-father,
the pipal tree, was now an old man. One day, he was walking alone in the
jungle when he had an earthy revelation. In a grove of mango trees, for the
first time in his life, he saw a gandharva and a vetali making love. The
gandharva was a master of the erotic art and Pippalada stood hidden while,
in piquant posture after posture, the lucent Elf embraced the dark forest
woman who had captured his fancy. The innocent incarnation watched
them, spellbound by the gandharva’s thrusting, the woman’s enraptured
cries, as her fingers raked her lovers back. Pippalada stood transfixed and
destiny called out to him in a new and carnal voice.
No more could the son of the tree pursue his dhyana. His innocence
was ruined; now he wanted a woman himself. The bright gandharva and his
dusky mistress haunted his waking and sleep. Pippalada heard that woman
panting in his ear; he saw her arched back supported by the lustful
gandharva’s hand; he saw the sweat shining on her black skin: and he could
not sleep. But the images of the vetali were to be soon replaced by dreams
of another.
In these same days, of his heart’s tempest, Pippalada once went to the
river Puspabhadra to bathe. There he saw Aranya’s daughter, Padma,
bathing naked. He was struck by love’s vajra. Pippalada approached the
princess’ sakhis, "Who is this girl?"
Afraid of the wild old sage, lest he curse them, Padma’s companions
replied, "She is Padma, the daughter of Aranya, Emperor of the seven
continents."
Pippalada decided Padma was the woman for him. He prayed to Siva,
bathed in the river and arrived in Aranya’s court as if to seek alms. When he
saw the strange ascetic, the king was seized by inexplicable reverence; he
offered the visitor madhuparka and worshipped him. When Aranya asked
the rishi what he could offer him as alms, Pippalada replied coolly, "Your
daughter Padma."
Aranya was too shocked to respond. Eyes on fire, Pippalada said
softly, "If you don’t give her to me at once, arrogant Kshatriya, I will burn
your sabha to ashes."
Aranya’s five queens fainted. There was an uproar in his court: surely,
they cried, this old brahmana is not the groom for our princess. The king
summoned his guru and his priest. They took one look at Pippalada and,
bowing low to the visitor, pronounced, "Padma will not find a better
husband in the three worlds."
Aranya was the unhappiest man on earth, but he had to yield. He
adorned his daughter in finery and jewels and gave her, brilliant and
enchanting, to Pippalada. His heart broken, Aranya relinquished his
kingdom and went away to the wilderness to sit in tapasya. Padma’s mother
died of sorrow when her child and her husband both left her. Aranya’s son
Kirtiman ruled wisely over his fathers kingdom and his family flourished
for a hundred generations. Finally, Aranya, who sat worshipping Siva, saw
in a dazzling vision who it really was his daughter had married. And he
found peace and Sivaloka."
Vasishta’s tale was so close to Himavan and Mena’s lives. The
mountain said to his kinsmen, "O Meru, Sahya, Gandhamadana, Mandara,
Mainaka, Vindhya, consider what I should do now. Consider well, for Uma
is as much your child as she is mine."
Arundhati said quietly, "And if you do not give her freely to Siva, she
will go to him anyway. For in his every birth, she is born to be his wife."
The mountains said, "Uma is born for Siva and to Siva she must be
given."
A weight lifted from Himachala’s heart and when Mena also nodded
her assent, he smiled like the sun breaking from behind grim clouds. The
mountain bowed to the Saptarishi and Mena went in to the royal kitchen to
prepare a feast for them and to end her own fast. Himavan said, "Deep in
my heart I have always known that everything I own belongs to Siva; but
time deluded me. August Rishis, find an auspicious lagna and muhurta for
the wedding."
The rishis smeared the mountain’s moustache with turmeric and
saffron. Happily, they said, "Himalaya, Siva is the mendicant, you are the
almsgiver and Parvati is the alms. You and yours shall be blessed for ever."
They blessed a radiant Parvati, whose tapasya seemed finally to be
over. "Be pleasing to Siva and like the moon waxing your beauty and your
virtue will increase."
The Saptarishi came back to me, beaming. They announced, "Lord,
prepare for the wedding."
I said honestly, "Tell me about a wedding, for I have forgotten."
They laughed. Kratu said, "Let Vishnu and his people, Brahma and
his sons, Indra and his devas, all the rishis, the gandharvas, kinnaras,
yakshas, siddhas, vidyadharas, apsaras and nagas be part of your train,
immortal Siva. They will tell you about weddings better than we can."
Meanwhile, in a brighter mood than he had known since the
Vishnubhakta’s visit, Himalaya called his priest Garga and asked him to
write me a formal letter of betrothal. He sent the letter to Kailasa with some
of his people, along with the customary gifts. They brought me homage and
marked my brow with the vermilion tilaka. I received them with honour and
made them welcome as any groom might his bride-to-be’s relatives. I was
enjoying this and, most important, all of it had an auspicious air.
Himalaya was pleased when his messengers returned and told him
how gracefully they had been received and how warmly his letter taken. He
sent out invitations to his relatives, informing them of the wedding date. In
right earnest now, Himavan prepared himself for the ceremony and the
feast. Hills of rice, beaten rice and jaggery, sugar sweets and salt were
heaped in Aushadipura. Vessels big as hillocks were made for milk and
ghee, barley cakes, sugarcane juice, butter and spirits, several of these.
Pickles and dishes of meat were cooked for my ganas and for some others
too! The cooks were superb and they worked night and day. There were a
hundred different kinds of rice, not to speak of other delicacies. It was the
feast to end all feasts.
They collected the most breathtaking jewellery for Parvati: everything
she had ever been given and some priceless new ornaments besides. That
most auspicious morning, they bathed her in milk, the brahmana women of
Aushadipura, clad in finery, dripping gold and rubies and diamonds this
was the day of days. Such rituals, such celebrations in the cities of the
mountain; when the time came, it seemed both Himavan and his wife had
no reservation left. In fact, their joy was deeper than it had ever been. The
mood of bhakti was upon them again, the condition the devas feared would
bestow moksha on Himalaya. Yes, Himalaya at least had no doubts
anymore.
A few days before the event, the guests began to arrive with their
retinues of wives, children and attendants. Mandara, chief of mountains,
came in a divine form, towering and refulgent, golden-winged, bearing
undreamed-of jewels for the bride and her family. Asta and Udaya came,
sunset and sunrise Mountains, from west and east, with glittering gifts.
Malaya came from the south, brilliant; Dardura and Nishada came with
attendant peaks, bringing treasures for the bride. Gandhamadana came,
fragrant and radiant, with his exotic family; Karavira and Mahendra came
and Pariyatra and Krauncha with a retinue of peaks. Purushottama, Nila,
Trikuta, Chitrakuta, Venkata, Srigiri, Gokamukha and Narada came;
Vindhya, with treasures; Kalanjara and sacred Kailasa came and distant,
unheard-of mountains from the seven continents, whom Himachala had
invited. Awesome and august, colourful and strange, they came to Parvati’s
wedding in Bharata Varsha.
The great rivers came, embodied and lucent, to Uma’s wedding.
Sonabhadra was there, rippling; wave-bodied Godavari; dark Yamuna; wise
Saraswati; crystal Ganga wearing ineffable ornaments, ravishing Goddess;
and Narmada, bewitching. So vast were the pandals, their canopies hid the
sun above the city. So colourful were the banners and flags over
Aushadipura, they shimmered from afar like galaxies.
The roads of that city were swept and washed with care: even like the
inside of a home. At every door, plantain stumps were tied with silken
cords, festooned with mango flowers and draped with wild jasmine
garlands. Viswakarman himself was called to create the dais, which some
said was ten thousand yojanas wide. And within that marvellous pandal was
everything in creation, high and low, mobile and unmoving: magically
replicated in miniature by the supernal artisan. There were lions; there were
storks and peacocks. In places, the experts could not tell where water was
and where solid ground. Viswakarman’s models were hardly short of
Brahma’s creation.
The make-believe apsaras danced with barely unreal men, enchanting
them. No one could tell by looking at them, or even by touching them,
whether they were living or not. At the entrances were fierce dwarapalakas
with bows in their hands, fitted with arrows. There were elephants with
their mahouts, horses with bright riders, chariots and foot soldiers: all
unreal, all lifelike. Mahalakshmi at the main entrance was perfect, so she
seemed to have risen just then from the Kshirasagara. Beyond her, Nandin
looked more himself than the real Nandin who was with me on Kailasa.
Above the dais of mythic size, flew a pushpaka vimana, ship of heaven, all
the devas in it.
Viswakarman had replicated everyone important with his art. He had
made the lokapalas in the sky with secret jewels of power shining in their
hands, Indra mounted on Airavata, Bhrigu and the rishis, Mahavishnu
himself, Anantasayanam and Brahma Pitama with the Vedas in his hands,
surrounded by his sons the first munis.
For the devas and the others, Viswakarman wrought miraculous
environs in Aushadipura. For Brahma there were seven shimmering
palaces, for Hari there was a Vaikunta, for me a Sivaloka, so like the
original one, with evanescent mansions that were always subtly changing
their forms. There were palaces for all the others, as well: made for them
individually so each one would be in familiar surroundings. Nothing like
Himachala’s new city for his guests, it was no less than a city, had ever been
built in this world. Amidst abandoned festivity, they waited eagerly for the
bridegroom and his party to arrive.
When I received the letter of betrothal from the mountain, confirming
a date for the wedding, I had it read aloud in my assembly of ganas. I feted
Himavan’s messengers and cried, "Everything is auspicious: the date, the
time and the woman. I accept the proposal of marriage, you shall all come
to my wedding!"
Then I called Narada to share my joy and he materialised smiling on
Kailasa as soon as I thought of him. I embraced the muni when he
prostrated at my feet. I said happily, "Narada, I am a slave to Uma’s bhakti.
In seven days, I will marry her in her fathers city."
He cried, "Dearest Lord, I am your servant: command me!"
"Maharishi, on my behalf, invite all the devas, from Hari down; invite
the rishis, the siddhas and the rest. Tell them to come with their women,
children and their families to Kailasa for a celebration. Tell them those that
do not come are no longer my people, whether they are gods or not."
He went abroad by the wondrous airways, that lightning traveller and
made the invitations himself. Then he came back to Kailasa and stayed near
me until the day of moment. Vishnu was the first to arrive; he came as soon
as he heard the news. Soon, the others began to pour in, in grandeur.
Everyone came, save poor Kama.
The apsaras danced for us, the gandharvas sang and we drank and
smoked ganja from earthen chillums. For two days, we revelled without
pause, when Vishnu declared, "It is time to leave. We must be early for the
celebrations in Aushadipura."
I put on my best face and they said every feature of mine was an
ornament. I did not want to disappoint Uma or her parents. The seven
mothers of heaven dressed me up for the occasion, as if I was their son.
Soma was my crown, silver streak in my jata. The eye in my brow became a
gemstone; my serpents turned themselves into jewelled earrings and
necklaces. The ashes on my body were sweet unguents, my old elephant-
hide from the Demon Gajasura transformed itself into a magnificent silken
garment, worthy of a bridegroom like me. When they saw me ready for the
journey, of no return, they sighed. The devas cried, "Sadasiva, bless us!"
I was pleased. Vishnu said, "Siva, let every ritual be performed
meticulously by the laws of the grahya sutras: so this time there is no error."
I agreed happily, "So be it."
With Vishnu at my elbow, I sat before Kashyapa, Atri, Vasishta,
Gautama, Bhaguri, Brihaspati, Kanva, Shakti, Vasishta’s eldest son
Jamadagni, Parasara, Markandeya, Silapaka, Arunapaala, Akritasrama,
Agastya, Chyvana, Garga, Silada, Dadichi, Upamanyu, Bharadvaja,
Akritavrana, Pippalada, Kaushika, Kautsa, Vyasa and others. They
performed the rituals that were auspicious to our departure, carefully
propitiating the pitrs and the navagraha many times. They recited hymns
from the Rik, the Yajus and Saaman; they worshipped the devas in the
Nandimukha altar I had created. Then, with those brahmanas and the devas
in our van and I mounted on Nandin, we set out.
Around me the gana armies swarmed, a great and weird sea flowing
across the world. Shankhakarna had a thousand ganas, Kekaraksha ten
thousand more and so on. A thousand such mighty gana generals marched:
Vikrata, Visakha, Parijata, Sarvantaka, Vikritanana, Dundubha, Kapala,
Sandaraka, Kanduka, Kundaka, Vistambha, Avesana, Mahakesa, Kunda,
Parvataka, Chandratapana, Kaala, Kaalaka, Mahakaala, Agnika,
Agnimukha, Aditymurdha, Ghanavaha, Sannaha, Kumuda, Amogha,
Kokila, Nila, Purnabhadra and all the others.
At least a million bhutas went with the train and as many pramathas.
Virabhadra was there with countless ganas and romajas. Bhairava the
kshetrapala was there, with his strange and beautiful hordes. They were
thousand-handed; their hair dreadlocks, their bodies pale with holy ashes,
fiery with burning jewels in profusion. It was an exotic army and a glorious
one; for my ganas were, in their way, as illustrious as Vishnu and Brahma’s
people were. Some of them were of the earth, some had come up through
the patalas and others down through the seven swargas, from realms deep in
the sky. They were all there, every one from every world.
Chandi was there riding on a ghost, in festive mood, but terrifying all
those around her. She wore writhing snakes as ornaments; she carried a
golden water pot on her head; her face was twisted and clear, her eyes
drunken and dazzling. The others shrank from her when she cried out her
jubilation in a ringing voice and her macabre complement of bhutas echoed
her cries.
Hari and Lakshmi were resplendent on Garuda and Brahma on his
Goose surrounded by the Vedas, the Shastras, the Puranas and the Agamas,
personified. The prajapatis and the siddhas were with us and Indra on
Airavata with Sachi: all of these among their irradiant hosts. I too, I am
told, was luminous on Nandin.
Led by their master, Tumburu, the gandharvas sang and danced. The
chatter of dumarus, the jhankaaras of beris and the tumult of dundubhis
reverberated through the world. Ahead of us, also and at our sides, went the
shakinis, yatudhanas, vetalas, brahmarakshasas, Kubera’s vina vidwans,
Haha and Huhu and broad streams of elven gandharvas and kinnara
centaurs. The mothers of the universe and heaven’s virgins went before us
when I rode to Aushadipura to marry Parvati, with a procession like a river
of the sun, flowing over the earth.
When we had gone some way, Vishnu sent Narada ahead to
Himachala. When Himalaya heard of our approach, he came to his gates
and looked down at the tide that flowed up the mountain towards his city.
Indra was worried when Narada came back and told us about
Viswakarman’s great hall of maaya, with the lifelike statues of the devas.
The old enemy of mountains, who had sheared their wings of yore, was
afraid to enter the city. Vishnu laughed at his fear, "They dare not attack us,
it is no more than a loving tease."
But I was not calm either. I said impatiently, "What have I to do with
statues? Does or doesn’t he mean to give Uma to me?"
But then, Himavan was among us, bowing and welcoming us into his
city.
THIRTY-ONE
In Aushadipura
Mena came out on to her terrace and perhaps she was not quite
convinced about giving her daughter to me. She said to Narada, the insider
everywhere, "Let me see the bridegroom. Let me see the face and the form
for which my child spent all those years in tapasya."
I divined her thought and said to Vishnu and Brahma, "Go with the
devas to the mountain’s threshold. I will follow you."
They cast sharp glances at me, but went ahead. Mena was
overwhelmed when she saw the glittering multitude that was my marriage
procession. At its head marched the fastidious and handsome gandharvas,
exotically attired, playing rapturously on their instruments. Bright flags
flapped on their chariots, the delectable apsaras rode with them. Seeing
Prabhasa, the lord of the vasus, who came after the gandharvas, Mena
gasped and some of the wedding guests looked up to her terrace and waved.
She whispered to Narada, "That is Siva."
Narada smiled, "That is not Siva, only his attendant."
Mena’s eyes grew wide, "Siva is greater than him?"
She saw Manigriva, lord of the yakshas. She grasped Narada’s arm
and cried, "Here he is."
Narada smiled, "This is only a servant of Siva’s, lady."
Agni, twice as illustrious as Manigriva, passed below. She exulted,
"Siva!"
"No."
Yama went by and now Mena was certain. "Here he is surely,
Maharishi."
"Only a servitor, Devi."
Nirriti, lord of the puyajanas, brighter than Yama, came along. Mena
looked at Narada, but he shook his head. Varuna came and passed; Mena’s
eyes grew rounder and rounder. As she plumbed her ignorance. Vayu went
by, then Kubera, lord of the guhyakas and then Indra himself, magnificent,
mounted on Airavata. Beside herself, digging her fingers into Narada’s arm,
Mena cried, "This is Rudra, O Muni!"
Narada replied that it was not. Soma came, lambent and relucent
Surya; and before Mena could ask her question, the rishi shook his head.
Mena was a little frightened by the time she saw Brahma. She whispered,
"Siva?"
Narada said no. Then, four-armed Hari arrived, blue as a forest lotus,
wearing resonant yellow silk, mounted on Garuda. In his hands were the
Panchajanya and the Sudarshana, the Kaumodaki and the Saringa, the
precious Srivatsa curled on his breast, next to the blood red Kaustubha. He
was so awesome Mena almost swooned when she saw him and Narada
answered her silent query, no, this was not Siva yet.
Narada said, "That is Vishnu. Devi, I cannot describe Siva, except to
say that he is more glorious than Hari."
Mena’s face shone, now she was satisfied. She said, "Uma’s husband
is the Lord of these lords of light? We are blessed!"
At that moment, I arrived below her terrace with my ganas, bhutas
and pretas; and we had assumed shapes and forms that would not please the
lady Mena at all. Some ganas were hissing, flag-waving gusts of wind;
some had twisted faces, others deformed bodies. The hideous features of
many were overgrown with beards more ragged than the visages they
covered. Some had no faces at all; others had five and ten. Some were
blind, some eyeless; some had ten and twelve eyes, staring everywhere,
from all parts of their heads. Some were lame, some carried staffs and
twirled nooses and others carried crude iron clubs. They came playing on
horns, dumarus and gomukhas, amidst the coarsest, most abusive shouting,
howling and yodelling. Narada said softly to Mena, "Here are Siva’s ganas
and here is the Lord himself."
She screamed just once when she saw me, then fainted: not from any
surfeit of glory, but shock. She saw me five-faced, with three eyes on every
face, glaring dementedly in different directions. I rode the snorting bull, was
ash-coated and filthy, with an unwashed peak of jata piled on my head, the
crescent moon hiding there. I was ten-handed, with a skull in one hand, the
bow Pinaka in another and the Trisula in yet another. She saw me clad in
tiger-skin and elephant-hide, bestial and hump-backed, grinning, crying out
weirdly with the worst of the ganas: hardly the groom for her daughter!
Mena came to her senses. While her anxious sakhis gathered around
her, she screamed at Narada, "Wicked Rishi, you have tricked me. Is that
deformed beast the fruit of Uma’s tapasya? The Vishnubhakta was right: I
am ruined. Oh, where are those perfidious Saptarishi and that treacherous
Arundhati? Let me avenge myself on them. Stupid Parvati, what have you
got with your penance? Our clan is doomed. Let Himavan not come near
me. Oh, why didn’t I abort Uma before she was born? Why didn’t demons
devour her in the forest? I will cut your head off myself, wretched girl."
She fainted again. What an outcry there was: the devas gathered
round her and the rishis. Brahma also came. Slowly, Mena’s eyes fluttered
open. Narada said gently, "It is only Siva’s jest, Devi. You must not be
upset."
Pushing him away, she cried, "Get away from me, vile Rishi,
scoundrel get away!"
The devas said, smiling, "Rudra is only teasing you."
She wailed, "Why have all of you conspired to make my child’s
beauty futile? Didn’t you see the face of the monster who has come to
marry her?"
The Saptarishi said to Mena, "Just a glance of Siva is the highest
blessing. And he has come to your city as a suitor himself."
Mena howled. She hissed at them, "Get away from me, all of you. I
would rather kill Uma than give her to Siva."
She lay on the ground, kicking her legs, beating her breast and
screaming. Himalaya arrived there and, with no great confidence, because
he knew his wife’s obduracy, said, "This is not the first time he has come
here in a strange form. Have you forgotten the Sunartaka?"
Suddenly, she grew deadly quiet. In a low voice, she said to her
husband, "Listen to me, Himalaya. Bind Parvati and cast her into the
deepest chasm, I am content. Take her to the ocean and drown her, I am
content. But give her to Siva and I will kill myself."
Now Parvati, who had been silent all this while, cried, "Mother, this is
Siva you speak of, who is the source of life. This is Mahadeva of infinite
forms, whom you curse. If he were what you now think he is, would all
these rishis and devas, Brahma and Mahavishnu, have come in his train for
his wedding?"
Mena howled as if each word was an arrow in her flesh. She seized
her daughter and began to flail at her. Gnashing her teeth, rolling her eyes
and growling, Mena was a woman possessed. "Evil child, I will poison you
or drown you in a well. I will cut you into little pieces. You have brought
shame on the whole family."
Brahma separated the mother from her daughter. He said, "You do not
know Siva’s true form. Give your Uma to him and see him as he really is."
Mena spat on the ground. She told Brahma, "Why don’t you kill her
yourself?"
Then Vishnu came and raised Mena to her feet. Just seeing him, his
grace so powerful, she softened. Putting his arm around her, but his import
clear, Hari said, "Mena, you belong to Brahma’s family: do not abandon
your virtue. You do not know Siva. He is formless and primal and
everything that exists came from him. He is hideous and beautiful and
beyond understanding; not Brahma or I has fathomed him. Accept him,
Mena, he is the final Truth who has come to marry your daughter."
Mena, who was in awe of Vishnu, looked down at the ground. Her
hysteria left her and she said in a low voice, "Only if he comes in a fair
form will I give Uma to him."
Hari sent Narada to me with this message: could I assume a pleasing
face and body? Such a sigh went up in the streets of Aushadipura when I
did. Narada prostrated with tears in his eyes when he saw me. There was
amazing grace and light in that city and, I confess, it flowed from me. I
raised Narada up and went with him to my mother-in-law to be. Though she
stood at splendid Vishnu’s side, her mouth fell open when she saw me and a
smile broke out on her teary face. In a whisper, Mena said, "Siva, great
indeed must have been my Uma’s tapasya that you have blessed us by
coming to our city. Oh Sankara, forgive me!"
She fell at my feet. Content now, her last doubts allayed, Mena went
into the antapura with her women. When I came to her door, she gladly
performed the nirajana, the waving of lamps, with the other women and the
rishis. I heard them whisper among themselves on that most auspicious day.
"His face has the hue of the champaka."
"Look at his smile."
"The third eye sleeps on his brow."
"The malati flowers on him shine so brightly."
"Though she loves him, Uma couldn’t describe him adequately."
"His face is like a thousand moons."
"In all time, there has never been such a bridegroom."
"Parvati is blessed."
The gandharvas set up their wonderful songs and now Mena sang
with them: praises of the groom! The apsaras wove their lissom bodies in
and out of the music, dancing subtle, colourful truths around us. Then, the
maids brought out the bride, in finery, to worship the family Deity. She
transfixed us with her beauty. She stood before us, black as night and
perfect: every exquisite limb shimmering with ornaments such as no bride
had ever worn. She gazed unwinkingly into my face; not for a moment did
she look anywhere else.
Her hair hung below her waist in a thick plait. She wore the crimson
tilaka with musk and saffron. Her ears sparkled with diamonds, her neck
shone with deep rubies, her arms with emeralds and pearls. Smeared from
head to foot with aguru, musk, sandal and saffron, her body was painted
with fine lines of many colours. Her lips were painted with lac as red as the
soles of her feet. In her hand was a lotus of a thousand petals, unworldly.
Golden anklets tinkling, Uma came out and stood among us. I dare
not look at her directly: even when I glanced at her from the corner of my
eye, every hair on my body stood on end. The blood pounded in me like a
sea and I feared I would lose control of myself from just being near her. It
was she again, surely, I knew her from another time. Then, my eyes were no
longer mine to rule: they swivelled of their own accord and locked gazes
with hers; I thought I would faint from the surge of love I felt. With a small
smile, she bowed deeply to me and now she went outside the city to pray to
the Goddess who was the family Deity, the Devi she was herself! Willessly,
I turned to watch her go. With a laugh, Vishnu took my hand and led me
away.
Himalaya showed us to our apartments. We had barely settled
ourselves, when it was time for the tying of the sacred thread. Mena’s
tantrum had delayed proceedings and the muhurta was upon us. As is
proper, the thread ceremony took place in the groom’s dwelling, amidst the
deep and moving chant of Vedic hymns. That day everything was
auspicious, all was perfect. I gave Parvati a new set of clothes and the
women in our party bathed her and anointed her with golden sandal-paste.
She put on the new clothes and was lovelier than ever. Whenever I looked
at her my blood seemed to catch fire. She was irresistible in her coat of
jewels.
At the thread ceremony, the bride and groom exchanged gold,
ornaments and other gifts in profusion. The two marriage parties embraced
each other, burying old animosities, forging new ties of friendship. Garga,
master astrologer, came in and said to Himavan, "The stars are in place. It is
time you brought Siva to your palace for the wedding."
I went in for my ritual bath. When that was over, they clothed me in
fine silks and hoisted me onto Nandin’s back. Shouting, singing and
dancing in the streets, though not vulgarly now, we went to the palace of the
mountain with his kinsmen who had come to escort us. I remained as calm
as I could, while my mind blazed to think of her and I could barely keep
from trembling.
The earth was red with vermilion, flung up in clouds by the milling
crowds we walked through. They held the royal parasol above me as I
walked; they fanned me with pearl-handled whisks. Vishnu, Indra and
Brahma walked before me, through the sea-calls of deep conches. Nearer
the palace, the apsaras and Himavan’s dancing girls shimmered lattices of
movement through the music and one another. When we reached the palace,
Himalaya himself received us. Taking my hand graciously, he helped me off
Nandin’s back and bowing to us all, he waved a lamp before me in nirajana.
Himachala offered us padya and arghya. He ushered us affectionately
into his palace, where he seated everyone in jewelled seats in the
quadrangle of the ceremony. His great face beamed; his cup of joy brimmed
over. A little round-eyed still, Mena came with her lamp for nirajana and a
host of her sakhis and the wives and virgins of Aushadipura offered us holy
water from the Ganga and madhuparka. The Omkara echoed unceasingly in
the background, swelling as the time of the muhurta drew near. They led
Parvati in and made her sit at the southern altar.
Brahma and Vishnu, at my sides, led me to her and the women began
their lusty ululation. Brihaspati and the devas raised shouts of ‘Jaya!’ Garga
sat by the ghatika, the water clock next to the altar. At the appropriate
moment, he chanted the punyaha mantras and, scooping up a handful of rice
grains, gave it to Parvati. As he told her to, she poured the grains over my
head. She stared at me and I longed to take her in my arms right there.
Lakshmi and Saraswati came with lamps to offer nirajana and, one by
one, all the devas’ wives and the rishis’ women. Then, everyone came to
bless us in the great enclosure. Garga indicated it was time to begin.
Carrying the golden vessel between them, Himavan and Mena came to us
with the priest. Prompted by Garga, the mountain offered me water, clothes,
ornaments that I would probably never wear, chandana and everything else
proper to the occasion.
Garga announced, "The hour is here. Let the ceremony begin with the
tithi being proclaimed."
In unison, all the brahmanas called out the tithi. It was time for the
gotrochchara and, carried away by the moment, Himavan cried to me,
"Siva, let us hear your ancestry, your name and your Veda."
There was stunned silence. At once, Narada began to strum fluidly on
his vina. Himavan turned on him in some annoyance, "Please desist, Muni."
Narada played on, he sang,
"Not Vishnu and Brahma know aught of Siva’s gotra,
Then what can be said of the rest?
Brahma did not find the head of the linga,
Mahavishnu did not find its root,
This is the Brahman you ask for his gotra,
Who has no beginning or end!
Think, O father, before you speak,
What it is you ask,
Not Vishnu or Brahma knows of Siva’s gotra,
What can be said of the rest?
AUM is Siva’s only gotra, O Himalaya. He is the Naada."
I saw Himavan’s face, which had clouded for a moment, clear. He
bowed to me, uncanny delight shining in his eyes. It is not easy to give
one’s daughter away, especially if she is Uma. His voice quivering,
Himavan said, "Siva, I give this Uma, my daughter, to you to be your wife.
O Lord of all things, be pleased to accept her. Tasmai Rudraaya Mahate."
He took her small hand and placed it in mine. The tides of her sea
coursed through me and I felt her also quiver at my touch. As bravely as I
could, when my body and soul were on fire, I intoned, "Kamasya Kodat."
I heard Vishnu and Brahma crying, "Jaya!"
With a shout, the gandharvas broke into song again. In soft frenzy, the
apsaras streamed in and began to dance ecstatic celebration. Now, grace
flooded Himavan and Mena and they began to hymn me with slokas from
the Yajurveda. I sat there, silent, holding her hand and she climbed into my
soul through that touch and made her home there. From some distant
mandala, chanting my thousand names, her parents sprinkled water from
the holy rivers, brought here in leaves of ancestral trees, over their Uma and
me.
THIRTY-TWO
After the vows
It was evening, when Brahma concluded the rites. After the sprinkling
of holy water, we went to the threshold and watched Dhruva, the North Star,
appear just for us in the twilight sky. I put my arm around her in
hridayalambana, placing my fingers over her heart, then and forever. They
sat us together on a cushion and I marked her hair with vermilion. Finally, I
handed the purnapaatra full of rice grains to Brahma to signify that the
ceremony was complete. I made the gift of a cow to him, since he had been
the priest when we walked in pradakshina around the Vedic fire. Vishnu
blessed us and there were more shouts of ‘Jaya! Jaya!’ Gandharva music
swelled around us in delirium.
The time drew near when, at last, we would be alone together. Just
now, it was the time of the women. The women of Aushadipura led Uma
and me to the chamber where we were to spend the night. Viswakarman had
created that room in an image of Sivaloka; jewelled lamps illumined it
softly. Giggling, blushing and jostling, the women undid the
granthibandana, the knot with which they had tied our garments together
when the ceremony began. When they withdrew, ululating suggestively,
sixteen ladies of heaven came smiling into the room. They made me sit on a
crystal throne, as I am not accustomed to and, as is customary, began to
tease me with some ribaldry.
Saraswati said, "I hope you have not forgotten your skills at love,
Siva. We used to peer down from swarga in wonder at everything you did.
Look at her: she longs for us to be gone so she can wrap you in her arms!"
Laughing, Lakshmi said, "Don’t sit so far from her, Sankara. Don’t
you see she would wrap more than merely her arms around you?"
Savitri: "Here, feed her this sweet from your mouth."
Jahnavi: "Stroke her hair, Siva, touch her."
Aditi: "Give them water and betel leaves to make their mouths fresh. I
doubt they will stop with hair-stroking!"
Sachi: "Why so shy now, Sambhu? Have you forgotten how you
ranged the earth like a madman when you lost her?"
Lopamudra: "Spice his betel, Uma."
Arundhati: "If not for me, Mena would not have given her to you.
Now for my sake, love her till she is satisfied."
Ahalya: "Forget your age, O Eldest, this is a night for youth."
Tulasi: "You should not have burnt poor Kama. He would have
helped you tonight."
Svaha: "She has a dharma towards him now, much sweeter than
tapasya."
Rohini: "Above him, below him and at his side! Siva, can you satisfy
all that penance?"
Vasudhara: "Knower of everything, do you know what she wants
tonight?"
Satarupa: "She is hungry, Siva; feed her well."
Samjna: "Come, let us make the bed and leave them."
In rejoinder, which was expected of the groom, affecting shock I
cried, "O my mothers, how can you speak like this to your son?"
They froze for an instant; then, smiling, I fed Parvati a sweet from my
mouth as they had told me to. Those divine women went out laughing and
slammed the door shut loudly. At once, with no hesitation or shyness, Uma
put her arms around my neck: as if it was the most natural thing for her to
initiate our loving. As if she was taking up where we had left off in another
life, she drew me to her and gave me a silken kiss, warm enough to melt the
glaciers around us. Light as she was, I picked her up and set her on my lap.
We drank from each other as if we had been thirsty since the stars began.
Then, she pulled away, with a hundred fluttering kisses more. Whispering
in my ear so her breath played there, "I won’t be long," she went into the
next room.
There was a low knock on the door, locked not from within but
outside. I called dreamily, "Enter."
The door opened and, her head bent, lovely, unhappy Rati stood in the
doorway. She waited in silence. I said gently, "Speak, Rati, I have time to
hear you."
She looked into my face without fear and said, "The worlds rejoice at
your marriage, Siva, but not I. You know what it is to separated from your
love; you know my pain. Lord, only when my Kama lives again will your
own loving be complete. Until then, something precious will seem missing
from the joys of your bed."
She walked into the room and laid an urn at my feet, with Kama’s
ashes in it. Tears flowing down her face, she said, "Lord, revive my Kama,
only he ever meant anything to me."
I glanced at the urn and, handsome as ever, despite having been ashes
for a time, Kama stood forth from death and prostrated at my feet. Rati gave
a cry and fell on her husband, kissing his face, his eyes and his lips. Then
she too was at my feet, bathing them in tears, crying, "Siva, Ocean of
mercy, bless us for ever!"
Still dazed after having been dead, a chastened Kama stood up when I
laid my hand on his head. His voice faltering, he said, "Forgive me, Siva,
for what I did."
I replied, "This form of yours is not whole, Kama. Stay only in
Vishnu’s realm, until the end of the Dwapara yuga when Krishna is born
into the world. At that time, you will be born as his son Pradyumna and
you, Rati, as Mayavati. Then, all your powers will return to you and you
shall range the worlds again. As for Uma and I, Rati, we are beyond
needing Kama’s enchantment. We were lovers before he was made."
There was rejoicing outside when Kama emerged with Rati. Changed
now into fresh clothes and ornaments, Uma came back to me. As we
reached for each other, Himavan and Mena knocked on the door to call us
to the feast in Viswakarman’s hall.
Those creations were certainly lifelike. What a sight it was: Vishnu
and Brahma, the devas and maharishis at food, like any marriage guests,
talking and laughing together and also, everywhere around, their lifelike
replicas, gazing down silently. The cosmic artist had made even Chandi’s
ganas so perfectly, more than one blithe gandharva recoiled from that corner
of the great hall.
Came the time for music and dance and we sat drinking together,
feasting our eyes and ears until the sun appeared on the horizon, touching
the vistas of ice and snow in vibrant pink and gold, in unearthly violet.
Parvati never for a moment left my side and her hand remained in mine,
alive with our love. At dawn, I said it was time to sleep and rose to leave
that assembly where few were still awake and those that were yawned.
Vishnu and Brahma followed me out and the women of Aushadipura
led us again to our bedchamber. When they shut the door, as is the custom
they shouted the foulest barrage of obscenities I have ever heard, language
one would hardly credit chaste women with knowing. But they sang out
their stuff with such verve, laughing coarsely as fishwives. At last, they
went away, their filth fading merrily down the corridor.
Uma turned to me with a moan she had contained for a life. Blindly,
my hands were upon her, our tongues entwined like mating serpents.
Ignoring the bed of flowers so carefully made for us, we fell on to the floor.
Tearing away each others clothes, crying out like beasts of the jungle in
rut, we did not care if all Aushadipura heard us.
For four days, she and I did not stir out of those rooms.
On the fifth day, they came to fetch us out to perform the
chaturthikarma. All of us stayed on in Aushadipura. Himavan would not let
us leave; though, it was his daughter he was loath to part from. Vishnu
stayed with Lakshmi, Brahma with Saraswati and I with Uma. The devas
remained there, all the others and Himalaya’s hospitality was memorable.
But the long nights were just Uma’s and mine and none so pleased about
this as the devas: they still had Tarakasura on their minds.
But at last, it was time we went home over glass glacier and snow-
filled valley to Kailasa. One morning, because Uma could not bring herself
to, I went to Himavan and Mena to tell them that we were leaving. In
silence and with dignity, the mountain heard me out. Then he fell at my feet
and said only, "Bless me, Siva."
I picked him up, embraced him and blessed him. Great Himachala
was as loving a father-in-law as anyone could wish for. At noon, with
fanfare, Brahma, Vishnu, the devas and the ganas going with us, seated
together for the first time on caparisoned Nandin, Uma and I set out on the
white, majestic journey to lonely Kailasa: holiest mountain.
At the gates of Aushadipura, Mena suddenly took my hand and cried,
"Merciful Lord, look after my Parvati, forgive a thousand faults in her. In
every birth, she is your bhaktaa; but in this one, she is also my daughter. So,
pardon me for what I say, out of love for her and my ignorance of you.
Conqueror of death, when she just hears your name she goes into an
ecstasy; if anyone censures you, her silence is like that of the dead. Care for
my child, Siva, there is no one like her."
Mena swooned before us. When she revived, she embraced both of us
for the last time and went back into the city. We took our final leave of
Himavan, so brave and dry-eyed today. Then we set out.
When her tears stopped, Uma reeled off for me, in a long breath, what
the brahmana woman sent by her mother had told her was the dharma of a
chaste wife. She repeated it all at astonishing speed, in an old woman’s
voice and we went on our way laughing, the devas smiling with us.
"‘The dharma of a good wife is told in the Vedas and Smritis. She
shall eat only after her husband, sit only when he sits, sleep only when he
sleeps, awaken before him, love him without deception, never show herself
unembellished before him, never adorn herself if he is away, never say his
name aloud. Even if he scolds her or beats her, she shall say ‘Lord, you can
even kill me’. When he calls her, she will leave anything she is doing and
come to him. She will not go to other people’s houses. She shall not take
her husband’s money and give it to anyone else. She will arrange everything
for the daily worship. If she wants holy water, she will drink the water with
which she has washed his feet. She shall not spend unreasonably. she will
not fast without his consent. She will not leave him for any chore, whether
he is impotent, senile, or whatever. She shall not lie with him during her
periods. She shall not show herself before him after bathing. She will look
at her husband’s face and no others; or thinking of him, she will look at the
Sun. She will not neglect to use turmeric, vermilion, saffron, kohl, to wear a
blouse, a necklace, plait her hair. If she wants him to live long she will
never associate with a washerwoman, a harlot, a yogini, or a fallen woman,
nor speak to any woman who disparages her husband. She shall not bathe in
the nude, nor sleep on a mortar, a threshing rod, a broom, a grinding stone,
or on the threshold. Except during sexual intercourse, she shall never show
her maturity and initiative,’ the woman said, O Siva!"
She paused just to draw a breath.
"‘She shall be delighted when her husband is delighted, dejected
when he is, even-minded in affluence and adversity. The husband is
superior to Brahma, Vishnu or Siva; to a chaste woman her husband is God,
guru, dharma, Kasi and yagna. She who is unfaithful to her husband is born
as a she-owl, wasting in the hollow of a tree. Disloyal women bring the ruin
of three families: those of her husband, her mother and her father. By her
punya, the chaste woman takes those families to heaven, wherever she goes
she dispels all sins. Even the Sun, the Moon and the Wind touch the chaste
woman to sanctify themselves. The chaste wife is the root of fortune in the
household. Uma, you are the mother of the universe and Siva is its father
and I say this to you merely for convention’s sake.’"
She spoke in one breath, ironically; but I was sure that most of what
she said appealed strongly to her and she considered it all true.
Halfway along the icy, austere way, Brahma, Vishnu and the devas
bowed to us, we to them, we embraced one another and they flew back to
their own mandalas. The ganas and their women and Uma and I riding upon
Nandin went on to Kailasa.
Karttikeya and Ganesa
THIRTY-THREE
Hiranyaretas
Nectarine waters feed the Naimisa from the foothills of the crystal
mountain. The vana has abundant fruit- and flowering-trees. Here, the rishis
worship Siva with a yagna so awesome it is like the penance of Viswarijas
of old, who wanted to create another universe by his tapasya. They sit
absorbed around the sacred fire when, suddenly, there is a mighty susurrus
above their heads. The flapping of a thousand wings, a vast swirling of airs:
an intimation that a Deva comes among them!
The holy sages open their eyes to gaze at the sky, where the clouds
part to reveal a glimmering path. Down this path, comes a God so brilliant
the rishis have to turn their faces from his splendor. Smiling, that Deva dims
himself to a bearable brightness and settles among them as a tempest
contained. He raises his unearthly face to look at them and they bow to him,
the rishis prostrate themselves. It is Vayu, the Wind, who brings them the
Purana of Siva in this kalpa.
The Deva is Akasa’s son, Brahma’s sishya, a master of prana and his
ethereal body is translucent. His voice is an airy echo of the ocean, as he
says, "Munis, I bring you the Siva Purana today, where my guru Brahma’s
wheel of fire was broken, in this sacred Naimisa."
The rishis bow again; at his sign to them, they seat themselves in a
crescent around the divine storyteller.
In his reverberant whisper, Vayu begins, "Hear from me about the
love of Siva and Uma after they reached Kailasa. Hear from me secrets you
might never hear otherwise. For these are secrets of the love of they who
were once one body and then became two before Brahma and were united
again in the world.
Narada said to his father Brahma, ‘Tell me, Pitama, about the sport of
Siva and Parvati when they went back to Kailasa.’
Brahma said, ‘Listen then to the tale of the birth of Guha. It is sinless
and will make you free. It severs the roots of karma; it is the essence of the
Vedas.
After marrying Himadri’s daughter Parvati, Siva came home to
Kailasa with his ganas. Many of those loyal ones bid farewell to their Lord,
variously and went back to the corners of the universe from which they had
come. At last, Sankara and his bride entered the cavern where they had been
together last when she was Sati. They were alone. The thoughtful ganas had
strewn the bed of feathers with fragrant petals. In the lofty-ceilinged
chamber of rock and ice, stalactite and stalagmite thrust up and down, great
needles in breathtaking sculptures: abstruse music frozen. Yet, it was not
cold in that cave of enchantment. The ice did not burn the skin or freeze the
blood; but it fired the soul.
This was no imitation of Sivaloka in Aushadipura anymore. This was
the heart of Uma’s new life: the one for which she had been born. Here she
felt all her years gone by were a dream, a shadow of what this mountain and
this cave signified. By any reckoning of love, she was satisfied by their
feverish tumults in Aushadipura, when her tide would begin as soon as he
touched her and last all night, until she would see the dawn stab the sky
with soft knives of light. As soon as she came into this privacy, she knew
those frenzies were no intimations of what would happen here.
When they were alone together, he came to her and suddenly there
was nothing human about him. Now He was only God: creator,
Hiranyavarna, golden Sustainer and destroyer of time, of all the mandalas.
He was terrible God, gazing at her out of three eyes with cosmic desire and
a cry of fear welled in Uma. Then, he took her hand and she saw her own
body transformed. She too was someone else, someone she had always
been; for now she was home again. Their fingers touched, their mouths
sought each other in the love that was the source of all things.
It was no more night or day, no longer Kailasa or the world. When,
bared, he put himself into her body and they were one again in that cave, it
was not a place among the blazing galaxies; it was home before all that.
One skin, one flesh, a single darkness and light before time was, one breath,
the same eternal, heaving calm they shared. She stoked him rapturously; the
stars tumbled out again from his mouth and the Naara flowed from him: the
eternal waters that are all times and all places, upon which, in the beginning
and always, Narayana lies. They were one body; half of him was woman
and Goddess, half of her was male and God. They were night and day at
once, light and dark forever: the Androgyne at love with Itself.
Narada, their lovemaking lasted for a yuga of a thousand years of the
heavens. Never in that rhapsodic calm did his seed flow down, but always
upwards in dhyana into the infinite lotus in his great head. But the devas
were impatient, Muni: only when a son was born to Siva, could they be free
of Taraka’s dominion. They made me their leader and we went to Vishnu.
We stood in worship before him and I said, "The love of Siva and
Uma lasts an age and we have no relief from Taraka."
Vishnu said, "The time has come and the constellations around the
earth have reached their destined places. The heavens tremble with the
mating of Siva and Parvati, yet he does not spill his seed. How will Rudra
have a son unless he emits the flaming gold of his loins? Come, let us climb
Kailasa."
Faithful ganas stood guard outside the cavern with the massive stone
door. They said to us, "O Vishnu, Brahma, a kalpa has passed since Siva
went into the chamber of ice with Parvati and still they have not emerged.
We do not know what they do inside, but stand guard here, turn by turn, so
they are not disturbed. We are afraid to knock on the door."
Vishnu, who alone could take the liberty, strode past the distraught
ganas. He rapped sharply on the door and cried, "Siva, what are you doing?
We have come to seek refuge from Taraka."
The Blue God’s voice was like thunder in those silent corridors and
we were all startled to hear him. Inside the cavernous chamber, Siva
snatched himself out of Uma’s body while she still lay in her interminable
swoon. Jumping up, shivering, Siva unlocked the door. As he saw Vishnu’s
smiling face, the cold draught in the passage and awful anxiety after an age
of communion, unmanned Rudra. The fierce seed he should have ejaculated
into Kaali’s womb leapt from him and fell through the crack between door
and wall: golden and smoking on the stone floor.
In a flash, Agni became a dove and swooped to swallow the burning
seed. He was enchanted and otherwise that seed would consume the three
worlds, for it had sprung from Maheswara’s body. Parvati came naked and
wailing to the door.
"Vile Devas!" she cried, when she saw what had happened.
"Despoilers of love, you have made me a barren woman. Oh, may all of you
live in misery forever. Siva’s seed was meant for my body. Base Agni,
become the devourer of all things for swallowing what was mine!"
Seizing a rueful Siva by his hand, she stormed back to their bed,
slamming the door in our faces. She had not had enough: she wanted him
again. He must love away her torment, because he had spent himself
outside her body.
Agni choked and screamed as Rudra’s hiranyaretas burned down his
throat. Before our eyes, he turned pale and golden and, gasping for breath,
cried piteously, "I cannot bear the burning of Rudra’s seed!"
Someone said, "Find a woman and leave the seed in her womb."
Agni wailed, "There is no woman but Uma that can bear Siva’s
blazing seed."
Vishnu pronounced, "You must bear it, Agni, this is Parvati’s curse."
For five thousand years, Agni bore Siva’s terrific seed. It burned his
flesh, his bones, his fat, his blood, his entrails, his seed, his skin, his hair,
his beard, his eyes and his head: all golden. And he was called
Hiranyagarbha, pregnant with the golden embryo.
Once, when he absolutely could not bear Siva’s golden semen any
more, the wives of the Saptarishi were freezing in a Himalayan winter after
their ablutions in the month of Magha. To warm themselves, they came near
their sacrificial fire. In a flash, Agni spewed out Siva’s seed and it entered
their pores with his heat. Agni vanished from there as a great flame.
Only Arundhati, who by instinct did not come too near the fire,
escaped impregnation by the fulvid retas. The rest writhed on the ground, in
agony and their bodies turned golden with Rudra’s seed, shining through
them like a sun. Their bellies became bloated and they all seemed to be in
the final days of pregnancy. When they went home, their husbands, the
rishis, turned them out in fury. Finally, Arundhati invoked Siva for them,
while they screamed for release. By Siva’s grace, they vomited his seed
upon the icy Himalaya and watched in awe as it flowed together on the
ground and became a tremendous golden foetus. In fright and relief, those
rishis’ wives fled.
Himalaya bore the lucific embryo for an hour, shuddering as if he
would crumble into dust. Then with a shout like a thunderclap, he hurled
the foetus into a bank of sara reeds, which grew on the banks of the Ganga.
For ten thousand human years, the glade was refulgent with the divine
embryo, the grass and reeds, the trees, birds, animals and men for a hundred
leagues around, as if the rising sun transformed them.
In the fullness of ten thousand autumns, once, on the sixth day of the
bright half of Margasirsa, a lotus-eyed boy lay in that thicket. He had his
thumb in his mouth and he cried in a voice like thunder. In the heavens, a
mysterious dundubhi resounded, a rain of flowers fell and a current of hope
surged through the earth!
Sent by me, Brahma, Viswamitra came to that glade. He folded his
hands in wonder when he saw the glorious boy. With a laugh and in perfect
ancient speech, the child said to the rishi, "Flawless Muni, perform the rites
of purification for me from the Veda. From now, you be my priest and bless
me with your love."
Viswamitra said, "Divine child, I am not a brahmana that I may purify
you with the Vedic ritual. I am Viswamitra, the kshatriya, who was once a
king."
The boy said calmly, "I say you are a Brahmarishi now, Viswamitra,
revered by Vasishta and the others. Keep this a secret and purify me."
Overcome, for to be a Brahmarishi was his life’s ambition,
Viswamitra performed the rites the boy wanted. He could not have refused
that child anything: not his life, if he had asked. When Viswamitra had
gone, six stellar goddesses, the Krittikas, flew down to the earth. They
arrived near the thicket by the river to bathe in the holy Ganga. They saw
the golden aura shining ten leagues into the air; and when they saw the
splendid child, they could not contain their love.
"Let me suckle him first!" each one cried. When he saw those foster-
mothers of his quarrelling over him, Karttikeya promptly grew six heads,
one for each Krittika and he fed at all their breasts at once. From the
moment they set eyes on him, he was dearer to them than their lives and
they carried him proudly, as their son, to their home in the sky in the
Pleiades. They clothed him in brilliant garments they made themselves and
adorned him in scintillating ornaments. And no one knew about him, for
they never let him out of their sight, never told anyone he existed. Thus,
miraculous Karttikeya grew, hidden by his six mothers, deep in the sky in
Vrishabha, the constellation of Taurus.’
Brahma paused, musing, until Narada urged him, ‘Father, what
happened next?’
Shaking his white heads in wonder at Karttikeya’s childhood, the
Pitama continued. ‘After another yuga of making love in the mountain cave,
Uma said in languor to Siva, "Lord, an age ago, when Vishnu called you
rudely out of my body and my love, you spilt your seed on the ground. Agni
became a dove and pecked it up in his beak, do you remember? What
happened to your hiranyaretas, Siva, which was rightfully mine?"
Tracing the contour of her black breast with a fair finger, Rudra said,
"I do not know."
Uma said, "Siva, no one but I can bear your seed and yet I know it
cannot fail. Perhaps we have a child somewhere we do not know about. I
want to know what happened to your retas."
Siva summoned the devas and asked, "Who has hidden the seed I
ejaculated? Let him speak at once and I will not punish him."
But Vishnu said, "Let he who has concealed your virtue incur the sin
of a liar, of one who outrages the modesty of his guru’s wife."
I, Brahma, cried, "Let anyone who has hidden your sacred retas be
unable to worship you ever."
The lokapalas said, "Let him always have a pang of death in his
heart."
Indra’s devas, "Let him bear the sin of the stupid man who does not
keep his own word."
The wives of the devas protested, "Let she who has hidden your
hiranyaretas lose her mother and her family. Let her incur the sin of the
debauched woman who hates her husband and fornicates with other men."
Rudra turned angrily on Dharma and the other witnesses of all things.
He thundered, "Who has hidden my unfailing seed?"
We looked at one another in alarm, for he was angry. I offered
hesitantly, "Your seed fell on the ground, I saw it."
Bhumidevi, the earth, said, "I could not bear the terrible semen. It
burned me and I cast it into the fire."
Agni said, "Becoming a dove I drank it, for it enchanted me. I bore it
for five thousand years, while all of me, even my atman, turned golden. But
then I could bear it no more and I lost the seed as heat into the rishis’ wives
who shivered upon the mountain."
The mountain said, "I could not bear your burning seed for even an
hour, O Siva and I flung it into the Ganga."
Ganga said, "Mahadeva, I too could not bear your blazing virtue. I
shed it into the bank of sara grasses."
At last, Vayu, the witness, cried, "Siva, in a great thicket beside the
river of heaven, your seed turned into a splendid boy!"
Now the story came tumbling out. Surya said, "It was twilight when I
saw the child crying and I was sinking below the western mountain. But he
lit the darkness around him even as I might, he made his own day out of
night."
Soma said, "The Krittikas found the boy and took him into the sky
with them."
The waters said, "They fed him at their breasts and raised him as their
own, your son bright as a star."
The dusk said softly, "He is their nurseling in the vana in the sky.
They call him Karttikeya."
The night said, "He is dearer to them than their lives, they never let
him out of their sight. Surely, she who nourishes, owns."
The day said, "They feed him only the rarest delicacies. They clothe
him in lucent finery and adorn his body with ornaments past compare."
Siva sent his ganas, Virabhadra, Visalaksha, Sankakarna, Parakrama,
Nandiswara, Mahakaala, Vajradamshtra and others, fierce, great and
haughty, to the home of the Krittikas.
The ganas encircled that world and Nandiswara cried to Karttikeya,
"Siva sent me to fetch you. You are his son born of his seed, which the earth
dropped in the fire, the fire into the rishis’ wives, the rishis’ wives on the
mountain, the mountain in the river, which set you ashore in a thicket of
sara grass. These Krittikas brought you here in love. But you, O Lord, are
Siva’s son, the light of the universe and they hide you here as a dry tree
might try to hide a fire. Siva calls you to a sabha of the devas, you must
come with us."
Karttikeya said with a smile, "They are my mothers who fed me from
their bodies and raised me. Speak no ill of them. Yet what you say is true
and I will go to my fathers sabha."
Uma sent a silver vimana to her son, who was not quite her son. Swift
as thought it was and made by Viswakarman from the light of heaven. With
a heart both heavy and excited, Karttikeya climbed into the marvellous
craft. Certain they would lose him, the grief-stricken Krittikas came wailing
to the door of the ship. They cried pitifully to him, "How do you forsake us
so ruthlessly now?"
Karttikeya replied, "You must come to the earth with me, little
mothers."
Bringing the Krittikas with him, Siva’s son arrived at last on Siva’s
Kailasa. He waited for his father at the foot of an ancient nyagrodha tree.
Sankhas, bheris and turiyas rang out over white valley and jutting peak
when Karttikeya came to Kailasa. All the devas, with Vishnu and I at their
head and the rishis, gandharvas, siddhas, charanas and the other mountain
folk with them, wound their way in a breathless throng to see Siva’s
splendorous son.
Uma had the road to her home paved with padmaraga and other
precious stones, for Karttikeya’s arrival. She stood at her city gates to
welcome the boy, with Lakshmi, Saraswati and thirty Goddesses beside her.
Rambha’s apsaras sang and danced before him as he walked up the
highway. All of us worshipped him, the boy with the golden halo. Siva wept
for joy when he saw Karttikeya and when his son bowed to him, he picked
him up and kissed the top of his head. Uma embraced him as if he had been
born not just of her love, but from her womb as well. After the devas
performed the nirajana, she spirited him off to her apartment. She suckled
him at her dark breast, which had filled with milk when he was born in the
thicket: that is why she had asked Siva to find him.
In the glittering sabha, Parvati set Karttikeya on her lap. She would
not let him away from her, even for Siva to fondle his son. But the boy,
Kumara, would not sit still. He went up to his awesome father and played
fearlessly with Vasuki who hung around Rudra’s neck. When they heard his
childish, delighted laughter, Siva and Kaali’s hearts were full. And the
devas’ hearts, of course, were full: for here finally was their deliverer.
Siva set Kumara on a crystal throne. From a hundred gem-encrusted
pitchers of water, from the earth’s sacred tirthas, the boy was given his
ritual bath. Then Vishnu crowned him with a sparkling coronet he had
brought and I invested him with the holy thread and the Veda, the
Brahmastra and its mantra. All the devas had brought gifts for Karttikeya
and when Agni embraced the boy crying "My son!" Siva declared, "As your
son he shall be Mahasena and Agneya; as Uma’s son, he is Skanda; as
Ganga’s son Kumara; Karttikeya as the Krittikas’ son and Guha as mine. As
the son of the sara reeds he is Sharadvata; six-faced, he is Shanmukha."
Agni gave Karttikeya a spear of fire, which he always carried then on.
Indra gave an Airavata-born elephant, Yama his own staff, Varuna a royal
parasol of white silk and a necklace of pearls. Surya gave him a vimana like
the one in which he had flown to Kailasa and a magical coat of mail. Soma
gave him an urn full of amrita, Kama an arrow of love and his lore. Garuda
gave him his son Chitrabrahma, Lakshmi a matchless necklace, Savitri gave
him the entire siddhavidya.
And when he could speak, Siva said, "Kumara shall be Master of the
army of the devas, the gandharvas and the kinnaras. He will kill Mahisha
and Taraka for you."
Amidst ringing cries of ‘Jaya! Jaya!’ Vishnu invested Karttikeya with
sovereignty over the universe. Then we took him down to Kurukshetra
upon the river Saraswati to build him a golden shrine. There, O Muni,
Siva’s son was made Senapati of the legions of heaven!’ said Brahma to
Narada, enraptured by the tale of that birth of births."
Vayu said so to the rishis of the Naimisa in his breathy voice. While
he spoke, sometimes they saw him and at others, he was only a voice, a
swirling whisper in their souls.
THIRTY-FOUR
The battle by the sea
The rishis of the Naimisa wait in silence for Vayu to continue.
Sighing like an autumn breeze through trees nearly bare, the Wind God
slowly resumes. Wistful for those times of ancient grandeur, he says,
"Narada never tires of the Purana, finding fresh wonder in it each time,
finding it a different tale with every telling. And the rishi was comforted as
he listened to the sacred narration. He was free from the mad itch on the
soles of his feet and the burning impatience in his heart, which always cried
to him, ‘Move on, Narada, there is much to be done elsewhere.’
Brahma said to Narada, ‘At Vishnu’s command, Viswakarman created
a wonderful city near Kailasa for Siva’s son, Kumara, out of the thin
mountain air. Hari himself installed the boy there on a golden throne
encrusted with jewels big as a man’s fist; and he gave Skanda the task of
rescuing the universe from Tarakasura’s tyranny.
An old brahmana wandered into Guha’s court; he was the first
supplicant there. He prostrated at Karttikeya’s feet and cried, "Lord of the
universe, I seek refuge in you. I began a solemn yagna, but the goat for the
sacrifice broke loose and ran away. I have searched high and low, but I
cannot find the animal. O Skanda, the yagna is in your name and you must
help me find my goat. Twelve-eyed Shanmukha, make my sacrifice
fruitful."
Kumara sent Virabahu to find the brahmana’s goat. As he combed the
worlds, Virabahu heard of the havoc the goat brought wherever it went.
Never actually seeing the animal, the warrior arrived in Vaikunta. There,
beside the holy Naara, eternal waters, he saw the beast tethered to a stake,
cropping grass and snorting displeasure at its captivity.
Virabahu dragged the goat to Skanda. Karttikeya was still a boy and,
from a playful impulse, he wanted to ride the animal. So, though the
brahmana protested, the protector of the universe climbed down from his
throne and onto the goat’s back. With a bleat of alarm, the creature tore out
of the mountain palace. Outside, Kumara astride, that goat traversed the
universe in a wink!
When they returned from the infinite journey of an instant, Kumara
said, "Brahmana, do you really want this goat?"
And the brahmana, "Lord, how will my yagna be complete
otherwise?"
And Kumara, smiling, "This goat does not deserve killing, Brahmana.
Go home, I say your yagna is complete."
Narada smiled at this part of the tale. For, he was the brahmana who
brought the goat to Karttikeya, whose mount it has been since, when he
does not ride his peacock. When Brahma paused again, ruminatively,
Narada urged him on; if the tale did not move quickly, he would have to,
because of his brother Daksha’s curse.
Brahma said, ‘The devas were euphoric at Kumara’s performance
astride the goat: here surely was he who could rid them of the yoke of
Taraka. They challenged the Asura, now master of countless worlds among
the stars, his empire of evil so far-flung it could hardly be imagined. A
thunder of battle drums sounded as Taraka came in fury to the earth with his
army. Dare they challenge Tarakasura, sovereign of galaxies? Had they
forgotten how, once in dim time, he had given them back their puny
kingdom at Brahma’s plea? They were ungrateful; he would wipe them
from creation!
The two armies confronted each other at the confluence of the river
Mahi and the ocean. The devas trembled when they saw the conquering
Asura’s superbly drilled legions, a force that had never yet lost a battle.
They saw lines upon lines of demons, many of whom howled in fell voices
what they would do with the innards, the private parts and the women of the
devas. The gods of light wondered if they had made a serious mistake.
Then, a voice spoke out of the sky to the devas, "His time to die has
come. He has found no joy from all his conquests; he is weary of his life.
Keep Kumara at your head and you cannot lose the day. So it is written."
Now the devas roared, each one like Vishnu and they surrounded
Taraka’s army. The asuras laughed at the sound because they knew their
king was invincible. Still, doubt touched their hearts and they were afraid; it
was yugas since they had faced so confident an enemy. They roared back at
the devas, a noise that froze the blood of the gods. The demons shook the
earth by stamping their feet in unison, on the wet sands of that shore of fate.
Indra lifted Kumara onto Airavata at the head of the deva army and
charged the asuras. But a vimana appeared above and Kumara flew up into
the sparkling craft. Roaring like a jungle of wild beasts, the first lines of the
two armies clashed. In moments, that soft battlefield was strewn with
trunkless heads and headless bodies, twitching in death, blood spouting on
to white sand. Severed arms and legs beat brief rhythms before being still.
Bodies pounded with maces were a mass of bone and gore, with flesh
flattened as on a cook’s board. In thousands, those soldiers fell, pierced at
extraordinary angles with arrows of light and javelins of blue fire. Blood
flowed in its own scarlet streams into river and ocean and cries of death and
roars of triumph rent the gull-thick and quickly, wheeling vulture-thick sky.
The ghosts of the dead flocked in bewildered throngs among the older dead
and goblins come to take them. Beasts of carrion, vixens and dogs, were
among the swooping kites and vultures, tearing at the warm flesh of the
slain.
With a ringing battlecry, Taraka flew at Indra. His generals, Samhrada
and Jambha, flashed at Agni and Yama and the tumult stilled the waves in
awe. The sea was flat as a mirror. Varuna locked with Nairritta and Bala;
Suvira, king of the guhyas, fought Vayu; Sumbha fought Sesa. Kumbha
battled Soma; Kunjara, veteran of many wars fought Mihira for his life on
the crimsoned beach. It is truly told, that battleground, with its wealth of
dismembered corpses, was so pleasing to the brave and so horrific to the
coward!
At first, the asuras had the advantage. Taraka felled Indra from
Airavata’s back with a sorcerous spear and the Deva king lay unconscious
on the sand. Sorely pressed, the other devas snatched him up and fled the
battle. Roaring louder than lions, the demons had the better of them. Then,
his ganas beside him, Virabhadra, born of Siva’s rage, growling like
thunder, rolling his bloody eyes, confronted Taraka. With tridents, spears,
swords, scimitars, nooses, axes and spikes the two smashed and pierced
each other. Suddenly, Virabhadra struck Taraka squarely in his face with an
occult trisula spewing white flames. The Asura collapsed. Even from the
ground he hurled a dark lance at Virabhadra and felled him. Both rose, a
little dazed, now the fight in them higher than ever. They fell at each other
again, roaring so awfully the earth quaked and the sea rose in hilly waves.
With astras lofty and fell and all manner of commoner weapons of
light and fire, the two did titanic battle: as joyfully as if they made love!
Their battlecries were climactic shouts and quickly the rest of the war came
to a standstill around them. The soldiers of both armies sounded bheris,
mridangas, patahas, anakas and gomukhas to celebrate the noble duel
between Virabhadra and Tarakasura.
Someone called to Virabhadra, "Stop this pointless duel, O greatest
Gana! It is not written that you shall kill him."
Intoxicated with the fight, Virabhadra roared back, "I will kill the
Demon! I am no eunuch that my Master must come to battle. I will rid the
worlds of Taraka today."
Led by Virabhadra, the ganas won that encounter, because they were
masters of astras, the occult missiles. Unable to stand before the gana army
and slaughtered in hordes, the asuras turned their faces and fled. When, for
the first time ever, he saw his sinister legions flee a battle, with an angry
howl Taraka charged the devas and Virabhadra’s ganas. He had a thousand
hands now; each wielded a terrible weapon. He rode on a creature from
another world, leonine but no lion, six-legged, winged and pale.
When inexorable Taraka erupted on his forces, Virabhadra raised his
trisula with a prayer to Siva and he shone forth, lighting up the quarters. But
when he raised his weapon to finish the Asura, subtly in his heart Siva
ordered him from the field. Each moment after Virabhadra went, Taraka
felled a thousand deva and gana warriors. The ground was another sea of
gore, the air a thickness of screams. Their morale restored, the asuras
streamed back into battle, roaring "Jaya!" Victory!
Deciding the time had come to intervene, Vishnu came to fight with
the bow Saringa, the mace Kaumodaki and the Sudarshana chakra, his
clarion blast on the Panchajanya deafening and exhilarating.
Through the storm of flame-arrows raining death on the deva host,
Hari rode out to meet Tarakasura. They fought an earthshaking duel. Vishnu
struck Taraka across the chest with the Kaumodaki; the Demon pulverised
the mace with a black, flashing trident. Roaring, Narayana shot a thousand
arrows at Taraka from the Saringa, but monstrous Taraka turned Hari’s
arrows into garlands of flowers. They fell around his neck and the Demon
laughed maniacally in triumph.
In a flash, the Asura flung a spear of green light at Vishnu, took the
Blue God in the chest and struck him unconscious for a moment. Crying
death, Hari cast the Sudarshana chakra at Taraka and the fanged Demon fell
senseless on the ground. Even that final weapon did not kill him. He awoke
swiftly and flung his emerald spear at Vishnu again, toppling him from
Garuda’s back. The battle between Vishnu and Tarakasura raged and the
two armies stood by, stunned by its ferocity.
I, Brahma, said to Karttikeya high above the battleground, ‘Kumara,
this duel is senseless and wasteful. By my boon, Vishnu cannot kill the
Asura. Only you, Sivaputra, can slay Taraka.’
I sent the brilliant boy into his first and dreadful war. With a cry of
joy, that he was finally to fight as he was born to, Karttikeya leapt straight
down to the earth from his vimana. Landing light as a feather, running like
the wind on the ground, Agni’s spear blazing, a comet in his hand as he ran,
Kumara came to battle, his divine boy’s cry ringing clear above all the other
bedlam. Six-headed, he scythed through the enemy in a moment and came
face to face with Taraka.
In some surprise, the Asura cried so both armies heard him, "Marvel,
all of you, at the shamelessness of Vishnu and his older brother Indra. Look
to what depths they have sunk. As if it were not enough that in every kalpa
Vishnu deceived Bali, Madhu and Kaitabha, that he tricked our people as
Mohini, that as Rama he killed Tataka, a woman and abandoned his sinless
wife Sita, that as Parasurama he beheaded his own mother, that as Krishna
he seduced the wives of anyone he cared to and married as many times as
he wanted, that in his ninth avatara he preached atheism against the Vedic
way; not enough that Indra, the older brother, cut mother Diti’s foetus into
forty-nine pieces, outraged the modesty of Gautama’s Ahalya, killed Vritra,
who was a brahmana’s son, decapitated Brihaspati’s nephew Viswarupa; as
if all this were not enough, Devas, now your great leaders send a mere boy
into battle against me, Taraka, lord of worlds!"
He threw back his head and roared with laughter. He said to Kumara,
"Leave the field, little boy, before I grow angry and kill you."
Taraka turned his back dismissively on Karttikeya and cried to
Virabhadra, "Evil Spirit, you killed countless brahmanas at Daksha’s yagna.
Let me visit you with the fruit of those murders."
Taraka ran towards Virabhadra with his spear, but Indra flashed at
him with his thunderbolt and knocked him down. The invincible Asura was
unharmed by the Vajra that could mow down an army or shear the wings of
a mountain. Taraka hurled his flaming spear at Indra and the Deva fell from
Airavata’s back. A shiver of mortal terror rippled through the host of
heaven: who could vanquish the Asura who was immune to the Sudarshana
of Vishnu and the Vajra of Devendra?
Taraka pressed home his advantage. With a growl, he wrested the
Vajra out of the fallen Indra’s grasp and flung it at the Deva king. Great
Indra screamed, he writhed in agony and again Vishnu cast the Sudarshana
at the Demon and felled him. Yet again, unharmed, Taraka rose and felled
both Vishnu and Virabhadra with a sweep of the macabre spear, which grew
limitlessly even as he swung it. Darkness fell over the deva ranks. Still they
could not conceive that, as foretold in the boon of old, only Siva’s son could
kill Tarakasura.
With a roar that shook earth, sea and sky, Virabhadra sprang up. He
raised his trisula aloft; weapon and warrior blazed like a new black sun
risen. But raising a hand, Kumara stopped the gana chieftain. He said
kindly, "Why waste time, Virabhadra? Let me kill him."
Spear to spear, invoking potent sorcery with the mantras vaitalika,
khecharaka and praptika, Karttikeya and Tarakasura fought. Laughing, the
Demon began playfully; the spring of mirth dried on his lips when he
clashed spears with Rudra’s son. Their duel raged louder than the battle of
the two armies, which soon stood watching as their generals thrust and
hewed at each other, drawing geysers of blood. Deva and asura, gandharva,
rakshasa and kinnara were rooted, breathless for the outcome. The breeze
no longer stirred; the sun was pale at mid-day as if it was dusk and
Himalaya came there to watch his grandson’s awesome encounter.
Suddenly, Taraka shouted above Kumara’s boyish yells, "Who is this
terrible child?"
Someone answered, "He is Siva’s son Karttikeya!"
At that moment, Kumara pierced Tarakasura through his heart with
the spear of spectral agni. The Demon’s body blew apart with the explosive
power of that thrust, in a thousand shreds. The boon of Brahma, my
blessing to him, Narada, was undone and fulfilled. Taraka’s blood and flesh
was splattered across the beach and the soldiers of the two armies. Now the
devas flew at the asuras: a vengeful tempest. Hacked from their necks,
demon heads fell like monstrous hail upon that shore. Their spirits broken,
their courage gone, the asuras screamed like cowards and the devas
slaughtered them at will.
"Save me! Save me!" the demons shrieked, trying to flee.
Many even called to Karttikeya to save them! But the devas, who had
chafed so bitterly and so long under the tyranny of Taraka and his people,
were a merciless tide. After hours of unrestrained butchery, silence fell on
the sandy battleground on the shores of the western sea, save for the heavy
breathing of deva, gandharva and kinnara and the wash of the scarlet waves.
Exhausted, the ones of light leaned on their smoking weapons, catching
their breath. The asura army, vast as a jungle, had been annihilated: not a
demon of the force Taraka had brought remained alive. Only then, the host
of heaven raised a shout of "Jaya!", as they smeared themselves with blood
from the pieces of dead Tarakasura’s immense carcass.
Siva came to that field. He took Karttikeya, who was still a boy, onto
his lap and stroked his head in pride and love. Uma would not let him have
their son for long, but must have him herself to cosset and fondle. There
was a great feast that night on the beach of victory. We were all there for the
nirajana and light from the waving lamps flickered obliquely across the
faces of the dead. After aeons of terror, secrecy and torment, now music,
dance and songs of liberation filled the memorable night. We stayed there,
singing the praises of Karttikeya, until the sun rose golden over the deep
blue forest behind us. Then we bathed in the ocean and returned to our
homes.’
Said Brahma."
Says mysterious Vayu to the rishis of Naimisa. They marvel as much
at the storyteller of the airy face, as the Purana, which, by his power, they
not only hear but actually see in lucid pictures before their eyes, as he tells
it.
THIRTY-FIVE
Another son
Not pausing for breath, Vayu Deva tells the rishis in the Naimisa vana
the story of Ganesa.
"Brahma told Narada of infinite curiosity the tale of Ganesa’s birth.
The Pitama of the worlds said,
‘The birth of Ganesa is told differently for different kalpas. In one, he
was born from Siva’s golden seed out of Parvati’s womb, after they made
love in the vana. She was so delighted with her son she told everyone to
come and look at his perfect face. She did not except Shani Kruradrishti and
Saturn’s evil eye burnt up Ganesa’s head. Before it was too late, Siva
attached the first available head onto his son’s body and this was of a one-
tusked white elephant.
In another kalpa, deep in a jungle, Siva and Parvati saw two elephants
mating. Excited by that spectacle, they too assumed elephants’ bodies, one
black and one white and went to rut. The son born out of their ecstatic
mating was Ganapathy, with a white elephant’s head.
But listen, my son, to the story of Ganesa’s birth in the Svetavaraha,
kalpa of the White Boar. Once, many years after Siva and Uma were
married and some years after the birth of Kumara, Parvati’s sakhis Jaya and
Vijaya said to her, "They who stand guard at our doors are loyal to Siva.
You should have a gana of your own, Kaali, faithful just to you."
Uma only smiled. Then one day, when she was bathing in her
apartment with her sakhis, she had Nandin on guard outside with
instructions to let no one in. Siva came unexpectedly to her door. Nandin
meekly suggested to his Lord that perhaps he should wait outside until Uma
finished her bath; Siva gave him a look that made him tremble and stormed
past him into her chambers. Uma’s sakhis shot out of the steaming bath
water, shrieking, trying to cover their nakedness. Siva muttered an apology
and went out, smiling to himself. Uma was furious. The same day, she
decided, though she breathed no word of it to him, that she would have her
own gana to guard her door and he would let no one in without her consent.
When she returned to her bath, she saw the dirt she had washed from
her body floating on the water like thin clay. She scooped up the handful of
grime, tangled with her hair and breathed life into it. In a flash, a brilliant
young man stood before her, his palms joined in reverence and beaming in
love. He was towering and flawless of limb. Pleased no end, she clothed the
youth in rich silks, she adorned his beautiful body with ornaments; blessing
him, Uma cried happily, "You are my son! I have no one else I can call just
my own."
Her powerful child said, "What task have you for me, mother?"
Caressing his cheek, Uma said, "You shall be my dwarapalaka. And
remember, no one will come in here without my permission."
Uma gave him a staff of flames with which to guard her door.
Looking at him, so strong and handsome, she hugged and kissed him again
and went back to her friends and her bath. In a short while, Siva arrived at
Parvati’s door and tried to enter. Her son barred his way. "Where do you
think you are going? My mother is bathing inside, you cannot enter without
her permission."
Siva stared at him for a moment. Still calmly, he said, "Who do you
think I am, that you bar my way? I am Siva."
He began to go in, but the youth fetched him a warm blast with his
fire staff and stopped him in his tracks. Siva took a deep breath and said
through his teeth, "Foolish boy, why do you stop me from entering my own
house? Don’t you know Uma is my wife?"
The youth replied with another restrained stab of his staff. Siva
shouted to his ganas and when they came running, he thundered, "Who is
this? How did he come here? Don’t just stand there gaping, ask him!"
The ganas muscled up to the boy, who stood his ground, not batting
an eye. "Who are you? Where have you come from? If you value your life,
you had better leave this place quickly!" said the Sivaganas.
They jostled him a little, tried to shove him back and were amazed
when they could not budge him. Grinning, he said, "Who are you handsome
fellows, with faces like the backsides of beasts? I think it is you that should
vanish from my mothers door."
The ganas laughed loudly, more to reassure themselves than from real
mirth. They cried, "We are Lord Siva’s ganas. If you are a gana too, we
shall not kill you but just remove you from here. But if you are a wise
fellow, leave yourself, don’t force us to hurt you."
The young dwarapalaka replied softly, "Go."
The mighty ganas were strangely perturbed and could not tell why.
Saying how the impudent wretch would not dare challenge the ganas of
Siva like this if they themselves were not so polite, they went back to their
Master who stood at a slight remove. The ganas reported what the young
man said.
Siva rasped at them, "Have you lost your manhood, O my Ganas, that
you let him mock you? Or is it just your usual taste for a fight to flee at
once! If you attack him with no more than taunts, of course he will say
anything that comes to his mind. Go give him a taste of your blows and see
if he changes his tune."
Nandin, chief of the ganas, murmured, "He says he is Parvati’s son."
Siva turned on him angrily, "And I must bow to the whim of an
arrogant obstinate woman who is my own wife? Thrash the boy. Kill him if
you have to, or they will say Siva is henpecked. Go!"
Reluctantly, Narada, the ganas went back to the youngster, who stood
staring straight ahead of him, a smile still curving his fine lips. Nandin said
in his most menacing tone, "Leave this place, child, if you don’t want to
die."
Without bothering to look at him, the youth replied, "Look for your
strength to your master and I to my mother. Let us see who wins."
The Goddess at her languorous bath heard voices raised outside and
said to her sakhi Jaya, "Go and see what is happening."
Jaya opened the front door a crack and peered out. She went running
back to her mistress and cried in glee, "Siva’s ganas are threatening ours,
but he faces them calmly. He will not let Siva enter. How handsome he is,
how bold! You must not back down now: Siva must not come in unless they
defeat our dwarapalaka. He takes you too much for granted."
Uma knit her brows. She muttered, "Can’t Siva wait before breaking
in? You are right, let him not come in without a fight."
Uma sent Jaya back to the door with a message, "‘They cannot defeat
you, my son; what are these ganas before you? Don’t let them in!’ says your
mother to you."
While the women went back, giggling, to the pleasures of their bath,
the youth, slapping his thighs, cried merrily to the Sivaganas, "Not humbly
or forcibly will you enter my mothers apartment. I have never fought a
battle before, but my mother shall see my valour. I fight for her!"
Nandin charged the boy and caught him by a leg. He smashed the
gana’s hand with his burning staff and Nandin had to let go, bellowing in
pain. Then, like a summer storm, he was at the gana force with his mothers
danda. Mighty, war-hardened heads, hands, backs, necks, legs and chests he
burned; he smashed them like eggshells, laughing all the while in his clear,
fresh voice. They fled before his onslaught and ran to Siva. Bristling with
fight, the young warrior stood again at his mothers door, like Yama at the
end of a kalpa!
Hearing the commotion of that encounter, which sounded as if the
worlds were ending, Vishnu and I flew there to investigate. The devas, the
asuras and the other immortals had already arrived and Siva said to us, "The
boy churns my army of ganas, my experts in war, like the mountain did the
ocean. He catches their weapons in his teeth and smashes them back with
his staff. Earth and sea tremble and the sky whirls, with the stars dislodged
from their places."
Never had such a battle been fought outside a bathing-room. Vishnu
went to test the strength of the boy blessed by Parvati and was knocked to
the ground with a flaming blow. Vishnu said to Siva, "I have seen many
devas, daityas, danavas, rakshasas, yakshas and gandharvas, but none to
equal this guardian. You will not kill him without deceit."
"We shall see!" cried Siva angrily. Brandishing his trisula and pinaka,
Rudra went into the fray where, with nerveless ease, Uma’s youth was
demolishing all the devas and ganas that besieged him. Siva challenged him
with a shout. In a blink, the wizardly staff struck the weapons out of
Rudra’s hands. That uncanny danda always stayed in the boy’s whirling
palms, but left them also, both at once, to smash back any attack. It was
swifter than a thought, ablaze.
Vishnu whispered to Siva, "Work your way around him and when he
attacks me, kill him from behind."
Siva crept behind the inexhaustible guardian, while Hari challenged
him from the front. The youth hurled an iron-studded club at Vishnu when
he saw him coming and Narayana struck it in shards with the Sudarshana
chakra. The boy snatched up one sliver and cast it at the Blue God, but
Garuda caught the deadly piece in his beak. The young man fell on Vishnu
with his mothers danda. With a lightning, elongated blow of flames, he
struck Hari off Garuda’s back. Mahavishnu sprang to his feet with a roar
and leapt at him. As they wrestled fiercely, Siva crept up from behind and
took off that youth’s head with his trisula, so he died in Vishnu’s arms. Even
after he was dead, for some moments, his headless body continued to
wrestle Vasudeva, in obedience to his mothers will.
The ganas set up a great cheer when Siva beheaded the dwarapalaka;
they beat out rhythms of victory on mridanga and pataha. With a terrible
wail, Uma came flying out of her apartment, stark naked, beating her breast
and howling, "What shall I do? Where will I go? Misery engulfs me, the
devas and the ganas have murdered my son."
Suddenly, she was Bhadrakaali before us. Her eyes rolled awfully, she
pulled her hair and screamed, "I will drown you in a deluge of blood!"
In an instant, a hundred thousand horrible Shaktis, fanged, four-
armed, mounted on lions and wielding dreadful weapons, stood where the
youth had been killed. They stood bowing to Uma.
"Mother, command us."
In awesome fury, Mahamaya commanded them, "Devour all these.
Devour the devas, ganas, rishis, yakshas and rakshasas. Devour my
husband. I will make an end of everything today, for they have murdered
my son."
Her terrifying karalis, hunchbacked kubjakas, lame kanjas, long-
headed lambasirsas set about their task like fire in dry grass. They picked
up deva and asura, rakshasa and Sivagana and flung them into yawning
maws like bits of candy. Even Siva trembled at the advent of Uma’s
primordial shaktis.
When a million were dead, in no time, Uma still stood unappeased
among her furies; trembling in fright, the rishis ran to the mountain’s
daughter. They fell at her feet and cried, "Mercy, Mother of the universe!
Adi Shakti, the worlds quail at your anger. Be calm, Devi, let there be
peace."
Deranged, naked Uma glared at them insanely. Her pupils were
dilated wide as her irises and her eyes rolled crimson in their black sockets.
She spoke no word, only glared, her lip curled, her hands clenching and
unclenching. Again, they prostrated abjectly, "Durga, forgive us! See where
Siva himself stands, hands joined in contrition, shaken. What then of
Brahma, Vishnu or the devas? We are only your creatures, Ambika: remove
our terror, give us back peace."
Uma’s body shuddered ever so slightly, as if a current of sanity
flowed again in her soul. She sighed and her eyes rolled no more. Parvati,
the mother, said softly, "If my son has life again, I will stop the killing and
recall my shaktis. Otherwise, havoc continues!"
The maharishis came to where Siva stood with Vishnu and me and
conveyed what she had said. Siva cried, "Let it be as she wants, so there is
peace." He commanded his ganas, "Go north and bring back the head of the
first living creature you meet. Don’t dither!"
The ganas washed the youth’s headless trunk and carried it north. The
first living creature they encountered was a magical being: a white elephant
with only one tusk. With its consent and a prayer, they cut off that
elephant’s head and joined it to the dead boy’s neck. Siva sprinkled holy
water on the great body and the devas cried, "Siva, let your tejas enter him
through the Veda!"
The youth awoke among the living, ruddy and brilliant again and
elephant-headed. When Uma saw her son alive, she gave a cry of joy and
clasped him to her, kissing his extraordinary head and sobbing. She blessed
him with all the siddhis and touched his lofty brow with her precious hand,
which removes every distress.
"Oh, my son, strife has been your lot since the moment you were
born. Now you shall be peaceful and contented. You will have worship
before all the devas and for the blood on your face men shall worship you
with vermilion."
Siva came there, glowing with relief. He placed a tender hand on the
youth’s head and said, "This is another son of mine. He shall be the lord of
all my ganas, we will call him Ganesa."
Uma’s eyes brimmed over, though she did not look into her Lord’s
face and spoke no word to him yet. Rising from his mothers lap, Ganesa
bowed to Brahma, Vishnu and Sankara. He said, "Arrogance is man’s
nature, let my crimes be forgiven."
With a joyful laugh, embracing Ganesa, Siva cried, "He shall be
worshipped before us all. If he is not worshipped, we are not worshipped
either and the fruit of the ritual lost. He will be worshipped with durva
grass, a fast, sandal paste, rice grains and ketaka flowers by those that want
unequalled happiness in the world, especially women and kings."
All the smiling devas cried, "So be it."
Narada, when Ganapathy was made a Deity, peace was restored to the
worlds. Parvati called off her shaktis and misery grew dim throughout the
sacred universe. Siva and Uma were united again and there was jubilation
on Kailasa.
Whoever hears this tale with a pure heart shall become an abode of
everything auspicious. The barren are made fertile, the indigent become
wealthy, the sick find health and the miserable good fortune by the grace of
the faultless Ganesa, Lord of the ganas!’ Said Brahma the grandsire to the
restless and enraptured seer, his son, Narada."
Says pervasive Vayu, in compassion, sighing happily in his mystic
airs, to the rishis of the Naimisa vana, who are thirsty for the ambrosial
Purana.
THIRTY-SIX
Mallikarjuna
"Divine Vayu, do not stop until you have told us the whole Purana,"
say the rishis of the Naimisa, chief among whom in that kalpa was Saunaka,
the austere.
His face a bright and mobile vapour, Vayu says,
"Brahma, my guru, said to his itinerant son Narada, ‘Muni, when they
had two wonderful sons, the joy of Siva and Parvati was boundless.’
Narada sat curled like a child at Brahma’s feet, savouring the Purana.
Brahma had first told it to Narada’s brother, Sanatkumara, who then
revealed it to Vyasa, who gave it to the world in a bygone kalpa.
‘Great was the love they shared in that family: Mahadeva, Kaali and
their two sons, one six-faced and the other elephant-headed. One day, Uma
said to Siva, "They are old enough now to marry. We must find brides for
them."
The boys were delighted when they heard. They challenged each
other, the elephant-headed and the six-faced, each crying, "I will marry
before you!"
Even among them, there existed the rivalry that darkens love between
brothers. Siva said, "You might not believe it, but you are both equal in our
eyes. So we have decided the one who goes around the earth and comes
back here before the other, shall marry first."
Bowing quickly to his parents, Karttikeya shot away from Kailasa
like an arrow. Ganesa stood where he was, sighing to himself, snuffling
through his trunk, while thought furrowed his great brow and glinted in his
canny eyes. Finally, with a deepest sigh, he also bowed and left his parents’
presence. Ganesa did not set off on a journey around the world. He only
went to the river and bathed, muttering under his breath, "I cannot go round
the earth, at best I may go a krosa!" His bulk was great. "Anyway, of what
use is the happiness one gets after going round the world?"
When he finished bathing, Ganapathy came home and prepared two
seats of kusa grass for Siva and Uma. When he had them seated, side by
side, he folded his hands and circled them seven times in pradakshina. Then
he prostrated and said, "Mother, Father, let me be married quickly now, I
have done what you asked."
Parvati laughed, "You were to go round the world. Kumara has
already set out; you must hurry if you hope to catch up. Come back before
him and we shall surely get you married first."
Ganesa said, "I have gone round the world more than once since you
told me to."
Uma said, "Sweet child, when did you go round the earth of seven
continents and oceans, the world of towering mountains, of holy rivers and
deep jungles?"
As a smile touched his fathers face, Ganapathy said blandly, "The
Vedas and the Shastras say, O my Mother, he who walks around his parents
goes round the earth. While he that leaves them and goes on a pilgrimage
incurs the sin of their murder. A son’s holiest shrine is the feet of his
parents. I have walked around you not once, but seven times, with perfect
faith in my heart. Either you get me married, or declare the Vedas false,
since they enjoin what I have done."
He stood before them, palms still folded and Siva burst out laughing
and embraced his intelligent son. Siva cried, "You are a sublime soul! When
misfortune comes, only intelligence has the power to dispel its darkness.
Ganesa, you shall be married at once and Kumara when he returns."
At a shining ceremony organised by Viswakarman and attended by us
all, Hari and I, the devas and the others, Uma and Sarva got Ganesa married
to Prajapati Viswarupa’s daughters, the exquisite twins Siddhi and Buddhi.
Soon, Ganapathy had a son from each wife. Kshema was born to Siddhi and
Laabha to Buddhi, both splendid boys.
While Ganapathy enjoyed domestic bliss, Karttikeya was on his way
home, triumphant after an exhausting journey and certain his brother had
not overtaken him. You, Narada, met him. You told Kumara all, as you need
not have. You seemed to be in such anguish, as if the injury was first to you
and only then to him.
You whispered, "I speak the truth, though I can hardly believe it. How
can one’s parents treat one so callously, even if one’s mother is not one’s
own flesh and blood? How can one’s father stand for it?"
You paused, clicking your tongue in sympathy. Impatient after his
great journey, Guha said, "What are you babbling, Narada? Tell me what
you have to say."
You, my son, hesitated, as if unsure if you should or not. He seized
you roughly. He could not wait to be married first; surely Ganapathy was
not even halfway round the world yet and panting along. Kumara shook you
by your slender shoulders. He cried, "Tell me, Narada, quickly!"
Sighing, you said, "It is the truth, Guha. No one else would be so
heartless as Siva and Uma."
"Tell Narada!" roared Kumara.
"After they had sent you around the world, they wasted not a day and
Ganesa was married to both Viswarupa Prajapati’s beautiful daughters. He
lives happily with his parents, his wives and two handsome sons, while you
are still on your way home! What I say is there were two girls, each as
lovely as her sister; why couldn’t one have been given to you? After all, are
you not the elder one? Your parents have not done right by you, Kumara. If
one’s own parents cheat one, who else will have a care? You should not
look at the faces of a mother and father who have treated you so
wretchedly."
From the corner of your eye, you watched his six faces turn crimson.
You heard the stricken cry torn from him. Then, his eyes streaming, he flew
into his parents’ home. They sat with Ganesa and his wives and their
grandchildren playing near them. With a cry of joy, Uma sprang up and ran
to Karttikeya. He pushed her aside and stood glaring at Siva for a long
moment. He bowed stiffly to his father and without a word, turned and
stalked out of that palace forever.
Karttikeya went to the Krauncha peak, where the Manasarovara is,
with Uma’s cry ringing in his ears, "What have we done, where are you
going?" Even today, Narada, just as you intended, he lives there: an
unfettered Guardian with all the time in the world for his bhaktas. His
vision removes every sin; his name bestows auspiciousness upon the earth.
In the month of Karttika, the devas and the maharishis come to the place
where he dwells. Whoever sees Siva’s son Karttikeya during the day of the
Krittika nakshatra of the Krittika maasa is stripped of all his sins, even of
the desire to sin anymore.
Parvati slumped unconscious to the floor when Kumara walked out of
her home. When she came to herself, she was inconsolable with guilt. If
Ganesa had been in Karttikeya’s place, might she have done differently?
She shut herself in her room, weeping and mourning her son as if he had
died. When the moon grew full and her grief with it, she came out, her hair
wild and loose, tears still streaming down her dark face and cried to Rudra,
"We must go to him at once. We have wounded his very soul."
Though he doubted the wisdom of this course, to appease his wife
Siva went out to the Krauncha with her. When Kumara heard they were
coming, he left that peak and went three yojanas away. He did not want to
see them, he was so certain that they had betrayed him.
There on the Krauncha, in sombre sorrow, Siva remained as the
mystic Jyotirlinga Mallikarjuna, gleaming amidst the ice and the snow. Ever
since, the Lord goes there secretly on each day of the new moon, amavasya,
to gaze at his son yearningly, from afar. Uma goes on the night of the full
moon, paurnima, to see him better and to cry for him in her endless guilt
and grief.
Narada, the tale of Karttikeya and Ganesa frees a man from his sins
and gives him everything he desires. It frees the sick from their affliction,
the terrified from their fear, the possessed from ghosts and goblins. This
story is perfectly pure and bestows sons and grandsons, long life and
heaven. It can confer even moksha, for in truth it is Siva himself.’
Said Brahma softly to his son Narada, adrift now, his eyes shut, on the
currents of the immortal Purana."
Vayu, who has the role of Suta in that kalpa, tells the rishis in the
Naimisa vana.
Yuddha Khanda:the cantos of war
THIRTY-SEVEN
Tripura
In another kalpa, Saunaka’s rishis sit enraptured before the great
Vedavyasa’s sishya, Suta Romaharshana and hear from his lips the amrita
Purana of Siva. Suta says,
"Vyasa, my guru, said, ‘When Narada asked Brahma to tell him about
the burning of the Tripura, the Pitama said with a smile,
‘Once, when Vedavyasa wanted to hear the Siva Purana, my son
Sanatkumara told him about the Tripura and how Mahadeva destroyed them
with fire. Sanatkumara said, "When Siva’s son Karttikeya slew Tarakasura,
the asuras found they had no sanctuary anywhere. The avenging devas
hunted them on earth, in the heavens, down in the under-worlds and
slaughtered them. Few escaped the holocaust: after their long enslavement
by the demons, Indra’s people were determined to have savage satisfaction
of them.
But Taraka’s three sons, Tarakaksha, Vidyunmalin and Kamalaksha,
escaped the lords of light. They vowed they would undertake a tapasya no
less than their fathers, of old: to gain a safe haven for their people scattered
by the avenging devas. The asuras were forced to go in disguise, despicably
and to hide even from their own; they were a mighty race reduced to shame.
They covered their faces and scrabbled amidst deserts and in mountain
caves, where man and deva did not come.
Taraka’s noble sons climbed to a secret cave on Mount Meru and
performed a tapasya that at least equalled the single penance of their sire.
Relinquishing every pleasure, they were like three flames of worship. In
summer, they sat in dhyana at the heart of five fires; four they built around
themselves and the fifth was the sun above. Frequently, one or the other
would faint from the heat. In the dead of winter, they sat in freezing streams
laden with ice floes, while their bodies turned blue. During the monsoon,
they bared themselves to lashing rain, soaked to the bone, while the skin
stretched like faded parchment across their skeletons.
They ate only roots and herbs, when they ate at all. They stood on
their hands and heads for years, still as stones. Their penance grew harsher
as the capacity to mortify their flesh increased. Sleepless they meditated,
whilst nightmares ravaged them. Their bodies were skin and bone. The tree-
bark they wore was caked in mud, encrusted with dry duckweed and slime
and the world itself had grown dim because the tapasya of Taraka’s sons
drained its light. One day, when only he had count of how long the penance
of Tarakaksha and his brothers had lasted, Brahma, their ancestor, stood in
glory before them and said, "I am pleased with you, enemies of the devas.
Ask me for any boon."
They fell at his feet and, his voice strident from disuse, Tarakaksha
said, "Lord of creation, if you are truly pleased, grant us invincibility from
every being in your universe. Let not old age, sickness or death befall us;
for of what use, O Pitama, is wealth, vast earth, lordship over great cities, or
any glory whatever, if one is to be swallowed by death in five brief days?"
Brahma stared at the ambitious Asura. Slowly, he said, "It is not in
my power to grant immortality. All creatures that are born must die and be
born again; only Siva, conqueror of time and Mahavishnu are free from
death. I myself am mortal. Ask me for anything else, Danavas. Choose a
boon befitting your stature; you would not know what to do with
immortality."
They consulted together in whispers, then Tarakaksha said, "When
Taraka was killed our people became homeless and the devas them as
vetalas do animals of the vana. Grant us each a fortress of a city,
invulnerable to the gods of light and their weapons, impregnable against all
creatures of land and sea and sorcery as well. Let our race live there in
safety for ever."
Brahma objected, "I cannot give you cities that is perfectly safe."
Tarakaksha said, "Then let it be destroyed only by a single arrow of
Siva’s. We have no enmity with Rudra. He is the greatest God and we are
his bhaktas."
Brahma blessed the demons of the matchless penance. "So be it. But
remember, if your people torment the rest of creation, your cities may as
well be made of straw, for so shall they burn."
Brahma directed Viswakarman to build that sanctuary for the daityas
and he vanished as wealth won in a dream. The cities Viswakarman built,
under instructions from Tarakaksha, the eldest brother, also called Mayaa,
were like no other the worlds had ever seen. Kamalaksha had his city of
silver on bhumi and it was great and intricate. Vidyunmalin had his city of
bronze in patala and it was marvellous. Tarakaksha himself had his city of
gold and dreams built for him in swarga and it was peerless.
The three cities lay in each others shadows. Once every thousand
years, at midday during the hour of abhijit, when the moon was in the
Pushya nakshatra and when Pushkara and Avarta showered invisible rains
down on the earth, the three cities became a single one. Only on that day
were they vulnerable to Siva’s unlikely arrow. Besides, the sons of Taraka,
especially the eldest, were the most faithful Sivabhaktas.
Ah, such cities were the Tripura of those demons! Lofty arches led
into them along royal highways. Like everything else here, the mansions,
ramparts and sky-scraping turrets, these arches were made of gold, starry
metals and stone. They were studded with incredible jewels. Above, elegant
sky chariots flitted, encrusted with padmaraga, glinting in the sun and the
moon. Kalpa vrikshas, trees of wishes, lined the wonderful streets. Palaces
towered over groves of asoka trees, koyals warbling in their branches.
There were gardens with clear pools full of lotuses and some palaces were
twenty stories tall. The Tripura, made with the rarest materials from the
three worlds, basked in a veil of fragrant incense and sacrificial smoke from
the quarter of worship: Siva’s sanctum!
Each of them awesome as Yama, the daityas came home to Tripura.
Like a pride of lions returning from captivity into a jungle, or sea-monsters
into the ocean, they swarmed majestically into the triune sanctuary and
began living in lordly mansions their kings bestowed on them. Invincible to
the enemies of the asura brothers, the Tripura teemed with a billion daityas!
They rose like clouds from sutala and patala and from mountain crannies
where they had laid up like insects under stones. As each family arrived, it
asked a boon of Tarakaksha and he granted it, whatever it was; great was
his power within the precincts of his cities.
On silvery evenings of the moon, around the lotus pools in the parks
and gardens, through orchards of mango and past tapovanas of rishis at
dhyana, the demons strolled in freedom again. After the harsh centuries of
exile and impoverishment, they wore fine silks. Their battle-scarred bodies
were anointed with sandal-paste and scented oils and their women and
children were at their sides.
Great was the prosperity of the Tripura. The asuras of the three cities
were noble and devout, their women were chaste and, after the bitter years,
they cherished what they now had. They followed the teachings of the
Vedas and the Smartas and worshipped Siva day and night with virtue and
contentment. Wives were chaste, sons were loyal and Vedic hymns blended
in harmony with the tinkling of dancers’ anklets, the plucking of vinas and
the sweet breath of flutes. Dallying in the Tripura, the danavas heard their
women’s soft laughter and their hearts were full.
A long time passed in plenitude, dharma and Sivabhakti. But time is a
wheel that turns surely. Slowly, not even perceptibly at first, the evils of
life, which had been so conspicuous by their absence in Tripura, crept in
stealth into the minds and then into the lives of the noble demons.
Misfortune, envy, thirst, hunger and discord came to Tripura. At twilight
these came, unbidden, unnoticed, the fruit of too many years of peace and
fortune; they came like the viruses of some fatal disease invading the body.
Mayaa saw them clearly, in a nightmare, even before the ruin set in.
Evil did not easily gain a foothold, for the asuras had a potent secret.
Whatever sins they committed, as time passed, they worshipped Siva as a
crystal linga enshrined in the quarter of worship; and their intransigence
were forgiven them, their sins ashed at once. For, in time, Tarakaksha
Mayaa had grown to be the greatest Sivabhakta in the worlds. In those
middle days of the unrivalled prosperity of the Tripura, Indra and his people
were miserable, their envy of the demons tore at them with green talons.
They went to Brahma, who had granted those daityas the boon. Indra
said grimly, "We are dismayed at the growing power of the danavas of
Tripura. They are asuras, Pitama and never to be trusted. You have blessed
them too generously."
Smiling to himself, Brahma said, "If they abandon dharma, Siva will
burn them. So far, they are virtuous."
He paused and gazed into his mystic heart, at the tides of the future he
saw gathering there. He murmured, "It might be wise to meet Siva after all,
just in case..."
The devas flew to Kailasa and, palms of light joined, Indra said to the
bull-bannered One, "Obeisance, golden-wombed Lord, creator, sustainer
and annihilator of everything. Obeisance, Lord of tantra, Lord of Uma, O
Brahman, O Mahakaala! Siva, Taraka’s sons have vanquished Indra’s
armies. The asuras of Tripura have Brahma’s boon and they are invincible
within their cities. They will overrun the three worlds, Rudra, only you can
stop them."
Siva said gravely, "The sons of Taraka worship me and they are
righteous, O Indra. How can I kill my bhaktas?"
He waited for their reply and they stood silent and disconsolate before
him. With a sigh, Rudra said, "Of course, there is no harm in taking your
fears to Vishnu."
The devas flew back to Brahma. With him, they went to Vaikunta
where immortal Narayana lay upon Anantasesha. They cried to the Blue
God, "Hari, how will we ever have peace again, when the demons of
Tripura will subdue the universe?"
Vishnu said, "As darkness does not appear before the sun, no evil
comes to a city where dharma rules. Tarakaksha’s people are devout, they
worship Siva unfailingly."
Indra wailed, "We devas will perish!"
Hari said, for they were his favoured people, "You, too, must worship
Mahadeva."
The devas undertook a great yagna. From the pit of sacrifice, rose a
thousand awful bhutasanghas, each with a thousand bhutas, armed with
fiery trisulas, every spirit a mass of flames. Vishnu, Lord of yagnas, cried to
them, "Fly to the Tripura, O Bhutas, make them ashes!"
Howling horribly, the spirit hosts flew to the demon cities. No sooner
did they enter their portals than unseen fire made their blazing legions ashes
and they fell softly on the Tripura, like Rudra’s blessings.
Shaking his beautiful head, Vishnu said, "All the demons’ sins are
washed by their worship of Siva’s immaculate linga. Their cities cannot be
taken by force."
Then, he mused, "But what if we destroy their faith, so they do not
worship Siva any more? What if we use guile and dharma disappears from
the Tripura? How long will they stand if they do not adore the linga any
longer?"
Vishnu waved away the mournful devas. "Leave it to me, I will
corrupt them myself."
Out of his own essential being, Vishnu created a prophet of delusion,
a false guru. He was Mayaamoha of the shaven head, clad in dishevelled
clothes, with a wicker basket in his hand and a roll of spun cotton that he
shook, rattling it with every step he walked. His thin hands trembled with
weakness, but he held in them a Maayashastra in apabhramsa: a subtle
doctrine thousands of slokas long, a veritable tome of his invention. That
unholy book preached non-violence, forbade srauta and smarta rituals and
created a separate order for women so they abandoned their homes and
became ‘liberated’ yoginis. Clutching his book of cunning lies in his hand,
Mayaamoha stood, frail and glowing, before Vishnu and cried in his shrill
voice, "Dharma! Dharma!"
Hari laughed aloud at the peculiar sight. He said to Mayaamoha,
"Your mission is not with me. Go to the Tripura and preach your doctrine
there. Subvert the hearts of Mayaa’s asuras. My own maaya goes with you,
so fear nothing."
Mayaamoha, called Arihat by the Lord, mesmerically chanted the
pivotal tenet of his philosophy: "Heaven and hell are both in this world.
There is no before or after."
Shuddering a little at this, Vishnu said, "Go forth and preach your
wretchedness; you have my blessing, you will incur no sin. After you have
ruined the Tripura, my clever one, you shall go into the desert and stay there
until the dawning of the kali yuga, the age after your own heart. In the kali,
Arihat, your dharma will manifest in all its forms; for it belongs in the kali,
when true dharma scarcely survives. The dark age will call you a prophet;
and finally, at yuganta, I will give you moksha as well. Go, strange fellow,
hasten to your task."
On his way, from his thought, Arihat created four disciples for
himself, bald-headed masters of his heresy. They too covered their mouths
with pieces of gauze, each held a broom made of cloth and a wicker basket
and they went with their master, chanting in reedy voices, "Dharma!
Dharma!"
They walked slowly, because they would not harm any living thing,
not an ant or an insect on the ground; they would not even breathe the
microbes of the air. Their master and maker called them Rishi, Yati,
Acharya and Upadhyaya and each one Arihat as well. Outside Tripura,
where they soon arrived by wizardry, they settled in a garden beyond the
lofty gates and preached their bizarre fundamentalism. At first, because
Siva’s grace pervaded those cities, their maaya was ineffectual and no one
came to hear their sermons. If any demon did, from curiosity, he laughed to
hear such elaborate rubbish.
Arihat was distressed. Paranoia curled itself round his spirit and, for
all his professed atheism, he prayed fervently to Vishnu to come to his
rescue. Vishnu sent Narada to him. The itinerant rishi took the semanticist’s
hand, led him into Tarakaksha’s city and court and presented him to that
virtuous and magnificent Asura.
Smoothly, Narada said, "Son of Taraka, how is it such a great sage
sits at your gates and you do not invite him to preach in your city? If you
comb deepest patala, you will not find a prophet like him. On my
wanderings, I have encountered many cults and philosophies, but never one
to match this masters wisdom. I myself have become his sishya and, if you
value true dharma, you will also."
Tarakaksha cried, "If immortal Narada is a sishya of this muni, who
are we not to accept him as our guru? Look at his shining face; truly, we
could learn wisdom from him. Initiate me, holy one."
Arihat demurred, "Only if you have complete faith in me and do
exactly as I say, will I disclose this doctrine of doctrines, this final fruit of
all philosophy."
Tarakaksha swore, "I will obey your every wish, never will I
transgress your will. On my honour and my life, I swear this."
Arihat removed the square of white gauze from his mouth. His eyes
shone with the prospect of having success and power. His voice like metal
scraping on metal, he rasped, "Lord of the asuras, I will initiate you into the
best of doctrines. Be my disciple from now and be contented."
The false guru subjected the king of the asuras to a long and absurd
ritual of initiation, as prescribed in insane detail in his Maayashastra.
Overcome by the hypnotic sorcery of those mantras, the great Demon left
discernment behind him. Thus began the fall of Tripura; thus Vishnu first
infiltrated those protected cities. When Mayaa, lord of Tripura, had been
initiated into Arihat’s heretic doctrine, could his people be far behind?
Soon, long lines of devout demons waited outside Arihat’s mansion, given
him by Tarakaksha. They waited outside the mansions of his four disciples
in the three cities. They waited eagerly for initiation, never suspecting they
were to be deluded by Vishnu’s maaya hidden in each blasphemous mantra
of Mayaamoha’s surreal shastra.
Arihat said grandly to Mayaa, "Listen to my shastra now, O King, it is
the quintessence of the Vedanta. The universe itself is eternal; it is not
creation and has no creator. It evolves itself and destroys itself. Brahma,
Vishnu and Siva: none is superior to the rest. For in eating, copulation,
sleep and fear, we are alike. When our time comes, we live and perish.
Since we are all equals, from Brahma down to the meanest worm, mercy is
the greatest virtue and there is no sin like violence. When pain and
ignorance end, we find moksha; and if one dies without pain or ignorance
that is the greatest bliss."
The crafty Arihat stood the teachings of the Vedas on their head. He
went on to the worship of the Gods and demolished that inmost faith. He
mocked marital fidelity and preached a bizarre spiritual anarchy of non-
violence, mechanical and Godless. Most of all, he preached the equality of
men and women in all things. He seduced the minds of the wives of the
Tripura with his sophistries, promising them unlimited freedom. Besides,
Vishnu’s deceptive maaya snaked off his facile tongue.
It took a while, but not very long and all worship, except Arihat’s
Godless rites, was dead in Tripura. No more was Siva remembered, or his
linga adored as before; no more did anyone pray to Vishnu, Surya or
Ganesa. The soul of Tripura of dharma shrivelled within its beautiful walls
and a vacuous madness occupied the three demon cities. The asuras sinned
as usual; but now their sins clung to them, because they did not humble
themselves before the great Sivalinga. It stood neglected, a useless antique
at the heart of the quarter of worship. Betraying their marriage vows,
hedonistic asuras lay at the very temple doors, shamelessly fornicating with
women who were not their wives. This was the free preaching of Arihat,
their guru.
Satisfied that Mayaamoha’s work of corruption was well done,
Vishnu went to Kailasa with the devas. Bowing to Siva, who sat with
Nandin, Narayana said, "Obeisance, Parabrahman!"
A smile touching his lips, Siva said, "I have heard something of what
goes on in Tripura. You Hari, or you Brahma, may kill the asuras. They are
not my bhaktas any more and I do not protect them."
Brahma said, "The asuras have desolated sacred Nandana, they have
taken Rambha and the apsaras to their debauched harems. They have taken
Indra’s elephants Kumuda, Anjana, Vamana and Airavata, seized the devas’
foam-born horses and unaccountable wealth during their savage raids. But
they cannot be vanquished in battle or slain by anyone except you,
Mahadeva. I myself gave them that boon."
Rudra retorted, "What Mahadeva? Brahma, if I was truly Mahadeva, I
would have at least a vimana from which to loose my astra."
They bowed to him, smiling. "The chariot shall be ready, O Bhava."
"Then so shall I," said he.
Viswakarman created that vimana for Siva out of the stuff of kaala,
the devas’ divine time. That craft was golden and silver, like a diamond of
infinite facets; its one engine was the sun and the other the moon. The
adityas presided over the side of the sun and the digits of the moon and the
nakshatras over the other. The six seasons were the rim of the chariot; its
pushkara was the sky. The year was its velocity, the solstices were the joints
of its wheels and axles, the muhurtas were the junctions and the kaalas the
pins of the yoke. The kaashtas were the chariot’s nose, the kshanas its axle
shaft, the nimeshas its base and the minutest, most fleeting divisions of
instants were its poles.
Vyasa, the firmament was the fender of that vimana, heaven and
moksha its flagstaffs. It was powered by faith and could traverse infinite
space or infinite time in a wink. All the devas were part of that chariot; it
was made from their astral bodies for the God of Gods. Brahma yoked the
Vedas as steeds and brought the resplendent craft to Siva. "We hope this is a
vimana fit for you, O Devadeva."
Blazing up in joy and glory, Rudra climbed into the diamond chariot,
made with a little of everything that exists in all the worlds. With Brahma
himself as their sarathy, they flew up at the speed of time towards the
asuras’ cities. It was an exceptional day of Pushya, which came once in a
thousand years and the Tripura moved together into the sky, joining in slow
grace into a single city, bright as a star.
Flying into battle, Siva suddenly cried in a terrible voice, "Be beasts,
O Devas and give me lordship over animals if you would vanquish the
asuras!"
The devas were terrified: what if they were left bestial forever? They
remembered the curse of Dadichi’s wife Survacha. Rudra cried exultantly,
"I will free you from your animals."
Knowing his mystic meaning, the devas said, "So be it."
Then, Siva was Pasupati, Lord of animals, who liberates them. That
Form he assumed when the devas made him Pasupati cannot be described,
for he was every beast in all the worlds of creation. With his creatures
around him, the devas in their animalhood, four-footed, tailed and clawed,
eyes glowing, snarling and roaring, denizens of a mythic wilderness, Siva
went into battle.
In his vimana, quivering like a giant hummingbird hanging in the air,
Siva Pasupati strung the Pinaka with an astra that contained the three final
fires, Hutasa, Soma and Narayana. He bent his body into pratyalidha, the
posture of the archer and waited while the three cities coalesced into a
single one against the constellation of Pushyami in the indigo twilight.
The Lord’s fingers were still as death on his bowstring and astra;
Ganesa sat on his thumb to make it firm. But the Tripura were elusive, the
cities would not appear in one image before Siva’s eye of aim. A voice
spoke out of the air, an asariri, "Lord of the universe, you shall not burn the
Tripura until Ganesa is worshipped."
Rudra bowed, palms folded, before Ganapathy, his wise son. When he
raised his face again, he saw there were not three separate cities in the sky,
only one. The devas, who had fallen on their faces before the elephant-
headed one, cried in triumph, ‘Jaya!’ Siva strung his bow again with the
Paasupatastra and at the auspicious moment, abhilaasa, he drew the
bowstring against his ear and hailed the asuras in the Voice of the Pasupati.
Fear flashed through the demons, black lightning in their blood. With a
report that shook the firmament, Siva loosed his astra, a flaming sun. It
pierced the Tripura from below and blazed through the city: that weapon
wrought from an occult body of Vishnu’s, with Agni at its head, bringing
apocalyptic fire.
Palaces and gardens, roads paved with rubies and diamonds, turrets
and fountains of gold, silver and iron melted in the inferno. They melted
down into some handfuls of ashes. Children playing, old men watching
their grandchildren at play, men in their prime in their schools of war and
learning, munis, Arihat’s converts at lustful dhyana, women in labour,
women cooking in their kitchens, women in their beds in the throes of love,
their lovers thrusting at their velvet bodies: all these were frozen in a
scream in the white flash of Siva’s astra. Trailing smoke, battlements and
palaces ablaze, the Tripura fell spinning from the great scream in the sky,
smouldering into the ocean, hissing when it struck water. It burned pale and
bright beneath the waves for many days on the bed of the deeps: such was
the fire of Siva’s Paasupatastra.
Yet, there were demons in Tripura who, by Siva’s own grace,
miraculously escaped. There were those that did not fall torched into the
sea, those who called out his name in old remembrance at the moment of
terror and others who still worshipped him secretly, even until that final day.
These, I have heard, good Vyasa, attained the realm of Ganapathy, who was
revered before the astra flamed from Siva’s Pinaka. Mayaa, architect of the
asuras’ destiny, escaped and so did Arihat and his four disciples of the
tonsured heads and the weird faith of faithlessness.
Such a silence descended on the worlds after the Tripura fell out of
the sky. Only Siva blazed forth, dazzling the ten directions, as he will at the
hour when he consumes the universe. The cowering devas whimpered.
They saw Uma as well, an emerald-green flame in half Siva’s body. He was
Androgyne and perfect mystery at that moment, God and Goddess together,
bright and dark at once, riding his vimana of Time.
When the resounding silence threatened to finish them all, Brahma
said, shaking, "Obeisance, Ardhanaariswara of the form of Omkara.
Obeisance, Pasupati! Aghora, be calm again, for the devas’ work is done."
The devas, who could barely speak, whispered, "Save us, Rudra."
Vishnu bowed to that Cosmic Form and cried in an ecstasy, "Let my
bhakti for you grow, Sadasiva!"
Tarakaksha, Mayaa who had been saved by his past devotion, said,
"Obeisance Mahadeva, great Kalpavriksha. Obeisance Sankara, O
compassionate one. They say you that love being praised, but Lord, I have
no words with which to praise you. Bless me, Siva!"
Siva said as thunder, "I am pleased with you, Mayaa, name your
boon."
Mayaa prostrated at the Lord’s lotus feet. He cried, "Let my bhakti for
you be deathless, Rudra. Let no evil ever stir in my heart again."
Siva placed his palm on Mayaa’s head, "Be blessed, my bhakta."
And, Vyasa, that Daitya was saved,’ said Sanatkumara," said Brahma
to his son Narada awash on the living current of the sublime Purana in his
soul."
Says Romaharshana to the rishis of Saunaka in the Naimisa vana, in
that kalpa.
THIRTY-EIGHT
Jalandhara, Son of the Ocean
Saunaka says to the Suta Romaharshana, "Tell us, O perfect
Pauranika, about Siva and the Asura Jalandhara."
Suta begins, "Brahma’s eloquent son, Sanatkumara, said to Vyasa
who sat at his feet absorbed,
‘Once, Brihaspati and Indra were on their way to Kailasa to see Lord
Siva. Suddenly, on a mountain trail, they saw a great and naked rishi whose
body shone, whose hair was matted in jata, whose mien was fierce and his
skin white as the moon.
Indra said haughtily, "Who are you, fellow, that bar our way? Don’t
you know who we are? Tell us, Muni, is Siva home on Kailasa?"
The naked rishi scratched himself and said nothing; nor did he move
from where he stood. Indra was furious, "Evil fool, dare you mock the king
of the devas?"
Indra raised his thunderbolt to strike down that muni, but the wind-
clad one made an occult mudra and Indra’s hand froze. The rishi’s eyes
burned red, his body shone a terrifying aura and his brow twitched as if
with a separate rage. Brihaspati knew that Siva stood before them and
prostrated before the Lord.
"Obeisance, O Destroyer of Daksha’s yagna, O three-eyed
Kamaghna, O Tripuraari, O Kaalahara, O Vyalin with the black serpents
around your body, O Rudra who plucked off Brahma’s head, O Agni, O
Vayu, O Akasa, O Naara, O Surya, O Soma, O Akhanda, O You who are
Brahma and Vishnu, O greater than Prakriti, O Brahmandahridaya, heart of
the stars!"
Devaguru Brihaspati pulled the shocked Indra down on his face at the
strange ascetic’s feet. "Mahadeva, quiet the anger rising in your eye. Indra
seeks the refuge of your lotus feet."
In a voice that made Indra tremble, Rudra said, "The fire is risen in
my eye, it will not go back."
Indra was speechless and Brihaspati cried, "Bhaktavatsala, take pity
on Indra."
Bhaktavatsala, saviour of his devotees, was delighted with his new
name and burst out laughing. He raised Brihaspati and Indra, shaking like a
leaf, to their feet. Naked Siva said, "Be known as the Enlivener, Brihaspati,
you have restored life to Indra today. And this fire in my brow I now give to
the Ocean."
He grew tall as the sky, Bhaktavatsala Siva; his face was in the pale
sun. With a ringing cry, he plucked the agni from his brow and cast it into
the distant sea. Indra and Brihaspati no longer had to climb Kailasa’s
summit. Siva blessed them on that snowy slope and they went back to their
homes in the sky.
The fire from Siva’s third eye fell hissing into the Sindhu Sagara
sangama, where the Indus meets the Ocean and a splendent boy was born
there, at whose cries the world shook. The devas in heaven clapped their
hands over their ears. In distant Brahmaloka, beyond the sun, Brahma heard
the awful wailing. Brahma and the devas flew down to the earth and saw
the exceptional child in Varuna’s waving lap. Bright waves embodied, the
Ocean came and gave the boy to Brahma. In wonder, the Pitama said, "Who
is he, whose son?"
Varuna replied, "One moment he was not there and the next he lay
crying at the confluence of river and sea. I do not know where he came
from or whose he is. Pitama, you perform his birth rites and read the lines in
his palm to tell his fortune."
But that boy seized Brahma by the throat and began to shake his head
violently, so tears sprang to the Creators eyes. Brahma extricated himself
from the small and mighty grasp and declared, "He brought tears to my
eyes, let him be called Jalandhara."
With the Ocean’s help, he prised open the tiny fists and read the lines
in the child’s palms. Brahma prophesied, "He shall be a youth in a day, for
he is a boy of wonder. I have seen only one other hand to rival his in martial
prowess. He will be as powerful as Karttikeya; he will defeat Vishnu in
battle. He will be the Emperor of the asuras and even Siva will find it hard
to kill him, though only Siva can. I cannot tell who this boy’s parents are;
those lines are missing. But he will have an exquisite wife and her virtue
will make him invincible."
Brahma called for Sukra, the guru of the asuras. So sure was he of
what he predicted, he set a crown on Jalandhara’s little head after
performing the birth rites for the child. He returned the boy to the Ocean.
Jalandhara’s foster-father was overjoyed and Brahma vanished back to
Satyaloka with the devas.
In miraculous time, hours, Jalandhara grew into a magnificent youth.
Varuna asked the daitya king, Kaalanemi, for his daughter Vrinda, to be his
son’s wife. When the young man was married and his shakti with him, the
asuras, who had hidden themselves in patala after the devas last vanquished
them, crept out into the sun again. They swarmed to Jalandhara in teeming
hordes, eager to avenge themselves on the devas, eager to conquer the
worlds again. They crowned him their Emperor and he ruled his empire
with Sukracharya’s blessing.
Once, when Jalandhara sat in his palace with Vrinda and Bhargava,
Rahu came to his court and bowed to the Asura sovereign. Rahu was
passing strange, because he had no head! Jalandhara softly asked Sukra,
"Who did this to Rahu?"
His guru replied, "Vishnu, when the Kshirasagara was churned and
the devas cheated our people of the amrita."
When he heard about the churning of the ocean, Jalandhara’s eyes
turned crimson. He called his messenger, Ghasmara and sent him to Indra
with a message.
"Base Deva, you churned my father with the mountain, tormenting
him so he gave up his jewels and his nectar, which properly belong to me. I,
Jalandhara, command you to return what is mine. Otherwise, face my
consequences."
Though he was anxious, Indra replied bravely, "You brag like
Shankha, who once threatened me in his arrogance: he died. In my time, I
have quelled the pride of so many like you I have lost count of them. My
brother Vishnu killed Shankha in the waves of your father, the Sea. If you
are not careful, you will meet the same fate."
When he heard the Deva king’s message, Jalandhara’s howl shook the
sky. His lips white, he cried, "Call my asuras to arms! We march at once
against the thieves of devaloka."
With ferocious commanders like Sumbha and Nisumbha, Jalandhara
marched on devaloka. His monstrous forces camped in Nandana, the
enchanted garden outside Amravati and Jalandhara blasted out a challenge
on his great sea conch. His demons roared up at the devas behind their
ramparts, mocking the gods of light, crying that tonight the deva women
would lie in asura beds.
In beautiful formation, Indra’s legions streamed out of the gates of
Amravati, a brilliant and deadly storm. Maces and fire swords, occult
arrows and spears of light flashed in the sun and quickly both forces waded
in streams of blood. That battleground was like the sky at scarlet dusk with
dark clouds scattered through it: the corpses of elephants and warriors,
chariots and horses, the writhing bodies of those struck down but not dead.
But the dead did not long remain so on either side. Sukra brought the slain
asuras back to life with the amritasanjivini; while, across the bloody field,
Brihaspati revived the devas with miraculous herbs from the mountain
Drona.
In the heat of battle, Jalandhara cried to Sukra, "How do these devas
rise from death? I thought only you had the amritasanjivini vidya."
Sukra said, "It is not the sanjivini that Angiras uses, but the herbs of
Drona. If you cast that mountain into the sea, the devas will stay dead."
The son of the Ocean, son of the fire from Siva’s eye, withdrew
quietly from battle. Secretly, he flew to Mount Drona, pulled up that
mountain by its roots and cast it into the sea. Roaring in glee, Jalandhara
came back to battle and now there was no containing him. Like a whirlwind
thick with blades and shafts, fierce as the fire that sired him, the Asura
Emperor fell upon the devas. They fell around him like flies.
When the life-giving herbs from Drona were exhausted by
Jalandhara’s tide of death, Brihaspati flew to the mountain to gather more.
He saw a chasm where the roots of the mountain once plunged into the
earth. He flew back to the battle, crying, "Fly, Indra, while you live. The
son of the Ocean is the son of Siva’s fire!"
The devas fled to a cavern on golden Mount Meru on the earth.
Jalandhara entered Amravati in triumph, with asura conches blaring victory,
while the deva women cowered in their crystal mansions. Jalandhara
pursued the devas to the cave on Meru and they fled from there to Vaikunta.
They prostrated before Vishnu and cried, "Obeisance, O long-armed
Hrishikesa, O Madhusudana, O Matsya, Kuurma, Varaha, O Vamana,
Parasurama, Sri Rama, Sri Krishna, Buddha, Kalki! Obeisance, O Radha’s
lover in every kalpa, O Lakshmi’s lord, O Blue Lotus of the universe of
secret lore, O Kapila, O Mahatman! Narayana, Jalandhara has driven us out
of devaloka."
Vishnu said thoughtfully, "I will come to fight the Asura."
As he went to mount Garuda, Lakshmi caught his arm. He saw tears
in her eyes! The Ocean’s daughter sobbed, "How does my brother deserve
death at my husband’s hands?"
Vishnu wiped her tears. He kissed her softly and whispered, "I cannot
kill Jalandhara. He was born from Siva’s fire and I can only show him my
valour on the field. But for the sake of the devas, I must go."
Vishnu went to battle and the wind from Garuda’s wings blew the
asuras about like straws in a gale; while, now that Hari led them, the devas
flew at the demons with new courage. Jalandhara rallied his asuras, "Stand
and fight, my heroes. Stand and fight these cowards of light. My black
Mauryas, my Dhumras, my Kaalakeyas, my Daurdhas, my Kankas, stand
and they will turn tail. Sumbha, Nisumbha, you are not afraid of these
vainglorious weaklings. We will make a sea of their blood today!"
That unequalled Demon charged roaring into the fray, while the deva
forces parted helplessly before him like a woman to her lovers thrust.
Heads flew off bodies at dramatic trajectories; arms and legs hewn off by
sword strokes lay twitching briefly in thickening gore. Bloodcurdling
screams rent the air. Axeheads and swordblades flashed in warriors’ hands,
or lay remorseful on the ground in congealing crimson, in sorrow and
expiation, that death had come to those who brandished them.
The devas fled that battle first. From behind their lines, mounted on
Garuda, Vishnu came again to the fore. The Sudarshana chakra at his
fingertip dazzled the field, blinding the demons. In echoing blasts, the
Panchajanya flashed fear through their bodies and from above, the Saringa
rained death in a storm. Vishnu’s arrows carried asura heads into the sky in
bizarre formations, so the other demons whimpered at Narayana’s sorcery.
Roaring in a voice to shake the sun from the sky like a fruit, Jalandhara
charged Vishnu.
Quick as thought, Vishnu garlanded him with a hundred nitid arrows,
shafts of blue fire. Roaring horribly, the Ocean’s son plucked them from his
skin like needles, which pricked but did not wound him. Hari cut down
Jalandhara’s banner, his royal parasol, his bow and quiver and shot a single
deadly shaft straight into the Demon’s heart. Grinning, fangs bared,
Jalandhara calmly drew that barb right out of his heart; and then Vishnu
trembled. With a howl of rage, Jalandhara struck Garuda on the head and
felled him, so Hari was mountless on the field. The Demon struck him back
squarely through his breast with his green lance, so the light of his sacred
heart was suddenly dimmed.
They fought with cudgel and axe, sword and trident, each ayudha
flaming with cosmic agni: blue, green and black with wizardly power.
When the weapons were all shattered, they fell on each other with bare
hands, the Blue God and the Asura son of Siva and the Ocean. The earth
cracked where they fought. Uprooted by the shock of their blows, great
trees fell split and lifeless on the ground.
Then, Vishnu, amazed, stood in a benign form before the Asura. Hari
said with a smile, "Invincible Jalandhara, I have never fought a hero like
you! I will give you any boon you ask, because you have worshipped me
with your blows as I have never been worshipped before."
Jalandhara said, "If you are truly pleased, bring my sister Lakshmi
and come to stay in my house."
Much to the devas’ distress, Vishnu agreed, "I shall."
War against Jalandhara became impossible when Vishnu went to live
in his city and the son of the Ocean kept his great brother-in-law and his
sister of fascination in his home, with honour and in joy, for years. And
Jalandhara ruled the three worlds, patala, bhumi and swarga. He gave his
asuras the devas’ places on high and Nisumbha lordship of the under-
worlds.
From the devas, gandharvas and siddhas, he took their hoarded wealth
of jewels and gold and peopled his capital with folk of all races:
gandharvas, nagas, rakshasas and men of the earth. Once the devas were
conquered, the Demon ruled his worlds wisely. He protected his people,
regardless of race or kind, as if they were his own children. In Jalandhara’s
kingdom, there was no sickness, hunger or indigence, for he was the most
just and virtuous of kings.
However, when Jalandhara ruled the worlds, the devas were no more
than his slaves and they prayed fervently to Siva Bhaktavatsala to release
them from the Demon’s yoke. Siva sent Narada to those gods who lived,
cowed and humbled, as menials in Jalandhara’s fabulous city.
Their glory dim, the devas said in piteous voices, "Maharishi, you see
us in our misery: Surya, Soma, Agni and Yama expelled from our places
and the asuras ruling time. The devas of Amravati, lords of the elements,
are slaves today. Jalandhara must be killed, or we will be slaves forever."
Narada thought for a moment, then said, "Be comforted that your
misery will not last much longer."
Narada went to Jalandhara’s court, the focus of his power. Jalandhara
received the wanderer reverently. Standing when the rishi entered, he
showed him to a throne of honour. Then, smiling indulgently, he said,
"Brahmana, to what do we owe this privilege? How may I serve you?"
A beaming Narada replied, "Lord of the worlds, blessed Jalandhara of
the tremendous intellect, peerless Emperor of the daityas and danavas, there
is indeed something you can do not only for me, your admirer and well-
wisher, but for yourself. Listen carefully. On my wanderings, recently, I
climbed to the summit of Mount Kailasa. There, in a grove of
kalpavrikshas, amongst a hundred kamadhenus, a vana illumined at night
by chintamanis and with gold strewn casually about, I saw the fair and
three-eyed Siva with his Parvati. O Daitya, I thought, ‘Nowhere in the three
worlds is there such grandeur!’ Then, I remembered, ‘What of Jalandhara,
lord of the asuras? Surely, he can match Siva’s glory.’ And so, I came here
to see for myself."
Narada paused and Jalandhara leaned forward and cried, "And what
do you find?"
Avuncular Narada patted the Ocean son’s hand and said, "Your wealth
more than equals Siva’s. Airavata graces your stables and Ucchaisravas;
Indra’s Parijata grows in your garden. Kubera’s treasures are in your coffers
and Brahma’s swan chariot waits at your door. Jalandhara, unrivalled
indeed is your sovereignty of the worlds. Yet, there is one possession you
do not have, the most prized one: the one that would be the crown jewel of
all the rest. You do not have a wife like Uma!"
Jalandhara’s eyes bulged. He cried, "Where is she?"
Narada smiled conspiratorially. Softly, he said, "How she, who is so
completely beautiful, lives with that naked yogin I will never understand.
She deserves better: she deserves none less than the greatest of men. She
deserves the Emperor of the universe for her husband!"
Jalandhara sat bemused, his eyes dreamy. Seeing his work well done,
Narada sighed and rose. "Well, there is no remedy for that: Siva, who has
no need of her, enjoys her fortune. And now, O King who would be truly
peerless if only Uma were at your side, I must be on my way."
When Narada had gone, Jalandhara called Rahu. His time to die
drawn near, the Asura said to his messenger, "Go, Rahu, to Mount Kailasa.
There you will find an ash-smeared rishi called Siva, with matted jata and
entirely calm. Say fearlessly to him, ‘Yogin, Sea of mercy, of what use to
you is such a beautiful wife? It is not proper that she lives with you, her
beauty hidden among your ghosts and goblins. Jalandhara, master of the
worlds, already owns Kubera’s Mahapadma, Indra’s Airavata and Parijata,
Surya’s Ucchaisravas, Brahma’s hamsa ratha, Varuna’s paasa, Mrityu’s
danda and Agni’s immortal garments burnt pure in his fire. It is only just
that you give Parvati to him.’"
Rahu went to Kailasa and was shown into Siva’s presence. The Lord
sat among his ganas in a cave deep in the mountainside, which he lit up
with the radiance of his ash-coated body. Rahu stood awestruck and silent
before Mahadeva, who said kindly, "Speak, what have you come for?"
Taking a deep breath, Rahu said, "I come from Jalandhara, monarch
of the worlds. My lord says to you, Rudra, ‘How can you, who live in a
cremation ground, a naked yogin with garlands of bones around your throat,
be a husband to Himalaya’s exquisite daughter? I, Jalandhara, am the owner
of everything beautiful in the universe. You are my subject and I command
you: send Parvati to me!’"
Siva did not turn a hair and the slight smile played steadily on his
face, in the hush that fell in that cave. Then, there was a crack of thunder, a
blinding flash of light and his third eye glared open for an instant. From it,
sprang a horrible being with a lion’s face and a fanged mouth from which a
snake’s forked tongue flickered. The creature’s tawny eyes shed flames.
With a wail, it leapt at Rahu even as the Narasimha had at
Hiranyakashyapu! Rahu fled. The monster caught him near the cave mouth
and yawned its jaws wide as that entrance to devour the demon.
Jalandhara’s messenger cried, "Mahadeva, save me!"
Siva ordered the beast, "Let the brahmana go, he seeks our
protection."
At the word ‘brahmana’, the creature dropped Rahu on the floor in a
heap and stood aside, slavering and growling so the cave echoed with his
unappeased hunger. Groaning as if in pain, that creature came near Siva and
said in a strangled whisper, "You snatched the prey I was born for from my
jaws. Siva, my hunger is unbearable, what shall I eat to appease it?"
Siva said in annoyance, "If you are so tormented, eat yourself!"
At which, with a grateful growl and quickly with loud crunching of
bone, champing of flesh and slurping of blood, the fiend ate himself before
the astonished eyes of the others. Only his lion’s head remained suspended
in the air, licking its lips in satisfaction! Siva roared with laughter. He cried
delightedly, "Oh, most unique monster! I name you Kirtimukha, face of
fame. From now, you shall be my dwarapalaka and you shall be worshipped
first of all, by anyone that wants to worship me."’
Said Sanatkumara to his mesmerised audience of one, his pupil
Vyasa, my master to whom Brahma’s august son taught the sacred Purana."
Suta Romaharshana, peerless Pauranika, says to the rishis of the
Naimisa, holiest of forests.
THIRTY-NINE
The seduction of Vrinda
Suta says,
"Enthralled, Vyasa cried, ‘Resplendent son of Brahma, O
Sanatkumara of infinite gyana, what happened after Siva spared Rahu’s
life?’
Sanatkumara said, ‘Slowly and thoughtfully, Rahu made his way back
to Jalandhara. Reluctantly, he told the Ocean’s son what had chanced with
him on Kailasa. Springing to his feet, eyes afire, Jalandhara roared as
fiercely as Kirtimukha, "Call out my army! My generals Kaalanemi,
Sumbha and Nisumbha, the sons of Kotivara, the scions of Kambu, the
Daurdhas, the Kaalakas, the Mauryas and the Dhaurmas shall march on
Kailasa. Today!"
As he climbed down from his throne, Jalandhara stumbled and his
crown fell from his head with a clatter. Sukra and Rahu rode ahead of their
king that day. They saw the sky was dark with clouds, jackals howled at
them and vultures wheeled overhead. Such was Jalandhara’s rage and his
lust, he ignored those omens of the great slumber. Making themselves
invisible, the devas fled to Kailasa; bound by Hari’s boon to Jalandhara,
Vishnu and Lakshmi stayed on in his palace.
Prostrating himself, Indra cried abjectly to Rudra, "Jalandhara is
coming to attack you, O Siva and Vishnu stays in the Asura’s palace as his
guest."
Siva said quietly, "Consider Jalandhara dead, for what his messenger
Rahu said to me."
Siva sent the devas home. The daitya Emperor arrived at his gates
with his oceanic army and stood roaring like Yama. With a signal of
thought, Siva mustered his own gana forces, led by Nandin, Vighneswara
and Karttikeya. The two armies met on the holy mountain. Sword rang on
sword, axe against axe; severed heads bounced down the white slopes in
macabre pageant.
Quickly, the fair ridges were crimson. The earth below trembled with
the sankhas and mridangas of war, the battle tramp of warriors and
elephants and the hooves of horses swift as sound. The air was brisk with
feathered spear, arrow and astras of many hues and flames. The mountain
was strewn with fallen weapons and hewn-off heads like rubies. Amidst
battlecries and the screams of brutal death, the ground was a marsh of
melting ice and suets and blood.
Sukra resuscitated his felled asuras with the sanjivini. Their
dissevered heads barely steady on their necks, they came roaring out of
death into battle again! The ganas grew terrified at the demons rising like
that and brought word to Rudra. He screamed as if he had been pierced by a
weapon. His body burned in wrath, ruddy on the mountain and from his
fiery mouth sprang an awful kritya; her limbs were thick as palmyras, her
mouth was a cave. She crushed rough tree-trunks between her breasts to
scratch herself and flew screeching into battle.
After swallowing a few columns of asuras, she seemed dissatisfied.
Throwing her head this way and that in frenzy, seeking her prey, the one she
had come for, she stood motionless at the heart of the war. There was a
shocked pause around her. Siva’s own ganas shrank back, worried that she
might turn on them if they took her hideous fancy. Suddenly, with a
delighted cry, she saw Sukra Bhargava. Swooping on him like light, she
snatched him up. Crooning in almost conjugal joy, the kritya spread her legs
wide, straddling the very mountain. With a moan, she thrust a screaming
Bhargava into her vagina and she flew up into the sky and away.
The asuras were panic-stricken. They fled the battle, because now the
ganas were at them like a high wind among scythed grasses, scattering them
everywhere. From behind the asura lines, stemming their flight as a dam
with three awesome pillars might a river, came Kaalanemi, Sumbha and
Nisumbha. Their arrows were locust swarms in the sky and the ganas their
prey. Quickly, the gana ranks resembled the scarlet fields of the kimsuka of
spring. Siva’s legions turned tail and, whooping in delight, the asuras
chased them.
Nandiswara, Ganesa and Karttikeya rose at the rear of the gana army,
a triune whirlwind. Kaalanemi and Nandin came face to face, Ganapathy
and Sumbha and, with an ululating cry, Nisumbha charged Kumara.
Weapons flashed in pale sun and snow. Nisumbha struck Karttikeya’s
peacock in its chest with six smoking arrows and it fell senseless. In a flash,
with a clutch of fire shafts, Kumara cut down Nisumbha’s chariot, horses
and sarathy. Siva’s son pierced the asura general’s chest squarely with
another blue arrow. Drawing the livid barb out with one hand, the
undaunted asura cast his flaming spear at Kumara and struck him deep in
his side.
Nandin devastated Kaalanemi’s horses and chariot with seven
lightning bolts. Kaalanemi shattered Nandin’s bow with a single whistling
shaft. Nandin rushed at the daitya and struck him with his lance of slim
light; blood spurted from the demon general. With a roar, the Danava grew
to a stupendous size. He broke the peak off a nearby mountain and crashed
it down on Nandin’s head.
Riding a sky chariot and a mouse, Sumbha and Ganapathy fought
with occult missiles, humming like swarms of black bees. To Sumbha’s
dismay, he suddenly saw his charioteers head, taken from its trunk by one
of Ganesa’s brilliant arrows, fly through the air and land in the snow, a
grisly ball of blood and brains. As his sleek vimana collapsed, Sumbha
pierced Ganapathy’s mouse with three calific astras. The creature squealed
in agony. It trembled violently, as a wounded mouse will, so Ganesa was
thrown from its back. With a roar, which echoed from the mountainsides,
Ganesa felled Sumbha with an axe. He clambered back on to the mouse,
which seemed to have recovered: fighting on foot and carrying his own
weight did not appeal to the elephant-headed lord of the ganas at all! He
mocked the fallen Sumbha, prodding him with a spear as a hunter does a
leopard in his trap.
Without warning, Kaalanemi shot Ganesa treacherously from behind
with a shakti of darkness, like a serpent. Seeing Ganapathy fall, with a roar
to eclipse every effort gone before, Virabhadra charged into battle at the
head of a thousand goblins, kusmandas, bhairavas, vetalas, yoginis,
pichasas and dakinis! The mountain quaked with tigerish roars and
womanly screams, as the bhutas ran amok. They danced and sang
nightmarishly; they leapt a hundred feet into the air and turned giant
cartwheels. And they swallowed the asuras they caught, as pythons do
birds. Ganesa awoke and stormed back into battle.
Now Karttikeya, Ganesa, Nandin and Virabhadra fought side by side
and back to back and they could not be taken unawares anymore. Time’s
reapers, they mowed the asuras down. Their demons falling around them in
thousands every moment, Sumbha, Nisumbha and Kaalanemi began to give
ground to the gana forces. Then, with a ringing cry from the air, Jalandhara
erupted on the encounter in a rainbow chariot, bringing death in a swathe of
arrows that filled the space between heaven and earth.
Jalandhara struck Nandin and Ganapathy with five arrows each and
Virabhadra with twenty. From a distance, Karttikeya cast Agni’s spear like
light at the son of the Ocean. It pierced his breast and he fell, his eyes
rolling up. But in a moment, pulling the lance from his flesh, grinding his
teeth and gasping in pain, the Emperor of the asuras was on his feet again,
his wound closing bloodlessly. As he rose, he flung his mace at Kumara,
knocking him unconscious. That mace flew on towards Ganesa, who
splintered it with a missile.
Virabhadra struck Jalandhara with three arrows and cut down his
banner and horses with seven whining astras. The Daitya felled Ganapathy
with a feminine shakti and he mounted another chariot, which appeared for
him out of nowhere. Shining like twin suns over the mountain, Virabhadra
and Jalandhara fought with arrows that stopped other arrows and astras that
did complex, incandescent battle by themselves in the air. Virabhadra cut
down the Asura’s horses for the second time. Losing control, the Demon
sprang from his shattered chariot and charged the gana, surprising him. He
struck Virabhadra with an iron cudgel, smashing one side of his head, so he
fell vomiting blood.
When Virabhadra fell, the ganas fled shrieking to Siva. For here
surely was an adversary worthy not of them, but of their Lord himself.
Then, in a truly terrible form, mounted on his bull, Siva came to battle. The
ganas returned with him, their morale restored that now Rudra himself
would lead them. When Siva came to fight, the daityas fled: they saw he
was more awesome than they had dreamt. They could not have imagined
anyone like him until they saw him on his swaying mount.
A million sorcerous arrows they shot at Siva: Jalandhara, Sumbha,
Nisumbha, Kaalanemi, Khadgaroma, Balahaka, Ghasmara, Prachanda and
the others. Filigree net of darkness, the death shafts drifted down from the
sky. With a laugh that turned the demons’ blood to ice, Rudra split the net at
its seams and the arrows fell headless around him and his ganas, harmless
as flowers. In the awestruck silence, Siva roared once, more reverberantly
than any other sound of the day. Then, he was at them like Death’s tempest.
His arrows found their hearts, his axe glinted across the steep and icy
battleground, his sword and trident sang in blood and the horns of his
hillocky bull disembowelled screaming daityas everywhere.
Rudra lopped off Khadgaroma’s head with his axe. With a casual
blow of his club, he smashed Balahaka’s head into dripping pulp. Ghasmara
suddenly found himself ensnared in Siva’s noose and dashed to the ground,
again and again, until life left him with a sigh. The trisula truncated
Prachanda in three slivers; all the while, like ceaseless rain, Siva’s arrows
slew thousands of lesser asuras.
Jalandhara rode forth again, mocking his generals, "What use is the
pedigree of your mothers, of which you boast so much? You call yourselves
great heroes at home and run like rabbits in battle. You will not go to
heaven if die as cowards. O Asuras of little stature, you are loath to die
because dreams of fornication linger in your flesh. Don’t you know that
death in battle is moksha? Have you lost your minds, that you are afraid of
death? Death gives everything; it sets you free, fools. Come joyfully to
battle, my Daityas, for death is preferable to shame!"
But his demons were so afraid of Siva they cried, "Rudra is more
terrible than death!"
They would not come back to fight, but stood shivering like
frightened children. Jalandhara blew his conch and hailed Siva, "Come
then, Yogin, fight me! What use is it killing these cowards? Come, show me
whatever meagre strength you have."
Jalandhara aimed a brace of venomous arrows at Siva’s head. They
fell like lotus blossoms around the Auspicious One. With a smile on his
sweet lips, Siva stood unmoving at the heart of the battlefield. No one saw
him raise his bow and shoot an arrow. But abruptly, Jalandhara’s chariot
was smashed, his charioteer and horses lay in pools of blood. The Asura
rushed at Rudra with his mace aloft. Again, with such speed that no one
saw anything, Siva cut the mace in five pieces with his arrows. With a howl,
Jalandhara raised a fist of spiked mail to strike Rudra. Once more, with
undiscernible swiftness, Siva’s arrows plucked the Demon up by his armour
and flung him back a krosa.
Jalandhara now resorted to the maaya his guru Bhargava had taught
him, the sorcery to which he was born. Suddenly, Siva saw wonderful hosts
of gandharvas and apsaras, singing and dancing just for him. Though he
knew at once that this was Jalandhara’s maaya, the enchantment was so
powerful he could not shake it off. He sat on his bull, bewitched, thinking
that never before had he heard such music or seen such dancing. The
weapons slipped from his hands, as the caress of flute, mridanga and vina
engulfed him and the sight of apsaras’ sinuous limbs, swaying hypnotically.
Seeing his chance, while Siva sat bemused, Jalandhara left Sumbha,
Nisumbha and Kaalanemi to mind the battle. Assuming, also with maaya,
Rudra’s very form, the Demon flew to Uma of the mountain.
She was with her sakhis; seeing Siva, she waved them away and
Parvati ran to him alone. Telling himself she had never been loved by a
warrior, but only a yogin, the Daitya born from Siva’s eye-fire had come to
thrust himself upon her. When he saw Kaali, a surge of lust overwhelmed
Jalandhara. Not touching him, only thinking for a moment that he was her
husband, Uma’s love for Siva swept into Jalandhara in a riptide: unmanned,
the Asura ejaculated helplessly on to the ground.
Uma saw him tremble and his eyes glaze over. She saw his seed spurt
from him and she vanished from there with a cry. She fled to a sanctuary on
the northern shore of the Manasarovara. There she prayed to Vishnu and he
appeared before her. Parvati cried, "Hari, did you see how the devil tried to
seduce me, while Siva is under his spell?"
Vishnu saw what had happened in his mind’s eye. He said,
"Jalandhara must be killed."
Leaning forward eagerly, Uma said, "He has shown us the way
himself."
Vishnu asked, "How is that?"
Uma said, "Narayana, in all the world there is no virtue to equal
chastity, no power to equal its power. It is Vrinda’s chastity that makes
Jalandhara invincible."
She paused and there was a knowing gleam in Vishnu’s eye. He knew
why she had called him here, not Siva out of his trance. Hari asked slowly,
"If Vrinda’s chastity is violated, Jalandhara can be killed?"
Uma smiled. Vishnu bowed and vanished from her presence. He went
back to Jalandhara’s city, named after the Demon. He came as a muni and
settled himself in some woods outside the city gates. Now he had to fetch
Vrinda out to him; to the blue master of Maaya herself that posed no
problem.
That night, nightmare after nightmare ravaged Vrinda, tearing through
her sleep. First, she saw her husband anointed with oil and riding naked on
a black buffalo. His head was shaven; he wore a garland of black flowers. A
group of mourning asuras surrounded him and he was enveloped in
darkness. Vrinda awoke, bathed in sweat. She rang for her maids to come
and sleep in her room. Though they left the taper burning, more evil dreams
visited the queen.
Repeatedly, she saw her husband riding the black buffalo, Yama’s
beast. Near dawn, another nightmare woke her screaming. She had seen
their city, Jalandhara and herself sink beneath the ocean. Outside her
window, she saw the sun rising with a dark hole at its heart and the chaste
Vrinda dissolved in tears. She kept crying, "Where is my husband? Oh, we
are doomed, we are doomed."
Her maids took her into the fresh air, out to the terraces around the
palace. She was disconsolate and restive. They took her into the city’s green
parks, but she had no peace. Her hands shook, her body perspired profusely
and time and again she burst into tears. Finally, two of her sakhis took her
into the woods beyond the city to distract her. They walked a fair way,
while she spoke no word but only wept from time to time, utterly miserable
and convinced that doom was round the corner.
Suddenly, from behind some trees two lion-faced demons, naked and
plainly aroused, sprang howling at the queen and her women. Sakhis and
mistress fled in different directions. Wailing, Vrinda ran straight into the
arms of a rishi, who turned calmly on the devils and chased them away with
a deep humkara.
The sage comforted Vrinda, "Don’t cry, my child, don’t cry. They
have gone."
When he had fetched water for her from the river and she had a sip or
two, Vrinda still sobbed. The rishi said, "Why not share your sorrow with
me?"
Vrinda fell at his feet and cried, "Maharishi, my husband Jalandhara
is at war against Siva and I fear for his life."
The rishi shut his eyes in dhyana. He stood unmoving, until two
monkeys dropped down before them from the trees. The sage seemed fluent
in their gibbering tongue. He spoke to them, giving instructions. The
monkeys scampered back into the trees. Then they flew straight up into the
sky and were gone.
Vrinda asked, "What is this, holy one?"
The muni made a sign of blessing over her head. He said gravely,
"Everything will be known about your husband."
They waited only moments, when they heard the monkeys chattering
above them again. Now, they carried something in their arms. Leaping
down nimbly, the creatures set Jalandhara’s body and head, severed from
each other, at the sage’s feet. Vrinda fell on them with a cry. "Oh speak to
me, Jalandhara! Son of the Ocean, has a naked yogin conquered the master
of the worlds? I told you Siva is the Parabrahman. But you did not listen
and now you are dead."
She grasped the muni’s hand. She fell on her knees before him,
"Mighty Rishi, bring my husband back to life. I know you have the power!"
She fell at his feet in a swoon. When Vrinda came to her senses, the
kindly hermit had vanished and a living Jalandhara cradled her head in his
lap. Tenderly, her husband stroked her face and whispered words of love to
her. When she tried to speak, a smile like the sun at dawn breaking on her
teary face, he stopped her mouth with his own. With new fire, his powerful
hands moved over her body, his lips moved down her throat and, moaning,
she was lost to the world. He loved her in that clearing in the woods as he
had never loved her before. Her cries brought the woodland creatures out to
stare. Only when a screaming climax wracked her body, tossing it on a tide
of rapture, she saw that his skin had turned as blue as the night lotus that
blooms on secret pools in the heart of the vana. Springing to her feet with a
snarl that shook Vishnu, she cursed him. "Vile deceiver, defiler of my
virtue! May the two fiends you had chase me, abduct your own woman in
another life. And may you seek the help of monkeys in a lonely forest."
She would have said more, but the look in his eyes stopped her: she
saw he had fallen in love with her! Vrinda shook her head in wonder,
because she knew who he was. But then, she created a fire with her yogic
power. Before he could stop her, she walked into it and was ashes before his
frantic eyes. In a streak of light, Vrinda’s spirit was absorbed into Uma. But
Vishnu stood numb, heedless of the devas and gandharvas who shouted
‘Jaya!’ and hailed him their saviour. Smoke and ashes from her pyre
covered his face in a mask and tears ran wet courses down his cheeks.’
Sanatkumara paused in his tale. Vyasa’s eyes and his grave heart were
full."
Says the Suta to his sage audience in the Naimisa.
FORTY
The plants of love
"Unequalled Romaharshana, most poetic of your guru’s sishyas, what
happened then?"
Suta says,
"Sanatkumara said to Vyasa, thirsting for the matchless Siva Purana,
‘When Parvati vanished before his lustful eyes, Jalandhara’s spell of
gandharvas and apsaras fell away from Siva and he knew the Demon had
deceived him with maaya. Jalandhara reappeared on the field of battle, but
weakened by his shameful ejaculation. Deep in his heart, was the anxiety
that even if Uma had become his how would he satisfy her? When just the
sight of her made him spend his seed. With a terrible roar, Siva attacked
Jalandhara. The Asura greeted him with another hallucination. Rudra saw
Uma a captive, tethered to the Demon’s chariot, while the gloating generals
Sumbha, Nisumbha and Kaalanemi fondled her lecherously. The common
daitya foot soldiers had their hands on her and she sobbed and sobbed,
gnashing her teeth, tossing her head in rage and anguish. But she could not
scream: they had bound her mouth with a dark cloth.
Siva stopped numb at this illusion. Jalandhara struck his chest with an
astra. Two shafts more pierced Rudra’s head and his belly, burying
themselves to their feathers, spreading fire through his body. Siva plucked
them out like thorns and, as he did, he grew before the awestruck demon
army into a vast and wild form, its head scraping the sky. Whimpering,
Kaalanemi, Sumbha and Nisumbha fled. They could not bear the terror of
that Form.
He howled after them, "I will not kill you while you fly like cowards.
But one day, Uma will, for mocking her."
Jalandhara’s illusion vanished when Siva grew like that. The son of
the Ocean obscured the sky with a mantle of arrows, so day turned to night
and darkness fell upon the battle. A gasp of fright rose from the gana army.
Siva’s archery in reply was like the sun rising to dispel the night. The
sorceries leaked out from Jalandhara’s weapons and they fell harmlessly on
Rudra’s people. As night became day, the Demon Emperor also grew as tall
as Meru and he fetched Nandin a blow with his iron club. The bull’s legs
turned to water and he settled on the ground with a dismal bellow. No
matter how Siva tried to rouse him, he could not get up.
Siva cried out in fury and his body was full of terrible light, burning
like the fires at the end of time. The last straggles of the daitya army, the
sturdiest warriors, fled screaming. Only the Ocean’s son still stood his
ground. In his reluctant fathers heart, Siva knew that the child of his eye-
fire must die. He dipped his big toe in the shallow sea and, dragging it in a
circle, made a wheel of water. Smiling awfully, he said to Jalandhara,
"Daitya, bear this water wheel first, then we will see how you fight me."
Jalandhara growled. Fearlessly, he cried, "After I drink your water
wheel, Siva, I will drink your blood. Then I will deal with your puny army
as Garuda does with snakes that slither on the ground. Rudra, when I was a
baby I brought tears to Brahma’s eyes and you hope to stand against me. I
am Jalandhara, conqueror of Vishnu. I am the son of the Ocean, Emperor of
the worlds!"
Siva flicked his foot forward and the chakra of water flew humming
at Jalandhara. Even as he opened his mouth to boast again, the fluid wheel
struck his head from his body. A scream of surprise froze on the lips that
had commanded the three worlds. A white fire issued from Jalandhara’s
gaping throat and with a wail, flashed back into Siva’s body from where
that Demon had once begun. Then blood sprang from him in geysers,
flowed in rivers, turning the white mountain scarlet.
Flowers from heaven, from the grateful devas, cascaded upon Siva’s
head, incandescent with the slaying of the Asura. Music and dance, now by
real gandharvas and apsaras, broke out in the sky where the celestial ones
had gathered. The devas sang:
"You are Prakriti and Purusha,
Perfect One, O Mahadeva!
We are your servants forever,
Protect us always, O Siva!"
Siva said wryly, "For you, I slew Jalandhara who was a part of me."
Amidst the delirium of release, of worship with fevered song and
dance, Brahma said quietly, "Vishnu has smeared himself with ashes from
Vrinda’s pyre and seems to have lost his mind. He wanders naked in the
forest weeping and calling her name. You must help him."
Siva said slowly, "Shakti is the illusion of such love: Mulaprakriti ties
and unties these knots. Seek her help for Hari; sing her praises until she
frees him."
His work done, Siva vanished from the gory field. The devas
worshipped the Devi for Vishnu’s sake. They lay on their faces, they
prayed. "We worship you, O primordial Prakriti from whom the three gunas
came, which cause creation, sustenance and destruction! We worship you,
by whose desire the universe evolves and dissolves. O Durga of deepest
mystery, O unknowable Maaye, we beg your favour for our Lord Vishnu.
He stays mourning beside dead Vrinda’s pyre. He has smeared himself with
her ashes and no one can turn him away from that place, O Kaali."
A blinding sphere of light appeared above them; a great female voice
spoke to them out of the sky. "Uma, Lakshmi and Saraswati am I and they
shall help you."
The light vanished. The devas worshipped the three Goddesses, who
came shimmering before them. The Devis gave them three seeds and said,
"Sow these around Vishnu and he will be well again."
The devas sowed the brilliant seeds around Hari who sat lost in the
memory of Vrinda. From the seeds of Saraswati, Uma and Lakshmi, three
wonderful plants sprang up around him at midnight: the Dhatri, the Tulasi
and the Malati. They were woman plants, exquisite and naked. Full of love,
they came by moonlight, enfolding Hari in green caresses, stirring him into
desire from his stupor of grief. With tendril hands, leaf-tongued kisses and
petal fellatio they woke him back into the passion in which he was frozen
when Vrinda ashed herself. Friend Vyasa, entwined in their feminine myths
of old earth, moonbeams, emerald shoot and precious sap, Vishnu fell to
frenzied love. He roared in ecstasy for the wild lovemaking of the divine
woman plants.
Suddenly, invaded by subtle envy and strange propriety, the Mallika
from Lakshmi’s seed disentangled herself from the febrile knot of Blue God
and jade plant. Trembling in her every delicate leaf and stem, she stood
apart, resentful, her breast heaving. The Dhatri and the Tulasi continued to
delight Vishnu, in threshing tumult upon tumult, beside Vrinda’s very pyre.
Ever since, the Malati has been called Varvari and is never offered at the
worship of Hari.
Where Vrinda died, there grew from Vishnu’s love and her final
moment of enchantment with him, a mighty vana named after her. In a
distant incarnation, he would roam the green labyrinths of that forest with
Radha and the gopis, while, like a lover, Vrinda enfolded him in her velvet
darkness again. For at the decisive moment, when the fire ashed her, she
realised that she had never been loved as Hari had loved her so briefly. Just
as he knew that if, to begin with, his mission had only been treacherous,
once he held her chaste, angular body in his arms the passion he discovered
in her would never fade, from his immortal memory.
When he was seduced from his grief by Shakti’s love plants, Vishnu
went back to Vaikunta. He was himself again. He dreamt often of the death-
sweet fire of Vrinda’s loving, but now she was where she belonged: a
memory that could often make him cry, but not one which could delude him
so he forgot who he was.
O Son of the noble Parasara, this is no common tale but one that
burns sins and confers every wish of his heart to one who listens to it with
devotion. It enshrines knowledge in the soul and diminishes lust. He who
reads or teaches this tale long enough, finds even moksha. And he who
hears it before he goes to war will surely return victorious. This tale confers
bhakti on those who lack it!’
Said Sanatkumara, to the absorbed sage."
Says Suta Romaharshana, in profound calm, to Saunaka’s rishis in
that kalpa, in the sacred Naimisa vana where Brahma’s wheel of fire once
fell.
FORTY-ONE
Shankhachuda
‘O Vyasa, listen to another tale of Siva, with bhakti,’ said
Sanatkumara, Brahma’s august son, once, to the island-born Dwaipayana,
aspiring pauranika, son of the Brahmarishi and the fishergirl,’
Romaharshana says, in flow deep as the Ganga’s.
‘Out of my love for you and seeing your absorption, I reveal this
legend to you. Marichi’s son and Brahma’s grandson, Kashyapa, was a
prajapati, a creator of profound wisdom, to whom Daksha gave thirteen of
his daughters in marriage. So multitudinous are the descendants of those
women, it is futile to try to enumerate them. Among Kashyapa’s wives was
Danu, the beautiful, the chaste. Innumerable sons of awesome power were
born to her by Kashyapa’s seed. He was both her cousin and her husband
and one of those sons was Viprachitti of untold valour.
Viprachitti’s son was the perfectly restrained Dambha, one of
Vishnu’s great bhaktas. But he had no son. Distraught, he went to his guru
Sukra and imbibed the Krishna mantra from him. Then, Dambha went to
sacred Pushkara and performed a fervid tapasya for a hundred thousand
human years. As he sat in padmasana, the mantra never off his lips, the fire
of his penance illumined his head, like a great jewel lit from within by its
own flame. Quickly, the light spilled from him and pervaded the sky and all
creation. So unwavering was his dhyana, it focused not just his own spirit
but the soul of the universe.
Scorched by that light, the devas, the siddhas, the manus and other
heavenly ones came with Brahma to Vaikunta. "Hari, we fear the pralaya is
upon us. What else can this unnatural refulgence portend?"
Narayana laughed. "It is only Dambha praying for a son. I will
quieten him."
Vishnu appeared, iridescent, before Dambha in Pushkara. "I am
pleased with your tapasya, Asura, name your boon."
"Lord of Gods, Lord of Lakshmi, bless me with a son who will be
your bhakta. Give me a powerful boy who will be invincible against the
devas and conquer the three worlds."
"So be it. Now stop your tapasya," said Vishnu and vanished like a
dream at waking.
Within a week of his return, Dambha’s wife became pregnant and she
glowed with the brilliant child in her womb. When his boy was born,
Dambha named him Shankhachuda. From the beginning, Shankhachuda
was an exceptional child. He mastered all of the ancient lore with such ease
his gurus were dumbfounded. The boy seemed to know beforehand
everything they had to teach him, mathematics or astronomy, the scriptures
or archery. Such was his charm, that he quickly became the favourite child
in his family. When the youth was almost a man, his guru Jaigasavya sent
him to Pushkara to perform a tapasya to Brahma. For countless years,
Shankhachuda sat in the lotus posture, chanting the Brahma mantra. Finally,
clad in a flowing white robe, the Pitama stood before the Danava like blue
fire.
"Tell me the boon you want," said the Creator.
"Let me be invincible against the devas."
Laying a divine palm on his head, Brahma blessed him. So taken was
he with that handsome youth, he gave him Krishna’s feather-light kavacha,
most magical, impenetrable armour in the universe. Brahma said, "Go to
Badari and you will find Dharmadhvaja’s daughter Tulasi at tapasya. She
will be your wife."
Brahma evaporated from his presence. The delighted Shankhachuda
strapped on Krishna’s armour and journeyed to Badarikasrama. When he
saw the lovely Tulasi, he went straight up to her. "Who are you? Why do
you sit here in mowna?"
In her throaty voice of the hills, she said, "I am Dharmadhvaja’s
daughter Tulasi and I am a yogini. Be on your way, warrior, it is dangerous
to come near a woman. A woman is a false fetter of fascination, even to
Brahma!"
But her eyes belied her words and she smiled at him so bewitchingly
that he was lost at once. To persuade her, as if she needed persuading,
Shankhachuda said, "What you say is partly true indeed. But Devi, you
seem to be the chastest of women and I have come here at Brahma’s behest.
Tulasi, I am Shankhachuda, the son of Dambha, of the danavas born from
Danu. And I will marry you in gandharva vivaha."
Tulasi looked down demurely, for he had passed her test to discover if
he was weak or strong. All at once, Brahma stood before them. "You are
born for each other, take her for your wife, Shankhachuda. Who but a brute
will not embrace happiness when it appears so enchanting before him? This
Danava will rule the worlds and not age or death shall have him as long as
he either wears Krishna’s kavacha, or you, Tulasi, are faithful to him."
When Shankhachuda came home with Tulasi, Sukra crowned him
Emperor of the asuras. With an endless army of daityas, danavas and
rakshasas, Shankhachuda set out for Amravati. With Brahma’s boon, he
vanquished Indra’s devas and seized dominion of the worlds. Like every
great asura Emperor before him, Shankhachuda appointed his demons to
rule in place of Kubera, Surya, Soma, Agni, Yama, Vayu and Varuna. He
himself ascended Indra’s throne.
Like the reigns of so many wise asuras, his was a rule of peace and
plenty. No famine, plague or other pestilence entered his realm. No planets
in the heavens shone down a baleful light on the world. The land was
fruitful without being tilled; the ocean yielded its most precious jewels. The
people were joyful in love and lovemaking and, all her rivers flowing pure,
the earth seemed blessed with a perennial spring.
Except the devas, routed and hiding in obscure mountain caves,
everyone was happy during Shankachuda’s reign. The truth was that,
though in this birth he was born a danava, in his last life, in another kalpa,
he was Krishna’s friend, Sudama, a gopa in Vrindavana whom Radha once
cursed to be born as a demon. He was an ardent Krishna bhakta once and so
he received Krishna’s armour from Brahma. Neither Shankachuda’s nature
nor his rule was demonic and his queen had no rival for her beauty and
chastity. She was his life’s muse, the secret of his power, the delight of his
bed.
The devas went to Vishnu for succour. "Vaikuntanatha, save us!
Govinda who are the very breath of your bhaktas, we seek sanctuary in
you."
They wept before him. Vishnu said kindly, "Siva is the one you need.
For Krishna, whose kavacha Shankhachuda wears, is Mahadeva’s friend
and lives near him."
The devas went by an aerial path, paved with padmaraga and
symantaka, to Sivaloka. Siva sat with Parvati in an unearthly palace of lofty
doorways, each guarded by a white, five-faced, three-eyed, ten-armed, blue-
throated, trisula-wielding, ash-smeared, rudraksha-wearing gana, seated on
a jewelled throne. Every doorway led not merely into another chamber, but
another mandala! Past fifteen dwarapalakas, to each of whom they bowed,
came Vishnu and the devas and into Siva’s presence. When they saw
Krishna was already there, they were confused and apprehensive.
Adroit as ever, bowing to Brahma and Vishnu and with a smile that
no one but Siva saw, Krishna said, "My friend Sudama has been born as an
asura and he terrorises the devas. It is time he was killed and returned to
me."
At which, the devas cried together, in a babble, that it was true!
Finally, Vishnu said more quietly, "Siva, only you can kill the Danava who
wears Krishna’s kavacha."
Siva said, "Go to Kailasa in the world and ask Rudra to help you."
He raised his hand in blessing and suddenly they were no longer in
the palace of many dimensions, but on a mountain slope above the world of
men, on Kailasa, near Rudra’s home. They bowed to Rudra in his cave and
Indra said, "Mahadeva, save us from Shankhachuda."
Rudra said like soft thunder, "His time has come, Devas, I will kill the
Danava."
Siva sent Pushpadanta, lord of the gandharvas, to Shankhachuda.
Even that ageless gandharva, who had seen the worlds’ wonders, stood
agape when he was ushered into Shankachuda’s court.
"Great King, I bring a message from Rudra. Siva says, ‘Give back
their kingdom and authority to the devas, for they have sought refuge in me.
Or else, meet me on the field of battle.’"
Pushpadanta waited for the august Danava’s answer. Shankhachuda
said, "I am amazed he dares challenge me. Tell him my heroic asuras will
enjoy the earth and I am anxious to meet him on the battlefield."
The Demon’s laughter rang through the opulent hall. Pushpadanta
said, "O Emperor, listen to me. Siva is not just a deva, he is much more.
You can never stand against Rudra in battle. He is the end of time, the God
of Gods. Return what is theirs to the devas. Take yourself to patala where
you belong and live there in peace. Or terror will strike you down."
Shankhachuda snarled, "Tell Siva I will fight him."
When he heard the Danava’s message, Siva said, "Let my sons set out
with my army of ganas. Let Nandin, Virabhadra and the eight Bhairavas
march with them. Let Bhadrakaali go with her legions. I go now to kill
Shankhachuda!"
That army had Karttikeya and Ganapathy at its head. Virabhadra,
Nandin, Mahakaala, Subhadraka, Visalaksha, Bana, Pingalaksha,
Vikampana, Virupa, Manibhadra, Baskala, Kapila, Dirghadamshtra and a
thousand other gana generals as mighty, were in its ranks. This army set out
from Kailasa to confront the legions of the Emperor of the worlds. Vikara
led a hundred thousand ganas, as did Tamaralochana, Kalankara,
Balibhadra, Kaalajiva, Kutichara, Balonmatta, Rangaslaghya, the vicious
Durjaya, the savage Duragama and many more!
At the head of unimaginable phalanxes, the careful Sankakarna
marched, Kekaraksha and Vikrita, the terrible Visaka, Pariyatrika,
Sarvantaka and glorious Vikratanana, Jalaka, Samada, Dundubha,
Kalaraksha, Sandaraka, Kunduka and Kundaka. Vistambha was part of that
oceanic, horrible army, Pippala and Sannada. Avesana went with that force,
Chandrapatana, Mahakesa, the valiant Kundin, the auspicious and gigantic
Parvataka, the ancient Kaala and Kaalaka, the fierce Agnika, the blazing
Aditya and Ghanavaha and countless more come to Siva’s banner from
across the worlds: all ash-smeared, wearing holy rudraksha into battle and
matted jata for crowns.
The eight Vasus marched with Siva, the twelve Adityas, Indra, Agni,
Soma, Viswakarman, the Asvins, Kubera, Yama, Nirriti, Vayu, Varuna,
Budha, Mangala and even Kama. Another army went beside this one: one
that not the ganas dared come too near though it was an allied force. At the
head of that force, went Bhadrakaali in a jewel-studded vimana, as easy
through time as space. She wore vivid crimson clothes, a crimson garland
of jungle blossoms around her neck and she had smeared her body, as black
as sunless space, with unguents crimson as blood. She was utterly lovely
and depraved. She danced, sang, laughed lewdly and was in a great mood
for the killing to come.
Her tongue was a yojana long and it was never still. In her thousand
hands, she carried sankha and gada, chakra and sword, a lotus, a leather
shield, bows and arrows, a round skull, a trisula that scraped the sky, a spear
longer than her tongue, an iron club, a thunderbolt and all the weapons of
all the devas, the mahavira, the saura, the kaalakaala, Yama’s danda, the
samartha and the mahanala weapons, among numberless others. She came
to battle at the proud head of six million yoginis and dakinis.
Tens of thousands of bhutas in their monstrous swarms marched in
Siva’s army: pretas, pisachas, kusmandas, brahmarakshasas, vetalas,
yakshas, nagas, gandharvas and kinnaras. Glorious Karttikeya rode before
this sea of uncanny warriors, at Siva’s side and Ganapathy as well. Rudra
marched until he came to the foot of a marvellous pipal tree on the banks of
the Chandrabhaga, where he waited for Shankhachuda,’ said Sanatkumara
to Vyasa, by now lost among the Purana’s mystic currents."
Says Suta to the rishis of the Naimisa.
FORTY-TWO
The two kavachas
"‘O Sanatkumara of fathomless intellect, what happened next?’ Vyasa
asked the ancient pauranika.
As absorbed in the timeless tale as his listener, Sanatkumara
continued, ‘After he sent Pushpadanta back to Siva with his brash message,
Shankhachuda went in to his wife Tulasi. "The naked yogin Siva wants war
with me."
Chaste Tulasi fell senseless. When she revived, she cried tearfully,
"Oh, my husband, you can vanquish anyone in battle, but how will you
fight Siva? He is the God of Gods, annihilator of universes. He is Time
himself. He is the Parabrahman. His one moment is the life and death of
numberless worlds; many Brahmas and Vishnus live and die during one day
of Siva’s. Oh, Shankhachuda, you do not know who you mean to fight."
Though he comforted her tenderly, he only laughed at her fears. "All
this is just women’s tales. In battle, your husband is the master."
He would not let her speak any more about Siva. With a hundred
caresses, he seduced her into love, which lasted all night. Though she began
in anxiety and sorrow, soon desire overwhelmed her. Dawn came before
they knew it, the time for him to leave. She wept again in his great arms and
begged him not to go to this war, or she would never see him alive again.
He would not listen to her.
He said, "Speak auspicious words to me before I set out, my love: not
because I can be defeated in battle but for your own peace while I am away.
I will tell you a secret, which I have told no one before. I have Brahma’s
boon that as long as I wear Krishna’s kavacha and as long as you are true to
me, neither age nor death can come near me."
Then, though she was still distraught because her tapasvin’s mind
knew a little of Siva, he left her in her bed at the Brahma muhurta. As usual,
he made his ritual offerings to his victims, the devas. Donning his supernal
armour, he went to war at the head of eighty-six battle-honed legions.
Kankas at arms, the fifty Asura families, the hundred families of Dhaumras,
the Kaalakeyas, Mauryas, Daudhras and Kaalakas marched with him. These
were lords of the worlds, armed with ayudhas of agni, dark astras and fell
sorceries. With three hundred thousand aksauhinis of danavas, daityas and
rakshasas, Shankhachuda went to battle, riding in a chariot of the
firmament.
To holy Bharatavarsha, he came with his army: to the east of the
western ocean, west of the Malaya mountain, north of Srisaila and south of
Gandhamadana, to the banks of the transparent Pushpabhadra, to Kapila’s
asrama with an ancient and sacred pipal tree, where many a rishi had found
nirvana. Shankhachuda saw Siva’s army there.
The Demon sent a messenger to Siva and that danava general found
Rudra bright as a star at the foot of the old pipal. Siva sat in padmasana
with a smile on his lips, his eyes shut in dhyana, utterly peaceful and his
body like crystal through which transcendent light shone clear. Clad in
tiger-skin, the trisula and khatvanga in his hands, alight with the immortal
joy within him, sat Siva, seed of the universe. The danava alighted from his
vimana and bowed respectfully and with some anxiety, to Rudra. "Lord, I
am Shankachuda’s messenger. My master asks what you truly want that you
have come to war against us with such an army."
"Tell Shankhachuda that, in my memory, he was not always an asura.
I remember him as a friend of Krishna’s, a gopa that Radha cursed. Yet, he
hates the devas like a true danava. Tell your master I said he should
remember himself. For I know that, with Krishna’s blessing, he has perfect
recollection of his past lives. Tell him he should put aside his malice and
return their kingdom to the gods."
As his king had instructed him, the messenger said, "Should only the
asuras put aside their malice? What about Madhu and Kaitabha, whom
Vishnu slew? What about the Tripura and the innocent Bali? And
Hiranyaksha, Sumbha and Nisumbha and countless others? What about the
deceit with the amrita? Siva, you know the enmity of the devas and the
asuras is eternal. Sometimes the devas rule and at others we. But, Rudra, it
is shameful that you come to fight for the devas. For you, O Mahadeva, are
our God as well as theirs. Win or lose, you cannot have honour from this
battle: it is against your own bhaktas that you fight."
Siva laughed gently. "Tell your master, Siva says: Shankhachuda,
none of the asuras I have vanquished in the past has been your equal. There
is no shame in my taking the field against you. Let us have no more talk,
Danava, but war."
Conches rang across the field, five yojanas wide and five hundred
long; drums rolled resoundingly. Heroes’ roars shook the earth as, weapons
aloft and glinting, the two hosts rushed at each other. Mahendra locked with
Vrishaparva, Bhaskara with Viprachitti, Vishnu with Dambha, Kaala with
the asura Kaala, Agni with Gokarna, Kubera with Kaalakaya, Viswakarman
with Mayaa, Mrityu with Bhayankara, Yama with Samhara, Varuna with
Kaalambika, Vayu with Chanchala, Budha with Ghataprishta, Shanaischara
with Raktaksha, Jayanta with Ratnasara, Dharma with Dhurandara,
Mangala with Ganakakasha, Vaisvana with Sobhkara, Kamadeva with
Pipita: maces flashing, long swords and short, daggers, pattisas, bhusundis,
mudgaras, spears, javelins of deadly light, parighas, axes, tomaras and
bright clouds of many-coloured arrows in the clear day.
The twelve Adityas fought Gokamukha, Churna, Khadga, Dhumra,
Samhala, Visha and Palasa. Mahanami fought Ugrachanda. The Vasus
fought the Varchas and the Asvins the demonic Diptimantas. When ordinary
weapons fell useless around the incomparable warriors, unearthly astras
hummed through the air. Luminous shaktis and shatagnis cut through
columns of soldiers, horse and elephant, in thick flashes; while head and
limb of man and animal flew off their trunks and blood in copious sprays
drenched everything around.
The earth was grisly with severed heads, transforming the landscape
like some bizarre rock fall. The field was strewn with arms, legs, hands and
feet, all cut off. Headless bodies danced weirdly, with blood bubbling out of
naked necks, weapons in their hands still raised to strike down whoever had
killed them. For a moment, they danced in death, before they realised they
were beheaded and fell.
O Vyasa, the first part of the battle belonged to the danavas and the
devas fled back to Siva. Then, Bhadrakaali came into the fray: black,
ravishing and hideous! Her eyes were like red lotuses, her skin was soft and
smooth; laughing insanely, she came among the demons, came as death
most horrible. She tore their flesh from them and wolfed it, her tongue
darting between her fangs to lick the shreds stuck there. Most of all, she
drank their blood greedily, often draining them off entirely while they still
lived. When she had grown immense on that field, she thrust elephants,
horses and demons down her throat without favour and chewed on them in
delight.
Karttikeya came to battle at Kaali’s side and he was a natural
calamity. His arrows covered the face of the sun and asuras fell in
thousands. Faced with the wrath of Mahamaari and Skanda, the demons
fled. Shankhachuda climbed into his flying disk of war, made of diamonds,
armed at its side and glowing belly with the strangest weapons and flew
into battle.
An unnatural night fell upon the field. Siva’s army shielded its eyes
and stood staring at the sky. When the Demon discharged his missiles at
them, they fled howling back to Rudra, those not killed, stopping their ears
and eyes with their hands, falling over the dead and one another. At last,
unable to bear the terror, even Nandiswara fled and only Karttikeya
remained on the field.
The lord of the danavas struck him with a hundred astras. Karttikeya
knew their secrets and turned them to ashes. Shankhachuda hurled serpents
of wizardry at Siva’s son, glittering hamadryads. As darts dipped in venom,
he flung dark trees down from forests of hallucination. He cast mountains at
him. But Siva’s son turned his body into a thousand subtle dreams on that
field and no astra or maaya harmed a hair of him.
When Karttikeya raised his own bow of power to shoot at
Shankhachuda, quick as time the Danava smashed his weapon in his hand,
with a thought or an arrow, no one could be sure which. Another missile
felled Skanda’s peacock. Then, shining like a sun and screaming like a
tornado, a javelin, given the Demon by Brahma, took Kumara in the chest
and he fell spitting blood, dead. With a wail, Kaali, who was gorging and
drinking bloodily among the danavas, picked up the limp Karttikeya. She
ran with him to Siva, who gave his son life again with a touch.
Virabhadra took the field against Shankhachuda. When the Asura shot
an astra down from on high, Virabhadra cooled it with one of his own like a
cloud full of rain. Then, with two arrows of fire, he rent the Demon’s
vimana; he clove his armour and his crown. Kaali came back to the field.
She came with a vat of raw grape liquor in her hands, from which she
swilled as greedily as she did the blood from her victims’ throats. Dancing
lewdly, she came to war, her hips grinding, blood and wine dribbling down
her jowls.
She did not come alone now. She came with her own selves detached
from her body: her manifestations of Durga; Ugradamishtra the fanged,
Ugradanda with the staff of death and naked, lustful Kotavi came drunk,
gyrating and screaming into war. They picked demons off the field in great
handfuls and stuffed them into their mouths like savouries. When
Bhadrakaali roared the asuras fell dead around her, their eardrums shattered,
their brains deliquesced. The ganas rallied behind Kaali, they fought like
conquerors again.
With a roar of his own, to match hers, Shankhachuda flew at her. He
shot cold and serpentine narachas at her; but she gaped open her blood-
filled maw, swallowed them and belched. She cast an Agneyastra back at
him like the flames of dissolution, but he calmed it with a Vaishnavastra.
She loosed a Narayanastra at Shankhachuda, a weapon that grew fiercer
when it saw its prey. Shankhachuda knew the answer to that knowing shaft.
He fell on his face and worshipped it with the proper mantra and the missile
turned mild and blessed him.
With another mantra, Kaali invoked the Brahmastra; but again the
Danava turned it aside with the apposite worship. Then he fetched out a
keening, blazing shakti, a hundred yojanas long and cast it at Kaali. She
turned it into a garland of mountain blossoms with a Maheswarastra.
Frothing then, with an arcane mantra, Kaali invoked the ultimate weapon:
the Paasupatastra. But a voice spoke suddenly out of heaven to her,
"Chandika, even the Paasupata will not kill this Danava."
She tossed her head in frustration; she abandoned the greatest astra.
With a bloodcurdling wail, she fell on a thousand asuras near her and ate
them to assuage her frustration, quaffing the blood spouting from their
throats where she ripped off their heads: as from a glass. With the rage of
those lives in her belly, she rushed at Shankhachuda to pluck him from his
chariot and devour him as well. He struck her through her dark nipple with
a Rudrastra formed like a burning sword, with flaming edges and the heat
of a star. She stopped with a scream. But then, with a smile, bewitching and
lovely despite the raw meat that hung from her fangs and the blood that
trickled down her chin, she plucked out the sword like a thorn from her
flesh and, rolling her eyes, swallowed it.
Shankhachuda shot a quiver of missiles at her, but she splintered them
in fragments. She rushed at him again, shrieking. He vanished with maaya
and she could only smash the diamond chariot with her fist and crush the
sarathy, its asura pilot, between her thumb and forefinger like an insect.
With a yell, the Danava materialised again and spun a whirling wheel of
fusion fire at her. She caught it like a child’s playring and swallowed it,
lolling her tongue out obscenely at him. She caught the Danava, huger than
a mountain and struck him on the head with her clenched fist and he fell
stunned on the ground. Because she was a woman he was strangely
embarrassed to fight her hand to hand and tried to flee from her clinch. She
picked him up, whirled him round over her head and dashed him on the
ground. He rose groggily to his feet and a fresh chariot flew down to him in
a wink. He fled beyond her reach in it, bowing to her, she laughing joyfully:
just as if she had made love to him!
"You cannot kill him, Kaali," said the voice from above again. "There
are a hundred thousand other asuras waiting for you."
Tossing her dishevelled head in resignation, baring her fangs truly as
if in love, she went crooning among Shankachuda’s army again.
Abandoning the Emperor, she swept thirstily on his men, plucking off their
heads, swilling their blood as if it were nectar to her. But soon, in sorrow,
she went back to Siva and, whimpering drunkenly, told him she could not
kill Shankhachuda, he was beyond her.
When he heard this, Siva opened his eyes. He uncoiled himself
slowly, serenely, from his yogasana. Stepping out from the great
nyagrodha’s shade, he grew into the vast form of Rudra the Annihilator and
even Kaali folded her hands in fear and reverence. When Siva came forth
and Shankhachuda saw him, the noble Danava fell on his face to worship
the Lord. When Siva raised a hand over him in blessing, the Asura gained
his diamond craft in a flash and flew up into the sky.
For a hundred years, they fought: the mighty Danava and three-eyed
Maharudra mounted on his bull. When Shankhachuda shot Nandin with an
arrow, Siva struck his bow from his hand with one of his own shafts. When
the Danava aimed a fiery javelin at Rudra, Mahadeva caught it deftly as it
flew at him and snapped it like a dry twig on his thigh. When the lord of
asuras spun a sinister chakra at him, Siva struck it into shards with a bare
fist. Shankhachuda cast an iron club, heavy as a hill, at Rudra and he made
it ashes with a mudra of his hand. The Demon rushed at Siva with an axe; a
volley of luciferous arrows stopped him in his gargantuan stride and he fell
unconscious among his warriors.
Siva’s laughter echoed through the worlds as he made fine war with
his powerful adversary. He beat out secret, incomprehensible rhythms on
his dumaru; he twanged the Pinaka’s string in joy when Shankhachuda
attacked him with hazes of astras, billowing like clouds from his sky ship.
He blew on his hunting horn so both armies cowered and Nandin bellowed
to shame the Demon’s trumpeting elephants. Then, in delight, Siva clapped
his hands and the quarters shook, the earth cringed and every previous noise
from the resounding field was dwarfed.
The Asura found a magic spear and flung it at Siva, but Kshetrapala
blasted it into dust with a comet he spat from his mouth. Now Siva struck
Shankhachuda with his trisula and the Danava fell, blood on his lips. He
jumped up at once and his chest blazed open where the trident had pierced
Krishna’s armour. From his wound, sprang a monster with burning eyes. No
sooner than its torso emerged, Siva gave a resonant ‘Hum’ and struck off its
head with a clean stroke of his sword.
Though Siva struck Shankhachuda down a score of times, the Demon
would always get up, grinning, though he was felled with weapons violent
enough to raze armies. Shankhachuda saw his own legions decimated by
Kumara, who had come to battle again and devoured by Kaali and he was
grim. Crying out in grief and rage, near madness, he ran at Siva and locked
with him hand to hand.
As he came, Siva loosed ten Maheswarastras at the Demon, which
they say not only burn the body but dispel the deepest illusions of the soul.
When they struck Shankhachuda, clad in Krishna’s kavacha, they lost their
lustre and fell impotently around him. Despairing, Siva seized up his trisula
in earnest. A celestial voice said from the sky, "You cannot make Brahma’s
boon false. As long as he wears Krishna’s kavacha and his wife is faithful to
him, you cannot kill him even with your trisula."
Siva sighed, "So be it."
At his will now, Hari came to him on that field. Siva said to the Blue
One, "It must be done."
Vyasa, shortly after this, an old and shining mendicant visited
Shankhachuda, who was exultant at having repelled the Maheswarastras
and convinced of his immortality now. The brahmana said, "Conqueror of
Siva, invincible Danava, around whom the Maheswarastra falls like a
garland of parijatas, grant me a boon today and it will bring you fortune and
everlasting fame."
"Ask for anything you want, Brahmana."
"The world says to me Shankhachuda is not mighty, but Krishna’s
kavacha protects him. Show me they are liars, give me your armour!"
Shankhachuda was startled. But his word was given and he thought,
Brahma had blessed him that as long as Tulasi was true to him he could not
die. The Demon was surer of his wife’s chastity than he was of Krishna’s
armour. Shankhachuda took off the kavacha and gave it to the wizened
brahmana and the grand Asura thought no more of it.
The same night, Tulasi, asleep in her palace, awoke in surprise. She
heard the dundubhi of victory being beaten at her gates. She jumped up, ran
to her window and saw her husband step out of his vimana. In joy, she
rushed to bathe before he finished the rituals of homecoming at the city
gates and arrived in her bedroom. She dabbed herself with the musks and
scents that were his favourites, she put on a silk robe she had worn when
they were first married. Tulasi waited eagerly for her husband, the fragrant
betel leaf with camphor ready and she herself entirely desirable.
After what seemed a lifetime, she heard his knock at her door. She ran
into his arms and he embraced her, so his precious kavacha cut into her
delicate skin. Something inside her gave a lurch at his embrace, but she
thought it a pang of happiness. Crying for joy, she washed his feet and
peeled his armour and clothes from him, her hands light as butterflies on his
body, while he sat exhausted on a throne, his feet in a golden vessel of
water. She kneaded him expertly where he was knotted with battle. She
drew a steaming bath with medicinal salts and, having anointed his
magnificent body with fragrant oils, led him in to it, as shyly and excitedly
as if this was their first night together. She dropped her own robe on the
way.
In the bath, her exquisite hands were upon him again and he touched
her in the scented water so her breath grew shallow. Desire rose in her body
like a sun after the long night of his absence. As she traced a hundred kisses
down his smooth chest and his belly, she whispered, "Tell me how you have
come back alive from a war with Siva. I did not hope to see you again."
Stroking her, stroking her, he lost himself in the legends of her fine
body, her flanks, her arched back, the triangle of soft night and peace
between her legs of water and fire. He said sadly, "Such killing there was,
such killing. He and I fought for a year. Our asuras were all slain by
Karttikeya and by Kaali and still we two fought on. Then, Brahma came to
the field to make peace between us; and with all my people dead and you
waiting for me, I agreed. The devas have their kingdom back and I have
you."
Joining his great hands around her waist, he lifted her up. Then,
slowly, as she bit her lip and shut her eyes, he lowered her on to his body so
she cried out as he was in her like a dark flame. Tulasi’s eyes flew open and
a scream was on her lips: she knew by the feel of him inside her that he was
not her husband. Holding her helpless, he moved her effortlessly above him
and thrust at her from below. And who could tell if her cries were of
rapture, of horror, or of both, as, so quickly in that frenzy, he spent himself
deep in her womb?
He heard her sob, beating her fist on his chest, "Who are you, cheat?"
He was himself again before her wondering eyes: blue and four-
armed, stroking her wet hair. With a cry, she tore herself from him and,
standing naked and dripping, she cursed him.
"Ruthless, hard-hearted Vishnu, you shall be a stone!"
Suddenly, Siva stood there, glorious. He said to Tulasi, "Dry your
tears. Only karma brings joy and sorrow and this is the fruit of your karma
of the past: your own tapasya that you have forgotten. Cast off your life.
You are Hari’s now, let your body be a river of love for him. Be the sacred
Gandaki and in bhumi, swarga and patala, be the holiest plant of worship.
Tulasi, you will be Vishnu’s secret love forever."
After Tulasi’s curse, Vishnu became a mountain in Bharatavarsha, on
the banks of the Gandaki. With tiny teeth, the insects of the ground carved
slow rings of torture into his body of stone; they carved strange and sacred
sculptures there. The pieces of him that fell into the river are the holiest of
all stones and shaligramas. Thus, Vishnu took unto himself Tulasi’s pain at
her separation from Shankhachuda, whose wife she had been for a
manvantara.
When Vishnu had violated Tulasi’s chastity, Shankhachuda, who did
not know this, attacked Siva again on the distant battlefield. Now he did not
have Krishna’s kavacha either. Siva cried to the Danava, "Where is your
pretty armour today? Won’t you be killed without it?"
Shankhachuda roared back, "I have other armour that protects me,
Rudra, a kavacha of love!"
"Are you certain you have not lost that kavacha, as well, in the
night?"
"That armour can never be taken from me: it is not mine to give."
"I think it has been given, Shankhachuda."
The trisula blazed in Rudra’s hand; it was a thousand dhanus long, a
hundred hands wide and terrible. It was Light. It was the universal Atman.
It was eternal, pristine and Un-created. Siva whirled it above him, thrice
and with a touch of it on Shankachuda’s head, made him whispering ashes.
In his last moment, the heroic Asura screamed in anguish: before his dying
eyes, he saw a vision of his Tulasi in Vishnu’s arms.
By Siva’s blessing, Shankachuda’s skeleton fell into the ocean and
every holy shell in the world is made from that great Asura’s bones.
Muni, this is a peerless legend; it destroys torment, it confers deep
gyana and bhakti. The brahmana who hears it is a brahmana indeed, the
kshatriya a conqueror, the vaishya wealthy and the sudra the most excellent
of men!’ explained Sanatkumara to the avid Vyasa."
Romaharshana tells the rishis of the vana.
FORTY-THREE
Andhaka
"In ancient times, Sanatkumara told this Purana of pristine antiquity
to Vyasa, eager to drink its nectar, so it may free him from illusion," says
Suta Romaharshana, whose ability makes the listening rishis’ hair stand on
end.
"Matsyagandhi’s son by Parasara said, ‘Brahma putra, I am thirsty for
the Puranamrita. Tell me more!’
Sanatkumara began again, ‘Hear a tale I had from Karttikeya himself.
Listen to the story of Andhaka.
Once, for worldly sport, Siva came to Kasi with Uma and his ganas.
He made a city for himself there and made Bhairava its master. From Kasi,
Siva went on to golden Mandara of the sacred caves. Out on the eastern
ridges of that mountain, one day, while he lay under her at long, languorous
love, in sudden bashfulness Parvati shut his three eyes with her hands the
hues of coral and the golden lotus. A darkness that had never been before
fell on the universe. From Uma’s tender hands a juice of rut flowed, for
Siva’s third eye tried to blink open and its heat fired her palms.
With a cry at the plumbless darkness, she snatched her hands away
from his face. The drops of that juice, which was both the essence of her
and the fire of him, fell onto the crag upon which they lay and a dreadful
and inhuman Being stood before them! It was that very darkness, with
nowhere to hide, embodied and born blind so he may not see his parents’
coition. He was awful to behold, slavering; his swarthy face twitched in
reasonless rage: anger because that was his nature. His huge body, born of
Siva’s night, was deformed, matted locks hung in ugly straggles to his
shoulders and his jet-black skin was covered with fine, curly down, like a
monstrous baby’s.
He stood there in the bent-necked, attentive posture of the blind.
Then, he began to sing hideously to himself and to dance disjointedly to his
own song. The horrible creature wept aloud and, like a serpent, darted his
forked tongue in and out of his lipless mouth. Uma covered her nakedness
and cowered against Siva in fear. Siva said gently, "You made him with
your hands, now don’t shrink from what you have done. Let us call him
Andhaka and let us look after him. Though he is ugly, he is great, too."
A wave of compassion for Andhaka swept Uma. She now saw him by
the light that had returned to the world. He was more dreadful than before,
snarling and gnashing his teeth. She ordered her sakhis to care for him as
her own son. Though he growled like thunder Andhaka offered no
resistance.
At this same time, the Asura Hiranyaksha burned with an envy that
his wife stoked: his brother, Hiranyakashyapu, had five stalwart sons, while
he had none. Hiranyaksha sat in a fierce tapasya in the dead of winter and
the blaze of summer, for years, his senses restrained, impervious to the
world around him. At last, Siva stood before him and said, "Don’t smother
your nature so cruelly, Hiranyaksha. Tell me, what will gladden your
heart?"
Prostrating himself, Hiranyaksha said, "Siva, I have no son, as all
daityas should, a son to inherit my kingdom after me. My brother has five
mighty princes. As for me, when I die, how will I find heaven if my family
is extinct?"
Siva said kindly, "You may not have a son born of your seed, but a
great son you shall surely have. I will give you my own boy Andhaka, as
strong as you, Hiranyaksha and invincible in war."
Overjoyed, Hiranyaksha accepted the ferocious Andhaka. What son
could be more asuric than this one born out of absolute night? Exultant, he
went home with the black boy. So delighted was Hiranyaksha with his son
that, to celebrate, he conquered the devas and dragged the earth down into
patala. Vishnu came as the Boar Varaha, which contained all yagnas and all
living beings in feral amsa. Stamping and burrowing, he broke open the
earth. He dived down into patala and with hooves of lightning trampled the
demon armies that confronted him. He severed Hiranyaksha’s head from his
body with the Sudarshana chakra. Then, upon his curved tusks, Vishnu
lifted bhumi back to the surface.
After he killed Hiranyaksha, Vishnu crowned Andhaka king of the
asuras. When Hiranyakashyapu was also slain by the Narasimha from the
pillar, people said, "What will a blind man do with a kingdom?"
Andhaka’s cousins, Prahlada and his brothers, decided he was neither
born nor fit to be a king and they usurped most of his kingdom. Andhaka
was broken and went into the forest for tapasya. He stood on one leg for a
thousand years, arms raised over his head, chanting secret mantras as if they
were his very breaths. During the last year of his penance, when every other
mortification was exhausted, each day, good Vyasa, Andhaka sliced off a
piece of his flesh and offered it, dripping blood, into the sacrificial fire. At
the end of the year, only the ceaseless mantra supported his life: all his
blood had leaked away and his flesh been consigned, piece by piece, to the
flames.
At last Andhaka decided he would offer his skeleton to the agni.
Then, Brahma stood before him and said, "Daitya, choose your boon. What
all the universe cannot have, shall be yours."
"May Prahlada and his brothers be my slaves. Let me, who am blind
now, have divine vision. Let Indra and the devas pay me tribute. Let not
deva or gandharva, daitya or yaksha, naaga or mortal man, not Hari or Siva
kill me."
Brahma said, "What you ask shall be yours, Asura. Yet, none that is
born can escape death. So you must accept some condition of mortality,
however remote."
No more than a moment did Andhaka think. "When I desire my
mother, whom I do not know, for my bed, let me die."
Brahma was startled. He frowned, then said, "So be it, Daitya, but use
your might only against great enemies. Arise, King Andhaka!"
Andhaka remained kneeling. He said softly, "Touch me with your
holy hand, Pitama, give me another body for the one I fed the fire."
When the Creator touched Andhaka, he was handsome and noble and
had lustrous eyes that saw the world clearly. With Brahma’s boon Andhaka
easily vanquished his cousins. Then, in the tradition of all the great daitya
sovereigns before him, he marched on devaloka. He routed Indra’s army
there and forced the devas to pay him tribute. Gandharvas, nagas, suparnas,
rakshasas, yakshas and men all served him and Andhaka, born of Siva’s
brief blindness, was sovereign of the universe.
Wherever he went, a thousand lovely women, from all the races,
graced his harem. Andhaka was happy on fresh riverbank and in dense
jungle, on austere mountain slope and in his magnificent palaces on earth
and in the sky and in the patalas as well his tastes were eclectic and his
virility was boundless. Not just women, every treasure in the universe the
Demon acquired and enjoyed. Mansions, palaces and chariots of land, sea
and firmament, he owned. Rare exotic food and drink, from far and near
worlds, he tasted; varied, subtle music and dance he enjoyed. Thus, the
years passed in peace and pleasure, because no one dared oppose his power.
Surrounded by soft, false friends Andhaka grew bored. He yearned for war
and perhaps, in his soul, for death’s release: the final pleasure.
He took to philosophy then, though he was no philosopher. He
roamed the earth with his daityas and founded a new and bizarre ‘faith’ of
his own, a mad religion of Godlessness. Wherever he found a Vedic ritual
or yagna, he desecrated it and forced his atheism on the people. He called
himself Mahatma, while he wandered the world in ennui.
One day, when his karma was ripe and the planets in ominous
concatenations in the heavens Andhaka came to golden Mandara, where
long ago he had been born when Uma briefly shut Siva’s eyes. Uncanny
recognition stirred in his blood, though he had no conscious memory of the
violet ridges of that mountain or the sunsets and sunrises with the beauty of
dreams. Andhaka roared in mysterious exhilaration. His lifelong
restlessness, his incessant sense of travail and seeking, left him like sleep at
dawn. He cried to his bewildered people, "Build a city for me here, I will
rule the worlds from this mountain. I do not know why or how, but
Mandara is my home."
So they did. One day, out for a walk among graceful cedars
Andhaka’s three ministers, Duryodhana, Vaidhasa and Hatsi, saw something
that made them run back to their king. They cried to him, "Andhaka, we
have seen the strangest sight on this mountain. In a secret cave above the
clouds, we saw a divine rishi who wears the crescent moon in his jata. He is
noble and handsome; his eyes are shut in dhyana and serpents entwine his
body. He wears an elephant’s hide and a string of skulls around his neck
like pearls. His skin is smeared with ashes, his face shines with unearthly
brilliance and he wields a trisula, a sword, a bow and a quiver of arrows, a
bhusundi and astras.
Nearby, is another being with a fearsome simian face. Armed to the
teeth, he stands guard at the mouth of an adjoining cavern. Still more
wonderful, Andhaka, is the white and aged bull at the hermit’s side and
more than the bull, the young woman who sits alone in the second cave.
Never, in all our wandering through heaven and earth, have we seen a
woman so beautiful. We have become men of vision since we looked upon
her face! My Lord, she is not fit to be the wife of a rishi, however brilliant,
but the mistress of the master of worlds. Come and see for yourself, it is
your destiny that brought you to this mountain."
Mythic excitement surged in him and Andhaka sent those asuras back
to the rishi in the cave. "I am Hiranyaksha’s son Andhaka, lord of the
worlds, that send this message. Who are you, strange seer, with serpents
round your throat and a bull at your side? Who are you, armed like a
warrior, yet lost in dhyana? Whose son are you? Don’t you know it is a sin
to do tapasya near a beautiful woman? Send your wife to me with my
ministers."
The rishi replied softly to the Asura, "I am such a lowly one,
Rakshasa, that I remember no father or mother. I have come here for the
Mahapaasupatavrata. Oh, I am an old and rootless wretch and the world
knows my young wife bears patiently with me. She surely deserves only the
one that has been everywhere and seen all things. I have become weak from
my indulgence in her and I am going away into a vana to sit alone in
tapasya. Whatever is mine that you desire you can have, Rakshasa, if you
can pass Viraka who stands guard at the cave’s mouth."
Baring his fangs when he heard the muni’s contemptuous message,
specially the mocking ‘Rakshasa’, to him a great Asura Andhaka roared, "I
will have his head and his wife in my bed tonight!"
He climbed to the cave. He attacked Viraka with his great sword of
sorcery. But the monkey-faced gana smashed that weapon and sent
Andhaka scuttling from battle with a taste of fight as he had never had.
Prahlada attacked Viraka, as did Bhaji, Sahasrabhanu, Kujamba, Sambara,
Vrita and some more demons. Viraka cut them up and left them to rot
among the jackals that gathered dancing among the ghosts of the dead and
the slough of blood and severed heads and limbs, which quickly covered the
ground where that gana fought.
Within the cave Viraka guarded, Parvati was terrified. Siva had left
for the mystic tapovana and the battle outside raged like a war. A thousand
asura weapons pierced Viraka and blocked the cave mouth; he fought on. In
the dark, Uma cried out to Brahma and Vishnu to help her. They came as
women themselves, as Shaktis. And the devas, gandharvas, rishis, siddhas,
nagas and guhyakas came with them, as an army of fierce warrior women,
bristling with weapons, blasting on sankhas.
Viraka plucked out arrows, swords and spears from his flesh and he
stood up to fight the daityas once more. Suddenly, howling and awesome,
Brahma’s Shakti, Brahmi, appeared four-faced at his side. With a staff of
death she felled thousands of demons as they swarmed in tides at the cave
mouth, she struck them down with eerie beams of light. Vishnu’s Shakti,
Narayani, appeared at Viraka’s other side, with her mace and bow, her
sword and her splendid chakra. She, too, killed the demons at her great will,
razing millions in an eyeflash.
Bidaujasi, Indra’s Shakti, stood forth from that cave. Her skin was
golden; the sky was her brow. She was a thousand-eyed and she mowed the
asuras down with an incomprehensible ploughshare weapon, a gleaming
halayudha. Yamya held Death’s staff, Agni’s Shakti blazed. Varunyi came
with a fluid noose with which she strung up a thousand asuras each
moment. Kubera’s Shakti, armed with a mace and fierce as the fires of the
dissolution, was at the enemy like a conflagration. The Lord of the yakshas
was a vampire woman, fanged, fearful, a blood drinker. The Shakti of the
naaga king had talons with which to rend her victims and she spat venom
that made them ashes. A hundred other ferocious Shaktis held the demons
at bay, slaughtering them on the mountainside; that army of guardian
women calmed Uma in her claustrophobic cave.
Then, dim memories of the horrible pleasures of war awakened in her
own blood, Parvati came out herself. She was black as pitch and red-eyed at
the cave mouth, howling, shaking her wild tresses in frenzy: eager for blood
to quench her fear and her long, long thirst!
For an awful year and a day, Viraka’s extraordinary army fought to
protect Parvati on the golden mountain. Numberless asuras they
slaughtered. Then, even as the war raged, Siva returned. He came
rejuvenated after his tapasya in the emerald forest made from his own
thought: a tapovana where a moment was a thousand years. He came back
glowing, his virtue restored by the Paasupatavrata, the fast of the Pasupati.
When Siva returned, Uma’s army of warrior women vanished from
Mandara. Only the blood and the corpses on the slopes of the mountain
bore witness they had been there. Andhaka sent a messenger to Siva. He
sent Vighasa, whose limbs had been shattered by the Shaktis’ weapons.
Vighasa limped into Rudra’s presence and said haughtily, "‘Let our armies
not fight anymore, false and warlike Yogin,’ says my master Andhaka to
you. ‘Thinking you were a sage, I did not call you to battle. Now I say to
you, either give up your wife or come out from hiding and let me send you
to Yama!’"
Siva replied, "Of what avail are a wife or riches to a feeble man? Your
words are fierce, Rakshasa, but I would see your fight as well."
With the reptilian Gila at the head of his army Andhaka attacked.
They rained terrible missiles on the cave mouth and on Viraka. Boulders
crashed across that entrance and its guardian was sorely pressed. Siva
summoned an army of devas and they came at once through the aerial ways,
from diverse places. They came by land, air and water, with chariots and
elephants, horses and bulls, lions and bhutas. Flying on wonderful deer and
magical boars, sarasa birds and great serpents out of cremation grounds and
the embodied spirits of oceans, lakes and rivers, they came to fight at Siva’s
side against Andhaka with the boon. They came with the Narasimha
burning at their head!
Such a mountain-shaking battle there was on the sacred slopes of
Mandara and in his glassy ravines and white valleys, quickly drenched
scarlet with the gore of heroes demonic and divine. It was a brief encounter.
Abruptly, Vighasa the asura grew tall as the sky and, stooping down from
the sun, yawning wide a chasm of a mouth, he swallowed Siva’s whole
army. Brahma, Indra, Vishnu, Surya, Soma and all the rest he swallowed;
only Viraka was left at the cave mouth. He ran in to Rudra in the fallen
gloom, crying, "Lord, Vighasa has devoured your army. Just I am left to
fight in the dark."
Siva laughed in the darkness. He began to sing the Saamaveda
resonantly and there was light in the world again: for Rudra at his song
shone on the mountain like the swallowed sun! Viraka, who saw again by
that light, rushed out roaring to fight, with Nandin beside him. As soon as
they came, Vighasa swallowed both.
Siva went to war. He went alone and majestic, intoning a bizarre
mantra. When the dissonant chant pierced Vighasa’s ears, he was sick in his
heart, soul and belly. He began to retch helplessly on the mountain of war.
He disgorged Vishnu, the devas, Viraka and Nandin and the rest. He had
swallowed them by the Saptarishi’s ancient curse, when, once, after killing
Hiranyakashyapu, Vishnu the Narasimha threatened to blow the universe
into ashes with his breath of fire.
Another wild encounter raged. Andhaka’s daityas tasted bitter defeat
and death at the hands of Siva’s army. But Sukra, the guru of the demons,
revived his dead with the mritasanjivini and they came roaring out of
Yama’s clutches to take the field again. At first, the devas were unnerved.
Then, Sivaganas swooped down from the sky on Sukra, bound him like a
wild beast and brought him before Siva. Without a word, Rudra swallowed
Bhargava.
When Sukra was gone, the rout of the danavas began in earnest.
Those that fell now, with arrows through their hearts, or their heads hewn
off by the devas’ scything blades, no longer rose again. Hordes of bhutas
streamed onto the field, tearing the flesh off dead demons, feasting.
Drunken, celebrant vetalas danced victory, with spears raised high and wolf
packs ranged the mountain, their mouths full of the flesh of the smouldering
dead and vultures eager and greedy.
Roaring so the earth shuddered, Vishnu attacked Andhaka with his
mace, the Kaumodaki and felled him a hundred times with terrific blows to
his head and body. Always protected by his boon Andhaka rose to fight
again. The Asura cast trees, serpents and mountain peaks that he broke off
and occult astras at Siva, Uma and Narayana. He assailed them with ancient
sorceries, dark thunderbolts. The battle raged down from the mountain onto
the plains of Avanti, near the Mahakaala forest Siva had created for his
Paasupatavrata.
Siva shot the Demon with the Paasupatastra and made a gaping hole
in Andhaka’s body, from which blood gushed like a mountain spring.
Wherever the Asura’s blood fell on the ground, a thousand Andhakas
sprang alive! When weapons pierced these, wherever their crimson fell on
the earth, another thousand Andhakas sprang up. In alarm, Sarva stopped
killing the danavas.
Siva turned to Hari to help him. Narayana turned himself into the
Revati, river of quenchless thirst. Siva slew the Andhakas again. Now the
Revati drank their blood and no more fiends sprang from the dead and
dying ones. With ineffable archery, Rudra killed them all, until only
Andhaka himself, the Asura born of the Lord’s own darkness, remained
alive. With a fulminant roar, Siva rushed at Andhaka, impaled him on the
Vijaya, his trisula of mystery and lifted him a thousand dhanus above the
earth.
His heart pierced Andhaka hung in agony in the sky, while,
commanded by the devas, the vengeful elements tore at him, limb, eye and
brain. The rain drenched him through to his marrow, then washed away his
flesh in strips. The sun dried another half of him so fiercely even his
skeleton was burnt to ashes and fell to the earth in flakes from the trident.
Still Andhaka did not die, but hung grimly on to life.
When Siva swallowed Bhargava like a fruit Andhaka’s asuras did not
rise from the dead any more. Inside Siva’s belly, Bhargava wandered,
desperately seeking escape. As he roamed there, he saw the seven under-
worlds: tala, atala, vitala, sutala, rasatala, talatala and patala. Lost and
bewildered, he saw all the mandalas of Brahma and Vishnu, Indra and the
devas, Aditya and the apsaras. All these miraculous worlds Bhargava
ranged with swift magic, seeking a way to return to Andhaka’s side. All
those realms shook with the roaring from the mountain battle between the
asuras and Siva’s pramathas.
In terror, Bhargava fell to hymning Siva. His eyes shut, he chanted in
a fever, "O You with the infinite feet, forms and heads, O Destroyer, O
Auspicious One, O infinite-armed, how do I praise you? O Eight-formed,
infinity-formed, bestower of the desires of deva and asura, O fell and awful
Siva: give me words with which to hymn you. AUM! Obeisance, O
Mahadeva, to whom the devas and asuras bow, Lord of all beings, past and
future, O tawny-eyed, O strength of us all; O intellect-formed, who wear the
hide of the tiger, who spring from the flint sticks of sacred Agni, Lord of
the three worlds, Iswara, Hara; O bay-eyed, dissolver of the yugas, who are
fire, Lord of the ganas, protector of the worlds, great-armed, trident-bearer,
thousand-handed, with time’s curved fangs; O Kaala, Maheswara,
imperishable, time-formed, blue-throated One, the universe your belly, Soul
of everything, purifier, pervasive One, destroyer of death; Brahmacharin,
Pasupati, bodiless, bull on your banner, Lord of bhutas, Jatin, of great fame,
cave-dweller, deathless, beautiful One; O Siva like the morning sun, dweller
in the burning ghat, Umapati, hour of the dissolution, Yogin, Father, Turiya,
Bhikshu of the left wing; O complex Siva, the sacrificer and the sacrifice, O
Purusha, O golden-eared Deity at the door, O dreadful and compassionate
Siva, a thousand times AUM!"
As he chanted, Bhargava was caught up in a warm rush of something
that had the scent of the beginning of the stars. He was washed along in a
soft flood and ejaculated into the light of the world from Siva’s most sacred
linga! Bhargava stood, hands folded, blinking; three thousand human years
had passed while he was inside Siva’s body.
Like golden thunder above him, he heard Siva laugh softly and
proclaim, "Bhargava, seeing the way you have chosen to come back to us,
we shall call you Sukra. And let anyone who worships you have great
virility."
Sukra saw Andhaka impaled on the flaming trisula, his flesh all eaten
away. He heard that once great king also hymn Siva in a ghostly whisper,
calling his hundred names:
"AUM Mahadeva, Hara, Siva, Rudra, Pushkara, Sarva, Bhava, Isana,
Pasupati; AUM Nataraja, Kapalin, Nilalohita, Ashtamurti, Viswamurti,
Trilochana, Pinakin, Jatin; AUM Purusha, Paratpara, Nilakanta,
Mrigavyadha, Suresha, Dayakara, Sukshma, Saumya, Mahaushadhi; AUM
Puratana, Soma, Alokasambhavya, Sanatana, Jagadisa, Sadasiva,
Jagadguru, Parabrahman; AUM Aja, Muni, Lokanatha, Shantha,
Nishachara, Yugadikrita, Bindusamsraya, Trishulin, Sara; AUM Sankara,
Anadi, Pranava, Ekatman, Ajneya, Nabhogati, Hiranyavarna, Aghora,
Sambhu..."
Sukra saw the Asura drenched in showers of amrita by Siva’s
blessing. His suffering over, his sin paid for, trembling in love and awe
Andhaka knelt at Siva’s feet, "I was deluded, Lord, I did not know who you
Are. Forgive me that I dared look upon my mother Uma with lust. Oh, Siva,
where is the Devi’s fury and where am I, a miserable daitya? Lord, grant me
your mercy that I be serene in my soul and devoted to you both."
And because his heart was true and because he was their son, Siva
and Uma blessed Andhaka, laying their palms on him. They sniffed his
head in affection and raised him up as a Lord of ganas. Those that hear this
legend and the mrityunjaya mantra, which Andhaka chanted at last, shall
have everything they desire in this world and in heaven and moksha
thereafter!’
Said Sanatkumara of the many voices to Vyasa, my master,"
Says Romaharshana, Suta of genius, to the spellbound rishis of the
Naimisa vana.
ANTAH: in the end
On a golden evening of that kalpa, his Siva Purana ended. Vyasa’s
pupil, the Suta Romaharshana, blessed the rishis of the Naimisa vana and
vanished into a sunset the color of blood. The next morning, the rishis were
to perform the ritual ablution to mark the end of their yagna. At Brahma’s
behest, Saraswati herself became a river in the holy vana and flowed there
for them to bathe. Shouting her name, they plunged into her waters and
offered tarpana to the Gods.
Purified by the Saraswati, they set out for Kasi, on the banks of the
Ganga, to worship at the Avimukteswara Jyotirlinga. The cadences of the
Siva Purana still echoed in their minds. For days, they travelled and one
evening, shading their eyes against the setting sun, they saw the pristine
Ganga flowing down the mountain. With cries of joy, they raced one
another to her golden currents. They plunged into her: convinced she would
wash their sins.
A short way downstream, they saw another group of rishis bathing.
As those munis emerged from their immersions, the sky filled with a mass
of light, as if ten suns had risen there as one. While the Naimisa hermits
stood agape, those other rishis rose bodily out of the river, into the air and
were subsumed into the tremendous refulgence. The next moment, the light
and they both vanished.
From on high, a voice spoke to Saunaka’s sages, "Rishis, that was the
jyoti of the Maheswara linga you saw. Hearing the Purana has purified you
and a great siddhi awaits you in the next world."
The rishis stood in the river, awestruck. Hearing the Siva Purana from
Romaharshana had made ashes of the sins of all their bygone lives and
bhakti welled in their hearts like the Ganga herself. In that sacred dusk, they
knew even moksha was not far. The voice spoke again to them, "Munis,
climb Mount Meru to where Sanatkumara sits in dhyana."
The rishis climbed golden Meru, their hearts alight with a huge
intimation of adventure, of mystery. High on that mountain and wide as a
small sea, was a lake called the Skandasaras. Their bodies airy, they
climbed to the Skandasaras on feet light with faith. They saw the deep lake
through which light passed unbent, it was so clear. Slabs of unearthly
crystal paved its shores. Incandescent flowers, out of dreams, bloomed on
its banks and upon its water lotuses of another world floated.
So blue was that water, the sky seemed to have fallen into it. Steps
made of the darkest turquoise led to the edge of the lake. The rishis climbed
down in soft exhilaration and gathered lotus, lily and holy water in leaf cups
for their worship. Unperturbed herds of golden deer drank where the
hermits bathed and offered worship. The chill water enlivened their spirits.
They heard karandava, sarasa and koyal calling on the lake of wonder,
while, in rustling whispers, the water spoke back to bird and deer.
When they climbed up again to a place of vantage above the
Skandasaras, with a cry, Saunaka pointed to its northern bank. There an
unearthly luminescence seemed to grow out of the rushes, casting its aura
high into the air. Sanatkumara sat under a kalpa vriksha, the last of its kind
growing on earth in that age. Other rishis and yogins were adoring
Brahma’s son, just awakened from samadhi.
Saunaka’s munis ran around the lake and prostrated themselves at his
feet. The radiant one asked, "What brings you here, my children?"
Saunaka told him about the Purana they heard in the Naimisa vana, of
the tower of light they saw over Kasi and the voice that had sent them here.
Sanatkumara raised a hand over them in blessing. The sky erupted with the
tumult of a dundubhi. When they looked up, the living azure was lit by
another sun risen there. A vimana like a jewel, an immense ship of the
firmament, ringed by a hundred lesser ones, flew down at thought’s
blinding speed until it filled the sky. It was relucent and so alive it seemed
to breathe.
The air was full of heavenly music. The sages saw mighty Sivaganas
in the splendid vimanas, apsaras of impossible beauty, Rudra women,
siddhas, Brahmarishis, gandharvas tall and long-haired, yakshas with
luminous skins, charanas, kinnara fauns and grave centaurian kimpurushas:
divine beings all. Between crystal panels that covered the great vimana,
Saunaka’s munis saw a golden banner with a fighting bull emblazoned. At
the helm of that ship sat Nandin, Lord of the Earth, in his human form, his
wife Suyasa beside him.
He was three-eyed and held a trisula. They knew that, in his Masters
name, he wielded absolute power over the rulers of the stars! Behind the
Gana lord, they fancied an immense and glowing Shadow stood, a crescent
moon in its matted locks, a serpent king round its blue throat; but they could
not be certain it was there at all.
Crying out in an ecstasy, Sanatkumara threw himself on the ground
before the vision in the sky. Nandin raised his hand in a blessing.
Sanatkumara said, "These rishis of the six clans performed a yagna in the
Naimisa vana. They have come here at Brahma’s instance."
Nandin beckoned serenely and, by a beam of light from his hand, the
rishis rose into the chariot of the sky. As they flashed away starwards, like
time, with a look from his eye Nandiswara cut away their paasas, the silvery
umbilici that bound them to the earth with vestigial memories of a thousand
lives. Oceanic freedom overwhelmed the sages: the bliss of moksha and the
knowledge of Siva, the Auspicious One.
AUM Namah Sivayah AUM Namah Sivayah
AUM Namah Sivayah
AUM Shanti Shanti Shanti
AUM Shantihi AUM